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nota-londra · 6 months

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“nobody in miami knows how to drive” “nobody in austin knows how to drive” “nobody in chicago knows how to drive” maybe we shouldnt have cars

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What happens when Israel dismantled and falls? Like I assume the ppl living there can’t stay even if they were born on that land so does anyone have like an idea of where to ship them off to? Cause I doubt anyone in the area wants to take care of their oppressors even if they are just civilians. Idk do u think the usa would take em? That’s honestly why I haven’t been Completely 100% anti-Israel despite being Pro-Palestine bc no one has explained what to do with Israeli’s once there is no more Israel. Like stopping the military and giving back some land is cool but if all of Israel is gone would Palestinians let them stay or would they tell them to get out by force, just as Israel did? Is this a cycle or is there an end in the works?

how many times will it become patently obvious that you guys do not listen to palestinians and are influenced by hysterical zionist claims that palestinians will do unto zionists as zionists have done to them. this position is held by many palestinians

not a single thing any palestinians has said about a one-state solution where everyone is equal under a democratic law, not a single thing hamas has said, is as brutal as the reality israel currently enforces on palestinians

the reality is as long as this hysterical fear persists, the less diplomatic solutions are applied, the more people accept palestinian suffering and consider the occupation as a necessary evil, the less viable this solution will become. we are not past the point of no return, but the reality is there is no fear of persecution and no past suffering on the planet that can justify the existence of the israeli nation-state. it is doubtful that change will come from within israel specifically because the vast majority of israelis do not see palestinians as humans nor do they imagine anything better than "some land back" and "a little less mean military." israel is a theocratic terrorist state. this is how it was established, how it functions and how it operates with impunity.

israelis have chosen military security, genocide and destruction as their only path forward to maintain their state. this is not sustainable. it requires the constant and tremendous ritual sacrifice of palestinian lives to keep going. israel has even called this "mowing the lawn" and every time netanyahu does this he enjoys a boost in the polls.

palestinians have asked for legal solutions, diplomatic solutions, humanitarian solutions, democratic solutions. and yet they're the ones seen as monsters and human animals because they refuse to accept the violent dispossession of their land. it's pretty straight-forward. whatever happens to israel is on israel, the united states, the eu, the uk, and every international entity that has refused to hold israel accountable for their crimes, that has refused to honor the agreement to a two-state solution, that has refused palestinian self-determination, that has refused international criminal court proceedings. palestinian liberation is a just cause.

if you continue to ask "what will happen to israel" while israel enacts a genocide of two million citizens under a siege, you do not see palestinians as human, either. because the question is not "what will happen to israel." the question is "what is israel doing right now and how can we stop it by any means necessary"

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jesus fucking christ biden just quoted his 1989 “if israel didn’t exist we’d have to create it” statement verbatim

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Hey wereblr I need help w something. I was recently turned and just started transforming last week. Is it normal to like, feel like you’re choking while you transform? Like you are running out of air for half a minute or so but then you start breathing normal again?

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Pretty much every freshly turned werewolf I know has complained about that at some point. Usually as you master the transformation it becomes less painful, so I’d expect for it to go away.

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Ok but wtf does that happen???????? does the lycan curse just show up and strangles you???? pls someone tell me I’m stupid 😭😭😭

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No it’s because the windpipe abruptly changes size? you literally turn into a bat

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I CAN TURN INTO A BAT?

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nota-londra · 6 months

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“I’ve found that growing up means being honest. About what I want. What I need. What I feel. Who I am.”

— Epiphany

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They have bombed the life out of every living things in Gaza.

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sad gay doodles

Miles is mine, Derek belongs to @klemgrimm <3

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Stray light, Clarissa M Bonet

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spongebob screencaps that have a feeling

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nota-londra · 7 months

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Still true five years later

You Probably Can’t Play Baseball

Funny how I’m the “manipulative” one but you manipulated your words to make it seem like I made a comment about your weight. In reality, I’m a little insecure about weighing over 140 pounds and still being an A cup. When I said, “We are smaller than you.” I meant A cups and B cups do not equal D cups. Honestly, I can’t even wear a B cup. There’s too much space between the cup and the top of my breast. I try to make myself feel better about myself by pointing out the obvious so other people don’t do it first. You took something I felt bad about, twisted it, and made it seem like I was calling you fat. Incorrect. That was strike one.

Strike two. You gave an indecent blowjob to my best friend’s ex boyfriend HOURS after they had broken up. When all of us tried to be friends, you lied about giving him oral until we caught you. She bought it for a little bit. I didn’t buy it for a second. A serial liar is someone who is dishonest time and time again. When you were caught, you were frantic. You convinced yourself you did nothing wrong. You attempted to manipulate the situation to fit your own twisted scenario, and when it didn’t, you did not own up to your shit.

The copycat effect is literally what it sounds like. A mimicking of actions, personality traits, and sometimes even physical appearance. “I like to write poems and I would like to participate in a poetry slam.” You took my words, and you did exactly what I wanted to do. You copied my best friend’s attire and tattoos. Why did you want to look so much like her? Was it because she was smaller than you and you hoped that you could be that cute, small indie girl you’ve always wanted to be. You can’t claim to love yourself if you’re too preoccupied with wanting to become someone else. I love originality. I strive for authenticity. I am attracted to those who are comfortable with their inner-selves and shun conformity. I thought you were original, but I was wrong. Strike three.

In conclusion, thank you for using us for character development. While you gained material superficiality from us, we learned what you really were. I hope you’re having fun using others, not as muses, but as original documents for your photocopying.

You’re out.

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nota-londra · 8 months

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no matter what happens I will always have myself

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Poppies in Antelope Valley, CA by brontis5

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nota-londra · 8 months

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I'm back (?)

Long time, no real posts

Hi :)

I think the last post I made was about a very toxic "friend" I made in college who not only lied and manipulated my actual best friend and I, but she also went around telling people things that simply were not true because they didn't happen. I think the blame game would go something like "Alondra deliberately made me feel bad about my body" (Not what I did, but if you had the same sick, twisted method of processing words incorrectly that she did, then you'd believe her) and "she made me feel like shit about an eating disorder" (I can't explain this one. I was a piece of shit at 19. I also wish that I hadn't felt like I was driven to that point [here's where I tell you I more than likely was expressing symptoms of mental illness during this time and for years to come.])

We did this thing called the "Joker Era" after college for a little bit. I blame the pandemic. You know? The whole two years or whatever that the state of Tennessee decided it was going to half-ass shut down. During the second-to-last semester of my college education, for fuck's sake. We went full-circle with that guy but it, of course, went nowhere. Now you're unemployed in your mid-twenties blogging in third/second/first person. No tense, just swag. Putting it all out here because you deleted Twitter almost a month ago (oh, buddy, don't get me started on that one). You finally decided to follow your dreams, BUT you haven't written anything that people have read since you were TWELVE YEARS OLD.

As a result, I'm drinking beer as the edibles hit while the movie about cannibalistic monsters I put on is playing. The dishwasher struggles to be louder than my boyfriend's loud TV speakers. I've managed to talk myself out of self-sabotage and destruction successfully for the nth week in a row. We're doing a lot better, surprisingly, for someone who's twenty-four years old, unemployed, and has no idea what she wants to do for work except the things she actually knows how to do.

No one really talks about how much low self-esteem and the perception of self can really fuck someone's shit up. I put my entire life on hold for things that genuinely do not matter: a man, because I felt like I wasn't good enough, because I was scared, because I was unsure. I've found myself saying things that begin with "Because girls like me don't/can't--" much more often at this age than I ever thought possible. All the versions of myself I'd make up when I was younger were nothing like the way I am now. I imagined myself being brave, strong, successful, and so much happier at 25 when I was a kid. As a teenager, I didn't even imagine myself alive, so that's a huge win.

How was I supposed to imagine all these great things about myself when I couldn't even imagine myself alive? I had to walk such a fine line growing up or I would be forced to face such violent consequences. How was I supposed to know that making mistakes as an adult was ok? How was I supposed to know that I shouldn't turn to my obsessions to cope? How was I supposed to know that an obsession with people and alcohol was as equally bad as any other substance and that finding peace and moving on was the correct answer?

I find myself still mesmerized by self-acceptance. How people seem to fully non-conform in a very conformist world and still live their truth despite it all. I still don't know my whole truth, but when I do (if I ever do), I'll know how to be more accepting and loving of myself than I ever have.

Through all of this, I've had this tumblr account. Six instagrams, four twitters, three facebooks, two tumblr accounts. The only thing I've used consistently is this tumblr account. None of the other social medias I had a decade ago still exist. For someone who likes to reset her digital footprint every so often, I've stuck with this one through a lot. From the awkward All Time Low gifs, to the moody fall photos, I can honestly say you've been the only constant in my life. As someone who's afraid of everyone leaving me, I'm thankful you never have, and now realize that it doesn't matter if people leave or not. It gets better, even though it might not really seem like it at first.

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nota-londra · 8 months

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