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Lost at 26

I just want to be told what to do, in a simplified life manner. I'm tired. I keep looking for answers in books, in clouds, in what someone says or a small thing I see. But I don't even know if what I think I know is true.

I'm angry. At what I've lost, what I've missed. What I yearn for. It's unbearable for one to be angry at something that can be changed. But I can't trust myself and what I think to be right.

What is this? I'm willing life to teach me in whatever way it needs. A harsh slap in the face, maybe.

I'm feeling pain and I'm not even sure it's real. Where did it come from? What hurt me that's able to keep its teeth sunken into my flesh?

Why did trying to forget, end up making me question all that I'm feeling. I wanted this thing, to forget.

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“It is true that I miss intelligent companionship, but there are so few with whom I can share the things that mean so much to me that I have learned to contain myself. It is enough that I am surrounded with beauty.” - Jon Krakauer, Into the Wild

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by Sergio Roa

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me to me: don’t worry baby

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have a nice day :)

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Matthew Cusick

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I fucking miss you