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KYLE MACLACHLAN as Zack Carey Showgirls (1995) dir. Paul Verhoeven

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1996 Wishbone Stickers (via: eBay)

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戸川純 & Yapoos 1988

photo：宅間國博

#戸川純　#jun TOGAWA　#music　#好き好き大好き　#suki suki daisuki　#玉姫様　#tama hime sama　#yapoos　#ヤプーズ

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Sigourney Weaver / at the Tail o' the Pup on La Cienega Boulevard, Los Angeles / photos by Douglas Kirkland, 1983.

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Oricon Weekly Magazine Feat. Yukiko Okada

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「Memorandum a few years ago」

Sometimes when I'm in pain I think,

"If this was happening to a character

I look up to,

what would they do at a time like this?".

I remember Sheryl Nome

singing to give light to anxious people

in a narrow shelter.

Do you have a character like that?

"The pain passes,

but the beauty remains."　

When the environment changes,

there are times

when I can't do "as usual" as I always do.

My heart is hurt by trivial things

and I think about them all day.

But I know it will be okay.

It's okay

if I have the courage to stand up again.

So even if it's painful now, I won't give up.

I will overcome the abyss in me

in the future.　

There are times

when I find myself calm at night

but still feel fear

about the coming morning.

Even so, I feel that my heart wants

to come to like the morning.

I know

I can find a way to make that happen.

I want to use this English.

"LMAOOOOO"

When I compare myself to others,

I feel sad about my smallness,

but I'm the one who can make me live.

I want to cherish my life.

The end of Isiliel 1st World Tour!

HIMA METAL in the forest.

I fell during the live for the first time! lol

But I stood up.

I will continue to stand up from now on.

#moonbowrising

When you smile, I also smile.

That's a so happy thing.

When I have an interview,

I find my thoughts that I didn't even notice.

And I will continue to "Live in 2D".

The curses and pain

received may not disappear.

The wound opens suddenly.

But I will keep walking.

Because beyond that,

I believe that a new encounter

and a miracle will be born.

Many people have sent me a message

that Isiliel is their favorite artist.

I was able to deliver my music

to many countries this year

because you were waiting for me.

Thank you so… so much!

#SpotifyWrapped

Thank you for loving my song.

I will continue to sing to everyone I love.

The words "Honey-coated alto voice"

in the article and when fans told me

I have an "angel's singing voice"

will always exist as strength in my heart.

I will keep singing

over my beloved deep and heavy music!

I want to protect my precious world.

Sometimes I don't know

why I'm doing my best.

Every time I receive wonderful words

that make me feel glad that I worked hard,

I'm filled with gratitude.

It's said that

"Hima seems to be hard to live",

that's really true (lol),

but I think all of that's connected

to my expression.

I will cry.

Thank you for remembering

and celebrating my special day.

I will continue to cherish my history

and our love so far,

and move forward again.

I will also make everyone

who is important happy! Pinky promise!

2023.1213

---p.s.

The picture is a bouquet of flowers

that I got for the first time in my idol life.

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Ghost in the Shell 1.5: Human-Error Processor (2006)

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[ High Chu CM w/Ayumi Hamasaki ]

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an angel from twin peaks: fire walk with me (1992)

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Kate Bush with a Fairlight CMI, 1983.

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crayvxn - Ether Drive (2024)