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Reblogging via schedule so I don’t miss bread day next year!
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Fun* thing I learned in my latest session with my psychologist that I think other SA survivors might not realise just like I didn't.
*it's not that fun
I have truly impressive self esteem issues and have always considered myself the "ugly friend" something I have not managed to shake even after this realisation BUT. it was definitely significant for me to learn this.
When a man treats my friend as attractive, I consider it complimentary
When I perveive a man to see me as attractive, I consider it a threat
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I am not sure how I feel about remaining unbooped
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The Rules:
Every twenty-four hours there will be another round. After every round, the character in last place will be eliminated.
If there are multiple characters tying for last place, there will be a special elimination round. In these rounds, every character in last place will be eliminated, even if all the characters have tied equally.
When there are only two characters remaining, they will face off against one another in a week-long poll to determine the victor.
If the character that you consider the hottest isn't listed here, hit the 'what about ___???' option and reply to this post with the overlooked character. The character with the highest 'write-in' votes will be added to the next round. Unless the 'what about ___???' option is the least voted for, in which case it will be eliminated. Welcome to the party, Han and Cassian!
This is all for fun. Don't take it too seriously ;)
It’s now time to say goodbye to Han. Well… he was a scruffy-looking nerf-herder anyway.
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Only joking! My condolences to the Han fans. You guys rallied behind him but unfortunately it wasn’t enough.
Things are heating up! Round Seven!
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The Rules:
Every twenty-four hours there will be another round. After every round, the character in last place will be eliminated.
If there are multiple characters tying for last place, there will be a special elimination round. In these rounds, every character in last place will be eliminated, even if all the characters have tied equally.
When there are only two characters remaining, they will face off against one another in a week-long poll to determine the victor.
If the character that you consider the hottest isn't listed here, hit the 'what about ___???' option and reply to this post with the overlooked character. The character with the highest 'write-in' votes will be added to the next round. Unless the 'what about ___???' option is the least voted for, in which case it will be eliminated. Welcome to the party, Han and Cassian!
This is all for fun. Don't take it too seriously ;)
It’s a sad day for clone fans. After none of the other clones made it through as write-in votes, we’ve now lost Captain Rex.
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A crying shame!
Battle stations, everyone, it’s time for Round Six!
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Long Overdue Conversations - Part 4 (Emma & Killian) A OUAT missing scene
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Here is another conversation I feel should have taken place in Once Upon a Time. This one occurs immediately after the 'You traded your ship for me' scene at the end of season 3.
THIS PART IS RATED M!
Previous installments can be found on Tumblr: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
All parts can also be found on Ao3 & FFN
Special thanks to @hookedmom who always makes my stories better with her beta skills and suggestions for making this scene better (and hotter!)
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“You traded your ship for me?” Emma asked, amazement evident in her voice.
Killian gave a slight nod. “Aye.”
Then she was kissing him. Not a bruising and frantic kiss like the one in Neverland, but a tender, passionate one that took his breath away all the same. At one point, he had to draw back to look at her, just to make sure he wasn’t dreaming. When she smiled at him and rested her forehead against his, he caressed her cheek, running her silky hair through his fingers, before capturing her willing lips once again.
Their moment was interrupted when Leroy and one of his brothers came bursting through the door of Granny’s, drunkenly singing. It was all Killian could do to keep himself from throttling the dwarfs, but Emma simply squeezed his hand and gave him a soft smile.
“If you don’t have your ship anymore, where are you staying?” she asked.
“The widow Lucas granted me a room at her bed and breakfast.”
“Hmm…” Emma hummed in thought.
Killian tilted his head, waiting for her to continue. After a moment of silence, he asked, “What’s on your mind, Swan?”
Leaning in, she brushed her lips across his cheek. “Give me a minute to say goodbye to my family. I’ll be right back.”
He watched her rise from her seat and ascend the steps into the diner. Before disappearing inside, she turned and smiled at him reassuringly.
While he waited, he touched his fingers to his lips, just as he had after their first kiss. He loved the feeling of Emma Swan’s lips on his and wanted it to linger. Hopefully, he wouldn’t have to wait nearly as long to feel them again.
Sooner than he expected, Emma was back out the door. When she reached him, she took him by the hand, encouraging him to get to his feet. “Come on, pirate.”
“Where are we going, Love?”
She gave him a secretive smile. “To your room.”
In a near state of shock, he followed behind her as she led the way, still gripping his hand tightly. When they entered the lobby, Emma asked, “What’s your room number?”
“Um…four,” he stammered.
“Seriously? That’s the room I had when I first came to town.”
“Aye, the widow Lucas did mention that fact when she gave me the key.”
He trailed closely behind her up the stairs, his hand on the small of her back. He was hesitant to break physical contact with her, for fear she would suddenly disappear. It was Storybrooke, after all.
When they reached his door, he fumbled for the key. Finally withdrawing it from the inside pocket of his leather duster, it slipped from his fingers, clattering to the floor.
Emma bent down and picked it up, smirking as she held it between her fingers. “Nervous, Captain?” she asked, before inserting it into the lock and turning it. The door swung open and they quickly crossed the threshold.
“I’m still trying to determine if this is indeed real, or simply my imagination,” he said. He closed the door and leaned back against it, gripping his belt buckle as he looked up at her through his dark lashes.
“Have you imagined this?” she asked, batting her own lashes at him.
He poked his tongue into his cheek, then ran it over his bottom teeth before answering. “Perhaps.”
Stepping closer, she leaned up to whisper in his ear. “Move away from the door.”
Quirking a curious brow at her, he did as instructed. She held her hands up with her palms flat and facing the door. Closing her eyes, she concentrated until a soft glow emanated from them. Then she moved them slowly to trace around the entire frame of the door.
When she finished, she dropped her hands and turned to face him. Seeing the slight confusion on his face, she explained, “Silencing spell. Granny has supernatural hearing, remember?”
“You’re bloody brilliant, Swan.” He closed the distance between them, reaching up to sift her blonde locks through his fingers, his deep blue eyes boring into hers. “Now that we’re alone…”
Emma shrugged out of her leather jacket and let it drop to the floor, then ran her hands up the front of his vest and under the shoulders of his heavy, leather coat. Understanding her intention, he pulled his arms free when she pushed it off of him.
“Just how much does that thing weigh?” she asked. “And how the hell do you wear it around all the time?”
He grinned at her. “Is that really what you want to think about right now, Love?”
“You have a point. Besides,” she said mischievously, “I’m sure you’ve carried rum barrels heavier than that, right?”
His brows furrowed. “Come again?”
“Just something your former self said when he was carrying me onto his…your…ship.”
“Bloody wanker,” he grumbled. “I should have hit him harder.”
She began undoing the fasteners on his vest. “Is that really what you want to think about right now?” she asked, echoing his words.
“Too right, Love.”
Once the vest joined his coat on the floor, he removed his hook and placed it on the dresser. Then Emma slid his suspenders off his shoulders and started working on the tiny buttons of his billowy, black shirt. “How do you manage these things with one hand? I can’t unbutton them with two.”
“I don’t mess with the buttons. I simply slide it on over my head.”
“That explains why it’s always open practically to your waist.”
“You’ve noticed that, have you?” he asked with a knowing smirk.
“Kinda hard to miss it, with your whole chest on display.” Lifting her eyes to meet his, she abandoned the buttons and slowly ran her fingers through the hair on his chest that had been teasing her ever since she met him in the Enchanted Forest. Hearing him gasp at the contact, she added, “I’ve been wanting to do this for a very long time.”
As her fingertips continued to explore, he dipped his head to capture her lips, his own calloused fingers finding their way under the hem of her turtleneck. He caressed the soft skin he found there, and she moaned into the kiss, “Killian…”
The breathy sound of his name from her sweet lips had him growing hard in an instant. “Swan,” he mumbled, “are you…are you quite sure about this, Love?”
She pulled back to look at him, her pupils dilated with desire. “I told my parents I wouldn’t be home tonight, brought you up to your room, and used magic to make sure no one would hear us. Does that sound like someone who isn’t sure?”
“You told your parents you were going to be with me tonight?”
“Yes. Now, if you don’t mind, I’d rather not talk about them anymore.”
“Agreed,” he chuckled. “Where were we?”
“Right about here,” she said, crossing her arms to grab the bottom of her sweater, then pulling it over her head.
Killian could feel his heartbeat increase as his eyes roamed over her newly bared skin. He would be lying if he said he hadn’t longed for this scenario, but never could he have imagined the absolute perfection of Emma Swan.
“Your turn,” she said, grasping the hem of his shirt to tug it over his head. He tried to stand still as her hands explored the expanse of his chest, moved over his shoulders and down his arms.
He was so busy enjoying her touch and taking in her beautiful form, he had forgotten about his battered, leather brace. When her fingers found it, he involuntarily took a step backwards, pulling his arm away from her.
“Hey, it’s okay,” she said soothingly. “It doesn’t bother me.”
His hand rubbed absentmindedly over the brace. “It…it’s ugly, Swan. It’s been a very long time since I’ve allowed anyone to see it.”
“You don’t have to hide it from me, Killian. It’s part of you and I…well, nothing about you could make me…care for you any less.”
Slowly, he stepped back into her space, his eyes never leaving hers. With practiced fingers, he deftly undid the buckles. After hesitating a few moments, he grasped the brace and twisted it off of his arm. Emma took it from him and laid it on the dresser beside his hook, as he removed the protective cloth covering his stump.
She locked eyes with him again, before dropping her gaze to his arm. Placing one hand under his elbow, she lifted it up while the fingers of her other hand gently traced the raised, jagged scars. “It must have been so painful,” she said quietly.
He swallowed hard, his jaw clenching at the memory. “I…I don’t remember feeling pain when he…when he cut it off. I’d just witnessed him murder Milah and that pain overshadowed everything else. It wasn’t until later, when a crew member cauterized it, that I finally realized how much it hurt. By that time, my grief and anger had taken over and all I wanted to focus on was plotting my revenge.”
Emma bent to press a kiss to the end of his wrist. “I’m so sorry you had to go through that, Killian.”
“It’s long in the past, Love. I would much rather look toward the future.” Using his finger to lift her chin, he gave her a smile. Then he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her closer. “A future that includes you, I hope.”
In answer, she fused her lips to his, her hands beginning to roam freely over his body. When she slid her hands down inside the back of his trousers and squeezed his ass, he sucked in a ragged breath. “Bloody hell, Swan,” he growled.
“What’s the matter, Captain? Can’t you handle it?”
Before she could utter another word, he skillfully flicked open the button on her jeans and unzipped them. “Let’s see who can’t handle it, shall we?” Then his hand was inside her panties, cupping her mound.
  Her surprised gasp turned to a moan of pleasure as his long fingers slid through her slick folds. “I’ve barely touched you and you’re already this wet?” he asked, his voice low and husky in her ear.
“I…I’ve wanted this ever since…” She stopped talking and bit her lip.
“Since when, Swan?” he queried.
“Since…Neverland,” she admitted.
Hearing her finally confess her feelings made his own surge through him in a hot rush. He withdrew his hand and lifted her off the floor. Carrying her across the room, he deposited her on the bed. “Take off your boots,” he commanded, beginning to toe off his own.
She happily complied, then began pushing her jeans down her legs. When they reached her knees, she looked up and felt like all of the oxygen had been sucked out of the room.
Killian was standing in front of her, arms crossed over his chest, dressed in nothing but his leather pants. They were straining against the huge bulge that was right at her eye level. Without conscious thought, her hands reached for him, rubbing his rigid member through the leather.
He closed his eyes and breathed in deeply, exhaling the words, “I’ve wanted this for a very long time, too, Emma.”
“Then let’s not wait any longer.”
Her fingers set to work unfastening his pants to free his cock, which she promptly began to stroke. At the same time, he reached behind her and worked at the hooks of her bra. When they were undone, his hand and wrist tugged on the straps and her hands left his shaft long enough to wiggle out of it.
While she resumed her exploration of his sizable cock, he fondled her breasts - squeezing, pinching, rubbing and caressing them, murmuring words of praise for their perfection.
Killian suddenly realized how quickly they were working each other up, and put his hand over Emma’s to stop her stroking. “Can we…can we slow down just a bit, Love? I don’t want this to be over too soon.”
“Yeah, okay,” she said breathlessly. “Why don’t we finish getting undressed?”
“Aye,” he agreed.
Both of them removed their remaining clothes and as Emma laid down in the middle of the bed, she pulled Killian down beside her. He pushed himself up to lean on his left elbow, his fingers dancing along the skin of her belly. “Gods, Love. I’ve never seen a more beautiful woman than you. You’re absolutely stunning.”
Her hand moved up his forearm and bicep, tracing the hard muscles. “So are you, Killian.”
They explored each other’s body with their hands and mouths, whispered words spoken against skin, between kisses, licks and nips. When Killian’s fingers found their way once again to Emma’s most intimate place, she bucked into his hand, clearly craving more.
He nudged her legs further apart with his knee, then slowly slid one finger into her warm, wet channel. “Tell me how that feels, Love,” he implored.
“Feels…amazing,” she complied, her eyes closing of their own accord and her breath coming out in short gasps.
After gliding in and out of her a few times, he pulled his eyes away from the sight to look up at her. “Are you ready for more?”
She nodded her head, biting her lip in anticipation.
On the next pass, he added a second digit. “So bloody perfect, taking me like that, Swan.”
“Killian, I’m going to…you’re going to make me…” she muttered, trying to speak a coherent sentence.
“Don’t hold back. Just let it happen and enjoy it, Love.”
She took his advice and soon she was clenching tightly around his fingers, the evidence of her orgasm further slickening his fingers. As she throbbed around them, he sought friction by rubbing his hard erection against her thigh, then sucked one of her nipples into his mouth.
“Killiannn…” she moaned throatily.
He withdrew his fingers and chuckled lowly against her breast over her huff of annoyance. “Patience, Love. I have something much more…fulfilling…for that greedy quim.”
Instantly, she shifted onto her side and reached down to grasp his cock. “I’m ready when you are,” she breathed hotly into his ear.
With a growl, he flipped her onto her back, causing her to let out a little yelp of surprise. Then he swung himself over her body, hovering over her. Nuzzling into her neck, he murmured, “I don’t know if you noticed, but I was quite taken with that dress we pilfered during our adventure.”
“You mean the one…that made me look like…a bar wench?” she gasped, enjoying what his mouth was doing to her collarbone.
“Mmm, aye,” he hummed. “It certainly made you quite…distracting. And very enticing. I wanted to bury my face right here.” He licked up between her breasts, chuckling again when she uttered a curse.
Emma’s hands slid between them and wrapped around his girth. Widening her legs, she dragged the tip through her soaked folds. At his groan, she whispered, “You did promise to fulfill me, so fill me, Captain.”
He lifted his head to look into her face, giving her a grin. “As you wish.”
Her hand guided him to where she was aching for him and he slowly pushed into her, inch by glorious inch. Her legs wrapped around his hips, hands moving to scratch along his back, which added to the pleasure he was already experiencing from being buried inside the woman for whom he’d been yearning for months. He dropped his head to her chest, giving her a moment to adjust to him, while getting himself under control so he wouldn’t be on the verge too soon.
When he finally began to move, it was at a slow, steady pace. Experimenting with different angles, he took note of what brought the most response from her.
After several blissful minutes, she murmured, “Killian…”
“Yes, Love?”
“Make me see stars,” she requested breathlessly, reaching behind him to squeeze his buttocks almost painfully.
He kissed her and grinned slyly, determined to meet her challenge. Dropping to his elbows on either side of her, he began thrusting faster and deeper, until he was plunging into her with abandon, eliciting a loud exclamation from her each time he filled her.
He was getting close to his peak, but didn’t want to reach it before she did, so he caught her nipple in his mouth again, alternating flicking it with his tongue and sucking hard. His actions had the desired effect and soon she was screaming through her release, her head thrashing on the pillow, while her throbbing cunt rippled along his engorged cock.
“Bloody…fucking…hell,” he grunted, thrusting eratically, until he exploded, filling her with streams of his hot release. Not wanting to crush her, he rolled them over, sprawling her sweat-slicked body over his own.
Neither knew how long they laid there, trying to get their breathing and heart rates under control. He heard her mumble something into his chest, but couldn’t make out the words. Raising his leaden arm, he brushed her hair away from her face. “What did you say, Love?”
She lifted her face to peer into his. “You did it.”
“Did what?” he asked, thoroughly puzzled.
  “Made me see stars…and several planets.”
He laughed, then pressed a kiss to the crown of her head. “I’m glad to hear it, because you definitely did the same for me.”
“Good thing I soundproofed the room, huh?”
“Aye, Love. I don’t think I would be able to meet Granny’s eyes tomorrow morning if you hadn’t.”
It was her turn to laugh. As they lay in silence, she skimmed her fingers through the hair on his chest, enjoying the sighs of pleasure from him.
After several peaceful minutes, Emma said, “Killian?”
“Hmm?”
“I would have chosen you.”
He opened his eyes to see her looking at him earnestly. “Chosen me for what?”
“Remember back in Neverland when you told me I would have to choose between you and Neal?”
“Aye.”
“Even if Neal hadn’t…died, I still would have chosen you.”
He lifted his head from the pillow to peer at her more closely. “Truly?”
“Yeah. Well, to be honest, it wasn’t ever a contest between the two of you.” She watched him studying her closely, before adding, “Is that difficult for you to believe?”
“I saw how much his death impacted you and thought perhaps, given the chance, the two of you might have rekindled your relationship.”
“We actually had a really nice conversation just before I realized he was sharing a body with his father, and I felt like we were in a good place with each other at the end. Neal will always be my first love and Henry’s father, so he has a special spot in my heart; but…after what he did to me, I would have never been able to completely trust him. You, on the other hand, have never given me any reason not to trust you. You’ve proven time and time again that you’re in my corner, that you believe in me…”
“Of course I do, Emma. You’re the most determined and assiduous woman I’ve ever met. I trust you with my life…and my heart.”
She tilted her head and smiled softly. “I trust you with mine, too. I think you know me well enough to know I didn’t come to that decision lightly.”
He reached up to twist a lock of her hair around his finger. “Aye, that I do. I feel incredibly honored to hold your trust, Love, especially when not so very long ago, you chained me at the top of a beanstalk because you didn’t trust me.”
“That’s not why I chained you there.”
“No?” he questioned.
She shook her head. “If you recall, I told you I couldn’t take the chance of being wrong about you. Even then, I sensed I could trust you, and that scared the shit out of me.”
“That’s because you thought I was nothing but a pirate, as did the rest of your family. Your father used those exact words in Neverland.”
“Yeah, well, you proved us all wrong.” She cupped his face in the palm of her hand. “You’re a good man, Killian Jones.”
He smiled. “During our adventure back in the Enchanted Forest, when Dave didn’t know who I was, he told me your parents would be crazy not to approve of me as your suitor. I told him I hoped he would remember that.”
“He’s coming around. Give him time and you’ll probably end up being his best friend.”
He wrapped his arms around her more tightly, taking advantage of having her naked form pressed against him. She laid her head on his chest, humming happily.
Later, when they were cleaned up and she was asleep in his arms, wearing nothing but one of his thin black shirts, their conversation ran through his mind again. When Neal died, he saw how grief-stricken Emma was, and assumed she would have chosen the other man, had he lived. He was Henry’s father, after all, and Killian thought that connection between Emma and Neal would be enough for her to try to make their relationship work.
Hearing her say she would have chosen Killian made him happier than he had been for centuries. He fell asleep with his nose buried in her hair and a smile on his face. Tomorrow, they would probably face some sort of crisis, but tonight, Emma Swan was his and hopefully would remain his for the long haul.
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I hope you agree that this is a scene we all needed!
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today i found another pair of my absolute holy grail jeans that i had in high school approximately 6 years ago that i wore until i had ripped and patched the crotch and ass three times and literally could not get them on anymore in exactly one size bigger while i was thrifting.
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Seasonally Challenged Part Three: Winter Part Two - Christmas
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Since it's almost Easter, I thought I would post a Christmassy chapter.
Sorry it's taken so long to get this one out... I have been suffering with ill health. I am, fingers crossed, coming out of the other end of it now.
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Part Three: Winter Part Two - Christmas
Killian
Making sure that Emma and Hope are safe at home, I drive to the edge of our quaint town in the direction of the witch's shop.
Morgan is waiting for me when I arrive. A wave of nausea washes over me when I see her. My past truly has come back to haunt me.
“Hello, Lover. It's been a while, but I knew you'd come back to me eventually.” She says this to me with such a false sweetness that it makes me feel sick.
I back away from her advances, not wanting to have her anywhere near me. “All I want to know is why, Morgana?” I ask, using her true name. Had I realized who she was when I was a drunk, grieving man those hundreds of years ago, I would have stayed well away.
Morgan gives a wolfish grin and starts moving towards me. I try to move away but, to my horror, I find that I'm paralyzed. She places her hands on my face. Using all my willpower, I screw my eyes shut to block out her face. “No lover has ever rejected me. I've waited centuries to claim what is mine. Imagine my dismay when I see you looking exactly the same as the morning you walked out of my bed. So now it's my turn to ask the question. What magic are you using? Clearly the woman you're with now has it, I could feel it rolling off her. Is that why you're with her, to keep yourself young? I could do that for you. We could be young and beautiful together.”
“NO!” I roar. “Emma's magic is pure, just like she is. You'll always be a gnarled old witch. Now tell me how we stop the curse you've put on us.”
She laughs. “Why would I want to do that? If you're not going to be with me, at least I'll still be young. Now I suggest you go home to your family and enjoy spending time together while you still can. When I'm finished with you both, you'll be so old and grumpy you'll be cast out of this quaint town. But me, I'll be the happiest I've ever been!”
She backs away from me and I can move again.
“You'll not defeat us,” I say as I leave the cottage.
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Emma
When Killian arrives back I can tell he's found something out he's not happy about. I'll allow him time to tell me, like he always does.
Sensing that rum, and lots of it, would be needed by the sound of his thumping around, I find his favorite and two glasses.
I find him in the walk-in wardrobe removing everything from the shelves. “Can I ask?”
“Morgan was my one time lover. But also, as it turns out, a very powerful entity. Don't get me wrong, we will defeat her. We've never failed, and now is not that time.”
“OK… so what is it we're looking for?” I ask, handing Killian his glass of rum.
We both take a healthy slug and I watch as Killian composes his thoughts.
“Honestly… I don't know. But it'll be something out of place. She hinted that she wasn't going to stop until she had her revenge.”
I raise my eyebrows at my husband. “What did you do to this woman?”
“It was, as you would refer to it, a one night stand. But clearly she wanted more. I would joke that she is a lady of good taste, but I think by seeing her again I realize that she's just deranged. Emma, I really don't think she'll stop and it scares me that I don't know what she's got planned next or how we can stop her.”
I take another sip of the warm, amber liquid. He's right, we've never let our enemies better us before. Now is not going to be any different. “We keep looking, we talk with our friends. We're stronger together, and despite our many differences this town will pull together when faced with a problem. Obviously we need to be subtle about it all. She may be working with someone else already known to us.”
Killian nods solemnly. I know he still blames himself, but also that he'll snap out of that soon enough and become a man of action again. For now I stand back and allow him the moment to dwell on his past as he downs the remaining rum.
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Killian
The last few weeks have felt like a blur. Christmas is in full swing in Storybrooke, and as always, the town looks magical. But unlike previous years, I've not been able to truly enjoy it. I do however still go through the motions so Hope still has a good time.
I can feel myself growing irritated by the festive mood, and worse of all I can see Emma is too. She usually loves this season, so our Grinch like tendencies have me looking at the calendar app on my phone.
“Emma!” I shout out to her urgently. “Do you think your parents would look after Hope again this weekend?”
“I'm pretty sure they would. Why?”
“I can't shake the feeling that things are speeding up. The full moon is still a couple of weeks away, but I'm not feeling myself and I don't think you are either.”
Emma shakes her head. “You're right. I'll call them now and ask. Then I'll give Regina and Henry a ring and see if we can bring this misery to an end.”
I pull my beautiful wife into a warm embrace. She really doesn't deserve this, and I don't deserve her and her understanding. “That sounds like a great plan,” I reply.
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Emma
After I make arrangements for Hope to spend a few days at Mom and Dad's farm, and bring Regina and Henry up to speed, I join Killian on our never ending search of our house.
I'm just about to give up when I notice a small bag tucked away behind my dressing table. It looks just like the ones we saw at Morgan's shop. I'm just about to let Killian know this when he calls from downstairs to let me know that my parents are already here to collect Hope.
We say goodbye to her, and just as I'm about to let him know what I've found the now familiar wave of dizziness washes over me.
I look at Killian with trepidation and I can feel my eyes widen with shock. His already elven-like ears, that I find so adorable, have grown into actual elf ears and he's started to shrink. He looks at me with the same look of shock and I feel myself starting to change.
The urges I'm starting to feel are nothing I've ever experienced before. Sure I've stolen and broken into places but this… this is something different. Something new. It's like all the bitterness and resentment I've felt for the rejection, hurt and loss are being combined with a childlike mischievousness I was never allowed to have. I see the same thoughts and feelings reflected in Killian's eyes.
He's now a full blown Christmas Elf and from his cheeky grin, clearly I'm one too.
We hadn't had time to shut our front door, so this time we're able to run free, and it's clear we both have the same thing on our minds. We want to cause havoc.
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Leroy
I stare grumpily at the scene of devastation in front of me. I'm not a daft man. I know what the townsfolk call me, and I've seen my cartoon counterpart. However, I have good reason to be when everything I do is always ripped to shreds. I'm a perfectionist. So sue me!
“Brothers, get your asses down to the Town Square,” I say, without greeting, on the group call to my six siblings. “We have lights to put back on the tree, and I can't even say what the reindeer have been forced to do. Let's just say, if any kids see it their parents will have serious questions to answer.”
As I catalog the damage, I wonder why the sheriff and her pirate haven't shown up or called. Then I remember what the evil Queen told us about their curse. I take my phone out of my pocket again to call Regina. “Looks like Hook and the Sheriff have been struck down with their damned curse.”
I'm not even off the phone to her when the purple swirling smoke appears and Regina stands before me. Always one for a dramatic entrance this one!
Before I even have the chance to let her know that I've arranged to start a tidy up committee, she's using her magic to put things right. Whilst it's the first time I've seen her use her magic to make good a scene of destruction and not be the one with a fireball causing it in the first place, this only causes me to be pissed off even more. But before I say something to her, I feel a hand on my arm. Turning slightly, I see that it's Cheerful Charlie, who thanks her and lets her know where there's more Christmas decorations in odd positions or totally destroyed.
Seriously though, that man seems to be living up to his namesake. How can he be Happy all the time?! If there weren't so many other bad guys to constantly chase, I would have punched that smile off of his face so many times. The thought has me smiling, which I quickly change back to a scowl. I can't show the fact that I have other feelings to anyone other than my Nova.
Regina and my brothers have already set off to put the rest of the town right, so I follow behind looking out for the two miscreants causing the town's latest issue.
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Five days later
I'm growing tired of having to constantly put strings of lights back up. We need to come up with more of a plan to find the Swan-Jones duo, and whoever is making them do this.
I tell Regina this, gruffly, when we next meet. To my surprise she immediately agrees. Not only that, but tells me that her boy has found the main cause of this latest curse.
Mary Margaret
“David, what if this plan doesn't work and they're stuck in their cursed forms forever?”
I'm trying hard to keep being hopeful, but after almost a week of Emma and Killian being elves, even I'm finding it difficult. I feel David wrap his warm, strong arms around me and I can't help but relax into them.
“It will work. We have every Christmas movie on our side saying it will. All we need to do is be outside the Town Hall at 4pm this afternoon, along with everyone else in Storybrooke, ready for the carol service. Once they show, Regina and Gold will take care of the rest.” I really appreciate David's words. I know he misses his daughter, and even his son-in-law fiercely, but at this moment in time all we can do is comfort each other.
“You're right. And when we do get them back I'm never letting them go again,” I vow.
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David
As I walk through the bustling crowds of our fellow townsfolk, I feel as though I'm being watched. Out of the corner of my right eye, I see a flash of green and I know its my daughter. I can't really explain it; after all, it was only the tiniest of flashes. But I'm connected to Emma in a way that no one, not even Snow, is.
It's broken my heart each time she and Killian have been turned into creatures, and this time is no different. What is different, though, is the feeling I have that their true form is lessening. I fear that the more they're in this curse, the less likely they'll get back to being themselves.
What happens next takes us all by surprise. Everyone gathered is just about to launch into the first carol, when there's an almighty crack. Everyone looks up and sees the star start to fall from the top of the Christmas tree.
“WATCH OUT, SISTER!” Leroy shouts to Regina.
Regina uses her magic to blast the star to smithereens, before freezing Emma and Killian who were in the process of running away giggling. All very predictable so far, but what I didn't see coming was a young man in his twenties stepping from the crowd with another lady.
“This is the witch you've been looking for. Take her and I'll help you break the curse.”
At this, Snow and I move towards him having left our son and granddaughter with Granny. Regina joins us as most of the town goes back to their lives, seemingly realizing that the concert wasn’t going to take place.
“Who are you, and how do we know we can trust you?” I ask. With both Emma and Killian incapacitated, I've needed to step in as Acting Sheriff.
The young man's face turns gentle as he goes to speak, however he doesn't get a chance. Gold, who has remained along with Belle and Gideon, beats him to the punch.
“Well, Dearies, I can tell you exactly who they both are. As for whether you can trust him, that's for you to decide,” he tells us. “You see, we have young Mordred and his mistress Morgana.”
“Hmm… Morgan, owner of the witchcraft shop. I should have realized,” Regina says. “But the question still is valid. How can we trust you, Mordred?”
I look at Snow, and sense that she's thinking the same as I am. We have little choice but to put our trust in the young man. Besides, he seems to be holding Morgana captive and she does not look happy about that. I'm about to vocalize these thoughts to the group when I notice movement in the distance.
“Mom, Dad….”
Turning just in time to see Emma running towards me, I open my arms to hold her close, cradling her head like I did when she was a baby. After a moment of breathing her in, I beckon Snow and Killian over and together we stand together as a family.
Our moment is disturbed by a not too subtle clearing of a throat. “I hate to break up the family reunion, but we have a more pressing matter to deal with.”
We all turn to face Mordred and Morgana as Emma says to them, “Start talking.”
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Pet for Rent , Chapter 3/4 (The Adoption) A CS Modern AU Story
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Ready for Chapter 3? Here we go!
Thanks to all of you who are reading and liking this story that was purely written because it was therapeutic for me. It was a year ago today that my Zeke was diagnosed with cancer. This is also written for all of you who have sent a beloved pet over the rainbow bridge yourself. I hope you find it an uplifting story, even though it was born from a broken heart.
Chapters on Tumblr - Ch 1 (The Meet Cute) Ch 2 (The Idea)
Chapter summary: Emma and Killian go out on a date, and Winston has his 'gotcha' day.
Rating: M (for smut in the last chapter, which can easily be skipped if that's not your thing)
Words: 7108
Also posted to Ao3 and ffn
Story begins under the cut
“Wake up, kid,” Emma said the next morning, gently shaking her son.
Henry rolled over and rubbed his eyes, then looked at the Minecraft clock on his nightstand. “You never wake me up this early on Sunday.”
“I know, but we’re going to church today.”
He pushed himself up in bed, yawning widely. “We usually watch it virtually, though. You said you like to do it that way.”
“Yeah well, today I thought we would go to Gentle Shepherd Church. I’ve heard good things about it, including the fact that it has a Sunday School class for you and an adult one for me.””
  “I thought only kids had Sunday School classes.”
“Well, Killian said the adult class is more like a Bible Study.”
“So this is the church where Killian goes?”
“Yeah. It is,” Emma said.
“Oh, boy!” Henry exclaimed, throwing the covers off and jumping out of bed. “That’s where Mr. and Mrs. Nolan go, too!”
Emma laughed. “I guess you do pay attention sometimes.”
“Do I have to dress up?”
“Killian said it’s casual. Just wear your khakis and a nice shirt. I’m going to get breakfast started.”
“Can we have pancakes?”
“If you promise not to get syrup on your clothes,” she replied, as she left the room.
As they ate, Henry wondered aloud if anyone from his class at school went to the church they were going to attend.
“It’s very possible, there are only three churches in town.”
“That would be cool! Are we going to sit with Killian?” he asked, before shoving a huge forkful of pancake in his mouth.
“Take smaller bites, Henry. I don’t want to have to give you the Heimlich manuever this morning.” That earned her a mischievous grin around his mouthful of food. “I don’t know who we’ll sit with, honestly. Belle and Liam go to that church, also.”
Henry swallowed. “They do? I haven’t seen Belle for a long time, and I never met Liam.”
“It has been a while. Hopefully, we’ll be seeing her more often.” She took a drink of her coffee, then slowly set the mug back on the table. “Listen Henry, I need to tell you something.”
He swirled his last bite of pancake through the small lake of syrup on his plate, then looked up at her curiously. “What?”
“I, uh, I talked to Killian last night after you went to bed, and um, he asked me to go out with him.”
Henry’s eyes widened. “On a date?”
“Yeah.”
“When?”
“Tuesday evening. I’m going to ask Belle if she can watch you. Is that okay?”
“Uh-huh,” he said, his shoulders rising and falling in a non-chalant shrug. “Where are you going?”
“Out to eat at that nice Italian restaurant down by the harbor.”
“Okay,” he said, then put the remainder of the pancake in his mouth.
“Are you sure you don’t mind?”
He swallowed before saying, “I like Killian. He’s always really nice to me, and to you, too. Plus he likes soccer and dogs.”
Emma chuckled. “I guess that makes him a good guy, huh?”
Henry nodded, grinning widely. “Yep.”
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Emma pulled into the parking lot, marveling at the number of vehicles already parked there. She hadn’t realized so many people attended the church.
When she first came to town, she took Henry to a different church a few blocks away, but they didn’t have a nursery and Henry was too active to sit still through an entire service. By the time it was over, she was worn out from trying to keep him quiet, received several dirty looks from sanctimonious people, and had gotten nothing out of the sermon. After a few weeks, she gave up and started watching live church services that were posted on YouTube instead.
“There’s Killian’s car,” Henry piped up from the back seat, having spotted his black Elantra.
Emma pulled into the open space beside it and cut the engine. Looking in the rearview mirror, she pushed strands of hair behind her ear and checked her lipstick.
“You look good, Mom,” Henry said. “I haven’t seen you wear a dress for a long time.”
She smiled at him in the mirror. “Thanks, kid. I haven’t had a reason to wear one for a while. I figured I might as well since they’ve just been hanging in my closet.”
They exited the car and approached the building, wondering which door to enter.
“Hi, Henry!” a voice called from behind them.
They turned to see one of Henry’s classmates from school “Hey, Nicholas! I was hoping some of my friends would be here.”
“John, Devin and Mike will be here, too. We’re all in class together, and so are some of the girls.” Both boys rolled their eyes.
“Be nice,” Emma admonished.
They followed Nicholas and his family in through the side door, which led to the Sunday School rooms at the back of the church building. Emma walked with her son back to the class room where Nicholas led them, and met his teacher, Miss Bell.
“The kids all call me Tink,” she told Emma when she introduced herself. “Because of my last name, and the fact that apparently I look like a fairy.”
Emma laughed. “I suppose I can see that,” she said, taking in the petite form of the other woman. After seeing that Heny seemed to be comfortably settling in, she returned to the hallway, searching for the area where the adult class met.
“Emma!”
She turned to see Belle approaching, Liam’s hand clasped in her own as he trailed behind his fiancée. “Hey, you guys. It’s good to see you,” Emma said.
“You, too,” Belle chirped. “After all the times I’ve invited you to join us here at church, what made you decide to come today?”
Liam draped his arm around Belle’s shoulder. “Come now, Sweetheart, do you really need to ask that question? I think she might have gotten an invitation from my little brother.”
“Younger brother, you mean.” Emma turned to see Killian walking up behind her. “Good morning, Belle, Liam. Good morning, Swan. I’m very happy to see you made it. Is Henry already in his classroom?”
“Yeah, I just dropped him off. He’s excited to know several of the other kids.”
“Good! Our class meets in there,” he said, gesturing to a large room to her right.
They walked in to see two dozen people milling around, chatting with one another. Emma instantly spotted Henry’s school teacher, who smiled and waved when she saw her enter the room. Then she saw David walk in with two cups of coffee, one of which he handed to his wife.
“Would you like some coffee, Emma?” Killian asked.
“Uh, sure. That would be great. One sugar, please.”
“Have a seat anywhere. I’ll be right back.”
She watched him go, then sought out Belle and Liam, who had struck up a conversation with the Nolans. Walking over, she smiled at everyone. “Hello.”
“Good morning!” David’s wife greeted cheerfully. “I’m so happy to see you here, Ms. Swan.”
“I’m happy to be here, but please call me Emma.”
“Of course, and you can call me Mary Margaret, although Mrs. Nolan might be a little less of a mouthful!”
David chuckled, looking at his wife adoringly, before turning his eyes toward Emma. “This is the first time you’ve been to this church, isn’t it?”
“Yes, it is. I’ve gotten into the habit of watching church services on YouTube on Sunday mornings, but with Henry getting older, I wanted to find a church that offered classes for a kid his age. Killian was telling me about the Bible study and the Sunday School program here and I thought we would give it a try.”
“Did I hear my name?” Killian said, coming up beside her. He gave her the coffee and a grin.
“Aye, we were just talking about the world’s biggest pratts,” Liam said.
“Liam!” Belle admonished, elbowing him. “We’re in church!”
“Could everyone please take their seats so we can get started?” a man with curly, red hair announced.
“That’s Archie, the teacher of the class,” Killian told Emma, gesturing to two open seats.
They sat down with Belle on Emma’s right and David on Killian’s left. “He’s the town psychiatrist, isn’t he?” Emma asked quietly.
“Aye. He leads excellent discussions in class and is great at getting everyone involved.”
Forty-five minutes later, Emma completely agreed with Killian’s statement about Archie Hopper. She thoroughly enjoyed the Bible study and was eager to find out if Henry liked his class, too. That question was answered when she stepped out into the hallway and her son came bounding toward her, grinning from ear to ear.
“How was it, kid?” she asked, unnecessarily.
“It was great, Mom! Can we come back next week?”
The church service proved to be inspirational and quite enjoyable, too. They sat in a pew between Killian, and Nicholas’ family. Afterwards, they stayed and chatted with several people Emma recognized from town, all of them making the newcomers feel very welcome.
When the service ended and it was time to leave, Emma and Killian shared a conspiratorial look before she asked Henry, “Hey kid, how would you like to have lunch with Killian?”
“At Granny’s?” he asked.
“No,” Killian chuckled. “Granny closes her diner on Sundays. Didn’t you see her in the choir?”
“Oh, yeah. I didn’t think about that,” Henry said. “Where will we go, then?”
“Killian invited us to his place to make sub sandwiches. How does that sound?”
Henry turned towards Killian. “Do you have bologna?”
Killian grimaced. “Afraid not. I won’t have that vile stuff in my home. I have ham, turkey, salami and cheese.”
“Ketchup?” Henry asked hopefully.
Trying to control another grimace, Killian said, “Aye, if you insist on it, I do have ketchup.”
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Killian lived in a two-story apartment building at the opposite end of town from Emma and Henry’s house. After they made their sandwiches and ate lunch, Killian showed them around. Besides the open kitchen/dining/living room area, it included a decent sized bathroom and two bedrooms, one of which he used as his office for work.
His apartment was on the first floor, and the sliding back doors opened out into a fenced-in common area for the building. The yard wasn’t huge, but it was big enough for a swing set for the children who lived there, as well as an open, grassy space, shaded by a couple of large trees.
As Henry stood looking around the area, Killian moved behind him and put his hands on his shoulders. “What do you think, lad? Is the yard big enough for a dog?”
Henry slowly turned his head to look up at him. “Are you getting one?”
Emma moved to stand in front of him. “Killian and I have been talking. I’ve been saying it wouldn’t be fair to adopt Norman because he would have to be cooped up in a crate all day…”
“But I work from home, so I’m here all day…”
“So if we adopted Norman…” She looked up at Killian, encouraging him to continue.
“I could take care of him during the day and he would stay with you in the evenings and overnight.”
Henry’s head was swiveling back and forth as the adults explained their plan, the confused look on his face morphing into one of surprise and cautious happiness. “So…so you’re saying we’re gonna adopt him?”
“If you promise to help take care of him and train him to obey,” Emma said.
“I will! I promise!” he shouted, flinging his arms around her waist. “Thank you, Mom!”
“You’re welcome,” she said, kissing the top of his head. “We wouldn’t be able to do it without Killian, though.”
Immediately he ended their hug and turned to give Killian one. “Thank you!”
“You’re very welcome, lad. I’m looking forward to having Win-, er, Norman as a companion, too.”
“We really ought to decide on one name,” Emma said. “He’s going to be confused if we’re calling him two different things.”
“Well, I suppose the better choice is Norman, since that’s the name the shelter gave him.”
“Do you think Norman is a good name, Mom?” Henry asked.
Emma shrugged her shoulders. “One name is as good as the other, as far as I’m concerned. You and Killian figure it out.”
“Let Henry name him,” Killian said. “I consider the dog to be his.”
“What do you think, kid?”
Henry scrunched up his face in thought. “Remember the book you read to me a long time ago that had a really mean woman in it? Her name was Norman, wasn’t it?”
“Her name was Norma,” Emma chuckled.
“It kinda sounds the same and you had to stop reading that book because she scared me, remember?”
“Are you saying you prefer Winston?”
He lifted one shoulder in a half-hearted shrug. “I guess. Is that alright?”
“Fine by me. Like Killian said, it’s up to you.”
“Winston will be so happy we’re adopting him!” Henry declared.
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Killian called David the next day to tell him of their plans to adopt the dog. David was very excited and told Killian the paperwork would be ready and he would have Winston fully vetted, licensed, chipped and groomed by the time they picked him up on Saturday.
When Killian called to relay this news to Emma that evening, she said, “I’ll pay the adoption fees, since he’s going to be Henry’s dog.”
“Emma…”
“No, I want to do this. That way, if you do move away, I won’t feel bad about you paying for a dog you don’t get to keep.”
He was quiet for several moments, considering her offer. “Okay, I’ll agree on one condition - that you let me pay for his food, treats and toys for the first month.”
“That will probably add up to more than the adoption fees,” she teased.
“That’s entirely possible,” he agreed, chuckling. “I understand Liam is going to come over with Belle to watch Henry tomorrow evening. Are you okay with that?”
��Yeah, I already talked to Belle about it today. I told her not to do anything that might scar my kid.”
Killian laughed again. “Poor Belle, she’ll have to make sure two kids behave.”
They chatted for another hour, finalizing plans for their date and discussing everything they would need for Winston. When they finally ended the call, Killian sat staring at his phone for several minutes, deep in thought. Emma’s comment about him possibly moving away had him mentally ticking off the pros and cons of such a move.
When he finished, he had far more reasons to stay, and the one at the top of the list was Emma Swan.
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“Mom! Belle and Liam are here!” Henry yelled.
Emma quickly finished applying her tinted lip glss, then did a final inspection in the full-lenth mirror. She was wearing a 3⁄4 sleeve deep red dress with a modest V neckline, the straight hemline falling just above her knees. Her ensemble was completed with black heels, silver jewelry and a black clutch purse. She’d spent extra time applying smokey eye makeup and curling her hair, which fell loosely down her back.
Satisfied with her reflection, she pulled her black and white houndstooth peacoat out of the closet and left the bedroom. Henry was just getting ready to open the door when she entered the living room.
“I’ll get the door, kid. You know I don’t like you to open it.”
“But I already saw who it is,” he protested.
“Sorry, but that’s the rule,” she reminded him, moving to the door as a knock sounded. She opened it to reveal Belle with Liam standing close behind.
“Oh, Emma, you look lovely!” the other woman exclaimed.
“She’s right,” Liam agreed. “You look far too nice to be going out with my little brother.”
Emma laughed and gestured them inside. “Thank you, but I think he would object to being called your little brother.” She took their coats to hang up, showed them where the emergency numbers were, and gave them instructions for Henry’s bedtime routine.
Just as she finished, there was another knock on the door. Before going to answer it, she gave the engaged couple a nervous smile and ran her hands down the front of her dress.
When she opened the door, all her nerves seemed to fly away, replaced with a sense of happiness at the prospect of going out with the man in front of her. Killian stood there, scratching behind his ear, a habit she found incredibly endearing. He was dressed in dark gray slacks, a white button down shirt and navy blue sports coat. She was pleased to see his eyes widen slightly when he saw her.
“Swan, you look…stunning,” he said.
“Thank you, Killian. You clean up pretty well yourself.”
“Hi, Killian!” Henry piped up, coming to stand beside his mother.
“Hello, lad. Are you ready for a fun evening with Belle?”
“What about me?” Liam asked, appearing behind Henry. “I’m a fun guy.”
“You make yourself sound like a mushroom, brother,” Killian snickered.
Liam folded his arms over his broad chest. “Are you really sure you want to go out with this idiot, Emma?”
“Yes, she is,” Belle said, “and the two of you are wasting time with your banter. Emma, you and Killian go and have a wonderful time. Don’t worry about Henry. He’s in good hands.”
“I know,” Emma said, bending down to kiss her son’s cheek. “Be good and listen to Belle and Liam, okay?”
“I will. Have fun, Mom.” Wrapping his arms around her, he added, “I love you.”
“I love you too, kid.”
“Goodnight, lad,” Killian said, ruffling the boy’s hair.
“‘G’night, Killian. See you Saturday!”
During their exchange, Emma went to get her coat and purse from the kitchen chair where she left them. When she returned, Killian took the coat from her and held it up for her to put on. After saying their final goodbyes, he escorted her down the sidewalk to his car, his hand resting on the small of her back.
Once they were both buckled into the comfortable leather seats, he looked over at her, picked up her hand, brought it to his lips and pressed a kiss to the back of it. “You truly do look beautiful this evening, Love.”
“Thank you,” she replied, knowing that her cheeks were beginning to turn the same color as her dress.
Giving her one more smile, he started the car and pulled away from the curb. Emma had wondered if things would be awkward between them during the date, but they carried on their conversation just as easily as they had from the very first day.
Each time she went out with a man, she caught herself constantly checking the time on her phone and wondering how Henry was doing. Tonight however, she was so caught up enjoying the good food, wine, and the handsome man she was with, she completely lost track of time. When she finally checked her phone screen as they pulled up in front of her house, she was shocked to find it was nearly eleven o’clock.
Killian opened her door and offered his hand to help her out of the car. They continued holding hands as they strolled casually up the sidewalk, the early autumn air cool against their cheeks.
When they reached her front door, she turned to him with a demure smile. “I suppose this is where I tell you I had a wonderful time and debate whether or not I should give you a kiss.”
He chuckled lowly. “Aye, I suppose it is. So tell me, Swan, what’s the verdict? Did you have a wonderful time?”
She put her hands on his chest, rubbing them over the lapels of his jacket. “Yes, I did. I don’t date very often, and this is by far the best date I’ve had in a very long time, maybe ever. I find it very easy to talk to you.”
“I feel the same, Emma,” he said, taking a step closer to her. “Now, have you made your decision about…”
She didn’t give him a chance to finish. Pushing up on her toes, she pressed her lips to his, wrapping her arms around his neck as she felt his encircle her waist. She intended the kiss to be brief, but found she quite enjoyed it and didn’t want it to end.
It was interrupted when the light outside her front door suddenly turned on, nearly blinding them despite their eyes being closed.
“What the bloody…” Killian began, just as the door swung open.
“Tsk, tsk, little brother,” Liam said with a maddening smirk on his face. “Kissing on the very first date? Wouldn’t that be considered bad form?”
“Liam, bloody hell!” Killian retorted.
At the same time, Belle’s voice could be heard from the living room. “Liam Albert Jones! That was mean! Just for that, you won’t be getting a kiss from me tonight when you take me home!”
As Liam pleaded his case, Emma giggled into Killian’s chest. “I guess our date is officially over.”
“Next time, could you please ask Belle not to bring my wanker of a brother along to watch Henry?”
“Next time?” Emma questioned. “I don’t remember you asking for a second date.”
Killian reached around her to close the door, then gazed into her eyes. “Will you go out with me again?” he asked quietly.
Her eyes darted back and forth between his, floored at the depth of hope and sincerity she saw there. She opened her mouth to answer him, but instead found herself kissing him again. This time, when they separated, she leaned her forehead against his with a sigh of contentment.
“May I take that as a yes?” he whispered.
“Absolutely,” she breathed. “Thank you for a fun and memorable evening, Killian.”
“It was my pleasure, Emma. I’ll call you tomorrow.”
“Okay.” Turning around, she opened the door slightly, then glanced back over her shoulder. “Goodnight, Killian.”
“Goodnight,” he replied.
She went inside and closed the door, leaning against it with a dreamy smile on her face. She had nearly forgotten she wasn’t alone, and was startled when Belle spoke.
“If that look on your face is anything to go by, I don’t need to ask if you had a good time.”
Emma could feel herself blushing, but gave her friend a smile and said, “I really did. We’re planning to go out again. By the way, Killian requested that if you watch Henry when we do, you forbid Liam to come along with you.”
While Belle laughed, Liam said, “Henry will disagree with that. He had a lot of fun with his Uncle Liam tonight.”
Emma’s jaw dropped. “You told him to call you ‘uncle’? Why did you do that?”
“He didn’t, he’s pulling your leg,” Belle explained, glaring at her fiancé. “I’m happy to report that Henry was much better behaved than Liam, who is going to have to earn his way back into my good graces.”
Hiding her giggle behind her hand, Emma listened to the couple playfully bicker, still able to feel Killian’s kiss on her lips and the happiness in her heart.
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On Friday, Emma picked Henry up from his after school sitter Ashley’s house and they went to Killian’s apartment. He insisted on making them homemade pizza before going to the store to buy necessities for Winston.
Henry chattered animatedly throughout supper, the topics ranging from how much he loved the pizza and who he sat with at lunch, to the new book he checked out at the school library. Most of all, he talked about all the things he and Winston would do together and how he would train him.
Emma and Killian shared humorous glances across the table while they listened. Since their date, they had texted each other a few times during the day and carried on lengthy phone conversations every evening after Henry went to sleep.
When they pulled into the parking lot of the pet supply store, Killian turned off the car as Emma looked back at her son. “Now, remember Henry, we have quite a bit of stuff left from Ernie, so we’re not going to buy a lot, okay?”
“Okay, but we can help Killian pick out everything he needs, right?”
Before Emma could answer, Killian said, “Of course, lad.”
“You might regret that,” she murmured, earning her a grin.
As they browsed the aisles, Emma slipped her hand into Killian’s. She felt him give it a squeeze and looked over to see him gazing at her with a warm smile. Then she turned her attention back to her son, who was examining the assortment of collars and leashes.
“What color do you think Winston likes better - red or orange?”
“Dogs are color blind, kid,” Emma informed him, “so I don’t think he will care one way or another.”
“Oh, yeah,” Henry said. “Well, which one do you like, Killian?”
“I recently developed quite a fondness for red,” he answered, giving Emma a wink. She blushed, knowing he was referring to the dress she wore for their date.
“That’s my favorite, too,” Henry declared, selecting a red leash from the rack. Emma and Killian helped him pick out a matching collar that was the right size for the fifty pound dog. They were added to the cart Henry was pushing, then they moved on to the aisle containing the dog beds.
As they looked over the display, Emma took the leash from the cart and studied the tag. “This says it’s good for dogs up to fifty pounds,” she read. “I think we should get the next bigger size, don’t you?”
Henry and Killian both agreed, and Emma left to go replace it. When she returned, she stopped short at the end of the aisle, blinking back sudden tears. Henry was kneeling on the floor in front of the beds, running his hands over them as he carried on a commentary about which one was the softest. Killian crouched beside him, his hand on the boy’s back, his attention completely focused on what Henry was saying.
For eight years, Emma denied herself a relationship with a man because she hadn’t met one that she thought would be a good match, not only for her, but more importantly for her son. Either they got skittish when they found out she had a son, or they tried too hard, overcompensating for their lack of experience with kids.
Then, thanks to a simple mistake on her part, she met a man who was fitting into their life so naturally, it was almost too good to be true. Her heart as a mother swelled witnessing how well Killian and Henry got along and what a truly wonderful role model Killian was for her son. At the same time, her heart as a woman fluttered at the possibility of finding someone who could be a perfect match for her.
Taking in a deep, steadying breath, she walked down the aisle to join the two most important people in her life.
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Saturday morning, Henry knelt on the sofa, his arms crossed on the back of it as he watched intently out the window for Killian’s car. Emma shook her head at her son’s impatience, but in all honesty, she was just as excited for the man to arrive.
Once they finished shopping the previous evening, Killian invited them in to watch a movie. The three of them browsed through the options on Killian’s streaming platforms, ultimately allowing Henry to choose The Super Mario Bros. Movie.
Killian made a huge batch of popcorn and the three of them settled on the couch to watch. Henry sat in the middle, holding the bowl with his eyes glued to the screen. Emma and Killian found themselves enjoying the movie too, even though they originally didn’t think it would hold any interest for them.
By the time the final credits rolled, the boy’s head was lolling against Killian’s arm. When Emma tried to get her son to wake up so they could go home, Killian took pity on the sleepy child and easily lifted him into his arms to carry him to Emma’s car. Before getting in the car herself, she and Killian shared a short, sweet kiss and she promised to call after Henry was in bed.
After arriving home and getting her son settled, Emma talked to Killian until she was starting to fall asleep and he teased her about finding him boring. The entire evening caused her emerging feelings for him to deepen even more.
Now, she was standing behind her son, watching for the familiar black car to turn the corner.
“Do you think he forgot?” Henry asked.
“He said he would be here at nine-thirty and he has ten more minutes. Try to be patient.”
Henry turned around, sat down, then rested his head against the back of the couch and heaved a sigh. “I just want to go get my dog.”
“I know, kid,” Emma soothed, rubbing her hand over his hair. “I’m excited to bring him home, too.” Glancing out the window, she smiled and said, “Look who’s here.”
His head shot up and he jumped off the couch, shouting, “He’s here! He’s here! Let’s go!”
Killian didn’t even have a chance to put the car in park before Henry was sprinting out the door, with his mother following behind him, still pulling on her coat.
Killian had just climbed out of the car when Emma reached the end of the sidewalk. “He’s a little eager to get there,” she said dryly.
“You don’t say,” Killian chuckled, looking into the back seat where Henry was already buckled in, nearly vibrating with excitement. Brushing a kiss against her cheek, Killian placed a hand on the small of her back to escort her around the rear of the car.
When they arrived at the shelter, Henry jumped out, clutching the new collar and leash in his hands. “C’mon, Mom,” he urged, hopping from foot to foot as he waited impatiently for the adults.
“Hold your horses, kid,” Emma replied, stepping from the car and closing the door as Killian did the same. “We have to sign some paperwork and pay the adoption fees, so it’s going to be a little while before Mr. Nolan brings Winston to you.”
“I know,” he said, “but the faster we go in there, the sooner we’ll get him.”
“You’ve got a point,” Emma agreed.
The three of them crossed the parking lot and Killian held the door for them to go inside. David was sitting at the desk behind the counter, a huge grin creasing his face when he saw them enter.
“Good morning!” he greeted. “I think Nor-, um, Winston senses something is going on. He was very excited when I fed him and let him out in the exercise yard this morning.”
“He probably knows it’s his ‘gotcha day’!” Henry declared. Turning to his mother, he added, “I told you he’s smart!”
David chuckled as he spread the paperwork out on the counter. After explaining each page, Emma signed where he told her and wrote a check for the fees. Henry gave him the collar so he could attach the dog license and chip information to it, then he asked the boy if he wanted to go with him to get Winston. To no one’s surprise, Henry jumped at the chance.
While they waited, Emma moved closer to Killian, reaching out to take his hands. “Thanks again for helping make this happen. It’s been hard watching Henry grieve for Ernie and have to tell him we can’t get another dog.”
“I can imagine, Love. I’m very happy I could help.” Dipping his head, he met her willing lips to share a kiss with her. After it ended, he said, “We need to plan our next date.”
“Yeah, about that,” she said, pulling her bottom lip between her teeth, “I’m not sure it’s a good idea to leave Winston with Belle and Liam until he gets a little more used to his surroundings.”
He nodded in understanding. “That’s true. Well, if we can’t go out on a date, perhaps we can plan one where we stay in.”
“At my place or yours?”
Before he had a chance to answer, the door to the back opened and Winston came through, straining forward on his leash and practically dragging Henry behind him. Emma and Killian bent down to try to pet the whirling dervish of a dog, attempting to get him to settle down.
“I think you’re right about him knowing something special is happening, Dave,” Killian said. “I’ve never seen him act this way.”
“Dogs seem to have instincts about these things,” David noted.
“Is he ready to go?” Emma asked.
“Yep, he’s all yours!” David replied happily. Reaching down, he scratched the dog behind the ears. “Be good, Winston. Enjoy your new family!”
They went out the front door, laughing at the way the dog practically strutted to the car. Once they were all buckled in, including Winston with his new doggy safety belt, Killian drove out of the parking lot. Henry patted the dog’s head and said, “You’ll never have to come back here again, boy. You’re going to live with us forever.”
The drive back to Emma’s seemed to go much more quickly than the one to the shelter. Killian pulled up to the curb and Emma reminded Henry to hold tightly to Winston’s leash so he wouldn’t run into the street.
Killian walked up the sidewalk behind them, but stopped short of following them into the house. When Emma realized it, she asked, “Aren’t you coming in?”
“I, uh, I didn’t want to assume.”
“If you don’t mind sharing me with a boy and a dog, we can consider today a date,” she grinned.
He returned the grin. “Sounds good to me.”
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  After a full day of romping and playing with Winston, it was easy getting Henry to go to bed that evening. When Emma went into his room after he was done showering and brushing his teeth, she found him already under the covers with the dog laying beside him.
“He does have a bed, you know,” she said, without any intention of making the dog move.
“He likes it here, don’t you boy?” Henry said, rubbing the dog’s belly.
“If he needs to go out in the middle of the night, make sure you wake me up, okay?”
“I will,” he yawned. “Are we going to church tomorrow?”
“I’m planning on it. David said Winston seems to be crate trained, so we’ll see how he does in there for a couple of hours.”
They went through Henry’s bedtime routine and he was already asleep by the time she read one page of their current book.
“He’s one happy kid,” Emma said as she went back into the living room and sat down beside Killian on the sofa. “And you played a big part in making him feel that way.”
Killian toyed with the hem of his button-down. “You give me far too much credit, Love.”
“Why do you say that?” she asked, reaching out to tangle her fingers with his fidgeting ones.
“Because he’s been a happy lad since the first day I met him, and none of that was due to me. It goes to prove that he has a wonderful mother.”
“Some days I’m not so sure about that.”
He kept his head down, studying their entwined hands for several moments. Without looking at her, he said quietly, “Remember I told you that the woman I was dating previously was married?”
“Yeah.”
“She was several years older than me, and not only did she hide her marital status from me, she also failed to tell me she had a son.”
“Oh, wow,” Emma said. “That really must have come as a shock.”
“Aye, it did,” Killian affirmed. “One day after we broke up, I parked along the street down from his school and watched her arrive to walk him home. I wasn’t being a stalker, I was just curious. Her son was about the same age Henry is now, but he was nothing like your boy.” He finally looked up at her. “I’ve never seen a child look as sad and dejected as her son. It was as if he was carrying the weight of the world on his small shoulders.”
“Poor little boy.”
“Aye, and I’m sure it was because of the choices his parents made. They cared only for themselves and their own gratification, not about how they were affecting their son.” He reached forward to brush a wayward strand of hair away from her face. “Emma, it’s quite obvious that starting from your very first decision to bring Henry into the world and raise him by yourself, you’ve made his happiness your priority. It’s one of the things I admire the most about you.”
Her face warmed from his praise. Scooting a little closer, she leaned against him and he put his arm around her, pressing a kiss to her temple. “I enjoyed our date today,” he said, “and I certainly didn’t mind sharing you with Henry and Winston. It did my heart good to see how much they love each other already.”
“Winston was sleeping on Henry’s bed and looked completely comfortable there. I just hope he doesn’t wake us up too many times during the night.”
“Well, he’s past the puppy stage and wasn’t able to go out at night while he was at the shelter, so maybe he won’t get you up at all.”
“That would be nice. I don’t want to be yawning during the sermon tomorrow.”
He leaned back to look at her. “I’m happy to hear you’re coming to church again.”
“Yeah, Henry and I both really liked our classes and I thought the service was great. I especially enjoyed the music.”
“I heard you singing. You have a beautiful voice.”
“Thank you,” she said, her face reddening again. “I didn’t realize I was singing that loudly.”
“I don’t think you were, I was just standing close to you. You shouldn’t be self-conscious about singing praises to God, anyway.”
“That’s true,” she agreed, snuggling closer to him. “Do you want to watch something?”
“If it’s all the same to you, I’m quite content just talking,” he murmured.
“Mmm, me too,” she hummed. “Why is it always so easy to talk to you?”
“I don’t know. Perhaps we’re soul mates.”
“Do you believe there is such a thing as soul mates?” she asked, looking up into his face.
“I didn’t,” he replied. “Until I met you.”
Their lips connected for a long, sweet, languid kiss.
“Killian?” she whispered, when they parted just enough for her to talk.
“Yes, Love?”
“Maybe I’m not content just to talk.”
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Emma went to bed two hours later with the taste and feel of Killian’s lips still lingering on hers. He starred in her dreams and she awoke the next morning with a smile on her face. After yawning and stretching, she realized Henry hadn’t woken her up at all during the night to put Winston out.
Throwing back the covers, she quickly padded down the hall to his room. Peeking around the edge of his slightly open door, she smiled at the sight of the boy and dog still asleep.
After showering and getting dressed, she woke them up, took Winston out while Henry dressed, and went back inside to fix breakfast. As she was stirring the scrambled eggs, Henry entered the kitchen and immediately went to get Winston’s food bowl. They had already agreed that feeding him and keeping his water bowl filled would be Henry’s responsibility.
They sat down to eat and Emma smiled at the sight of the dog sitting right beside Henry’s chair. “Don’t forget that we’re not feeding him from the table. I don’t want him to get into the habit of begging, like Ernie did.”
“I know,” Henry said, then chewed thoughtfully for several seconds. He swallowed and said, “Mom?”
“Hmm?”
“Do you love Killian?”
Emma really wished she hadn’t just taken a sip of coffee, because she nearly choked on it. With watering eyes, she asked, “What makes you think that?”
He shrugged. “You guys hold hands and sit really close together and everything. I even saw him kiss you. You have to love somebody to kiss them, don’t you?”
Emma’s mouth opened and closed a couple of times, resembling a fish out of water. She thought she and Killian had been discreet when they shared brief kisses, but apparently her son witnessed at least one of them.
“Killian and I, we…we’re just dating, Henry,” she finally managed to say. “People date to get to know each other, to…to see if they might, um, fall in love. Kissing is a part of dating, but it doesn’t mean we love each other.”
“So you don’t love him?”
“I…I honestly don’t know yet. I do like him and I like spending time with him. He’s fun and he makes me laugh.” She leaned across the table and placed her hand on top of Henry’s forearm. “How do you feel about me dating Killian? It’s always been just you and me. Would you be upset if he and I did fall in love?”
“Would you get married?”
The question took her by surprise, but she maintained eye contact with him, wanting to show him how much his opinion mattered. “Not without you being okay with it. You always come first, Henry, and I won’t do anything to make you unhappy.”
“I wouldn’t be unhappy if you fell in love with Killian and married him.”
“You wouldn’t?”
He shook his head decisively. “Nope. I like him. He’s really nice to me and I can tell he makes you happy. You smile and laugh a lot more when he’s around. I think it would be cool to have Killian as my dad. That’s what he would be if you got married, right?”
“Technically, he would be your step-dad, but that doesn’t make any difference and I’m sure it wouldn’t matter to Killian, either. I appreciate how he treats you and how he likes spending time with you.”
“Yeah, me too. And Mom?”
“Hmm?”
“I think you, me, Killian and Winston would make a great family.”
She smiled and gently squeezed his arm. “I think so too, kid.”
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Thanks so much for reading. The last chapter will be posted next week!
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speaking of focus on the heart, i’m SO excited for it! i really can’t wait to play talanah path, especially with you and meg behind it! but i really wish you were the one in charge of the scripts…i can’t help but be worried about lgbtq erasure. i’ve been so anxious about it being anti-lesbian since it was announced with men as love interests, especially since aloy is canonically attracted to WOMEN, but i’ve been afraid to send an ask to the tumblr because i can’t ask anonymously and i don’t want to be a target for a legitimate concern.
AAHHH I am so flattered you're excited for the game and and for the Talanah path! 💖💖💖🥹🥹🥹 Meg and I put a lot of care and heart and effort into it and we can't wait for you to play.
I also really appreciate you trusting me with your concerns about LGBTQ erasure in the game. I can assure you that no path, in any way, erases Aloy's queer identity or her attraction to women. (I've taken sneak peeks at all of the scripts...it was impossible not to, given all of the excitement!!!) The main starting guideline each path was given before we began scripting is that the events of Burning Shores--along with Aloy's feelings for Seyka and her attraction to women--are affirmed as canon, regardless of character route. :)
In FOTH, each romance route is self-contained (i.e., you choose your love interest at the beginning and go on an adventure with only them) and all of them address the events of Burning Shores in thoughtful, respectful, and positive ways. We wouldn't have it any other way! Many of our members at all levels--from the overall project leads to the writing/art teams for each character--are LGBTQ+ and are honored to be able to portray our now canonically queer Aloy in FOTH. 💖
Again, thank you SO much for sharing your excitement. Totally absolutely made my whole day. 💖💖 Stay tuned for a release date!!!!
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