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unfortunately a lot of the corny self help advice turns out to be true but the thing is you have to come to those conclusions yourself otherwise it just sounds dismissive and dumb

#exercise and eating well did help!!! #just don’t tell me they will because then i don’t want to

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i love working to the sound of someone else losing their marbles. this is my favorite genre of youtube video

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Frog.

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men invented maps they had to spread on tables so they could watch each other bend over hands flat arms outstretched

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i will forever treasure this omegle interaction

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as a child being told "the moon controls the tides" with no additional explanation was like. oh okay. you want me to believe in magic? you're talking about magic right now? okay. fine

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served my duty as an autistic artist and made a bunch of autism creature reaction images

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mania haters are so bizarre to me like. you were too good to be true, gold plated. i am a collapsing star with tunnel vision but only for you. realised i can’t not be with you or be just your friend i love you to death but i just can’t pretend we were lovers first confidants but never friends, were we ever friends? i became such a strange shape from trying to fit in. the things you do in the name of what you love. i got dreams of my own but i want to make yours come true. i’m just young enough to still believe but young enough not to know what to believe in. you say please don’t ever change but you don’t like me the way i am. there are no atheists in foxholes. we’ve gone way too fast for way too long and we were never supposed to make it half this far. i got a feeling inside that i can’t domesticate, it doesn’t want to live in a cage, a feeling that i can’t housebreak. i’m yours until the earth starts to crumble and the heavens roll away i’m struggling to exist with you and without you. THESE ARE THE LAST BLUES WE’RE EVER GONNA HAVE LET’S SEE HOW DEEP WE GET! ARE YOU HEARING THEM!!!!!!

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THE X-FILES ↳ 9.20 | The Truth

You've always said that you want to believe. But believe in what Mulder? If this is the truth that you've been looking for then what is left to believe in? I want to believe that the dead are not lost to us. That they speak to us as part of something greater than us - greater than any alien force. And if you and I are powerless now, I want to believe that if we listen to what's speaking, it can give us the power to save ourselves. Then we believe the same thing.

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we're running out of time to fuck it we ball....

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#LateStageCapitalism

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Sibling asked how ppl in star wars dance to jizz music and I had to give her an example

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