Cause I've been taking L's when it comes to food restriction lately
Studying for drivers test. I'm 18 and still don't have a learners license ffs
Painting/taking care of my nails cause they're crusty asf and I need to change that
Listen to Lana Del Rey for instant appetite suppressant. Just something about her music makes me want to fill my stomach with diet soft drinks instead of food
Looking at kpop idols dance cause regular photo thinspos don't work as much for me
Journaling because even though I have an ED, I should still manage the other mental issues I have. I can also write down weight loss manifestations
Drawing
Window shopping. I have a shopping addiction but at least window shopping allows me to walk for hours at the mall to burn calories. I can scroll through online shops for hours without thinking about food; this method also helps me envision how good I'll look in the clothes wen I'm skinny. Bonus: reminding myself how much clothes I can buy if I spend less on food
Cleaning my room. My room may not be messy per se but it is cluttered as I have too many things I can't let go of. Reorganizing, sanitizing, and decorating also takes time and can distract me from thoughts about food
Daydreaming about how hot I'll be if I lose weight; how I can do anything and not look gross as long as I look pretty, clean and skinny
Doing makeup
Looking at restriction WIEIADs. No mukbang asit makes me crave food more
SLEEP. I need more of it lately
Exercise. If I work out, it'll make me less motivated to eat because then i feels like the work out would go to waste
That's all. It's 12 A.M and I should sleep. (After I scroll on tumblr some more. Skinny hypnosis before sleep and all).
portion control is the key to success. counting cals is not always reliable and just keeps you paranoid. portion control allows you to eat cute tiny meals without calculating every calorie. it allows you to still have 3 meals a day. portion control is the key. buy tiny dishes and baby spoons with cute designs! makes you look forward to the meals without being paranoid about cals. makes everything easier!