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Civil Twilight - Letters From The Sky

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Got divorced this year and the non sex played a big part in my decision making.

Hi there, I wrote about my husband not wanting sex much anymore. I have talked to him about it, and he says it's "just what happens in a marriage eventually". He's a great father, and he's never done anything to hurry me, ever. And I feel so stupid Ave dramatic saying this, but, I have needs. Is this something wives leave their husbands over? Or am I being dramatic? I feel like I'm just being selfish. How do I get over this?

I don’t know. I was unfortunate enough to know that my parents had an active sex life. Idk if they do now, but last I knew was like 6 years ago… they were 55/56 back then. So idk.

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I think this is beautiful

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Yeah it's called divorce

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My Master has this

I wish...

For someone who is authentic and transparent. I wish for someone who wants to know me… authentic me. Someone who is strong, who knows what they want. Someone who isn’t controlled by their fears or ego. Someone who understands the intensity of energy between two souls and wants to grow spiritually, romantically and personally with me. Universe I am open to receive. In the meantime, I am doing the work to be the best me I can be. Flaws and all.

. It really can’t be that hard, right?

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Yummy

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Where can we get this?

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1 day!!!!

Today I'm fantasizing about everything because I'm so excited. In 24 hours I'll be in his arms!

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2 days

Yesterday I saw a post where a Dom blind folded his Sub and positioned her in front of the fireplace. Once he had her situated he began flooding her senses with other stuff like ice, feathers, liquid, flogger, and other devices and things. I keep fantasizing about my Master doing this to me. It got me hot just imagining it. I hope he does this to me at the cabin.

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3 days

Today I'm fantasizing about when we first lay eyes on each other. Will it be his fantasy greeting or mine?

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4 days

Yesterday I fantasized about falling asleep with my head in his lap

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5 days

It's hard to believe that I can now count the days until my cabin trip with my Master on one hand. Recently he had me purchase a sex item he was having trouble getting before our trip. Now I can't stop fantasizing about how he will have me use it. In the shower? On the floor? On the kitchen counter? In the hot tub? And what part of my body will enjoy this pleasure? I can't wait to find out how he has me use my new dildo with the suction cup base.

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6 days

Remember when I told you that my Master collared me awhile back? I should mention that I now have an everyday collar. Last weekend I packed them away in preparation of our upcoming trip. My Master found out they were packed and he was a little upset with me about it. How could I go a whole week not seeing or wearing either of them. I told him it was so that I would be prepared and not forget them. That was only the partial truth. I put the leather collar away because Im really hoping that he has a leash of some kind to surprise me with that attaches to the leather one. I keep fantasizing about it.

As for the everyday collar? I love it! It is one of the most meaningful things that he has ever given me. I have worn it almost everyday and when I'm not wearing it I'm wearing another piece of jewelry that makes me think of him (we have a special affinity for the infinity sign especially when combined with a heart). But I digress, when he gave me the necklace we were on date night which means we were in a crowded restaurant when he put it on me. I wasn't able to properly thank him. My fantasy for my everyday collar is for him to put it on me when it is just us. A special moment when it's romantic and no one else around. I hope he understands this fantasy and how special and important it is to me. Almost symbolic.

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7 days

A little late but still here. On Monday Master had a package delivered to my office. I'm not allowed to open the inside boxes just the outside box. I was instructed to reseal it and bring it to the cabin.

One of the boxes said bondage on it. Now all I can do is fantasize about what's in the box.

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8 days

Yesterday I sent my Master a post that said "be his fuck toy". It really turned him on. So today I have fantasized about actually being his fuck toy. What exactly would he do to me? How would he use me?

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9 days

Today I'm fantasizing about sitting at the kitchen island drinking a glass of wine talking to him while he cooks dinner.