manicpixieautisticgirl

[manicpixieautisticgirl]

i'm still recovering from when my socks and shoes got soaked in the rain on my walk home from work the other day

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might turn this into a more of a diary-esque blog?

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it should be illegal to film strangers in public I fuckin hate this new generation of idiots who think it’s trendy to be ableist and a bully

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It didn't seem to be summer any more. I could feel the winter shaking my bones and banging my teeth together, and the big white hotel towel I had dragged down with me lay under my head numb as a snowdrift.

Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

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real

are you 'i can't eat fruit' autistic or 'i can only eat fruit' autistic

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Can people stop treating autism like some horrible illness and start realizing that most autistic kids aren't suffering because they're autistic, but because they're bullied not only by peers, but parents? If you want to woobify us autistic people, imagine how sad it makes you feel to have your own mom as your first bully because sometimes loud sounds are too much for you. The problem isn't us, it's the world we live in not caring to accommodate us. Speaking as a person who was kicked off an "inclusive" team for "lack of communication and disability." I had one time I couldn't talk because I'm verbalflux.

They knew that.

Inclusive, my ass.

(This is just my experience, autism is a spectrum, don't kill me if you've had a different experience, rather, I'd like to hear about it!)

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are you 'i can't eat fruit' autistic or 'i can only eat fruit' autistic

#actually autistic #autism #neurodivergent #autistic things #sensory issues

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i love love love studying!!!! dont have to speak to anyone can listen to my music in peace no distractions <333 studying is literally the highlight of my day sometimes especially if im really interested in whatever it is im learning about

#autism #actually autistic #neurodivergent #autistic things #im terrified for the day im not in education any more #this one is for the girls who related a bit too hard to matilda as a child

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cant believe cigarette packs in the united states and places like that dont usually come with beautiful images of cancers and fucked teeth and dead babies thats an intrinsic part of the smokers aesthetic....

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i love planning elaborate backpacking/city hopping/interrailing trips that im literally never gonna actually go on

#travel #travelling #neurodivergent

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i might start doing book reviews on here because goodreads' UI is a fucking hellscape and theyre owned by amazon so ew

#booklr #bookblr #books #reading

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how to not feel like everyone hates me at every moment?

#actually autistic #neurodivergent #autism

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talking to people who have never considered suicide as a viable option is like talking to an alien

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horrifically real