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my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.

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truly

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wanting to talk to people is so fucking embarrassing. literally hi it's me again I wanted to have a conversation with you because I think you're fun to talk to. oh god you can just fucking kill me if you want sorry

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He needed to get beat up a little more, its out of love.

#just started the actual novel btw #kim dokja #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv fanart #orv kdj

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Let me guess, you used to collect toy trains as a kid

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which demon do i have to sacrifice to in order to get easily accessible orv merch. im not even asking for an english translation at this point. and by easily accessible im not saying it has to be at target or anything. just findable 🙏 please god

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a bottom-tier autistic experience is being told throughout your entire childhood that you are just an overthinker when it comes to social situations and later finding out that your friends did, in fact, hate being around you and tried to communicate that through weird little hints

#aw fuck

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them❤️

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fellas i dont think i can i am yoo joonghyuk my way outta this one

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category five yoo joonghyuk Woman moment. why does he experience workplace misogyny

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i want to read orv in full, like the whole novel, but just from the glimpses i got to know im scared for my bleeding heart. i mean like- im already a goner for the tragedy that is joongdok, but actually reading their story in full? it'll break my heart. i just keep imagining kdj alone as the oldest dream, and yjh in space still looking for him. still longing. the both of them, and like i can already feel it in my heart, i wont survive. and like dont even get me started on 49 and 51, like that is a whole can of worms that just like, takes a knife to my chest whenever i think abt it too deeply. i just imagine both sides, and how both r going thru so much, still suffering, and like what did they do to deserve this, and like how yeah dokja is still here, 49 and 51 afterall exists, but the kim dokja that we knew from the start, well he will forever never be the same, and yet also he has never changed. like it messes with my brain, and i haven't even read orv properly, mostly just the webtoon and what little i got to read in the novel itself and ofc being in the fandom i already got a lot of spoilers and i got the gist of it. and imagine that, i guess its just so scary, cause orv is literally a novel that once you read will change you

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here’s to all the weird little girls growing up into even weirder men

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yeah thats accurate

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