metamorphosisme
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‼️‼️❌Don'tPMmewithcreeperBS❌‼️‼️ Personal recipe blog. 113lbs-195lbsX3's
☀️CW165, Waist 34inch🌙
GW145/2GW135/3GW120
Height 5'2
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Brought the girls shopping. Got them tons of cute dresses, nice haul. 💗👗
Picked out five dresses to try for myself. Both mediums and larges because in my head I'm still small/medium .... well needless to say none of them fit. I didn't go back for XL either. I dont deserve nice things. I refuse be this huge. 😒
- side note skinny neighbor wouldn't stop fucking staring at me today, annoying af. 😒
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I legit have my man slapping shit out of my hands because I'm eating so much like a pig. lt's got to stop. More than half way threw the month and I've gained 6 pounds.
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So crazy to look at this and go "ewh fat" "huge" "to big for me" in my head and then when I put it on its tight.
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... welp and that's just great... I already felt terrible about eating over my calorie limit. Then I hear a bunch of... legit sounded like a heard of hot anime chick's across the street gawking at something, AND BEHOLD, a heard of REAL ass thinspro/fitspro/aestheticly pleasing ass chic's in every "flavor" gawking at "that neighbors" baby...
Side note "that neighbors" is legit poster girl for your aestheticly pleasing insta chic.. ya know the one everyone wants to be. They all have the same look type... yeah I got one across the street... we used to go walking the same time everyday, i would wave, and she would straight up ignore me. Then she started walking down different streets to avoid me.. She now gives me nasty looks on the reg and I did nothing to her accept exist and be fat. She prolly wouldnt be that way if she saw what i was before this... it annoys me because everything I do to my house she attempts to copy but is like .. not on brand... I was really stoked that I could finally have a friend again with similar interests (so it seems) and she has a baby too.... I guess all she sees is a fat cow below her.... thankyou for the motivation scumbag bitch now your my target. Jumping on the treadmill now 😘
-sidesideside note I get some sort of nerve test done on my legs soon, waiting for the call, hopefully they can figure it out and stop this pain...
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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->
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😡🤮That neighbor 😡😤
" Look at your mom still stuffing her face over there. "
ABBY - " Sits and watches her with our baby while holding himself "
JESS - " men need to have sex. If you don't want to ill find somebody that will "
April 1: 166.4
April 2: 167.4 -mental breakdown-
April 3: 165.4, 1287cal
April 4: 165.8, omad back at it
April 5: 164.8,
April 6: funeral
April 7: fam is in
April 8: fam is in
April 9: 167.8, 😵💫 I've been bad...
April 10: 167.4, 1367cal
April 11:
April 12: Scared to weight in.. ate noodles yesterday. Even if omad it was a lot. Fiance is extremely mad at me because I asked him to stop drinking... he didn't drink maybe 4 days tops over the last 2 months... Trying to fight depression 😪 Shits fucking rough rn..
---weighted in anyway after my coffee and water 168.0 🙄, 1122cal
April 13: 165.4, @5a.m. , 1462cal
April 14: 165.8, 5a.m.
April 15:
April 16:
April 17: 167.4, 5am
April 18:
April 19: 168.8
April 20: 169.4,
-restart-
April 21:
April 22: 166.4, 6am after water
April 23: 165.6,
April 24: 165.4,
April 25: 166.0, 5am
April 26:
April 27:
April 28:
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Sometimes you won't shit for days and then some days you shit your pants 🙃
Oh the joys
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Not me just learning what omad means 🙃
It's crazy good timing too because ironically I've been doing one meal a day, dinner, so I can eat with my family.
My 4year old hasn't been able to recover her weight since being super sick and when we eat together she seems to do better, she gets her operation soon. Counting the days...
(Breakfast and lunch are done at her school)
-had another seizure, she won't be operated on for another 2 months. 😭
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just a reminder that summer is coming!
do you really want to look like that?
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Not mine, estimated total = 191cal..
not sure if it's worth it Tiramisu
3 tablespoons cocoa powder - 36cal
Plain coffee - 0cal
Rice cakes 3x - 105cal
Yogurt - 50cal
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