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I really think everyone needs to truly internalize this:

Fictional characters are objects.

They are not people. You cannot "objectify" them, because they have no personhood to be deprived of. They have no humanity to be erased. You cannot "disrespect" them, because they are not real.

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y’all remind yourselves your account is your space. you’re not a performance. you’re not annoying by being yourself. if people aren’t into it they can leave. you’re not obligated to please anyone, especially at the cost of your personal expression. the worst thing you can do for your online enjoyment is to filter or censor yourself.

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Please return us to a world where Notp and squick are used for a ship you don’t like instead of just making up a load of bullshit about how immoral it is or w/e lol 

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monster boyfriend who is fascinated by lactation

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Karmella

#AYO???!!!!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?

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i have a friend who has kinda bad eczema on their right hand but their left hand is fine and thats because acidity makes eczema worse and that includes vaginal acidity and my friend is both a lesbian and a slut so they finger a lot of people and that fucks up the hand they use (their right hand). Anyways do you think BBC sherlock would deduce that by looking at my friend’s hands

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First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

#breasts #👀👀👀 promise?

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y’all expose yourselves and take this fanfic test i was just forced to by an irl so now i’m making you too

#the real irony is that I didnt check abo at all lmao #it's not really my cuppa #quiz

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the mere sight of a man's midriff is enough to drive one to madness

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I'm developing a brand for myself...

#next day reblog #pls q3q I worked so hard on him... #10 whole hours of painting

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I'm developing a brand for myself...

#im tellin ya. drawing shirtless men is my calling. donstay turned for buff women tho >3> #nikkistrations #my art #dorohedoro #dorohedoro kaiman #dorohedoro caiman #kaiman #caiman #kaiman dorohedoro #drhdr #caiman dorohedoro

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call my pussy a pro controller the way it's got that gamer grip

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I don't do this kinda stuff often - first time doing it on this blog at least - but here you go, Tumblr!

Ship: Aikawa (Dorohedoro) x f!reader

Summary: Aikawa's reputation is generally one of greed and gluttony. Sure, that's only at the surface level, but his reputable appetite does precede him. She never realized how far beyond food this reputation could extend.

Contains: female-receiving oral, overstimulation, light body worship

#dorohedoro #dorohedoro x reader #aikawa dorohedoro #aikawa x reader #drhdr #aikawa drhdr #drhdr aikawa #dorohedoro aikawa

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I need to get back in a writing mood,,, I've had this concept for an nsft drhdr aikawa smut one-shot that was gonna be x s/i but I figured I might as well make it x reader cuz there's practically nothin out there for the guy, and Ive had this idea for m o n t h s but the inspiration just never hits me lol

#nikki talks

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Love love love that one “magic fleshlight/dildo” concept fantasy whatever where one has a toy that when stimulated will feel like they are being directly stimulated themselves. Bonus points if it’s for long distance friends/mutuals/relationships. CNC/dubcon

Positively obsessed with the idea of me going about my day, tidying my room and whatnot, when I suddenly feel the fat tip of someone’s cock slowly splitting my pussy open. I’m utterly alone, but I drop to my knees when my thighs shake too much from how they’re slowly breaching me. I’m kneeling on the floor trying to regain my composure as I’m filled to the brim with an unseen cock, stuffed full. My palms dig into the carpet as I feel myself clench, the disembodied appendage a strange but pleasurable sensation. It’s surreal as they begin to move, and I’m fucked in and out of, no one around for me to bounce back on to. All I can do is dig into the carpet as my pussy is used like a toy, one hand curled under my body to rub frantically at my clit because I have no clue when they’ll finish. They can feel on their end as I clench, and my toy soaks their cock as if it were me. I feel them thrust in fully, seating themselves deep inside as they empty a load into my toy. I collapse fully onto the floor as the sensation of their cock retreats, leaving me empty and clenching around nothing.

Likewise, I’d love to have a nice cast of someone’s cock, a didlo for me to play with at my leisure. I can feel it jump when I close my hands around it, watch the tip start to leak as I run my lips and tongue along the length. I’ve such an awful oral fixation, undoubtedly I’d spend hours training my throat with the toy. Nose to the base as they’re pressed deep in my throat, all the while the person on the other end is unable to get me to move, forced to sit with the phantom of a hot, warm mouth around them. When I’m not being filled myself, I’d love to tease the tip along my slit, feeling it bob and twitch and leak against me. Could pop the tip in and out, relishing in the wet noise it makes while the person begs and bucks into the air from wherever they are. Could suction it to the wall and bounce on it, oblivious to what they could be doing or where they could be while I play with them. Would gasp as I am suddenly filled, hot cum spurting from the thing. Without being able to see them or feel their movements pick up, it’s always a surprise when cum will suddenly spirt from their toy, either on, in, or around me. Could cockwarm it as long as I’d like, full as I lounge in bed while someone else has to go out with the phantom sensation of me hanging on their cock <3<3

#by the gods fjsjajxizjv #cnc #dubcon

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I had therapy this week. I'm convinced I don't pay my therapist enough because of all the weird online shit she has to learn about to help me unpack, but anyway. In therapy this week, we talked about the bastardization of therapy language in online circles and how people are using the language of therapy to bully people from behind a shield of being "healed" and "unproblematic," and this, in turn, helped me realize why I've been struggling to write sex scenes in my work of late.

Like not just an "oh god, this is embarrassing and intimate" way, but more of an "every time I try to write something sexy, I'm freezing up and having a panic attack" sort of way which is... new for me.

Writing sex used to be my 9-5 job, and I'm actually pretty good at it. (I think. I hope.)

But there's been a creeping thought in my brain of late that makes me freeze up and close the word document, and that's "I'm being too horny with this; I should tone it down lest people think less of this character," and last night I had to literally sit myself down and ask myself, bestie, what?!

It's a sex scene. It's supposed to be horny.

Also, characters are not meant to be perfect, healed little beans. They're allowed to be messy and do questionable things because that's what real people are like, and that's a good part of storytelling.

Except lately, every time I try to do something with a character that might be considered imperfect behavior, my brain shuts down and won't let me proceed, and I've realized it's because I'm pre-emptively shielding myself from the online discourse of the kink not being "wholesome" enough and, like... fuck that. Honestly.

Can kink be wholesome? Absolutely. Does it need to be? No.

Do characters all need to talk and act like they've gone to therapy lest they be considered the villain? Also no.

I'm tired.

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i will admit i have looked upon men with a lustful gaze in my time