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Ridiculously horrible day haha

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Trying not to throw up

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I’m unnaturally calm and it feels horrible

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Normally this is one of those things I’m great at handling. Having been berated for things out of my control is pretty easy when you aren’t a real person. I learned this from parents, school etc. But it does feel like a knife these days, with how charitable and amicable I’ve been at receiving it. At least give me a medal, yes mam I’m a fucking clueless faggot and I won’t react to anything. Is that good? Please tell me that’s good. I don’t have anything except this job I’m bad at. I hope they find some way to kill me for real

I being beaten to death by my stupid fucking manager

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Im being beaten to death by my stupid fucking manager

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I don’t want to do anything and I don’t want to do anything here and I miss it all and I’m so stupid for running away from people for no reason and you don’t get these things back and I couldn’t handle it even if I did and I worry trying to just survive is all ill ever do and I’m worried I’ll never be real and I’ll die as nothing and I’m just so shaky

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I think I'm dying but that's ok I don't care anymore

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Testimonial Gateway

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A walrus (Odobenus rosmarus) in Svalbard, Norway

by Fabrice Stoger

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I’ve thrown up in my mouth multiple times this week

I’ve been so anxious and upset that my body been putting me in physical pain

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I’ve been so anxious and upset that my body been putting me in physical pain

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“There is no other home”, Soviet poster, 1986.

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Victor Westerholm - Vallinskovski Rapids, 1913

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What am I even screaming and crying and cutting for

Ridiculous and sad and worthless and the only thing you get

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Ridiculous and sad and worthless and the only thing you get

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Ђаковица

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We’re not gunna make it, it’s all fucking rot