myo-me

[myo-me]

gender is cancelled

its confusing and im too fucking dumb to think about it

[myo-me]

feels like I'm losing myself and falling into insanity again while being stabbed right through my ribcage and losing consciousness

[myo-me]

I’m a professional overthinker

[myo-me]

i want simple intimacy…i want the brushing of hands and the knowing looks, i want the playful arm around the shoulders, i want the cheek and forehead kisses mixed with laughter, i want the innocent feeling of laying my head on someone’s chest and being near them for no other reason than pure comfort and love and closeness…

[myo-me]

how to get motivated again? feels like i'm slowly shutting down..

#i need an update #then a restart #running on windows95 or smth like that idk anymore

[myo-me]

it's once again all my fault, right? because I told you that I hate the smell of fish soup and asked if you can stop to needle me about it but you wouldn't stop and got mad that I said something and now I am the one who destroyed everything and is manipulative, right? because I once didn't wanna shut up like all the other times and once wanted to say how I feel. but it's manipulative, I am manipulative, I should just stop to say anything while you're around so nothing will hurt you and you're the one who can't take it anymore because you're more valid than me with your old ass bones and your history, you're life quality, your feelings are more important than mine because I'm just a young uneducated little bitch who always ruins everything

[myo-me]

it feels like I'm slowly losing myself, again..

[myo-me]

why do i feel like I'm either too much or not enough

[myo-me]

"but you're cold when it counts, it's open and shut..

you can say you love me but - words ain't enough"

[myo-me]

can you hold me close?

[myo-me]

Do you have a valentine?

no, i have anxiety 

[myo-me]

One day you’ll sit in the sun and things won’t feel so bad

[myo-me]

let me hold your hand and kiss your cheek

[myo-me]

i wanna cry happy tears

[myo-me]

i don't want to feel this lonely anymore

[myo-me]

i want all of my friends to know that i really love them.

i love you all! thank you for being there for me <3

[myo-me]

merry christmas everyone ♡