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been talking w someone over curiouscat for tips on this thing I'm working on & sent them a follow up recently w more info & theyve been answering asks but not mine yet and idk if they just somehow havent seen it, are purposefully ignoring it, or it didnt properly send :\

#aaaaaaaa #this blog has just become my anxietyposting place lol

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Help I can't tell if one of my Twitter moots blocked me, if their account got yoinked, or it its just a glitch but they're not showing up for me anymore 🥲

#cant work on my artfight refs anymore rn im too anxious #if they did block me id like to know what i did to upset them :(

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mmmmm just noticed my followers/following count went down and when I checked I noticed one of my moots unfollowed me and removed me from their priv and now I'm nervous I've somehow done something to upset them 🥲

#or worse that theyre saying stuff abt me 😥 #its fine if theyre just curating the content they want to see #they followed me for cod art and ive been in a bit of an art block lately so #they were still interactibg w my stuff on their priv yesterday #idk whats going on #idek why im as upset as i am ive honestly been trying to find a way to unfollow their priv without upsetting them for a while bc #some of the stuff they post abt is a lil triggering for me and they dont tag it 🥲

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I made a joke about Soap being a squirter on my Twitter but didn't outright say names or tag ships and too many of my mutual started liking it and I think they thought I was talking about myself and it made me uncomfy lol 🙃🙃🙃

#demisexual mess <3

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I've been overtaken by the babygirlification of COD. My main soapghost wip is 3k already 🧍‍♀️

#call of duty #modern warfare ii

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Y'all I've had Hades for like 5 days and I've already written over 1k words of smut someone stop me

#👀👀👀👀 #hades game

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Rate your OCs from happiest to most depressed

#naiama #bixy #alveiria #talar #the arcana game #fan apprentice

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Modern au charms!

#the arcana #the arcana mc #fan apprentice #naiama #talar #[ art ] #art #artists on tumblr #I talked about these two in the tags when I first tried to post it #but now I don't have the energy to redo them all

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Naiama: you realize you could actually die if you ate too much of that?

Talar: only god can kill me

#talar being full of crackhead energy is all i live for now #the arcana #fan apprentice #naiama #talar #he has had 4 near death experiences he just doesnt care anymore #but is also allergic to fruit #and peaches are one of his favorite foods

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some updated murals for Koi and Jubilee!

#su au #su oc #diamondsona #koi diamond #jubilee diamond #diamond mural #alveiria #bixenta mirrin anne simonides #art #[ art ] #artists on tumblr

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There's a World Map!!!! So I marked down the general gist of where my apprentices come from!

I knew Nama and Talar lived on the outskirts of Prakra, and considering falling off a cliff is a pretty important part of Talar's backstory it would make sense that it would be a more mountainous region.

Alveiria comes from a similar place as Julian, but not Nevivon specifically. Her family is rather high ranking and I don't want to mess too much with canon so it's some unnamed city.

Bixy comes from a farther region, with similar climate to Prakra but more tropical than desert. She's the youngest Princess of a kingdom named Adessa, which I have a lot of lore for so being a long ways away gives me a lot of space to work with.

#the arcana #fan apprentice #the arcana mc #naiama #talar #alveiria #bixenta mirrin anne simonides

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Gala dresses/masquerade outfits for my next gen! I don't have human counterparts for them yet but I wanted to design their masquerade outfits.

From left to right: Lia Montagsdottir, Anika Alnazar, Anastasia Satrinava, Yasmine Ramirez (child of my apprentice and another oc), Ruhi Alnazar, and Ilona Devorak

#the arcana #fan apprentice #[ art ] #naiama #talar #alveiria #bixenta mirrin anne simonides #next gen #art #artists on tumblr #mlp!au #i did heavily theme yasmines outfit around mexican and spanish influences so hopefully that comes across #ruhi has stripes on his shirt but they just didnt fit

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Godddddd I really wanna play Cloud Meadow,,,,, I wish I had my own money

Anyway I drew Nama and Talar as the protag

#ive been meaning to do more pixel art #[ art ] #the arcana #fan apprentice #naiama #talar #art #artists on tumblr #the arcana mc #cloud meadow #my bf and i were talking about it #the art is so good and the game seems really fun

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I sketched over a pic of Rupi Kaur and colored it like Nadia and

Like,,,, hot take but Rupi Kaur would be a good Nadia fc,,,,,

#the arcana #the arcana nadia #art

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Like,,,, hot take but Rupi Kaur would be a good Nadia fc,,,,,

#the arcana #the arcana nadia

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Yo if you’re a boy with mental illness, a boy with disabilities, a boy who is/was an abuse victim, a boy who has an ED, a boy with trauma, I need you to know that you are not a burden, that you don’t need to “harden up”, that you are very brave, and that you shouldn’t just have to “get over it”.

#talar #my son

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Hhhgggggg three days of work! These always take absolutely forever, but they're fun

#the arcana #mlp #mlp au