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i gotta romanticize this silly little life so i don’t romanticize killing my silly little self

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There are days that i have to listen to music every second i'm awake and conscious or ill kill myself

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hey man can i come over and be sickly in the corner of your living room

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poradzimy sobie w inny sposób.

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what about MY loneliness epidemic

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when i say "I work quite good under pressure" I mean: im gonna do everything in short period of time after I procrastinated for definately too long, my skin will worsen, my body wont digest properly food Ive forced myself to eat, i will cry randomly and my sleep quality will be shitty. but yeah, I ll manage and everyone except me will be satysfied.

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literally feels like a myth that there are people who don't struggle with basic tasks like getting out of bed or going to the shops or seeing a friend for coffee. how does everything not feel like a painstaking chore for them. how do they have the physical and emotional energy every single day

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"Palenie zabija- rzuć teraz"

Co jesli papieros jest tylko metaforą? "Bierzesz coś co może cię zabić, ale nie dajesz temu tej możliwości" Co jesli to samo jest z miloscia Co jesli jej potrzebuje bardzo ale mnie zabija Co jesli uzaleznia? Co jesli ciagle potrzebuje nowej "paczki papierosów"... Bo szybko wypalam tą jedną z nadzieją że to ta ostatnia...latwo powiedziec "rzuć teraz" latwo jest ostrzegać kogos przed czyms Co sie samemu sprzedaje...dla mnie milosc jest juz chyba niczym waznym zwyklym uzaleznieniem takim jak papierosy..narkotyki..czy nawet seks...intymne zblizenie w ktorym powinno grac uczucie a ja nie czuje juz nic nie czuje sie kochana...to cos bardziej typu "ruchana"...

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Saw this on reddit and it made me laugh 😭

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who needs a social life when you have followers who don’t talk to you and you run a blog no one cares about

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She hasn’t responded to you yet because she’s busy being openly pathetic on Tumblr. Give it some time

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girlie that's not a random headache u are dehydrated malnourished over caffeinated over stressed and sleep deprived

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I was put on this earth to be mid and then die

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just because music isnt playing doesnt mean im not listening to it

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just me and this loneliness i have had since i was 4 years old