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Hey are you okay? It's been a while and want to check on you

Yeah I'm alright, only really looking at tumblr once or twice a month tought. Thanks for checking!

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yeah i tought stopping the sad posting would maybe help me feel any better. nope. i feel way worse than before.

#not that im going to resume #beyond this post anyway #because it doesnt feel okay anymore #but yeah i hoped it owould at least help but i just feel more lonely and more sad #and when bad toughts come i have nothing t do but grind them on my head

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Don't let them get to you. You are loved and deserve this space

Thank you, but to be honest i think they were right in calling me out. This isn't exactly healthy for me or anyone.

I'll be around less probably, I need to focus on some stuff irl

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when you put a load of laundry in

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And now it feels like I don't even have this space.

Fucking great

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oh hell yeah no more outlieeeerrssss baby

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we were robbed of markplier on the fnaf movie

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how did this data get so messed up. its not even the highest one so its interesting.

#made a bad selection id guess

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...owowow its time for the crhistmas decor to start spreading. i think its funny that its all snow themed when its so hot here

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btw i do vent a fucking lot in this blog and sure its not healthy for me or others. I do it on this one and not in the other because i have like. 20 followers here and most are bots. So just unfollow me if its making you not feel good. No one was ever meant to follow this blog anyways.

#i got an ask about it and blocked the sender #because why the fuck are you here then #but still they got a point #however the option is there #UNFOLLOW AND BLOCK ME

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squirrel stapler lives in my head it lives in my head

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*lifts weights to forget how much the narrative dooms us*

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Halloween ideas for those in wheels Vol. I.

#that tron one is so cool

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ooww i want some matcha

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@funnier-as-a-system

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I’m convinced I don’t have medical trauma and then it’s time to do anything doctor related and I feel like this