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Safia Elhillo, from "Summer," Girls That Never Die.

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“The longing to touch/be touched. I feel gratitude when I touch someone—as well as affection etc. The person has allowed me proof that I have a body—and that there are bodies in the world.”

— Susan Sontag, from a diary entry featured in As Consciousness Is Harnessed To Flesh: Journals & Notebooks, 1964 - 1980 (via violentwavesofemotion)

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this from the bitch who constantly screams at me for slight misunderstandings and hurls the r slur like it’s nothing and tells me to kms when i do something she doesn’t like and touches me without permission so she can make me move in ways that she can then make fun of me for and can never accept that she’s in the wrong sometimes. sure

#you’re not autistic you just like my little pony. take 20 benadryl now

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they didn’t put my senior quote in the yearbook ??.

#what the flip

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What they don't tell you about is the Hunger

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if i cried alone in this empty choir room would anybody hear me

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erm actually it’s before you know it 🤓☝🏽

when does the misery end

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no seriously that breakdown last week was so so bad i’m constantly madding as escapism and i was brought out of it so forcefully and quickly and the realization hit me that i really truly was all alone by myself talking to the air and that nobody was there to actually hold me and comfort me and i was just pretending that fictional fucking characters were. like dude

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ideal relationship

#perhaps

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hate me even that’s fine too just think of me when i’m not there and let your life be affected by my existence and care about me in some way. want me. please just look at me. let me know i’m real. please think of me think of me think of me think of me manifest me into reality like i’m some tulpa please please please please pretty please

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it’s like what do i have to do to be loved. what do i have to do to be loved. what do i have to do to be loved. what do i have to do to be loved. what do i have to do to be loved. what do i have to do to be loved. what do i have to do to be loved. wh

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at the end of the day i only care so much abt how pretty i am or wtv bc i want to be loved. what do i have to do to be loved. genuinely who want me

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wait nuh uh if i eat the same amount of goods and evils it cancels out

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scary person i follow followed me back . haert atack

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fine then licks you licks you licks you licks you lic

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oum nom nom

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yeag

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