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i'm a functional sculptor while taking antidepressants. i can even hold linear conversations...but i can't sing. the music is grey. so i stop taking them and this eternal thing comes out that about 4 people on facebook like, but that's the core right there for me. it's living and keeps me alive. very close to alive and very close to death. i can't do that on antidepressants; well, "live" that is. i can stay alive on them. most definitely. but the cost is living a full shade closer to grey, which wears on my conscience. it will pass. got to hold a job. so keep popping i will to be there at six with grassy boots and calloused hands making time & money come fast doing busy work. it's nice being outside. 

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Sverrir Thorolfsson - Torfajökulssvæði, Iceland (2012)

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Kenya Dig it?

:) the alcohol

:) finally found the words

:) you thought you ought to say

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Knocked on my door and said, "Who's there?" - no reply, now. Big man // Little man disappear and all became this flower.

Pretty purple flower off the concrete pier. Couldn't catch it's essence in a photo...made me giggle. Is that what painting is for? or photoshop?

I captured it just for you. It keeps wiggling around definition and words. So pretty this purple flower.

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I haven't found much more than a refined sense of irony in the classroom and campus abroad. The popular language of our day.

Feast on it for breakfast; trying to recall what happened 8 hours ago after your seventh vodka. These are good times.

Despite consistent exposure, I still can't speak it very well.

Awkward and queer I wander consistantly intrigued and beside it all.

Happiness walking down the street tracing the spin of our City's jeering top. 

Friend, you are my friend. Good and bad are but labels readily transferable.

..the only right is what is after my constitution; the only wrong what is against it. - Ralph W. Emerson

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Sesame Street: Jon Hamm and Elmo -- Sculpture (by SesameStreet)

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Sparring on the roof with Scotty.

Firmament bloom.

Decompressed steam

from our mouths blowing

round-house kicks

into cosmic order.

You have the key to a lock that was never there.

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dillas.

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Ready for his close-up. Lou Reed.

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ไม่เป็นไร

mị̀ pĕnrị

"never mind" to Thai

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a working scrap-man sculpture that's starting to come alive. He's in the attic right now with Julio. They stomp around in shoes that are too big for them. They shuffle from east to west throwing dust and bat dung clouds towards the roofs spine and out the windows.

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She doesn’t think she’s worthy to live. But she doesn’t realize, she is life.

Derek Raymond, He Died with His Eyes Open (via awritersruminations)

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Fermata - an installation at Museu Vale, Vitoria, Brazil by Os Gemeos

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Spring Cleaning

Josh Whiton hit me right on the head this morning

like a rug smacking against the porch railing.

Shook all that musty, deeply woven dirt from my threads.

Steeped in light-green pills at 7 a.m. to lift

me high enough out-the-hole

to see the amount of sun needed

to survive.

Well, now I'm sure

greasy black Upchucker

(who is really becoming a hinderance in the basement)

Who rumble grumbles drips shining black slime

asks for more space all the time

asks for more fuel all the time

drinks and smokes cigarettes all day

covers all the burgeoning purple flowers

in soot.

A soft hum from the muffled sprouts:

imagine the Earth spinning  fourty miles-per-hour

with your head out the window

negotiating the frequency

at which purple flowers grow

Consider dropping out of school - Josh Whiton

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Milwaukee based funk-elctro-afro-latin grooves!

#SoundCloud #Bumbac Joe

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It all splinters

in front my eyes. 

and I gotta worry 'bout the splinters too?

God Damn you internet.

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Can't hear a God Damn

thing with these Eyes.