nitetimeperson

[nitetimeperson]

Okay I have an idea for a Chicago Fire episode.

So Ritter gets hurt bad in the sense that he's in critical condition for a bit but not bad enough that he has to leave or dies.

Now hear me out. I want to see how this affects Gallo. They're best friends and Gallo relies on him more than anyone else. We would get even more of them. We could see Gallo struggling at the house again and we could have Casey talking to him. Casey might bring up Andy and Gallo shut him up immediately because he doesn't want to hear the possibility of Ritter dying. We could have someone (probably Violet) asking why he's in the kitchen so much and he says something about him and Ritter cooking for the house and that being in the kitchen helps him with his thoughts. He doesn't go to Molly's often, choosing to visit Ritter and at the end of the episode Sharon or Ethan tell him the good news.

I would also like to see Hermann and Mouch's worried father thing. They brought him and helped shape him. Hermann would be taking it really hard since he's his Lieutenant, he's the one who orders Ritter around in fires. Mouch and Hermann's friendship could be shown a bit more with Mouch reassuring Hermann it's not his fault (it isn't his fault it's the fires fault) and Hermann telling Mouch that bringing Ritter to 51 was the right decision (remember Ritter wanted to quit in season 7).

We could also see some of Eric. We could see how this takes a toll on their relationship. I know we've seen it before and Eric knows the risks of Ritter's job but seeing his bf in a hospital bed could make him think. We could see Gallo bonding with Eric.

I dunno though it's just a thought.

#darren ritter #blake gallo #christopher herrmann #mouch mcholland #matt casey #chicago fire #sharon goodwin #ethan choi #violet mikami #andy darden #those four are just mentioned #eric

[nitetimeperson]

I've been called out and I don't like it-

I just wanna give a shout out to all the gifted burn out kids who are most likely LGBT, have self esteem issues, hyper fixate, and are either sensitive or show no emotion at all [no in between]

Aka Logan stans

[nitetimeperson]

I can't with this-

[nitetimeperson]

i felt that.

in both music and spanish.

(PS sight reading SUCKS especially when you sight read in front of the class alone rather than with a bunch of people)

“Join jazz band,” they said.

“It’ll be fun,” they said.

#spanish is worse than band #but thats just my opinion

[nitetimeperson]

Because sometimes, logan, it needs to break several times before it glows and your one of those glowsticks-

the others need to break you several times before you glow 😭

I made it super angsty im sorry!

Have some Logan angst that I drew

And yes I know the hand sucks okay 😭🤚

[nitetimeperson]

It's okay. Take your time. I get it. Life is really shitty for everyone at this point. And you need a break. I hope you feel better and I will help you kill covid!

I’ll probably go on a total Tumblr hiatus for a week or so because of some stuff happening in my personal life, and I just really don’t feel like posting or really doing anything.

My friends have been acting like assholes to me, everything’s just falling apart and I can’t do this anymore.

[nitetimeperson]

Me in Nevada: 🙂

Me thinking: wait a minute

Me now: that's a lie

Happy inauguration everyone!

Someone’s actually gonna care about the East Coasters dying! Someone’s actually gonna care about California burning! Someone’s gonna care!

[nitetimeperson]

...

Me: stops doing homework and starts reading cause ive been working for eight and a half hours

my dad: *comes downstairs*

me: thinking* oh no

him: lectures me and does the infamous “Im not mad im disappointed”

me: answering his questions and saying stuff

him: *misinterprets it*

my brain: wtfff stop misinterpreting stuffffffffffffffffffffffffff

him: *walks upstairs*

me: *realises my stepmum heard everything* well shi-

#wonder why i hate this man #dad issues #not mad just disappointed #stepmum

[nitetimeperson]

I hope things get better for you and your family too

So I'm fucking done. I can't do my schoolwork without taking ages because I get distracted easily. Now I'm on edge because I heard gunshots last night nearby. And not even a month ago a crazy person banged on our door. I'm fucking tired and sleep deprived. My brain hates me. I'm in a lot of pain too because I got hurt somehow a while back and it's acting up again. Ive given up on 2021 already...

[nitetimeperson]

My friends wonder why I hide shit about myself but like this kid and this teacher knew I was german.

AND

This kid was in my science class too and had the AUDACITY to get mad when I said I didn't like him. He asked me if I liked him and I said without hesitation "No" and he was upset. He said I should like him. But I wasn't taking it. I said "I don't care what you think. I don't like you. And I don't have to explain myself to you."

First off why the fuck would I like you. I don't care if it's platonically or romantically. This kid literally hurt me too. I don't are if it was accidental. You shouldnt have been phisically fighting with someone in class in the first place.

Second off I don't even know you. I never bothered to know who the "popular" kids were.

Third off this happened THE SAME DAY as him calling all germans corrupt.

Just remembered that time some old white lady in North Carolina cursed me out and threatened me because I’m from New Jersey.

I literally didn’t do shit to her. I was lost in a Walmart looking for a Christmas present for my cousin and she came up to me and asked me what I was looking for.

“Oh, I’m looking for a present for my cousin.”

Her whole demeanor changed when I spoke cause of my accent (I know I have a very strong New Jersey accent, people tell me all the time).

“Are you from New York?”

“No, I’m actually from New Jersey.”

She just started cursing me out, calling me a Yankee and shit. I’m just standing there so confused trying not to cry. Normally, I would’ve cursed right back at her, but I was too shocked. So I just stood there.

What am I even supposed to say to that? I was just so confused. She literally said, “Go die, Northern trash” to me. How am I supposed to respond to that?

[nitetimeperson]

I felt that. I literally know how that feels. Back in 7th grade we were reading about the holocaust. I was born in Germany and raised there until right before my 7th birthday. I was never ashamed of being from Germany and was proud of being from there. I never bragged about it because I didn't care whether or not people knew.

We were reading "Parallel Journeys" if I remember correctly. This kid, let's call him Brock, stood up and yelled "All germans are corrupt." And nearly everyone in class knew I was a german so they looked at the teacher. She, let's call her Ms. Soul, just said only the jews aren't corrupt.

Everyone looked at me and waited for my reaction. I just looked at the table ashamed. My teacher continued on with the lesson.

Just remembered that time some old white lady in North Carolina cursed me out and threatened me because I'm from New Jersey.

I literally didn't do shit to her. I was lost in a Walmart looking for a Christmas present for my cousin and she came up to me and asked me what I was looking for.

"Oh, I'm looking for a present for my cousin."

Her whole demeanor changed when I spoke cause of my accent (I know I have a very strong New Jersey accent, people tell me all the time).

"Are you from New York?"

"No, I'm actually from New Jersey."

She just started cursing me out, calling me a Yankee and shit. I'm just standing there so confused trying not to cry. Normally, I would've cursed right back at her, but I was too shocked. So I just stood there.

What am I even supposed to say to that? I was just so confused. She literally said, "Go die, Northern trash" to me. How am I supposed to respond to that?

#fuck my 7th grade teacher #fuck that one kid #im still proud of being a german #but wtf #i was ashamed #and i wasnt expecting it

[nitetimeperson]

Fuck my geometry teacher.

We have exams coming up next week. Tuesday for his class. And he decides its a good idea to have us do a TEST and give us more HOMEWORK. What the actual fuck. We have EXAMS. What made him think it was a good idea?!

Anyways, how's your day going?

#exams #geometry #homework #what made you think it was a good idea?

[nitetimeperson]

Omg it issssssssss

[nitetimeperson]

So about 3 months back I got kicked out of a Logan Angst Chat thing on Tumblr.

I got kicked out for writing something angsty in there for Logan and the person running it said I was being mean to Logan. I asked how and they kicked me out. Now I ask again WHY?!

Why was I kicked out for doing something in an ANGST server that was ANGST?! for the character who you're SUPPOSED to write angst for and I didn't make ANY of the others unsympathetic (even though I wanted to) so what did I do wrong?

#logan angst #logan angst server #kicked out #why #answer please #i need to know #i need to knooooow

[nitetimeperson]

Same! I had a default win yesterday too!

I rarely get imposter and so I was playing and everyone kept hitting the goddamn emergency meeting button so I didn't even get to kill!

Okay I played a round of Among Us yesterday with two imposters. There were six of us left, and two people claimed to be imposter and asked to be voted out. I didn't vote for either of them, because I know neither of them were the imposter.

You wanna know how I knew neither of them were imposter?

BECAUSE I WAS IMPOSTER WITH GREEN. JFC PEOPLE PISS ME OFF. I WON BY DEFAULT. I HATE WINNING BY DEFAULT.

[nitetimeperson]

I just finished watching a horror movie (wasn't scary) and HES A FUCKING YANDERE

I won't spoil it but the movie is called the curse of downer grove or something like that on hulu

BUT HOLY SHIT HES A FUCKING YANDERE

#yandere #holy shit #holy fuck #no spoilers #the curse of downers grove

[nitetimeperson]

Get ready for them realising it so fast and so Logan snaps-

We've seen Janus disguising himself as Logan because he thinks the light sides and Thomas listen to Logan, now get ready for:

Logan disguising himself as Virgil because he knows the light sides and Thomas listen to Virgil!