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Lori Gottlieb, Maybe You Should Talk to Someone

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my other half 💚

wonwoo × boyfriend fits for @jeonwon-wonwoo

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johnny’s solo // nct 127 2nd tour ‘neo city : seoul - the link’

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Ikaw lang ang gusto kong makita. ❤️

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Sad gurl post ahead.

A lot of shitty things happened since my last tumblr post. Or maybe that's the only things that I remember.

I had my internship somewhere in Makati (May 2018).

I found out that I have a hole in my heart, like literally.

Betrayed by my "person".

Graduated college.

Failed board exam.

Had my first real job. Still employed tho.

Still crying trying to forget things.

I just finished watching episode 7 of Our Beloved Summer, and I'm so frustrated with the characters to the point that I am convinced that I shouldn't be kasi the characters are so me. I hate this. Too much emotions.

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03/02/18

It's 5:12 am and my inside is hurting. Confused.

You know how boys wear shirts underneath their uniforms, I never thought someone could be so handsome in that. Take note, naka tuck in pa.

And I'm quite scared to write about you on this tumblr account because I feel like it is bound to be read by someone who knows you/us. And I don't want that to happen. I want to keep this little secret to myself. At least this one.

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02/26/18 1:22am

Paano ba makalimot?

I want to forget you. No, I think I want to erase you in my life. Bakit ba kasi dumating ka pa? Masaya naman na ko eh. I'm so happy with my new found friends. Tapos bigla kang susulpot? Ano yun? Bat ganun?

Sobrang wrong timing mo. Bat ngayon pa kung kelan sobrang busy mo? Wala ka namang time diba? Wag mo na pilitin. Wag kang mag pakita ng motibo kasi sobrang asang-asa ako.

You made me realize how much I don't want to be someone who is important to someone. Ayokong maging mahalaga. Like your precious thing that you'll hide and use when you need it.

Nakakabwisit din yung tropa natin (na mas tropa mo). They keep on giving me false hopes. Sorry ah, mabilis kasi akong maniwala. Pero bakit kasi iba ang sinasabi mo sa kanila kaysa sa pinapakita mo sa kin. Ano ba, nag sisinungaling lang ba talaga sila?

Sabi nila maghintay lang daw ako. Sinisigurado mo pa. Well guess what, I don't deserve to wait for you until it's pwede na. Gusto ko ring mag move forward.

Well I guess I made you my ideal guy. Just like what Celeste did to Jesse. So I can't hate you that much. But you know, I want us to end like Celeste and Jesse. Because I want you to feel the pain as well. I want to break your heart so bad.

I don't know how I'll end this. But I hope it would. The sooner the better. So I pray to God.

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02/14/18

Group duty on Valentine's Day? Yas sir!!

I love it how I have something that I could brand as "tropa". After 3 years of studying sa Cavite, ngayon lang ako nagkaroon ng tropa. Yung tipong you'll hang out sa kani-kanilang bahay. Tawanan. Murahan. Hampasan. At kurutan. (Ako lang talaga yung nangungurot. 😂)

I praise God for giving me these set of friends. Kahit napaka stressful ng college life, they made it less stressful. Kahit sobrang tambak ng school works, may oras pa din kami mag walwalan. As what they always tell me (dahil sobrang nega ko at praning)

"Chill lang kase."

Salamat kasi kahit na Valentine's day ngayon, hindi muna kayo nagsipag duty sa mga jowa nyo. Labyuuu

😘😘😉😉

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01/22/18

Yeah it's 2018 and I recovered (again) my tumblr account. 😂

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Yes naman! Narecover ko rin si tumblr sa wekessss!

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I know I’m not the only one who wanted to remove the only cloth that covered Jon Snow at the last scene of GoT s06e02.

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Bano na ‘tong katabi ko sa dp. :(

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Ashton in Phoenix 11-3-14 / creds to softcal

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