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i’d like to thank my favorite coping mechanism, masturbation,

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uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i might be bi so thats news!

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i know ill probably be reallly reaaaaally ugly on t but i think its just something i have to do i keep on going back and fourth on gender mostly because everyone i know and even follow just hates boys and i know thats definitely reasonable i get it but its made me go back in the closet and all of that so im uncomfortable with myself again /. it sucks alot but jgfbdgh yeah. i know ill never be beautiful as a boy either so thats also something thats holding me back i know i wont ever make someones heart stutter when they look at me but i guess thats expected right? but maybe when i get to nebraska with mo everything will be fine and maybe if im lucky ill find love? doesnt sound likely at all but a guys gotta have hope right? 

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i just feel quite gay today fgdjkgh 

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its kinda nice that only like...2 people follow this and well they barely see the posts so its kinda like.....im alone in a house? idk if that makes sense but who cares

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-  I am paying for your crimes and it’s unfair. (K. M.)

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my sister joked about me having a seizure yesterday and i know i shouldnt let it bother me but it does 

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someone: you’re a worthy and valuable person outside of sex

me:

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