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stoic character breaking composure when confronted with cute >>>>>

i miss her 🥲 art from last year

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(martial) art appreciation

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a non-selective plan for the resurgence of fic commissions

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Ffxiv character based cakes :3

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My entry for the FanFest EU 2023 art contest! I had the idea somewhere in my mind ever since I finished Endwalker... wanted to show the winding journey through the Aitiascope dungeon

I made it as a finalist, which I'm still so blown away and happy about...

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One thing that really gets me about Urianger comforting Minfilia in Amh Araeng is that when she says Thancred hates her, Urianger never actually says, no, he doesn't. He says instead, none of this is your fault, and the original Minfilia wouldn't hold anything against you, and in typical Urianger form he says some things about fate and faith, and his words are kind and beautiful--but he also completely sidesteps the question of how Thancred feels about her.

And I think this moment is very reflective of Urianger's relationship to Thancred and child!Minfilia as a whole. It reflects what we see when we first see all of them together in Il Mheg.

Urianger knows that the way Thancred behaves toward the girl is hurting her. He's spent enough time around the two of them to see that plainly. Theoretically, he could say something to Thancred about it; they're obviously close friends, and if Thancred was going to value anyone's opinion, it would be his. But he doesn't say anything, because he still feels guilty and responsible for all of it: about their Minfilia going to the First and what happened to her there, and thus for what both Thancred and child!Minfilia are going through now. Even though Thancred has never outright blamed him for it (however he may feel privately, which I think is hard to say), it seems like Urianger still feels like he has no right to say anything.

So he tries to compensate instead. He's kind to Minfilia, connects with her in his own way and gives her books, and by the time we see them together he's obviously become something of a familial figure to her. I would say that he and Thancred aren't so much raising her together as they're doing it... around one another. Thancred is gruff and cold and holds Minfilia at arm's length emotionally so that his protectiveness comes off harshly even when it's well-meant, and Urianger dotes on her and tries to make up for it all while avoiding the actual problem.

So that conversation in Amh Araeng is both touching and maddening to me, and it really drives home what's maddening about it when, upon overhearing it, the Warrior of Light turns to Thancred to ask him if he has anything to say to Minfilia--who has just said, out loud, that she thinks Thancred wishes she was dead--and Thancred just says, "Not today."

And so they both go on avoiding the actual problem, for just a little longer.

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Fanart

FF14 - Urianger

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kupoh no

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The reason why I think Alphinaud wouldn't make a fine Pictomancer.

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a warm welcome

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De profundis clamavi ad te Domine. (Out of the depths, I call to you, oh Lord.) - Psalm 130

In a far-flung future, the coldest reaches of space cradle the last legacy of the House of Lucis. Eager to claim the fabled lost treasure of Insomnia, clashing factions converge on a piece of ancient history that threatens to devour them all.

My second and final piece for @ffxvreversebang2024, this time for my collab with the fantastic Laurie (Adamanteyrie on AO3)! This sucker is huge, and I basically threw every traditional medium I own at it (watercolour, ink, gouache, acrylic gouache, pencil, you name it!)

Read The Tatters of the King here! (More chapters to be added soon!)

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yes, yes

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Hien Loves Revolution

I'm not the hero the fandom needs, but I am the one it deserves.

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you can pet the dog

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He speaks truth

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did some more modern looks for some of my fav babes <3 idk who to do next!

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oh my freakin god he freakin ded......

love drawing this goober, he's my fav