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nthspecialll · 12 minutes
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the pinkertons must have been so annoyed when looking for arthur because can you imagine you're hunting this outlaw down, not only to find out that he's been giving his name out freely to strangers but he's also been helping these strangers as each one sings his praises
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nthspecialll · 14 minutes
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His accent>>
SEAN MACGUIRE YOUR VOICE IS SO BEAUTIFUL WHY ARENT YOU ON STAGE!!!!???!??
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nthspecialll · 15 minutes
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arthur morgan did everything for others he helped any stranger who needed it he drew rabbits he saw cross his path he apologized to his horses he sang to himself when he was alone he wrote about his feelings in a journal and HE THOUGHT HE WAS A HORRIBLE EVIL MAN
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nthspecialll · 8 hours
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I think we sometimes forget that Dutch was just as much a father to Tilly as he was to John and Arthur. He saved her when she was a teenager. She had just murdered her former gang leaders cousin because he kept trying to sleep with her and she had fled to her mothers old work place (she was a slave) and found out she was dead. She was alone, hunted by her old gang and a kid, but then Dutch comes along, picks her up, not only gives her a loving family including the two teenage boys, Hosea and Susan but also teaches her many many needed skills. No she never fought with them but both her and Hosea likes dominos and probably played a lot and yet we never talk about how it affected her seeing her whole family fall apart and know she could do nothing.
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nthspecialll · 1 day
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Going on a silly little trail ride first person pov in rdr2 is the only therapy i need.
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nthspecialll · 1 day
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My heart cannot handle this
"Are you hearing voices again?
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Are they with you?
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And are they giving you commands?
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I know you've had choices to make,
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But I'm with you.
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You're never facing them alone today."
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Maya The Psychic|Gerard Way|John Marston
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nthspecialll · 1 day
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Something I love about the saying "you always have a choice" is how double edged it is. Because yes, it can mean the choice between good and bad honor... but it is also Dutch's "I chose to leave my son" because even though he says "I had no choice" we all know that there always is a choice... he just didn’t chose Arthur and John.
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nthspecialll · 2 days
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"Get out"
"It has been a while since you have dusted off hasn't it?"
"Get. Out."
"Are you going to buy any chips later? I want some."
"I SAID GET OUT!"
something modern au i must see is when arthurs chilling in his room then john walks in too see what hes doing.
then a second later dutch does too.
then hosea does too. then tilly.
then its just a family gathering in his bedroom and he cant get them out.
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nthspecialll · 2 days
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I love and hate talking to Kieran in camp because I love talking to him, he is amazing, but I hate that Arthur just gets all mad at him all the time. Give him a break please.
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nthspecialll · 2 days
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O lei O lai O lord
ID: 3 portraits, the first is of Arthur Morgan holding a gun, his hat is covering half of his face, he has blood around his mouth. Underneath it reads “the soldier”
The second portrait is of Hosea Matthews, his eyes are closed and he has blood spreading on his shirt. There’s an open book in front of him
The third portrait is of Dutch Van der Linde, he his holding a lit cigar and has blood on his hands. The smoke is swirling around his face
Each of the portraits has a sun like symbol behind their heads
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nthspecialll · 2 days
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pov Pearson threw the wrong fucking mushrooms into the stew
Sadie: You know... I respect you Pearson.
Pearson: What the fuck-
Sadie: Truly... truly... I love you all-
Arthur: I'm seeing fucking colours help me
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nthspecialll · 2 days
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Yk this is a good idea
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"I was the prize pony once, now I'm the workhorse."
AU where Low Honor Arthur is left for dead and joins the O'Driscoll Gang (whether if he was rescued by Colm after he was left for dead and manipulated by him). This is where they capture Marston and plan to lure the Van Der Linde Gang to their demise. Dutch actually comes to rescue John and Arthur is furious. Cause he wonders why Dutch left him for dead. Colm will taunt Arthur that John will always be Dutch's Golden Boy. Someone make a fanfic please. 😭
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nthspecialll · 2 days
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I feel like theres way too little conversation about this page in Arthur’s journal.
Not only did he lose a friend that was ‘like a brother’ to him. Not only did he SEE him die. But the image of his corpse was so engraved in his head that he had the ability to almost draw out a complete replica days later.
Whoever said Arthur hates Sean has clearly never played the game, because someone who hates a man wouldn’t mourn his death.
The way he wrote about him broke my heart and this sketch added on two whole pages was somehow even worse.
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nthspecialll · 2 days
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nthspecialll · 2 days
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"die by my hand because i loved you. die at the rope because i can't bring myself to kill you. in all cases my love will bury you a second time." AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I am gonna go die now. This entire thing is giving "I can't love you anymore" because Javier in truth never fell out of love with John and John being "i can't love you any more" because he knows if he allowed himself to love javier he would never be able to save Abigail and Jack. He knew that his love for Javier would be the end of Abigail and Jack and since Javier had not chosen John why should John choose Javier? He shut his love out because he needed to to be able to save his wife and child.
jovier feels so fucked up when you think of red dead one. its like. for javier its like - john was never his all the way was he? not ever. he had a boy and a wife and javier listened to him while he drank and bitched about her. and he loved him that whole time more than likely. john loved him back like a secret. javier back then was so used to being shrouded he let it happen. it contributed to his sense of loneliness. his isolation, ingrained so deep into his psyche. and it makes you wonder why javier stayed back. if it was loyalty to dutch or if it was knowing there'd never be any real place for him with john. or any of them, really. you start to wonder if javier flees back to his homeland and tries to forget about it all. he goes back on his ideals much like he's given up on all of it.
and that's the thing too, when they meet again. john goes back on his ideals because he has a family to protect. if it means working with the law, instead of against them - then thats fine. but javier goes against his ideals for what exactly? and then its like. how bitter. how bitter that must feel, must have felt to see john and know deep down why he was there and feeling that immense sense of loneliness in his capture. javier asks john to let him go, and john does not. javier uses the word brother where another word should be. you don't have the heart to kill me. and please don't let me die like this. in some way they feel like confessionals.
the ghosts of hope and love long discarded. we loved each other once long ago. you made this of me. and i blamed you, and i still blame you for all of it. you wonder what john felt. both choices, to kill javier or to not - you imagine they're both forms of mercy. die by my hand because i loved you. die at the rope because i can't bring myself to kill you. in all cases my love will bury you a second time.
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nthspecialll · 2 days
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Nostalgia, or something.
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nthspecialll · 2 days
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Omg this s perfect
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Probably isn't what you expected (also sorry for responding so late lol)
But anyways lol there's two ways this could go
I think she'd either have PCOS and keep the beard. Or she'd have transfem butch swag. Beard could be a safety thing (passing as a man) or maybe she doesn't shave it off because she feels it doesn't take away from her identity so she keeps it. Maybe a bit of both.
Anyway, Butch Kieran Duffy be upon ye
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