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Makes sense it's like detachment to make it though abuse should have just stayed detached men fucking suck they make you think one thing and do polar opposite just so they get a sense of sexual gradification. When you have been hurt and you won't do something he goes and finds the one person who will do it and when your damaged and you like some one for who they are but yiu don't open your legs they go find the closet thing to what you look like so they know what you feel like but she's not you so she knows and fabricating evidence so you'll never get your family back and she keeps hard dick after you built a house for her brother who her mom Locked in a house with w dog shitting on himself and everyone thinks they won't be held accountable thanks you ruined my career because Sam is kat in Walmart Kathrine is kat Katrina is kat and so hide your kat my marriage my car my kids but the other "kat" gets it all greedy selfish self absorbed shallow ignorant lazy nasty women and I don't deserve to have a life because they all came first.

“It’s not what happens to us, but our response to what happens to us that hurts us.”

— Stephen R. Covey

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Wow just looking back I was informed I can't say ex husband till we are actually divorced so his social media posts about me againt court orders but also he's listed me as ex wife with in a relationship with another woman and she is his sister girlfriend from 15 yrs ago and. He's pissed off about post's that sounds like I have a boyfriend I don't 9 months a lot can happen in 9 months that's the gestation of a baby high risk pregnantcy not a joke I wasn't wanting to have any more baby's but eventually maybe if it's in god's plan just not with him. At some point you grow up and realize swimming in same muck don't save you my boots I break In wear out and have not the money to replace a person who has no skuff marks on their Boots ain't working I don't wear gloves when I work unless Im throwing hay we will see how things go

That's a 9month pendent my mom did na and aa I picked the bible for addiction when I was in jail I don't do drugs a person who has and don't may still talk about it. Because they have been there. A person who says (I may be doing drugs you will never know) my ex husband! Yeah exactly that's why I'm on the boat I'm in. But as a person who does not do drugs or alcohol I have been to meetings as a kid and I understand a little more then people give me credit for. (purple is the color of epilepsy awareness too ) I need to make a call today get my kids rescue meds called in so I'm covering all basis safety first. A lot can happen in 9months. 😉

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Blocked reads text blocked reads texts blocked what is this supposed to mean? Hummm okay

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I met this woman who would create shrines around her house but wouldn't clean it wasn't a pegan alter it was a shrine she would hide things and dit in them as if god was going to drop the answers on her out of no were it's hard to see someone so mentally unstable.

When you begin to believe your fireplace is talking to you and all you do is shop to fulfill a need but yiu don't take care of yourself or your priorities first its disheartening and people go to bat for you but you recognize it and you think that can treat people anyway you want and get away with it that's not realistic either "payback" isn't going though a phone before the law was called I waited 8 months and I watched to see how you treated people and how you and hurting your self before I called you played with revenge the best revenge is none I cam share a sing welcome to my house by that country boy but I shared it on my Court dates meaning that lyrics hard to talk big with a shotgun in your mouth might mean swat they kick in doors and ci mops up the blood taking out the trash ain't nothing to worry about. Autism awareness when you think you knew were the pieces fit (why can't I be normal?)

“Sometimes people don’t want to hear the truth because they don’t want their illusions destroyed.”

— Friedrich Nietzsche

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There is a difference in personality and disorder a disorder is a behavior issues a personality shows who you are all men have egos women too however when you put others before yourself and you have a sense of pride when you see a child that isn't yours when you hurt and show your just as human as others that's part of your personality when you throw insulting remarks after feeling rejected it's personality but yelling and talking to people like your the foreman and you expecting thing's done that's different a disorder could create that being an adult and recognize the difference between disorder and personality. One makes you care about someone to realize they can be flawed but they recognize their own fault not your place to make them apologize.

There also a delusional person who created their own worlds and creates their own problems then blames it on other's that's dangerous and that is how people get hurt when you have a friend who is to respectful to a person who lives in a delusion you can't make them do anything unfortunately you have to let people make their own mind up. And prayers that it doesn't cost them more then they have already Lost.

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I forget what I write offen don't revisit it and yet I guess I should... My blog went from 20 following to almost 300 based on views and critiqueing thing's I've lost this accomplishment as well they chose me and wrote speeches for Donal trump and Prince Harry they have taken ideas and concepts and took my children too more like kidnapping it's been a year I barely get visits and they threatened to take that away too because my ex husband thinks he's untouchable and the bias and racial tention in a court boy over dressed black attorney adlidum shows up one time and a breaker flips the breaker was over loaded messes happen they are kids worries about them having a place to sleep with forwarded pictures of my children in their own beds. I tried to use my blog and my social media to create awareness and help others seems like nothing I ever do will ever be good enough for anyone turning his exploiting into a soup kitchen wasn't good enough I couldn't eat all that food trying to give back all the clothes and tool's I couldn't use not food enough progress with my girls he gets credit for they slur me in my own name on a locked out account saying they were trafficking kids and beating them they yell fbi in family court and don't get their grandkids removed for the verbal abuse and PERGERY nothing is inforced untill the victim breaks the court orders right you go tell everyone I was the perpetrator I have no rights end you set comfortable with our children SSI checks pissed off because you don't have control of my content and you sold thongs that were not your's Jonah bailey helps him I received a letter from the Nielsen asking if I'd like to get paid for my blog I didn't take anything for it but someone has been getting paid and I believe they need to be invesgated for fraud

“Weirdo” Issue 2

© Robert Crumb, 1981

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“There is hope, even when your brain tells you there isn’t.”

— John Green, Turtles All the Way Down

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“Two souls are sometimes created together and in love before they’re born.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

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I as a woman have degraded women based on the fact that they don't support won they are all about hard dick and they think they can sleep their way though things.

Retail is competitive but she didn't get there without posting nudes of herself. He daughter slept with my husband like he was the one that could get her to the top but instead I only lost what I worked for.

Extra marital affairs hid behind lagit marriage to sell sex symbols and networking that makes the lowest crack whores feel famous. The ones with status brag about it durring news alerts and even divas the boss book marked content and said she cried all on camera. Boo hoo mr. Mis the I'm going to make your life a living hell book marked content to destroy wwe reputation and it don't make me look mental I emailed marketing hope they serve you soon because I pitch ideas (your gimics were rip offs) ty Corey Graves paul hainan and mark callaway. My ex husband claims he did dark matches I think he's full of shit!

“Weirdo” Issue 2

© Robert Crumb, 1981

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“Let go of the people who dull your shine, poison your spirit, and bring you drama. Cancel your subscription to their issues.”

— Steve Maraboli

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“When you can’t control what’s happening, challenge yourself to control the way you respond to what’s happening. That’s where your power is.”

— Marc and Angel

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Facinating! I love the smell of a bond fire and the relaxing bit only thing missing was snores loud kids and diaper change. I completely unplug and watch I met bob darrow at 9:30 on a cold Feb. Night after his momma goat died her baby lived two weeks sweet pea died in my arms! Nothing prepares you for that feeling as a parent with a child's seizures. And I have had my whole life crushed at a moment's notice because my children are epileptic I built a bond fire pit for father's day all he did was put trash in it my children have not got to make snores yet. My children missed fourth of july and new year last year while he slept. I try my best to build memory's for my children and a bond o don't have with my mom. I have not seen my kids in six months that's KIDNAPPING

“You met me in the dark, you lit me up. You made me feels as though I was enough.”

— James Arthur

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Actually a soulmate Is someone your compabable with you children can be your soulmate because it's not a perverse term it's a friendship and bond beyond measure that keeps two or more people linked for Life. God places soul mates in your life. (the love of your life can be your soulmate too but offen we fall in and out of love to keep a love of your life you have to work at things keep open communication and devote time to keeping it) soulmate I believe is more like a bond that don't break no matter the distance and time apart. A mother's soul is tied to this children when they are born. To believe that a person moved to be with a soulmate is ignorant or even DELUSIONAL.

“What’s the difference?” I asked him. “Between the love of your life, and your soulmate?” “One is a choice, and one is not.”

— Tarryn Fisher, Mud Vein

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So it's been awhile Ahhh about four to six months since I posted a update that don't actually sound like a love story fixing to take place screen shots of all my content has been sent to me and my ex husband still had my children court process too many details anyway. Mental health awareness and AUTISIM AWARENESS moved to instagram I realized I can link all my accounts amazing great god promises right keep faith pray for guidance each day remember the internet isn't a doctor so it's important to see a specialist don't ever believe what you read and fact check.

I have been doing my own medical work up for tsc diagnosis best information is with tsc alliance I had my 23 hr eeg that they actually captured seizures on and I have been on a three month depo shot that has brought the intensity of the seizures down my kidneys have been diagnosed as a tumber has begun to grow consider it substantial and kemo is nessisary so. Next is pulmonologist and the thyroid specialist. The tumbers are benine so non Cancer and I can find simple way for some of the discomfort like I drink coffee it restricts the blood vessels in my brain and the head aches are not as bad I only take ibuprofen as needed for dental pain and also need replacement glasses for dislexia. I have almost missed appointment I keep logs and lists to keep track of daily routines bills and appointment times. Being thrown in jail not mirandized for things that were false statements. Cps cases so forth.

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“Repeat after me: My current situation is not my final destination.”

— Unknown