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Too busy to be on social media

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I considered to instead of always making a new tumblr account in future I could „simply“ change my url to a theme that fits to each time I start a new creative project. Just right now I definitely wouldn‘t know how to name it considering I have just a wild mix of themes I‘m working at this month. (too much ideas!)

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SP apocqlipsis x) Sounds like the average town-in-panic situation

On pluto tv we have the South park channel, South park in Spanish, and the most amazing thing of all: The channels South park Stan, South park Kyle, Sp Butters, Sp kenny,Sp Cartman, and….. Sp Apocalipsis.

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Yay tumblr will stop supporting my phone‘s operating system! So basically this time if I feel like restricting my tumblr usage or feel overwhelmed by it I simply have to delete the app. Let‘s hope every other non-necessary app will be next.

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Successful Schafi! \o/ (more or less)

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Schafi’s new (quite silly) project for this month = this sheep is having quite a fun time when working on it :3 (hopefully it won‘t distract me so much that I forget to sleep)

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*sudden inspiration* (happy but also stressed mäh*)

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feels superstressed!!!! 🤧

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It looks similar indeed though I know tons of other heraldic eagles of the same / very similar shape that could be represented by the simplified South Park version. Though it would be among my favourite options

Ned is canonically originally from Eastern Europe. The eagle on his t-shirt in the sp is gay chapter is a very minimalist version of the Polish coat of arms.

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I adore how youtube is the place where I can find a combination I would have never imagined to hear: My favourite Tom Lehrer song being covered by my favourite Vocaloid

👻

#Youtube

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Stan looks dead and Randy worries about the health of the toiletpaper xP

round boy

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Maybe it would be better help to stay inside my room if I wasn‘t trapped in a house with 9 room mates!!!!!! It‘s driving me insane to hear / see them all the time when I need isolation!!!!! (I‘m currently too tired + too cold to go outside for more then an hour.)

depression / insomnia / anxiety striking hard since beginning of april. I‘m too busy trying to endure the day (too tired!) and endure the night (too stressed!)

Actually I am happy whenever I have energy and the ability to focus for a few minutes to be able to work a bit on my sheep decorations at home.

I have barely been at work this month because I lost total control over structuring my day / completely broken awake / sleep cycle. I am literally falling asleep around 6 am and if I am lucky sleeping until 1 pm.

RIP I hope this will fix itsself next month.

(I suppose I make it worse by currently trying to distract myself by playing video games)

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Obviously the reason for my sudden shift from the exact opposite state came from the oversocializing at the Party on 6th april + the anxiety built up and insomnia the week before onwards. Still haven‘t recovered from it. Being an introvert with a compulsive „socializing“ (talking, helping, writing) stress-behaviour is so exhausting. Especially because I am not really caring about social contact it‘s just a weird behaviour I do to deal with my overthinking.

depression / insomnia / anxiety striking hard since beginning of april. I‘m too busy trying to endure the day (too tired!) and endure the night (too stressed!)

Actually I am happy whenever I have energy and the ability to focus for a few minutes to be able to work a bit on my sheep decorations at home.

I have barely been at work this month because I lost total control over structuring my day / completely broken awake / sleep cycle. I am literally falling asleep around 6 am and if I am lucky sleeping until 1 pm.

RIP I hope this will fix itsself next month.

(I suppose I make it worse by currently trying to distract myself by playing video games)

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depression / insomnia / anxiety striking hard since beginning of april. I‘m too busy trying to endure the day (too tired!) and endure the night (too stressed!)

Actually I am happy whenever I have energy and the ability to focus for a few minutes to be able to work a bit on my sheep decorations at home.

I have barely been at work this month because I lost total control over structuring my day / completely broken awake / sleep cycle. I am literally falling asleep around 6 am and if I am lucky sleeping until 1 pm.

RIP I hope this will fix itsself next month.

(I suppose I make it worse by currently trying to distract myself by playing video games)

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That‘s the best idea ever! x3 It will probably be my only reason to play DST (I like single player DS more, but Monster Maxwell would be quite a motivation to give DST another try :3) I adore the transformation of NPC Maxwell during adventure mode. (Honestly I would have adored it being part of the playable character too, but it kind of seems Klei forgot about this detail lol?)

YEAH MAXWELL! DANCE!!! GO!!!!!! DANCE THAT HEART OUT!!

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It‘s one of my favourite qualities in fictional friendships and fictional romantic relationships. (bonus points when it is both at the same time like in their case)

I love how two people are as different as Jimbo and Ned. They can also complement each other and share a life together.🥰🥰🥰

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Socially exhausted. I hope I will stay away from the phone for at least the rest of the week.

(too much interactions online and offline with new and old real life contacts)