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babygirl that is not the thesis of sour (2021). it is, in fact, an album arguing the opposite: romantic relationships create and exacerbate The Problems.

#'makes it even better to me tbh: in character misinterpretations' EXACTLY #perfect to me <3 #ch: devi vishwakumar

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please please please please reblog if you’re a writer and have at some point felt like your writing is getting worse. I need to know if I’m the only one who’s struggling with these thoughts

#grad school sapping it all away

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The Working Girl, Daniel Varoujan (translated by Alice Stone Blackwell)

#r: i was made to love you strongly

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you wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

#fuckkk #12 year old me writing fic actively plagiarizing twilight grey's anatomy and rascal flatt's songs

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cant stop thinking about this

#there is something vaguely #ch: not afraid of the darkest dark #here

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“From those of us who are left behind: you will be remembered, you were the one I needed, I loved you in my dreams.”

— Bret Easton Ellis, Lunar Park

#r: i know who you are in your bones #oh

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What am I missing?

i. Fleabag, Phoebe Waller-Bridge / ii. i don't understand, @archbudzar / iii. Dog Bite, Stella Bridie / iv. Washing Machine Heart, Mitski

#ch: you can't break me anymore

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Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena // Alain de Botton, Essays in Love // Eden Robinson, "Writing Prompts for the Broken-Hearted" // Chloe Liese, Always Only You // Anne Carson and Euripides, An Oresteia // Two—Sleeping At Last // Studio Bones, SK8 the Infinity // Trista Mateer, "is it okay to say this?" // @moodylilac // D. H. Lawrence, "The Rainbow"

#[LOUD SOBBING NOISES] #r: i was made to love you strongly

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Random Bellarke moments (pt.11)

#r: leadership is a lonely pursuit #gguhghhh #she thought he was dead she thought she killed him #how she stops breathing when he says it and can't look at him #and how somehow he knows it #and she gives it right back to him #ggguughhh

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buffy + touching dawn’s hair 

#r: harper and tasha

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“I still love the people I’ve loved, even if I cross the street to avoid them.”

— Uma Thurman

#ch: not afraid of the darkest dark #love of my life

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#so good

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i don't know man, i just wish that we could [suddenly realising i'm coming dangerously close to expressing a real and earnest thought instead of filtering everything through several layers of intangible running bits] blow up the entire world. or something.

#ch: cory ellison

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I can’t let motherfuckers know I got desires or they’ll think I suck

#ch: i believe in what i can do for myself

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vampire that wants ur blood so bad they are crying

#ch: i’m both #ghjjjnbfbn

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-ˏˋ BELLAMY BLAKE APPRECIATION WEEK ˊˎ- DAY THREE ✧ FAVORITE SIBLING MOMENTS

I won't let anything happen to you, I promise. That's what I said to you the day you were born. I know, you told me that like a thousand times.

#stop i'm sobbing #r: always yours

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babygirl you look like an absolute angel tonight (there is a streetlight behind you and i have astigmatism)