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The day I became a "rapist"

In my senior year of high school, in the last few weeks, I got expelled. Drugs were the issue. I sold a klonopin pill to a girl for $5. $5 she got by sucking off a guy in a bathroom. She took it at school, and got too fucked up to function. She dismissed herself from class to go to the bathroom and texted me asking for help. I entered the unisex bathroom to find her in the corner sitting down. "Hey" she said with droopy eyes and a little smile (We had been hooking up for a few weeks before this) I asked her if she was okay. "Nah." a fake smile on her face "I never am" she had a shakiness to her voice, like she was about to cry. Depression takes lives every day. Sometimes the pain can be so great, that people will be willing to do anything - TAKE anything - just to take the pain away. I sat next to her against the wall and she put her head on my shoulder. We sat there for a few minutes...chatted, her words coming out in slurs. Eventually we got to laughing, and I tried to help her up. Class was still going on and we had been there for a while. It was funny watching her try to get up, kind of like a puppy who hadn't learned how to walk yet. I took a Snapchat. Posted it. Didn't think much of it. Next period, the office brought me in for questioning. She was caught slurring her words and apparently said my name. I told them I don't know where she got the pill, and that I was just there to help her - they let me go. The next day the office brought me in again. "I saw the video" the dean said with a dark tone. "Yes, I took a video of her because I thought it was funny!" "Oh, funny?" "Yes!" The dean didn't find it funny. Someone else, one of the girls friends, told on me. Said I sold her the pill. And that was it, I was expelled. Later on, I found out the video went viral around the school. I guess taking a video of a girl falling down in the bathroom is grounds for being deemed a rapist. Now that I look back, it was a stupid thing to do. A mindless action that fcked up my entire life. It seems I make mistake after mistake. This is one of many in my fcked up life.

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