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Don’t care

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What we’re reading

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Just do it

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someone: what’re you doin’?

me: 

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I hope you meet the right people in 2016, those who will appreciate you and won’t take you for granted. But if you happen to come across people who just want to use you, I hope you know when to walk away.

TW (via ja-co-b)

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In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.

C.S. Lewis  (via wordsnquotes)

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Clare Clark, We That Are Left

Submitted by randomkiwibirds.

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me to myself: please study for your exams

me also to myself: no way pal, i love fucking up my own life!

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College in a nutshell. 

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Hello. Well Tumblr, it’s been an interesting 2015 and so far 2016 isn’t disappointing me. I have so many feelings and thoughts running through me right now that it’s hard to put into words. I really miss my friends and Olympia which is weird to even say or think. Olympia is only good for the rain and the way that place smells. I miss the Farmer’s Market, but most of all I miss my friends Ashton and Brett. I’m afraid the distance will eventually come between our friendship and that scares me. I’m excited to go home for Spring Break for a few days but I know that I can’t stay there long, Olympia always brings out the worst in me somehow. 

The snow has yet to melt and I’m afraid we might be due for some more here shortly. I just have thoughts of spring and how beautiful it is here during that time. I can’t believe that I wanted to live here after I graduate...Ellensburg is a nice place and all but I feel like being an introvert here and it’s hard. It’s hard to make friends here because you know that eventually they will leave you for somewhere better.

Speaking of friends, I’ve made a few new friends! Aaaaaand their all guys...of course. I care about them deeply but I am worried that they don’t really care for me. I kind of feel like an afterthought in most cases and I don’t think they take me very seriously. One of my friends his named Besh and I’ve never met someone like him before. We kinda had a thing going and then he went away to a convention and everything kinda changed after that. I’m still not over this and it makes me so sad that I think I did screw it up somehow. I just want us to be friends again. On a better note, I’m kind of seeing someone else, Levi I don’t know where this going to end up but he makes me happy...and I like his cat. He’s going back to Olympia soon so I’m trying not to get attached to the idea of an “us.” Frankly, I don’t know if I want an “us” right now from anyone I just need to focus on school so I can graduate. I just feel so “meh” right now that I don’t know what I feel about anything. Maybe it’s the weather...it’s been a rough, grey winter here. 

I might do another post like this in a few months just to check in on how I feel. Plus I have so much more to write but I don’t want to this be an incredibly long post. So seeya later Tumblr.

I’ll be back later. 

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Miss you.

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Don’t call me