forĀ anyoneĀ curious ,Ā Ā iĀ amĀ notĀ dead ,Ā Ā andĀ clintĀ isĀ notĀ gone .Ā Ā weĀ landedĀ aĀ NEWĀ HOUSEĀ withĀ oneĀ hellĀ ofĀ aĀ quickĀ turnaroundĀ toĀ move .Ā Ā thisĀ isĀ honestlyĀ theĀ firstĀ timeĀ inĀ threeĀ weeksĀ iāveĀ hadĀ aĀ chanceĀ toĀ breathe ,Ā Ā butĀ weāreĀ inĀ theĀ homeĀ stretch .Ā Ā iāmĀ stillĀ onĀ discordĀ Ā (Ā Ā itāsĀ justĀ easierĀ toĀ beĀ onĀ thereĀ Ā )Ā Ā soĀ ifĀ anybodyĀ wantsĀ toĀ doĀ someĀ plotĀ thingsĀ andĀ hitĀ theĀ groundĀ running ,Ā Ā JUSTĀ LEMMEĀ KNOW .
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ššāš Ā šššššššš Ā ššššššššš Ā ššššš Ā šššššāš Ā šššš Ā ššššš Ā ššššš Ā šššššššāā Ā the Ā half-conversations, Ā the Ā running Ā commentary Ā only Ā he Ā can Ā hear. Ā If Ā heād Ā stop Ā to Ā think Ā about Ā it, Ā maybe Ā heād Ā realize Ā how Ā WEIRD Ā that Ā may Ā seem Ā looking Ā in Ā from Ā the Ā outside, Ā but Ā for Ā him Ā itās Ā just Ā āā Ā how Ā his Ā life Ā is. Ā And Ā the Ā truth Ā that Ā heās Ā comfortable Ā enough Ā to Ā not Ā hide Ā it Ā anymore Ā when Ā theyāre Ā together Ā is Ā something Ā heād Ā never Ā thought Ā heād Ā say, Ā but Ā āā Ā here Ā they Ā are.
Thereās Ā also Ā the Ā fact Ā that Ā if Ā he Ā provided Ā running Ā translation Ā throughout Ā the Ā day, Ā y'know, Ā thatās Ā all Ā heād Ā be Ā doing.
ā Ā Aw, Ā c'mon, Ā ā Ā he Ā laughs, Ā carding Ā his Ā fingers Ā through Ā Clintās Ā hair Ā and Ā giving Ā him Ā a Ā squint. Ā ā Ā That Ā what Ā it Ā takes Ā to Ā be Ā called Ā a Ā hero Ā these Ā days? Ā Well, Ā Iām Ā allergic Ā to Ā glitter, Ā so, Ā y'know, Ā weāll Ā call Ā it Ā good. Ā ā Ā Ā ć Ā šš¬šš”š. Ā š§ššš§'š¦ Ā š”š¢š§ Ā š§š„šØš. Ā ć Ā āā Ā and Ā Eddie Ā snorts. Ā ā Ā Figure Ā of Ā speech, Ā man. Ā Last Ā time Ā āā Ā ā Ā His Ā mouth Ā skews, Ā he Ā pauses, Ā and Ā he Ā gives Ā Clint Ā a Ā bit Ā of Ā a Ā guilty Ā glance. Ā ā Ā So Ā there Ā was Ā this Ā one Ā time, Ā right, Ā that Ā V Ā got Ā into Ā this Ā bag Ā of Ā glitter Ā 'cause Ā they Ā thought Ā āā Ā I Ā dunno Ā what Ā they Ā thought, Ā ā Ā Ā Ā ć Ā Ā šš§ Ā šŖšš¦ Ā š¦ššš”š¬. Ā Ā ć Ā ā Ā Ā āā Ā 'cause Ā it Ā was Ā shiny Ā and Ā theyāre Ā a Ā fuckinā Ā magpie Ā or Ā somethinā, Ā I Ā dunno, Ā except Ā it Ā stuck Ā everywhere Ā on Ā them, Ā and Ā anyway, Ā I Ā found Ā glitter Ā in Ā places Ā there Ā should Ā never Ā be Ā glitter, Ā ever. Ā ā Ā Ā ć Ā Ā š¬š¢šØ'š„š Ā šš«ššššš„šš§šš”š. Ā Ā ć Ā And Ā Eddie Ā rolls Ā his Ā eyes. Ā Ā ā Ā I Ā am Ā not Ā exaggerating, Ā there Ā was Ā fuckinā Ā glitter Ā in Ā my Ā underwear. Ā ā
Anyway, Ā he Ā got Ā off-track, Ā and Ā he Ā just Ā heaves Ā a Ā sigh. Ā ā Ā So, Ā yeah, Ā anyway. Ā Be Ā a Ā hero Ā without Ā the Ā glitter'n Ā shit, Ā Iām Ā good Ā with Ā that. Ā ā Ā He Ā leans Ā over, Ā presses Ā a Ā kiss Ā to Ā the Ā corner Ā of Ā his Ā mouth. Ā ā Ā Yeah, Ā I Ā could Ā use Ā a Ā break. Ā ā
eddieĀ flipsĀ theĀ switchĀ betweenĀ Ā š§ššš§ Ā ššš§š§šš Ā š šš”š§šš Ā šš šššĀ andĀ somethingĀ sincereĀ andĀ downrightĀ inspirationalĀ justĀ likeĀ that .Ā Ā likeĀ nothing .Ā Ā itĀ takesĀ clintĀ justĀ aĀ secondĀ toĀ keepĀ up ,Ā Ā butĀ whenĀ heĀ does ,Ā Ā heāsĀ smilingĀ againstĀ thatĀ kissĀ becauseĀ heĀ justĀ canātĀ seemĀ toĀ helpĀ it .
āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā maybeĀ iāllĀ beĀ aĀ heroĀ tomorrowĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā . . .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā clintāsĀ smileĀ grows ,Ā Ā bothĀ handsĀ liftingĀ toĀ curlĀ inĀ theĀ fabricĀ ofĀ eddieāsĀ shirtĀ justĀ overĀ hisĀ chest .Ā Ā heĀ takesĀ oneĀ smallĀ stepĀ backwards ,Ā Ā givingĀ aĀ gentleĀ tugĀ toĀ sayĀ Ā š°š¼šŗš² Ā šš¶ššµ Ā šŗš² .Ā Ā awayĀ fromĀ theĀ desk ,Ā Ā awayĀ fromĀ theĀ workĀ andĀ theĀ worldĀ andĀ allĀ itsĀ problems .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā iĀ thinkĀ tonightĀ iĀ justĀ wannaĀ beĀ aĀ guyĀ whoĀ watchesĀ netflixĀ withĀ hisĀ boyfriendĀ andĀ hisĀ boyfriendāsĀ glitterĀ bombĀ alienĀ .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā thatāsĀ right ,Ā Ā heĀ saidĀ theĀ Ā š½ Ā - Ā ššššæĀ twoĀ timesĀ inĀ oneĀ sentence .Ā Ā andĀ heĀ didnātĀ evenĀ die .
clintĀ pullsĀ himĀ onĀ aĀ fewĀ moreĀ steps .Ā Ā allĀ theĀ betterĀ toĀ keepĀ himĀ fromĀ anyĀ distractionsĀ orĀ š”ššØš© Ā - Ā šØššš¤š£š Ā šš§ššš š©šš§š¤šŖšššØĀ .Ā Ā withĀ theĀ workĀ eddieĀ does ,Ā Ā thisĀ couldĀ probablyĀ beĀ consideredĀ selfish ,Ā Ā whatĀ clintāsĀ doingĀ rightĀ now ,Ā Ā butĀ heĀ didĀ sayĀ heĀ wasnātĀ tryingĀ toĀ beĀ aĀ heroĀ tonight ,Ā Ā right ?Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā iĀ gottaĀ beĀ honestĀ Ā Ā Ā . . .Ā Ā Ā Ā nowĀ iāmĀ kindaĀ picturingĀ youĀ andĀ vĀ fartingĀ glitterĀ likeĀ ššØš§ššš”š Ā ššØš¬ Ā šššš š¢š”š .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā
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clintĀ reallyĀ hadĀ šš©šš„š¬ Ā šš”š§šš”š§šš¢š”Ā ofĀ returningĀ theĀ shirtĀ steveĀ leantĀ himĀ theĀ lastĀ timeĀ heādĀ wanderedĀ inĀ onĀ theĀ tailĀ endĀ ofĀ aĀ fightĀ heĀ probablyĀ shouldnātĀ haveĀ picked .Ā Ā okay ,Ā Ā maybeĀ itĀ wasnātĀ theĀ lastĀ time .Ā Ā maybe ,Ā Ā thoughĀ heāsĀ notĀ admittingĀ toĀ anything ,Ā Ā thereāsĀ aĀ smallĀ collectionĀ ofĀ borrowedĀ clothesĀ amassingĀ inĀ hisĀ closetĀ becauseĀ steveĀ isĀ justĀ š©š¤š¤ Ā ššŖš©šÆšš£š Ā š£šššĀ toĀ sendĀ clintĀ homeĀ theĀ wayĀ heādĀ foundĀ him .
allĀ ofĀ thatĀ toĀ sayĀ Ā Ā Ā . . .Ā Ā Ā Ā itāsĀ definitelyĀ steveāsĀ shirt .
heĀ hasĀ enoughĀ decencyĀ toĀ feelĀ aĀ bitĀ badĀ andĀ lookĀ adequatelyĀ sheepish ,Ā Ā scratchingĀ atĀ theĀ backĀ ofĀ hisĀ headĀ andĀ steppingĀ backĀ toĀ letĀ steveĀ in .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā uh ,Ā Ā yeah ,Ā Ā iĀ wasĀ gonnaĀ giveĀ itĀ backĀ .Ā Ā šššš³š³ Ā š·ššš Ā šš¼šæšš® Ā šµš®š½š½š²š»š²š± .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā stuffĀ alwaysĀ seemsĀ toĀ sortaĀ happenĀ aroundĀ clint .Ā Ā theĀ goodĀ newsĀ is ,Ā Ā steveĀ knowsĀ that .Ā Ā heĀ knows ,Ā Ā andĀ heāsĀ chosenĀ toĀ stickĀ aroundĀ thisĀ long .
theĀ archerĀ isĀ savedĀ fromĀ moreĀ explanationĀ byĀ aĀ beepĀ fromĀ theĀ kitchen .Ā Ā atĀ leastĀ forĀ rightĀ now .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā wantĀ someĀ coffee ?Ā Ā Ā ššššššš Ā š½šššššæ .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā
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ā Ā šššāš Ā šššš Ā šš Ā šš
Ā š Ā ššššš Ā šššš ššš Ā šš Ā ššš šššš Ā . Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā @nockeddownā ā some meme somewhere
šššššāš Ā ššššš Ā šššššš Ā ššš Ā šššš. Ā Sure, Ā maybe Ā getting Ā wetās Ā uncomfortable Ā āā Ā clothes Ā clinging Ā to Ā skin, Ā water Ā dripping Ā everywhere Ā āā Ā but Ā thereās Ā also Ā something Ā in Ā it Ā that Ā just Ā calms Ā a Ā little Ā part Ā of Ā him Ā somewhere. Ā Maybe Ā itās Ā that Ā part Ā of Ā him Ā somewhere Ā deep Ā thatās Ā just Ā interested Ā in Ā people Ā āā Ā the Ā way Ā people Ā rush Ā through Ā it, Ā react Ā to Ā it, Ā the Ā way Ā some Ā laugh Ā and Ā some Ā curse. Ā The Ā way Ā it Ā clears Ā the Ā streets. Ā The Ā way Ā streetlights Ā glitter Ā yellow Ā and Ā dancing Ā off Ā wet Ā streets Ā and Ā sleek Ā cars, Ā the Ā way Ā traffic Ā sounds Ā as Ā it Ā sluices Ā over Ā wet Ā pavement.
Thereās Ā a Ā beauty Ā in Ā it. Ā Itās Ā not Ā one Ā that Ā heās Ā inclined Ā to Ā wax Ā poetic Ā over Ā āā Ā heās Ā not Ā like Ā that Ā āā Ā but Ā thereās Ā something Ā in Ā it Ā he Ā likes. Ā And Ā right Ā now, Ā itās Ā not Ā pouring, Ā but Ā itās Ā oneāve Ā those Ā spring Ā showers Ā and Ā itās Ā cold Ā enough Ā to Ā bite Ā a Ā little Ā but Ā not Ā so Ā much Ā to Ā be Ā miserable, Ā and Ā itās Ā late Ā and Ā the Ā light Ā shower Ā causes Ā a Ā haze Ā 'round Ā the Ā neon Ā of Ā shop Ā signs. Ā Venom Ā has Ā some Ā fascination Ā with Ā it, Ā too, Ā and Ā in Ā quiet Ā areas Ā will Ā extend Ā little Ā tendrils Ā to Ā let Ā rain Ā drip Ā off Ā of Ā them Ā almost Ā playfully.
ā Ā Yeah? Ā ā Ā He Ā grins, Ā and Ā pulls Ā Clint Ā in Ā for Ā another Ā kiss. Ā It Ā lingers. Ā His Ā lips Ā are Ā cold Ā on Ā first Ā touch, Ā but Ā warm Ā quickly. Ā ā Ā What, Ā ās Ā it Ā the Ā whole Ā wet Ā dog Ā look? Ā 'cause Ā I Ā gotta Ā say, Ā itās Ā one Ā look Ā I Ā got Ā down. Ā ā Ā Itās Ā haunting Ā 'round Ā self-depreciation, Ā but Ā itās Ā also Ā teasing Ā enough Ā to Ā be Ā light, Ā and Ā he Ā hums Ā thoughtful Ā against Ā his Ā mouth. Ā ā Ā If Ā it Ā means Ā moreāve Ā this, Ā I Ā might Ā make Ā a Ā career Ā change Ā to Ā a Ā stormchaser. Ā ā
clintĀ spentĀ tooĀ manyĀ nightsĀ withoutĀ aĀ realĀ roofĀ overĀ hisĀ headĀ toĀ ššš© Ā šš”š” Ā š¢ššØš©š® Ā šš®ššĀ overĀ rain ,Ā Ā butĀ thereāsĀ somethingĀ aboutĀ eddie ,Ā Ā aboutĀ theĀ wayĀ heĀ looksĀ aroundĀ insteadĀ ofĀ cursingĀ andĀ spittingĀ andĀ runningĀ thatĀ hitsĀ theĀ archerĀ likeĀ aĀ waveĀ ofĀ warmĀ sentimentality .
god ,Ā Ā heāsĀ reallyĀ gotĀ itĀ badĀ forĀ thisĀ guy ,Ā Ā huh ?
butĀ thenĀ eddieāsĀ smilingĀ whenĀ clintĀ pullsĀ awayĀ fromĀ theĀ kissĀ heĀ couldnātĀ quiteĀ resistĀ stealingĀ ,Ā Ā andĀ heĀ thinksĀ maybeĀ itāsĀ notĀ soĀ badĀ thatĀ heāsĀ gotĀ anĀ Ā ššššš Ā - Ā š¦ššš£šš Ā šŖššš Ā š¦š£š¢š§Ā inĀ thatĀ muscleĀ deepĀ inĀ hisĀ ribĀ cage .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā iĀ thinkĀ youĀ gotĀ aĀ fewĀ moreĀ thanĀ one .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā itāsĀ wayĀ moreĀ thanĀ one ,Ā Ā butĀ ifĀ clintĀ startsĀ dotingĀ heĀ mightĀ neverĀ beĀ ableĀ toĀ stopĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā āø»Ā Ā Ā Ā eddieāsĀ gotĀ thatĀ effectĀ onĀ him . Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā nuhĀ uh .Ā Ā iĀ watchedĀ twister .Ā Ā bestĀ caseĀ scenario ,Ā Ā youĀ windĀ upĀ leavingĀ meĀ forĀ someĀ š“š²š»š¶šš Ā šµš²š¹š²š» Ā šµšš»š Ā ššš¼šæšŗ Ā š°šµš®šš²šæ Ā š¹š®š±š ,Ā Ā worstĀ caseĀ iĀ gottaĀ goĀ huntingĀ acrossĀ tornadoĀ alleyĀ toĀ findĀ whereĀ myĀ boyfriendĀ blewĀ offĀ toĀ .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā
yep .Ā Ā boyfriend .Ā Ā heĀ keepsĀ waitingĀ forĀ theĀ dayĀ whenĀ thatĀ wordĀ doesnātĀ fillĀ himĀ withĀ theĀ Ā šš¼šš Ā š¼ššæ Ā ššššššš ,Ā Ā butĀ itĀ hasnātĀ happenedĀ yet .
ā Ā Ā Ā Ā letāsĀ stickĀ toĀ rainedĀ outĀ datesĀ andĀ ššš©š©šš£š Ā ššš£ššØš® Ā šš£ Ā š©šš Ā šš”š”šš®Ā outsideĀ ofĀ takeĀ outĀ joints .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā
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āĀ NOĀ REGRETSĀ ,Ā āĀ heĀ repliesĀ honestlyĀ .Ā heāsĀ neverĀ hadĀ wineĀ fromĀ aĀ coffeeĀ mugĀ beforeĀ ā¦Ā butĀ perhapsĀ thereāsĀ aĀ firstĀ timeĀ forĀ everythingĀ .Ā noĀ judgementĀ .Ā noĀ cringingĀ .Ā heāsĀ atĀ clintāsĀ placeĀ asĀ aĀ guestĀ ,Ā andĀ hasĀ noĀ desireĀ toĀ causeĀ troubleĀ whereĀ noneĀ shouldĀ beĀ .Ā āĀ iĀ supposeĀ mugsĀ areĀ fineĀ .Ā butĀ againĀ ,Ā weĀ canĀ alwaysĀ justĀ PASSĀ THEĀ BOTTLEĀ betweenĀ usĀ ,Ā drinkĀ itĀ thatĀ wayĀ .Ā āĀ aĀ wryĀ smileĀ .Ā āĀ consideringĀ theĀ sizeĀ ofĀ coffeeĀ mugsĀ andĀ theĀ amountĀ ofĀ wineĀ iĀ wantĀ toĀ drinkĀ tonightĀ ,Ā theĀ cupsĀ mightĀ notĀ beĀ enoughĀ .Ā youāreĀ pullingĀ outĀ theĀ forksĀ andĀ knivesĀ ,Ā butĀ weĀ canĀ stillĀ makeĀ thisĀ feelĀ likeĀ aĀ properĀ partyĀ atĀ universityĀ orĀ somethingĀ .Ā CHUGGINGĀ CONTESTĀ .Ā āĀ sebastianĀ snortsĀ nowĀ ,Ā passingĀ clintĀ andĀ givingĀ hisĀ shoulderĀ aĀ friendlyĀ patĀ asĀ heĀ strollsĀ byĀ .Ā āĀ butĀ iĀ meanĀ itĀ ā āĀ noĀ regretsĀ onĀ comingĀ byĀ ,Ā andĀ noĀ hardĀ feelingsĀ .Ā nextĀ weekĀ ,Ā iāllĀ haveĀ youĀ overĀ toĀ myĀ flatĀ .Ā takeĀ turnsĀ .Ā āĀ heĀ usesĀ theĀ wineĀ openerĀ onĀ hisĀ keyĀ chainĀ andĀ worksĀ theĀ corkĀ fromĀ theĀ neckĀ ,Ā glancingĀ overĀ atĀ clintĀ asĀ heĀ wranglesĀ itĀ outĀ .Ā āĀ IĀ LIKEĀ YOURĀ PLACEĀ ,Ā YOUĀ KNOWĀ .Ā itĀ feelsĀ veryĀ muchĀ likeĀ youĀ .Ā warmĀ ,Ā welcomingĀ .Ā aĀ bitĀ sillyĀ ,Ā butĀ overallĀ goodĀ .Ā āĀ sebastianāsĀ smileĀ demonstratesĀ hisĀ clearĀ honestyĀ .Ā āĀ whenāsĀ theĀ lastĀ timeĀ youĀ hadĀ wineĀ ,Ā thenĀ ?Ā ā
so ,Ā Ā yeah .Ā Ā clintĀ isnātĀ exactlyĀ knownĀ forĀ hisĀ šš¢šØš¦š Ā š£šš„š§ššš¦Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā . . .Ā Ā Ā Ā unlessĀ badĀ guysĀ crashingĀ hisĀ placeĀ ofĀ residenceĀ counts ,Ā Ā becauseĀ heāllĀ betĀ thatāsĀ happenedĀ toĀ himĀ moreĀ timesĀ thanĀ theĀ nationalĀ average .Ā Ā regardless ,Ā Ā theĀ longerĀ sebastianĀ isĀ here ,Ā Ā theĀ easierĀ itĀ becomesĀ toĀ relaxĀ .Ā Ā theĀ awkwardnessĀ fades ,Ā Ā andĀ itāsĀ notĀ hardĀ toĀ fallĀ intoĀ theĀ comfortableĀ patternĀ ofĀ twoĀ guysĀ withĀ foodĀ andĀ booze .
ā Ā Ā Ā Ā š„ššØšØšš£š Ā š©šš Ā šš¤š©š©š”šĀ itĀ is ,Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā clintĀ agreesĀ .Ā Ā heĀ doesnātĀ knowĀ muchĀ aboutĀ theĀ finerĀ pointsĀ ofĀ wine ,Ā Ā butĀ drinkingĀ inĀ volumeĀ isĀ anĀ areaĀ inĀ whichĀ clintĀ considersĀ himselfĀ somewhatĀ ofĀ anĀ expert .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā prettyĀ sureĀ theĀ lastĀ timeĀ iĀ drankĀ anythingĀ thatĀ didnātĀ comeĀ inĀ aĀ ššš Ā šš¼š¾šĀ wasĀ atĀ aĀ birthdayĀ partyĀ aĀ coupleĀ monthsĀ ago .Ā Ā itĀ wasĀ probablyĀ theĀ goodĀ stuff ,Ā Ā thoughĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā āø»Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā friendĀ ofĀ mineĀ wasĀ hostingĀ hasĀ goodĀ tasteĀ .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā sheĀ alsoĀ knowsĀ herĀ vodka ,Ā Ā butĀ thatāsĀ neitherĀ hereĀ norĀ there .Ā Ā and ,Ā Ā okay ,Ā Ā maybeĀ clintĀ isĀ stillĀ preeningĀ aĀ littleĀ atĀ theĀ compliment .Ā Ā heāsĀ keepingĀ aĀ corkĀ inĀ thatĀ one ,Ā Ā though .
Ā Ā Ā Ā . . .Ā Ā Ā Ā getĀ it ?
god ,Ā Ā kateāsĀ right .Ā Ā heĀ reallyĀ isĀ aĀ dork .Ā Ā butĀ heāsĀ aĀ dorkĀ withĀ aĀ sliceĀ ofĀ pizzaĀ freshlyĀ inĀ handĀ asĀ heĀ hopsĀ easilyĀ toĀ sitĀ onĀ theĀ countertop .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā canātĀ waitĀ toĀ figureĀ outĀ ššµš®š Ā šøš¶š»š± Ā š¼š³ Ā šš¶š»š² Ā š±šæšš»šøĀ iĀ am .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā
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im dealing with my shit the way im dealing with it. are my methods unhealthy? yes. are they effective? no. am i going to change what im doing. no
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ā š šššš'š ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ļ潚šš ššššš šššš šš šš. ā
Ā Ā Ā @nockeddownā āĀ romantic moments
ššāš Ā šššš Ā ššš Ā ššš Ā ššššššš Ā ššššššš Ā šš Ā šššššš; Ā itās Ā cold Ā and Ā rainy, Ā and Ā itās Ā that Ā kind Ā of Ā rain Ā thatās Ā just Ā been Ā miserably Ā drizzly Ā all Ā evening Ā instead Ā of Ā properly Ā storming Ā and Ā being Ā done Ā with. Ā Eddieās Ā having Ā a Ā quiet Ā evening Ā at Ā home, Ā finishing Ā up Ā a Ā project Ā and Ā otherwise Ā just Ā lounging Ā around Ā half-watching Ā some Ā show Ā and Ā heating Ā up Ā leftover Ā takeout.
Itās Ā Venom Ā that Ā hears Ā someone Ā coming Ā up Ā the Ā stairwell Ā āā Ā itās Ā not Ā like Ā they Ā get Ā many Ā visitors Ā aside Ā from Ā Clint, Ā so Ā itās Ā no Ā real Ā surprise Ā thatās Ā who Ā it Ā is. Ā They Ā nudge Ā his Ā attention Ā towards Ā the Ā door, Ā and Ā so Ā heās Ā there Ā practically Ā as Ā soon Ā as Ā it Ā opens.
I Ā didnāt Ā know Ā where Ā else Ā to Ā go, Ā he Ā says Ā first Ā thing, Ā and Ā āā Ā god, Ā he Ā looks Ā miserable, Ā and Ā Eddie Ā gets Ā a Ā hard Ā lump Ā in Ā his Ā throat. Ā ā Ā Hey, Ā hey, Ā nah, Ā you Ā can Ā always Ā come Ā here, Ā alright? Ā C'mon. Ā Hey, Ā buddy, Ā uh, Ā grab Ā a Ā towel Ā and Ā some Ā extra Ā clothes, Ā yeah? Ā ā
His Ā other Ā grumbles Ā a Ā little, Ā but Ā they Ā slip Ā out Ā to Ā go Ā do Ā just Ā that, Ā and Ā Eddie Ā urges Ā Clint Ā on Ā in. Ā ā Ā You Ā okay? Ā Whatās Ā goinā Ā on? Ā ā
clintĀ isnātĀ exactlyĀ aĀ š¦š§š„šš”ššš„ Ā š§š¢ Ā ššš Ā ššØšš .Ā Ā notĀ aĀ strangerĀ toĀ beingĀ displaced ,Ā Ā either ,Ā Ā butĀ forĀ someĀ reasonĀ thisĀ timeĀ hitsĀ aĀ littleĀ harder .Ā Ā theĀ goonsĀ wereĀ lookingĀ forĀ himĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā āø»Ā Ā Ā Ā theyĀ foundĀ hisĀ apartmentĀ instead .Ā Ā justĀ asĀ heādĀ startedĀ toĀ settle ,Ā Ā toĀ makeĀ itĀ moreĀ ofĀ aĀ homeĀ thanĀ justĀ fourĀ wallsĀ andĀ aĀ placeĀ toĀ sleep ,Ā Ā andĀ theyādĀ wreckedĀ itĀ lookingĀ forĀ him .
theyĀ foundĀ himĀ Ā Ā Ā . . .Ā Ā Ā Ā well ,Ā Ā Ā šš”šš£š© Ā šš¤šŖš£š Ā š©ššš¢Ā ,Ā Ā andĀ heādĀ kickedĀ theirĀ assesĀ backĀ toĀ theirĀ bossĀ withĀ aĀ messageĀ toĀ leaveĀ theĀ buildingĀ andĀ itsĀ occupantsĀ alone .Ā Ā still ,Ā Ā onceĀ theĀ hawkĀ wasĀ doneĀ takingĀ careĀ ofĀ business ,Ā Ā clintĀ decidedĀ heĀ justĀ couldnātĀ stomachĀ sittingĀ amongĀ ruinedĀ furnitureĀ andĀ theĀ scrapsĀ ofĀ theĀ š¼ššššš Ā šššš Ā šš Ā ššššĀ heādĀ startedĀ building .
āĀ Ā Ā Ā theyĀ trashedĀ myĀ apartmentĀ Ā Ā Ā . . .Ā Ā Ā Ā luckyāsĀ withĀ kateĀ soĀ heāsĀ fine ,Ā Ā iĀ justĀ Ā Ā Ā . . .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā clintĀ trailsĀ off .Ā Ā thereāsĀ notĀ reallyĀ aĀ wayĀ toĀ sayĀ theĀ wordsĀ inĀ hisĀ headĀ thatĀ doesnātĀ soundĀ Ā š®šÆšš¼š¹ššš²š¹š Ā š³šššš¶š»š“ Ā š½š®ššµš²šš¶š° ,Ā Ā soĀ heĀ justĀ sortĀ ofĀ shrugsĀ instead .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā justĀ beenĀ aĀ longĀ day .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā UNLIKE MOST MODERN-DAY PEOPLE, Steve likes surprise guests. Nobody ever phoned or texted back in his time when they wanted to see each other, which, of course, had something to do with the lack of portable phones, but anyway. Isnāt it nice to know that somebody just randomly thought of you and wanted to see your face? Hear your voice in person instead of via a tinny telephone speaker? So yes, Steve is pleasantly surprised to find Clint on his front porch, even if his friend looks a bit roughed up (but thatās his normal state, so he isnāt too worried).
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā "Did you fight giant Teddy bears?ā he asks, looking down at the cotton-like filling typically found in stuffed animals. "Did Lucky destroy one of his dog toys right on your head?ā He steps back so Clint can come inside, then firmly shuts the door. It might be April, but the temperatures are rather chilly outside, and without his serum-induced internal furnace, Steve gets cold a little more easily. āI got some sourdough in the oven if youāre hungry.ā Then Steve scrunches up his nose a bit. āDonāt get this the wrong way, but maybe you should take a shower before that.ā
clintĀ doesnātĀ tellĀ steveĀ heĀ smelledĀ theĀ bakingĀ breadĀ theĀ secondĀ theĀ doorĀ opened ,Ā Ā butĀ theĀ appreciativeĀ humĀ thatĀ soundsĀ inĀ hisĀ throatĀ moreĀ orĀ lessĀ withoutĀ hisĀ permissionĀ probablyĀ saysĀ Ā šŗš¼šæš² Ā ššµš®š» Ā š²š»š¼šš“šµ .Ā Ā itāsĀ foodĀ Ā Ā Ā ;Ā Ā Ā Ā theĀ factĀ thatĀ itāsĀ notĀ comingĀ fromĀ aĀ gasĀ stationĀ orĀ hisĀ microwaveĀ isĀ aĀ futzingĀ miracle .
yeah ,Ā Ā okay ,Ā Ā clintĀ hasĀ alwaysĀ hadĀ aĀ šššš Ā šššš Ā ššš Ā šššššæššššĀ .Ā Ā andĀ maybeĀ steveĀ Ā Ā Ā . . .Ā Ā Ā Ā definitelyĀ aĀ littleĀ bitĀ steve .
āĀ Ā Ā Ā theĀ teddyĀ bearsĀ wereĀ actuallyĀ onĀ myĀ side .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā heĀ probablyĀ wouldnātĀ haveĀ walkedĀ awayĀ fromĀ thatĀ fallĀ ifĀ itĀ werenātĀ forĀ theĀ collectionĀ ofĀ fluffĀ -Ā filledĀ toysĀ packedĀ andĀ piledĀ highĀ toĀ beĀ sentĀ toĀ waitingĀ kidsĀ acrossĀ theĀ country .Ā Ā clintĀ feelsĀ Ā š šš£šš Ā ššš Ā ššš¤šŖš© Ā š©ššš©Ā ,Ā Ā butĀ notĀ badĀ enoughĀ toĀ wishĀ itādĀ goneĀ anyĀ otherĀ way .Ā Ā notĀ badĀ enoughĀ toĀ dwellĀ onĀ itĀ anyĀ more ,Ā Ā either ,Ā Ā notĀ whenĀ thereāsĀ theĀ offerĀ ofĀ aĀ hotĀ showerĀ andĀ foodĀ onĀ theĀ table .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā youĀ tryingĀ toĀ tellĀ meĀ iĀ stink ,Ā Ā steve ?Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā
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&. š¬šØšš šš§š š¬š°ššš š¬šš§ššš§šš š¬ššš«ššš«š¬.
(Ā variousĀ fluffyĀ dialogueĀ promptsĀ soĀ soft,Ā soĀ sweet,Ā justĀ forĀ you!Ā )
ā i just wanted to make sure youāreĀ okay. ā
ā there it is, thereās that smile! ā
ā you got me flowers? ā
ā iām not afraid of you. ā
ā aw, did you miss me? ā
ā youāre lucky that youāre cute. ā
ā wait, you think iām cute? ā
ā youāre not alone. you never were. ā
ā i donāt think iāve ever seen you smile. ā
ā good morning, sleeping beauty. ā
ā itās better with you here. ā
ā donāt worry, iām staying right here. ā
ā youāre welcome to stay, if you want. ā
ā donāt be a stranger, okay? ā
ā i havenāt laughed like this in a long time. ā
ā hold still. this might sting a little. ā
ā you can hold my hand, if you want. ā
ā i knew you would be here. ā
ā i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ā
ā before you do anything, try this and tell me what you think. ā
ā wow i really canāt speak, huh? must be because of how pretty you look. ā
ā we can order pizza, watch a movie, whatever you want. ā
ā what, am i not allowed to look at you? ā
ā iām not giving up on you. ā
ā is that my shirt? ā
ā this is a good look for you. ā
ā pinky promise? ā
ā cāmere, you. ā
ā honey, iām home! ā
ā you remembered? ā
ā youāre my family too. ā
ā letās go somewhere, just you and me. ā
ā iām here for you. donāt forget that. ā
ā youāre the only thing that matters. ā
ā was that your first kiss? ā
ā i was worried something happened to you. ā
ā your heart is beating so fast right now. ā
ā relationships are built on trust, and i trust you. ā
ā you always see the good in people. even me. ā
ā do you think the moon is jealous of how pretty you are? ā
ā nope, puppy dog eyes arenāt going to work this time! ā
ā thanks to you, i know what it means to love again. ā
ā how about a kiss before i go? ā
ā iām just glad youāre okay. ā
ā here we are, home sweet home. ā
ā thanks for being here with me. ā
ā seeing you happy is all that matters. ā
ā keep it. it looks better on you. ā
ā i couldnāt stop missing you if i tried. ā
ā you feel like home to me. ā
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[Ā Ā . Ā . Ā . Ā Ā ]Ā Ā Ā Ā @loyaltywornāĀ asked Ā Ā Ā Ā āø» Ā Ā Ā Ā [ TILT ]: Ā Ā the sender gently tilts the receiverās chin up so that they can check to see if theyāre okay.
thisĀ isnātĀ theĀ firstĀ timeĀ clintāsĀ hadĀ hisĀ bellĀ rung ,Ā Ā andĀ heĀ knowsĀ betterĀ thanĀ toĀ thinkĀ itāsĀ theĀ last .Ā Ā thatĀ doesnātĀ makeĀ itĀ anyĀ lessĀ unpleasant ,Ā Ā doesnātĀ makeĀ theĀ Ā šš¼šæš¹š± Ā š½š¶šš°šµ Ā š¹š²š³š Ā š®š»š± Ā šæš¶š“šµšĀ anyĀ less ,Ā Ā doesnātĀ stopĀ theĀ sunĀ fromĀ shiningĀ justĀ aĀ bitĀ tooĀ brightĀ whenĀ heĀ blinksĀ hisĀ eyesĀ open .Ā Ā clintĀ reachesĀ up ,Ā Ā handĀ movingĀ onĀ aĀ delay ,Ā Ā andĀ feelsĀ atĀ theĀ backĀ ofĀ hisĀ head ,Ā Ā fingersĀ comingĀ awayĀ tackyĀ andĀ warm .
ššš¼š , Ā Ā ššš¼š'š Ā š¼ Ā š¾ššš¾šššššš .
itĀ sinksĀ inĀ aĀ secondĀ laterĀ thatĀ heĀ hearsĀ nothing ,Ā Ā onlyĀ theĀ barelyĀ -Ā thereĀ staticĀ buzzĀ ofĀ anotherĀ veryĀ deadĀ hearingĀ aid ,Ā Ā probablyĀ aĀ casualtyĀ ofĀ clintāsĀ headĀ crackingĀ againstĀ theĀ brickĀ wall ,Ā Ā andĀ heĀ shouldĀ probablyĀ beĀ aĀ lotĀ moreĀ alarmedĀ byĀ theĀ bootsĀ shufflingĀ intoĀ view .Ā Ā heĀ recognizesĀ them ,Ā Ā though .Ā Ā remembersĀ bitingĀ hisĀ tongueĀ againstĀ aĀ commentĀ aboutĀ howĀ buckyĀ shouldĀ getĀ oneĀ ofĀ thoseĀ knivesĀ thatĀ springĀ fromĀ theĀ frontĀ soleĀ whenĀ š¬ššš£ Ā š Ā šØšš”šš£šš Ā šØš©š§šš©šššš Ā š¤š£Ā justĀ aĀ littleĀ tooĀ longĀ .
buckyĀ crouchesĀ ,Ā Ā somethingĀ warmĀ andĀ solidĀ pressingĀ underĀ clintāsĀ jawĀ untilĀ hisĀ headĀ liftsĀ ,Ā Ā Ā blurred Ā features Ā coming Ā into Ā a Ā hazy Ā focus Ā in Ā front Ā of Ā clintās Ā faceĀ .Ā Ā hisĀ mouthĀ isĀ moving ,Ā Ā butĀ clintāsĀ headĀ isĀ š¦š£šš”š”šš”š Ā š§š¢š¢ Ā ššš„šĀ toĀ follow .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā canātĀ hearĀ youĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā . . .Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā heĀ tapsĀ theĀ bustedĀ aid ,Ā Ā pullingĀ itĀ fromĀ hisĀ earĀ andĀ chuckingĀ itĀ withĀ theĀ nearbyĀ debris .
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[ Spine Kisses, though. (ļ¾āć®ā)ļ¾ Especially those lingering, open-mouthed kisses pressed at the very base, and send the deepest shudders of the utmost pleasure rolling lazily all the way up; lovingly caressing every nerve ending and vertebrae in a manner that leaves one absolutely helpless to do anything but moan their appreciation, l o u d l y. (ļ¾āć®ā)ļ¾ ]
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