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I DIDNT NEED MY JESSE OBSESSION TO GROW

Hey love!!! Can you give sfw and nsfw hcs on mr jesse cash please :))) i know hes had us both in a CHOKEHOLD recently! Much love 💙

ohmygod yesyesyes that man is so fine and i hope the chokehold he has on us never relinquishes. but here you go! enjoy <33

jesse cash headcanons! nsfw under the cut :)

SFW

if he sees you’re having a bad day or just not feeling the greatest, he’ll bust out his thick alabaman accent and start talking nonsense

he wants to see you smile and happy, and he knows that accent + nonsensical shit does just that

trouble sleeping? that man is singing you a lullaby

his voice is so soothing, both speaking and singing

he also fucking loves seeing you scream along to erra songs if you’re ever at one of their shows

when you are at one of their shows, you are like the sole reason he gets any of his energy, bc you’re jumping and screaming down in the pit and he can’t keep that precious smile off his face

has tried teaching you guitar multiple times over the years but has always failed

when he tries, he sits behind you and guides your hands to their proper positions on the instrument

then he shows you a very basic chord and strumming pattern and you’re so focused on what you’re doing and he just can’t help but watch you

guitar lessons always end when you look over to see him completely enamored by you, then you’re suddenly assaulted by him kissing the daylights out of you

he is so in love with you it’s actually embarrassing

will deny any and all accusations of some ghost atlas songs being about you (such as: scouts honor and all is in sync)

but everyone knows the songs are about you, and his friends tease him relentlessly about it

NSFW

never passes up the opportunity to fuck you after erra’s set

always claims he has “pent up energy and adrenaline” he needs to get rid of

you knows he’s full of shit cuz seeing you hot and sweaty and definitely wearing an erra shirt (and vice versa) has him so hot n bothered it’s sickening

so sweet and loving and will always put your pleasure above his own

like- if he can at least get you off, then he’s perfectly ok with that

he just wants to make you feel good above all else

however, if he’s feeling selfish and a bit mean, he’ll make you get him off before he even touches you

this goes more for when you’re at home together rather than tour, bc on tour you gotta take what you can get right

but at home he knows you guys have all the time in the world, so if he wants to come first then he’s going to

lowkey loves hearing you beg and whine and get oh so needy

and you’re touching yourself while sucking him off? thats too bad baby, cuz now he has your hands behind your back and his hand firmly in your hair and won’t let go until he comes down your throat

but when he’s buried in you and you feel so goddamn good, his accent slips more than it usually does

plus he knows how much you love being degraded or praised with that beautiful accent of his so he 1000% will take advantage of it

#jesse cash #Jesse cash the man that you are

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Wow

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He’s so baby girl

(source)

#this man is so baby girl #noah sebastian the man that you are #noah sebastian

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#goodBYE #nick folio

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EVEN BETTER BEING A SHORT GIRLIE!!

Like I could literally wrap myself around him like he’s a tree and never run out of body

I feel like his love language is physical touch 1000% do the caressing and everything would be so spot on

currently in desperate need of cuddling with noah like-

i need his arms around me as i’m laying on his chest and him running his hands up and down my back and blankets encasing us in our own little world and maybe even noah singing/humming a soft tune

sigh anyways

omg omg omg same

running his hands up and down your back or him running his fingers through your hair 🥺 placing kisses on your head 🥺 i just feel like laying on him would be so warm and cozy

also feel like if you were laying on his chest and put your leg over his waist, he’d hold your thigh.. and don’t act like this man wouldn’t get handsy he’s a whore

and i can’t not mention those soft sleepy kisses he’d give you and the way he’d whisper things ugh i need

sleepy pics for reference, look how cozy he is

#noah sebastian #bad omens #i need a hug from him so bad

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Post the "is it to tight" vid PLZ

oh babe i’m on it

i’m so fucking on it

📸 xxx. ashleigh on tiktok! (from the boston show)

#Mr slenderman knows what he’s doing #goodBYE #THE SMIRK AFTER??!! #I’m done #Noah Sebastian

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So gorgeous without trying 😭

Sometimes my brain can’t comprehend how fucking gorgeous this man is like how can someone be this fine??????

#i cant handle this #he is so babygirl #noah sebastian #bad omens

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Be careful what you wish for ‘cause you don’t know, the guilt I carried this far wasn’t my own

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sweet boy pt 2 🥺✨

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Jesse cash my other love

For those who have a southern accent kink, plus for Jesse simps

#Jesse cash #nicholas ruffilo #noah sebastian

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Just Pretend II [n.s.]

Chapter Three

I sighed as I made my third cup of coffee for the day, zoning out on the TV as I cycled Studio Ghibli movies. The guys were doing all day back to back interviews to promote their new album, which meant here I was in the guys house and bored out of my mind. The only human interaction I had all day was when Jesse would emerge from his room for a drink or snack and silently join me watching the current movie for awhile.

Jesse and I are a lot alike in this aspect. Some days, like today, not speaking is the only thing on the agenda. Just lazing around with our coffee and watching movies we've seen before but bring us comfort every time. He was currently wrapped up in a blanket, hood on head as he stared at the tv and sipped his coffee. I joined his side and wrapped up in my own blanket, warm mug in hands as a shiver went though my body. California wasn't necessarily cold, but I swear Noah keeps it an icebox in the house.

I moved in with them a couple months ago after Noah insisted he just cannot bear the thought of me living anywhere else. Since then, it's been nothing short of entertaining. I never know what chaos is going to ensue for the day or in other instances, I never know when my face is going to be buried in a pillow to drown out my moans that Noah causes to erupt from me.

I'm living my best life.

I jumped when Jesse's phone rang, breaking the trance we were in with the TV. He sent me an apologetic smile before pushing off the couch to answer it, his voice fading down the hallway. Jesse's excited, hushed voice caused me to furrow my brows towards the direction he walked in, curiosity peaking.

"Fuck yea. No, I won't say anything. Alright, bye." He said before rounding the corner towards me.

He sat on the couch, grabbing his coffee and sinking back into the cushions.

"Jesse...." I said, voice trailing off.

He froze and slowly turned towards me, eyes wide. "Maddie, don't ask, please. I can't keep stuff from you."

I squinted my eyes at him. "Is it something I will find out within the next couple hours?"

He nodded violently, coffee sloshing around his cup. "Yes, I promise."

I huffed and turned to sink back into the couch, crossing my arms with my coffee between my legs. "Fine."

He let out a sigh of relief as his body relaxed. "Thank God." He mumbled into his coffee, eyes focusing back onto the TV.

The next hour went painstakingly slow as my brain mulled over what news I could possibly be waiting for. The possibility of a new tour was the prominent thought on my mind, which then sent me into a different direction of how in the world I would plan a wedding on the road and when I would plan it for. I mean, I can do it, but it's not ideal.

The front door opening sent me all but flying off the couch as I set my mug down and raced towards the entrance, eyes landing on Noah and Jolly walking in. Folio and Nicholas trailed behind them, Folio looking as if he snorted five lines of coke he was so excited. Noah sped up to me, wide grin on his face and picked me up to spin me in a circle. I laughed as I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, his infectious excitement rubbing off on me. He put me down, placing a deep kiss on my lips before pulling away to grin down at me.

"Are you going to tell me what Jesse has been trying so hard to keep from me for the past hour?" I questioned, smiling up at him. He nodded as the other guys joined our sides, similar grins on their faces. I looked between all of them as my smile faded. "Y'all are starting to scare me."

They all laughed as Noah placed his hands on my cheeks, forcing me to look up at him. "We booked a tour for the new album." He said.

I grinned at him and placed my hands on top of his. "Baby, thats amazing."

"But wait, there's more." Folio said as he all but jumped in place.

I furrowed my brows up at Noah. "More?"

His grin widened, hands still on my cheeks. "A stadium tour."

I gasped and smacked my hand over my mouth, eyes getting wide. "Shut up."

"I'm serious." He said, laughter shaking his words as the guys erupted into cheers.

My eyes filled with tears, pride filling me up. "Noah."

He wrapped his arms around my waist to pick me up again, causing me to wrap my own arms around his shoulders again. "Oh my God, Noah."

"I know." He said against my hair, turning to place a kiss on the side of my head.

I pulled back to look down at him before pressing my lips to his, a tear falling down my cheek. "I'm so fucking proud of you." I mumbled against his lips as the guys celebrated behind us.

He set me back on my feet and broke the kiss, wiping a tear off my cheek. "Why are you crying?" He questioned, soft smile on his face.

"Because I'm so happy for you. And I've never felt more proud." I said, heart swelling as his own eyes filled with tears.

He tilted his head back to blink the tears away, taking a deep breath and slowly letting it out. "God, Maddie, you're going to make me cry too."

I smiled and placed my hands on his cheeks, pulling his face down to meet his eyes. "I love you." I said, wiping a stray tear that escaped down his cheek.

"I love you too. So much." He said before pressing his lips back onto mine.

"UMMMM." Folio said from behind us, breaking us free of our bubble.

I turned to look at him, Noah's arms coming up to wrap around my shoulders as he stood behind me. "Ummm?" I questioned.

"We're fucking partying tonight, right?" He questioned, causing all the guys to look at me excitedly.

I furrowed my brows. "Well, duh we're partying."

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A few hours and a store trip later, we had a proper party set up. We turned the dining room table into a beer pong table, drinks and snacks were set out on the island with cups, and pizza was on the counter. Jesse and Folio were already on gremlin mode, running around and creating chaos in their wake. I shook my head at them in amusement as I mixed a drink, laughing at Noah as he was almost tripped by Folio.

"Those two should never be allowed to be together." He said as he joined my side to pour his own drink. 

I chuckled as I laid my head on his shoulder while taking a sip of my drink, humming at the taste. “But they’re so damn entertaining.” I said, causing Noah to chuckle.

“You’re not wrong there.” He said as he placed a kiss on my head.

Two hours and many drinks later, we were all properly drunk and currently playing a very competitive game of truth or dare. As drunk as I was, I still intervened when they dared Folio to jump off the roof onto a mattress and he was actually going to do it.

They settled for him jumping into the neighbor’s pool naked instead.

I chugged my drink as Jolly’s attention turned to me while he prepared what he’d ask me once I settled on truth.

“Maddie.” He said, words slightly slurred.

“Jooolllyyyy.” I said in a sing-song voice, causing the group to laugh.

“Truth or dare?” He asked, taking a sip of his drink.

I hummed as I thought it over. “Truth.” I said, deciding I didn’t want to have to run somewhere naked, which was the overall census of the game it seemed.

“What is a fantasy of yours you have never shared with Noah?” He asked, causing the group to let out a chorus of oooh’s.

“Ghostface.” I said, not missing a beat. The group gasped before they burst into laughter, my own following. I shrugged as I tipped back the rest of my drink. “And I stand by that.” I said before pushing myself off the ground to make another drink, leaving the guys to their game.

I slightly stumbled over my feet as I walked into the kitchen, vision properly blurry. I decided to just pour a cup of sprite, deciding I was incredibly too drunk and past the point of blackout, some part of me watching out for myself tomorrow.

The smell of Noah’s cologne hit my nose before his arms wrapped around me from behind, causing me to gasp and spin around in his arms. A drunk grin was on his face, as well as my own, as I looked up at him.

“Hi.” I said, leaning my face up so my lips would meet his.

“Bet.” He mumbled against my lips.

I pulled away in confusion. “Bet what?”

He shrugged before pressing his lips back on mine.

“Bet.”

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Happy birthday Noah 🖤

Might be cheesy as hell but I can credit so much of my mental healing to that man.

I found their music in a dark time where I needed to read the words he sang the most, and it helped me crawl out of the hole I was in. I don’t think he will ever truly know how many lives he’s touched just by putting his lyrics out there, but I hope he at least knows just how appreciated he is.

In honor of Noah day, I will be uploading a new chapter of Just Pretend II tonight. In the meantime, enjoy some of my favorite pictures of Slenderman himself 🖤

#noah sebastian #bad omens

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Thank you so much for including mine 😭🖤

Happy birthday to the Halloween, slenderman king himself 🖤

Happy birthday Noah!🖤

here’s some of my favourite noah fics & one shots i’ve read to celebrate our birthday boy!🥳

(all 18+, please read warnings for each fic before reading)

Miracle - @thefallennightmare

Primal - @starsomens

Know Your Place - @starsomens

The Devil’s Prayer Book - @signs-of-ill-portent

Blood Born - @cowpokeomens

Just Pretend - @madiomens

and of course my own🖤

Vest top

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Just Pretend II [n.s.]

Chapter Two

"Folio, get your ass inside! You're going to get sick." I yelled out the back door of Noah and Jesse's house.

Folio was currently on his high after the last pop up show. When I say his high, I mean literally. He was three joints in, rolling around in the grass as the rain poured down on him. His giggles were so loud they echoed over the sound of the rain and the guys were doing nothing to stop it. If anything, their laughter was causing him to get more feral as his white shirt was now green. I stifled my own laughter at the boy trapped in a man's body, his pure joy radiating onto all of us.

I turned to look at the guys who immediately shut up, standing up straight as they stared down at me. "Are you guys not going to do anything to help get your boy out of the rain before I'm dealing with a man cold for the next week?"

They all nodded at me. "Yes ma'am." Their voices echoed before they ran into the rain to drag the brunette boy inside.

I grabbed his cheeks once he was in front of me, causing him to stare at me with wide eyes. "Go take a hot shower right now."

"Yes, Mads." He said, nodding violently before running up the stairs to shower.

I went to walk further into the house before a hand wrapped around my wrist, promptly being pulled into the cold rain outside. I gasped and turned around, eyes landing on Noah's crinkled ones from his laughter.

"Noah Sebastian!" I yelled, blinking the rain out of my eyes.

"Dance with me." He said, pulling me closer.

I sighed. "We're all going to get sick."

He shrugged. "Dance with me."

I shook my head at him but took his outstretched hands anyways. He spun me in a circle before pulling me closer to his chest, swaying us back and forth. My head rest on his chest as he hummed some song, my head vibrating against him. The sound of the other guys laughter as they danced in the rain behind us faded out until all I could hear was Noah, my senses hyper-fixating on him. Every day I fall more and more for the beautiful man holding me in his arms. I will never understand how he loves me of all people, but I will never stop thanking the universe for sending him my way.

Once my teeth were chattering and our arms were covered in goosebumps, we all filed inside to get some kind of warmth on our bodies. Jolly, Nicholas, and Jesse continued their bursts of energy in the living room, all screaming different songs and stripping out of their soaked shirts. I went to follow them but was once again grabbed by Noah, being thrown over his shoulder and causing a squeak to leave me.

"Noah, you know I hate being carried. Put me down." I said, smacking his ass as he walked through the house.

"Too bad." He said, carrying me up the stairs.

I sighed and propped myself up with a hand on his ass, flipping my wet hair over my shoulders. "What are you doing?"

He smacked my ass with a chuckle. "Are you going to keep asking questions, or are you going to let me get you wetter?" I smacked my mouth shut, a jolt of excitement going through my body. "Good girl." He said, slight humor in his voice.

The sound of Folio singing in the shower caused me to chuckle as Noah walked us to his room, shutting the room behind him and drowning out the sound. He finally set me down on my feet, instantly dropping to his knees and looking up at me through his lashes. I chewed on the inside of my lip as he slid my soaked leggings down my legs, causing me to be naked from the waist down. He helped me step out of them, tossing them to a corner of his room. He slid his hands around the back of my thighs before placing a kiss on top of my heat, causing my head to fall back and my fingers to tangle in his hair.

"Mmm, so pretty." He murmured,  placing another kiss.

"Noah..." I breathed out, urging him to take care of my throbbing core.

I looked down to see him smirking up at me. "Yes?" He questioned innocently, placing another kiss in the same spot.

"Don't tease." I said.

He chuckled before burying his head and licking a strip up my slit, causing me to gasp and grip his hair harder. He used two fingers to spread me apart, mouth attaching onto my clit. His tongue circled the bud before sucking it into his mouth, pulsating it and sending jolts of pleasure throughout my body. 

"God, Noah." I said breathily, forcing myself to be quiet with the other guys partying downstairs.

He hummed against me as he shook his head side to side, holding my legs tighter against him. I let out a breathy moan as my legs shook, threatening to give out from under me. Noah seemed to notice this so he held me tighter, supporting me just beneath my ass as I gripped his shoulders tightly. My breathing sped up as my impending orgasm climbed, my nails digging into him and probably leaving half moons all over his shoulders. I gasped as my orgasm peaked before Noah's hand shot up to cover my mouth. I moaned loudly into it when my orgasm crashed over me, body twitching and knees shaking as his mouth worked me through my high. He removed his hand and eased me to the ground once my body calmed down, pulling me onto his lap so I was straddling him.

He pushed my hair off my face as I looked down at him, kissing my lips sweetly and letting them linger for a few moments. I hummed into the kiss before he pulled away, peppering kisses down my neck. I tangled my fingers in the hair at the nape of his neck and placed kisses on top of his head as his hands slid up the back of my rain soaked shirt and sent goosebumps across my skin. He lifted his head from my neck to press his lips to mine, pushing my wet hair off my face and cradling my cheek with his hand. My grip on his hair tightened as I pressed my body flush against his, sighing out a moan once his tongue slid into my mouth. Our tongues tangled together and our breathing sped up as the air felt like it weighed a thousand pounds around us, electricity lighting up everything.

The bedroom door flying open caused us to break apart, our eyes landing on the guys standing in the door way. I stifled a laugh at the scene in front of us. Jolly and Nicholas had toilet paper skirts on, Jesse's glasses were upside down and his hair was sticking up in every direction, and Folio was in his underwear wearing a pair of high heels from God knows where. Their eyes landed on us and they paused, staring at the position Noah and I were in before breaking out into yells and continuing their jam session. They hopped in circles around us as if they were doing some sort of weird ritual and Noah tugged my shirt down to ensure they didn't get a free show of my ass. We made eye contact before we burst into laughter at the group of guys, shaking our heads at the toddlers trapped in grown men's bodies. Their own laughter echoed around the room as pure joy radiated off of them during their dance circle.

"Come downstairs and party with us!" Folio yelled before sprinting out of the room, the sounds of his feet running down the stairs echoing behind him.

"And put some pants on, Maddie!" Jolly yelled, following him along with the other two.

I laughed as I looked back at Noah, his own grin spread across his face.

"Your friends are something else." I said, shaking my head.

He laughed and pressed his lips to mine before pulling away. 

"I guess it's time to go party."

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“Know what’s going on and I don’t wanna be watched”

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Just Pretend II [n.s.]

Summary: Noah and Maddie are engaged and planning to spend the rest of their lives together. Trying to make plans for your life are hectic whenever your fiance is the lead singer of a very successful metal band and you live on the road with him, but it makes for a very fun future.

Warnings: Smut, angst, violence

Chapter One

"Wait, try this one!" I yelled as I ran behind Noah's figure rushing around the venue.

He stopped mid-step to turn around to me. I shoved a mouthful of strawberry cake into his mouth before he could say anything, causing shock to cross his face before he chuckled. He chewed up the bite before swallowing it with a scrunch of his nose.

I mimicked his face. "Not good?"

"Did you try it?" He questioned, taking a sip of his water from his cup.

I shook my head with furrowed brows before taking a bite of the cake, instantly scrunching my nose up.

Noah nodded his head with humor on his face. "Yep."

"Oh my God, that is awful." I said through my chewing, forcing myself to swallow it.

He brought his cup up to my lips so I could wash the taste down. "It tastes like cough syrup."

"I think we can agree it's a no." He said with a chuckle, leaning down to kiss my forehead. "You have anymore?"

I nodded. "June from the store is bringing more by anytime now. I'll grab you."

"Okay, baby." He said, placing a kiss on my lips before rushing off to join the guys setting up.

They are doing a few shows around the country as a preview for the tour they are working tirelessly on. I never realized the amount of sleepless nights that comes with tour planning. There are so many details involved that they have to iron out, and it doesn't help that I think Noah is a bit of an OCD planner.

Yes, I've told him that.

The bakery we are considering using for our wedding cake has been more than accommodating by bringing the cake samples to the venue we are at for the day, and I have been spending the day chasing Noah down to try them. So far, he has seemed to like the white cake with chocolate icing the most followed by, you guessed it, the white cake with vanilla icing.

Thank God he isn't as vanilla in bed as he is with his taste in cake.

I'm trying my hardest to get him to choose a cake that isn't boring, so June is bringing by a few more which includes Oreo and red velvet.

"Maddie, do you have anymore cake?" Folio's voice echoed from the stage.

I laughed and brought the box up to the stage and slid it towards the guys. They sat down and circled the box so they could try it themselves.

"I would avoid the strawberry if I was you." Noah said, hopping off the stage to come wrap his arms around me.

His bare arms flexed around my shoulders, standing behind me so his chest was against my back and head. I squeezed his arms with my hands and placed a kiss on one, resting my head against his chest as my eyes landed on the rock on my finger. I smiled at it and wiggled my fingers of my left hand, causing him to chuckle and place a kiss on the top of my head.

"Maddie, this came for you." Matt's voice echoed from behind us.

Noah and I turned around to see Matt walking up with another pink box of cake to test. Noah walked us over to meet him and I took the box from his hands with a thank you smile. We walked to the stage and I set the box down, opening it and gasping at the sight.

"Ok,  I'm sorry but if you don't like the red velvet I'm still going to get a separate cake made of it." I said as I got a bite on the fork and smelled it.

He chuckled and kissed my head as I put the bite into my mouth, moaning happily at the taste. "You can have whatever your heart desires, Maddie."

"AWWW!" The guys echoed, mouths full of cake.

I laughed and threw a spare fork at them before turning to put a bite of the red velvet into Noah's mouth. He chewed it for awhile before he paused, surprise showing on his face.

"See!" I exclaimed, excited he liked something else other than vanilla.

"That's actually good as fuck." He mumbled through his mouthful.

I laughed and wrapped my arms around his waist to give him a squeeze. He rested his chin on my head and squeezed me back, looking down at the box on the stage.

"What's that one?" He questioned, pointing at the Oreo one.

"Oreo! wanna try?" I questioned, getting a bite onto the fork.

He nodded and opened his mouth so I could give it to him. He wrapped his lips around the fork and took the cake from it, chewing slowly to figure out if he liked it. His brows shot up and he nodded, making me grin with excitement before taking my own bite.

"Mmmm." I said with a nod.

"That is also fire." He said, pushing the box towards the guys so they could try.

"Sooo," I said, turning to face Noah so I could wrap my arms around his waist. "It's between red velvet and Oreo is what I'm understanding."

"Mmhmm." He said before grabbing my face to place his lips on mine.

I laughed into the kiss as the guys made gagging nosies beside us. I felt Noah lift a hand from my face and I peaked through my eye to see him flipping them off. I broke the kiss so I could laugh and join Noah in flipping them off.

"Mads, have I mentioned how much I love you?" Folio said with a mouthful of cake, laid on his stomach with his feet in the air and completely oblivious to what was going on around him as he stared lovingly at the pink box. We all laughed, causing his head to pop up in confusion at us. "What?" He questioned, putting another bite of cake into his mouth.

"I love you too, Folio." I said through my laughter, causing him to grin and kick his feet as he chewed his bite of cake.

"So, Oreo or red velvet?" I asked Noah, placing a kiss on his chest.

"How about...both." He said, running his fingers through my hair.

I dropped my head back to look up at him humorously. "You wanna have two wedding cakes?"

He grinned as he scratched the nape of my neck, causing my eyes to slide shut. "I refuse to choose between the two, so looks like we're having both." He said.

"Mmm keep scratching there and I'll give you whatever you want." I said, eyes still closed.

He chuckled and brought up his other hand so that all sides of the back of my neck was being scratched. "I would do this the rest of my life if I got to see that look on your face every time."

I grinned and opened my eyes just as he leaned down to place his lips on mine. "Good thing you're stuck with me forever." I said against his lips.

"I wouldn't have it any other way."

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Just Pretend [n.s.]

Epilogue

A/N: This story is my baby and I love her so much. I really hope you all love her as well. I am currently working on the second one and will upload the summary along with the first couple chapters tomorrow <3

One year later.

I rushed around backstage as Matt and I tried to put together almost an entire new sound system for the show tonight. The guys were doing a pop up one night only show in LA to perform their entire new album that dropped at midnight, and the sound system decided to malfunction thirty minutes before they were supposed to start.

"Maddie, go to the stage and test the mic for me. I'm going to run to the sound booth and adjust the volume." Matt said, rushing out of the backstage area before I could protest.

I sighed and looked towards the stage entrance before walking onto the stage, causing the crowd to cheer for me. I laughed and waved at everyone before flipping on the microphone switch.

"Hello Matt." I said into the mic, my voice echoing around the room.

"Hi, Maddie!" The crowd echoed back, causing me to laugh more.

"Testing, testing, one, two, three." I said as he adjusted the volume louder.

He motioned for me to turn the mic off then back on again, which I did and talked into it. My voice echoed back, signaling it worked for him. I saw a sigh of relief leave his body, causing me to chuckle and wave at everyone before returning backstage with the mic in hand.

"Did it work?" Nicholas questioned as he situated his in ear.

I nodded and set the mic on the couch. "Works perfectly." I said, causing him to let out a sigh of relief. I looked around the room in confusion when my eyes came up short of the tall brunette. "Where's Noah?" I asked.

"Umm, I think he said he had to run to the store real quick." He said, adjusting his other in ear.

My brows furrowed. "The store? He goes on stage in less than thirty minutes."

Nicholas shrugged. "I told him that but he insisted he would be back in time."

"God, this man will be the death of me." I said before making my way to the bathroom to do finishing touches on my makeup.

I fluffed my hair and applied some lipgloss before zipping up my makeup and tossing it into the duffel bag. I left the bathroom to see Noah and Bryan running in the back entrance, chests heaving from being out of breath.

"Noah! A store run minutes before you go on stage to perform a sold out show?" I said, fastening the earring in my ear.

"I know I know, but I'm here." He said, hands on his knees to catch his breath. He straightened up and made his way towards me. "Hi, baby."

I shook my head with a grin. "Hello, my love, you stress me out."

He chuckled and leaned down to place his lips on mine. "But you love me." He mumbled against my lips.

"Always." I said, kissing him back before shoving him towards the bathroom. "Now, get changed so you can go on stage."

"Yes ma'am." He said, making his way into the bathroom. "You look beautiful."

I grinned and kissed him again before pulling away. "Thank you."

He walked out of the bathroom a few moments later with a loose black button up and joggers along with black boots. A smile made its way onto my face as my eyes landed on him, walking up to wrap my arms around his midsection.

"I'm excited to see you back in stage attire." I said, leaning closer to smell his cologne. "And smelling the cologne I got you."

He chuckled and leaned down to kiss the top of my head before my lips. "I'm excited to perform this album. I think it's my favorite one so far."

"Mine too, it's so good." I praised.

"You just like it because you know what songs are about you." He said, causing me to laugh.

"That does help, yes." I said, causing him to laugh as well.

He shook his head before kissing me again. "You're something else."

"Good thing you love me." I said against his lips.

"Always." He said, finishing our phrase we always say.

He reached up to pinch my nose, a gesture he's been doing for the past year, and causing me to scrunch it up. The crowd's deafening screams echoed backstage, signaling that the lights dimmed in the venue. I gave Noah another chaste kiss and wished the guys luck before making my way to barricade. A few people waved at me as I took my regular seat, making me smile and wave back as my heart was warmed by the friendliness of them. The last year we have been met with more and more love from the fans and friends of the guys. Of course there's the occasional rotten apple in the bunch who despises me purely because of our relationship, but the majority have been supportive and loving.

Excitement filled my soul as Jolly played the opening riff to their first song off the album, the screams getting even louder as the guys walked onto stage one by one. Everyone performed effortlessly. I could feel the happiness radiating off of them from the excitement of the album. They worked tirelessly day and night on it to make it perfect, and their hard work has for sure paid off. About half way through the set the lights went to a light blue color and the screens around them changed to a montage of videos of Noah and me- some that Bryan or the guys took and others Noah and I took. I brought my hand up to my mouth as tears welled up in my eyes at the sight, not knowing he was going to do this.

"Is it alright if I play a song from the last album for you guys?" He questioned, causing the crowd to scream as the beginning intro to Just Pretend started. "This song means a lot to the band and we can credit a lot of our success to it, but over the past year it has gained more personal meaning to me." He said, causing the crowd to echo 'awww' throughout while they watched the montage. "As most of you may know, the song started off as a joke to see if I could write a stereotypical radio rock song, but the lyrics resonate deeply with me now. You all may know my girlfriend, Maddie." 

As he finished the last sentence the crowd went into a loud roar of cheers again, causing my face to heat up as a smile spread across it. I waved at everyone while shaking my head, looking back up at Noah to meet his eyes.

"I never believed someone could love me as much as she does and I'm so fucking grateful everyday that I get the opportunity to love her back. I will never stop showing you how much you mean to me. This is for you, baby." He said, sending me a wink before starting the song.

I put my hand back over my mouth as a tear streaked down my face, wiping it away while watching him. His eyes were closed as the words flowed from his lips, velvety voice sending shivers down my spine. The beat dropped and he went into the chorus, voice barely audible above the crowd screaming the lyrics alongside him. I sang along as I swayed back and forth, hand over my heart which felt like it could burst. My eyes went between watching him and the videos that played behind him, a laugh escaping me at one of him smashing a plate of whipped cream onto my face. The song slowed down into the bridge, but before he started singing he started talking again.

"Okay, this is the part where I need you guys' help. I need you to repeat this bridge over and over until I say stop. You know the words." He said, causing the audience to start singing 'weigh down on me, stay till morning, way down, would you say I'm worthy?' over and over. "Now Maddie, I need you to join me on stage." He said, causing my heart to stop. I shook my head no quickly causing him to chuckle. "Come on, baby." He said, extending his hand to me.

I sighed and pushed myself to my feet before grabbing his hand to help me up over the stage lights. I chuckled as I met his eyes before gasping when I looked out at the audience. Everyone had their lights on their phones, so it was like looking out at a sea of stars. 

"Hi, love." He whispered in my ear, causing me to look at him with a smile.

"Hi." I breathed out as he pulled me center stage.

"I love you so much." He said, voice slightly being caught up by the mic so the crowd could faintly hear him.

"I love you, too." I said as he took my hand into his, causing my heart to race.

"I want to spend the rest of our lives showing you how much I love you. And proving to you that you are worthy of that love, and everything else good in the world." He said before slowly sinking down onto one knee, causing me to gasp and smack my hand over my mouth as tears welled up into my eyes again. Screams came from the crowd as they kept singing the bridge for him. "Maddie." He said, letting go of my hand to reach into his pocket.

"Noah." I said, sob escaping me.

"Would you please make me the happiest man in the world and spend the rest of your life with me?" He asked as he opened the velvet black box in his hands, producing a large diamond ring.

A sob left me as I looked at it, the lights causing it to sparkle brightly. I nodded as I grabbed his face with my hands, bending down so we were face to face. "Of course I will."

The crowd cheered deafeningly as we kissed, Noah standing so my head dropped backwards while our lips were still connected. He pulled back and rested his forehead against mine, a cheek splitting grin on his face. He pulled my hand into his to slip the ring onto it, somehow being a perfect fit. I looked down at it before he pulled my hand up to his lips to kiss it, reaching out with his other hand to wipe the tears from my face. 

"I love you so much, baby." He said, leaning in to kiss me again.

I returned it before he rested his forehead back onto mine, the crowd's singing turning into screams as the guys kept playing the instrumental to the bridge. "I love you, too." I whispered.

"Here's to forever."

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