mxrphinesoul

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i watch movie i have an epiphany i forget it the next day . that’s just who i am

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when people ask me for directions i’m sorry. i’m not that kind of girl

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BAEKHYUN — ‘UN Village’ MV #1

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B A E K H Y U N  x  C i t y  L i g h t s 

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Kai - 190701 Vogue magazine, July 2019 issue

Credit: Vogue.

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love is fake but harry styles is forever

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it’s weird seeing the people who hurt you, who are essentially the antagonist to your life story, be nothing but goodness to others. it’s this concept of good vs bad, as if we are solely one or the other.

the people who have hurt us are good to someone out there, the protagonist to someone else’s life story. the people we love dearly, have also been the source of pain to someone else.

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rip to the songs we love but dont listen to anymore bc they are associated with bad memories

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Praying for the woman I’ll be in 5+yrs I hope she’s happy, and loved, living life unapologetically, doing what she loves.

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Who knew a sentence would be so difficult to write? It's truly a battle of selfishness vs. selflessness. But in this case, the selfishness feels more like selfishness than the "self-care" I've always excused it to be. This self care will bring peace and heart-wrenching pain. Because of that, it morphs into selflessness, because the pain outweighs the peace, and that is simply unacceptable. The indecisiveness is brought in by the fact I don't know who feels what, and how strongly it will be felt. I wish I knew whether a coma or a period were the best option. Who knew punctuation marks depended more on the reader than on the writer?

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The monster under your bed.