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Delante de la gente siempre seré fuerte, sonreiré y haré como si nada malo me pasase pero cuando entre a mi habitación no seré ni el 1% que sido en el día.

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“There is so much pain and I don’t think my body can contain it anymore.”

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I feel drained by my own existence, trapped in a mind I can’t control, lost in a life that doesn’t seem to be mine.

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It’s one of these days again. The kind of day where all you can do is lay down and let your thoughts take over. The kind where you can feel this unbearable sadness crushing your lungs. The kind where you want to scream and burst into tears but you just can’t bring up the energy to. The kind that makes you realize that nothing is okay and you don’t know if it will ever be. The kind of day that makes me terrified to keep living.

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I feel like I am constantly screaming on the inside. There is a little girl in my head and she is very unhappy and tired and scared because she doesn’t know what to do, and nobody can comfort her

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"The thoughts are slowly winning and I'm scared of what I might do once it does."

— something your suicidal friend would never admit to you

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