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feeling extremely seen

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at the stage of the relationship where I can officially say the trope was ‘friends to lovers to strangers’ and then stare at the ceiling for a while as this reality hits

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suffering from a condition called remembering too much and loving too much and caring too much and

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Oh

Kate Baer, from What Kind of Woman: Poems; “Back to school shopping”

[Text ID: “I do not say a life without you is not / worth living. I do not say I’ve memorized every inch of / your frame. Instead, I wave at your hand waving. / Instead, I say a quick goodbye.”]

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actually i love growing older and learning how i work as a person like realizing what kinds of fabrics feel best on my skin or what brand of yogurt i like best or how I want to be touched. watching myself change, enjoying brussel sprouts when I used to hate them as a child, understanding why I got angry in that one conversation 10 years ago… there are so many mysteries inside me that i have yet to unravel and there will always be more and sometimes i think maybe its all worth it

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reminder to self: one day it won’t bother you every night. one day it won’t even pass through your mind, not once.

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A day in the park

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“i wanna do this with you” A LOVE LANGUAGE

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“I need to stop fantasizing about running away to some other life and start figuring out the one I have.”

— Holly Black

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“You will find that it is necessary to let things go; simply for the reason that they are heavy.”

— C. JoyBell C.

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really love dynamics that are like 'it honestly doesn't matter if you view them as romantic or platonic, the point is that they love each other. the type of love is inconsequential, all that matters is that it's there'. gotta be one of my favorite genders.

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emotional processing is so funny because sometimes you’ll be violently sobbing on your bedroom floor over something that happened 4 years ago and then you’ll just. get up and make coffee. and go to the grocery store. and take all this fundamental sadness for a walk. and ponder the cosmic experiences of humanity while eating a sandwich. and that’s healing.

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