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If my body has some kind of natural intelligence If there is a god If this is what is suppose to be happening If the future is as set in brick as the past If synchrony is diachrony If there only is this If there only is now If my body has some kind of natural intelligence Is this the course I’m suppose to go? What is the now pointing to? From linear to square From 1d to 2d To the vectoral Sect to vect Sex and vex

How can I alter the now? How can the now be altered? Without my (or any kind) of interference whatsoever? Is it all just in my head? Is it body against bodies? Thoughts against thoughts? Is there no communication?

How can I know that what I’m feeling right NOW is REAL? But is the tension and pull between the symbolic and the imaginary the erotic? The fantastic? Fantasy icon fixation fetish. Pin. Pique

That was the wordle of the day. The world. Of the day The physical the spiritual the erotic The real the symbolic the imaginary

How do you GET OFF? I want to get off Mr Bone’s wild ride.

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but what if jazz IS acting

and she's smarter than you think and just playing the bit

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mmmm yes

Folks have got to understand that they probably aren't messed up by some Secret Big Trauma that they just can't remember; but rather by a million tiny microtraumas that they do mostly remember but don't even register as traumatic because nobody actually understood that these things would cause trauma, much less stack on each other over the years.

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its funny he's talking about past lives and jazz talking about being a gay man in a past life

and a tiktok astrologer was saying how will and Jada smith were sisters in a past life playing out this spilling sibling rivalry narrative in a marriage context

and if jazz is s the Embodiment of the "queer" movement - she would be the gay struggle in a new light

#Youtube

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A SINGLE MAN (2009) —

dir. Tom Ford.

[id in alt]

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Holy fuck annihilation was amazing

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“Bartleby, the Scrivener” by Roberto Ricci for From Hell’s Heart: An Illustrated Celebration of the Works of Herman Melville.

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Body and mind

The unconscious as body

The body as flesh

The flesh as world

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I wish you could still post nudes on here im hotter and healthier and smarter and cooler than ever

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Everybody look at me i deserve attention

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Fall from Greece

Fall From Grace - Submitted by @incantu

#CECEC4 #CBA260 #C99130 #1C3755 #0A264B #0F1F2F

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A Really Succesful Aneurysm:

Thoughts on Myopia and Narcissism

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Mmm no

Folks have got to understand that they probably aren't messed up by some Secret Big Trauma that they just can't remember; but rather by a million tiny microtraumas that they do mostly remember but don't even register as traumatic because nobody actually understood that these things would cause trauma, much less stack on each other over the years.

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Fix your heart, but also, be cognizant that you're on a public platform and that fat people are going to see what you're writing and feel bad about themselves. It's good you're being honest with yourself but maybe do that in private so that you don't harm others

Lol

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you should genuinely kill yourself

Omg