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Past me

Your touch, your voice Came down to heaven, To bring my soul in cursed seven, You left they came and shared me brightly

I was in love with you before and madly. Your smile brightened my path I saw Flickerings of your last soul, Your voice drove me through the dark

To find my way to my home back. The two love we had in darkness, Brought home the third Concepted, lock less

At the house with the first kiss, The fire place we just have missed. The space,the stars that just aligned For the two to leave the wild.

I stayed, you stayed I cared about them, You hidded what you cared of, madness. Babylon your path, mine Persia, The Damasc, Sakkhara's homelands...

They gave the signal to go home, You rested on the hill Sodome. Then before leaving behind, We met in new Babylon's land.

I danced and watched you, being surrounded By whores and people form their wildness.

I stayed for one kid, there in boat, I was killed and bible spoke. You came too late, my death exctracted, And whores pretended they are your mom's kid.

You felt to him and he admired, A soldier that was just bright fire. The second was tempted to raise His own brother like in trace.

Then he left him in the dessert, That shined up his orphan present. The house I grew up kept him guided. On the hill you were .

The golden cow that felt in fire, Removed your brain into desire. Of blasphemies and poisoned wine, From the gardens that were mine.

I found you in the present time, I saved the three, seven is nine. A L from lithurgistic up-down, To show the fallens respect and bright one.

I lost my family and loved one, I lost my essence of self being, Eyes of soul were trapped within, I cared, I cried in one less second.

Then I was dragged to see no heaven.

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Othello

Time passes on a legend row, A star died and three were born, Skyline blue then dark again Demons pumping blood cells, veins.

Prepare to die and rise again, As darkness, shadow I don't care. To judge for justice and show the proofs. The reng bell rand and showed the clues.

Similarities on disguise, An angel died and broke the curst. No upper mold in forming fase, I'm not with him with all disgrace.

I gave birth to words and frases, Deaths playing like their Tutmoshes. Skulls receiving their voice back, I'm not with them, and it's a fact.

From the time of ballades I grew. To save Othello, from their cruels. Aristotele the one who knows, Father, brother it's a curst.

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Genesiss

On the path of fame and glory,

Gods ashamed and felt no sorries,

Stepping on their own armies of fallens,

Left in dark, no one to follow.

Thousand years, which seems as hundreds,

Earth’s voice and demon fallens,

Gathered all to be an essence,

Of who once was their leader’s presence/

Years which now seems like some hours,

In their nightmare, daydream swallows,

Truth and pain and tears of darkness,

Left alone, outside in madness.

Orion on the horizont circled,

To escape the truth warriors,

But nobody had the key

To release the lasts who feels...

The new gods facing the time,

History and painfull marks,

Timeline stopped, dragged down dimensions,

And I’m still fighting with mansions.

Christ a holly, doubke faced,

Felt down human, christian grace...

To hide and use his family

Decided to follow sin.

To lie more and sneak in out,

On Olimpian like lands....

To steal temples, rituals,

And have haven as rewards.

Humanity so blind and holly,

Followed golden masony

Hell was quite and felt freedom,

And believed their true last leader

Devil watching so admired,

Left behind human desire

Organized his house so smartly...

Closed the hates for fake like wifeis.

Osiris in and out of soul 

With Nuth made earthy bowl...

Tasted truth and arose from darkness

To revenge his past’s disgust sense.

Ra  hiding in one more body...

Staying silent, staying steady

To reveal his roots or maybe

Hide and seek as he did oldly..

God revealing his name , hiding 

In cave of the last Antartik

Forgetting Golgota’s pain,

Blood and silence, cruse remains....

Zeus, watching how his brother,

Criminal, silent and humble....

Infected his land in silence,

Putting creatures into violence.

The last voice could be heard and seen,

The white god, assassin greed...

Fooled a brother and more nations,

To regain a chair of status...

But he felt he lost his war,

Which he planned thousand of tones,

Leaving behind the greed he put,

In money thirsty soul heaters shoes.

Long lived soul with no intention,

Why do you thing your greed saves nations?

Nature dying, fertile bees, animals halfened in years....

No more air to breath so freely,

Poisoned food we eat so greedy,

Children skinny, thirsty deaths,

Crying, laughing on  god’s path.

Those who feel are crying outloud,

Or crying their sorrow upward,

In a rope, alcohool and sins,

Just to show gods how it feels.

Those who don’t they stay so silent,

Analiticals, non violent,

Not moving a finger only

To press time, continue slowly.

To press play on evolution,

While the end was close emotion,,,

After sunrise they put masks

Invisible which infects fast.

An infection of ignorants,

Who play from a higher play ground,

Icapable to feel the joy,

That a raindrop broughts annoyed.

Valley of the deaths a hope,

Felt the step of their own,

And the blessing of the gods,

Golden sunrise golden dust...

Manna as food of soul,

They felt no hunger and still felt joy,

Passed unobserved, unnapreciated,

The pacts of apocalipse vibrating.

Souls of bible staying stady

One jumps out, the other ready...

To check is it is a snake...

We have to be our own’s braves.

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Weight and dark, Tears of my past. In my soul, Of sorrowed burst.

Where I cry out, For my Cain. To enchain thousands Of veins.

Encrypted past and mystery, Detached from human misery. While our blood boils in a plate, Showing my soul bounded mate.

Melting tears, covers my soul. Whishing badly for that bowl. To hold the hand of my past, Where I marry my face curst.

My eyes of mirrored true. Stucked our souls like the strongest glue. With the print of blood and mold, My pain that I carry, holds...

Tears, nightmares and endless time. For the moment when you will be mine. I purify, I cure, I pray... To hunt down, my modern Cain.

Seconds of velvet desire, I raise up a different fire. To find you in cold, in dark, To pray, to bark for your cold mark.

In my veins the blood that screams, Purifying all our sins. Roadmaps to our encryption. Gods in love enchained in nature.

All my fears crystallized  tears, For loosing what I once healed. My love, my man from all dimensions. Fallen in human-like nature.

If this lifetime does not cure. What on Venus was so pure, I will find you! That's my promise, For a last kiss, kept in silence.

In death, in life, in cursed times,

Cain, I am yours and you were mine!

Sorrow from my present past.

Don’t kill now, the ever last!

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Confession

Rising sadly from the dark, Cold and tired from the larks... Of thousand tradors from the past, Counting coins of Judah's curst.

Diverse lifes of oxigen, Stamped obviously by my Cain. Showing up the truth of life, Unprepared for logical fights.

Target first the enemy, Play out their own strategy. Word of peace and then if not, Cut their wings to fall apart.

The after pay, the horizon. Pure and whitish, angel foam, That came out instead of blood, To steal from me my ancient mark.

Then my wings became so heavy, Covered by the darkness, steady... Angels flying for more lies, Sex abused and crazy minds.

Fall in sin now seems so easy. Time is here and They are busy. Counting cheatings, killing Christs, Because he knew some ancient signs.

Signs of science, illumination. That could save all of his nations. But instead pretended death, Gambling games of tricky minds.

I killed him, my son's desire, To punish a different liar. Then the angels blew a horn, To hide my pyramids in storms.

Stealing data, stealing truth. Modern times and thousand shoes. Cinderellas dressed with my reward, Bounded to Excalibur's mark.

My ancient cloth, worn before death, I wore it when I had to fight. It was ripped by an ancient bullet, No blood stamps, but the print of my grace.

To remind me the mistakes, Of trusting my servant arm,. Who came then to steal my glory. To steal my soul bounded weapon.

Which reminded me who I was. Now in modern, focused Era. They called me like Lucifera. But I'm Tarra, Terra's med...

Unrecognized by earthy mud. I dream lately in the clouds. To figure out the true intention, Of the crazy, blinded human nature.

Year of eleven, said Da Vinci, Stealing a fake conspiracy. Lazy mind with bad intention, Could have destroyed all of your nations.

Proudness, greed of zombie mind, Could have started a bloody fight. I let them in my labyrinth, Of my grace and past like myths.

Year of eleven, said Da Vinci. French kiss will break misery, To fool my ancient roots and bring, Different lies and mysteries.

My intention was to test, The mindset of angel-sneaks. To purify a poisoned mind, With love, healing all the dark.

Copy paste could be the answer, The horse brother was the fighter... For a glimpse of a bright light, That prepared me for my fights.

Chains of liars, angel saint... Who committed some mistakes. I had to punish incidents, To pull down the tricky saints.

I'm a hunter of a truth, Vanished, biased from lost proofs. But my purest future dark, Raised above to cure the past.

I saw so much misery, Brainwashed, lies and mysteries... Smoke of fire, different types, Angel cursts and shameful fights.

Fallens fall as cheap-thrilled gays... Waiting for Cain to do mistakes. Then my son's arms asked for wars, Mercenaries lied by whores.

After they saw the big disgust, They prepared for smarter fights. Monopolies and misery... Controlled by some human bliss.

Who highlighted some credible threads, Encrypted demons, ghosts and minds... Anonymous as personality, To lead falling monopolies.

My sons, the trinity of me, One a liar, two like me. Don't ask who their father was... It was him, my deepest trust.

Memories and vows of past, Love confessions and deep trust. Kept so loyal in deep roots. The proof of Excalibur.

Then the Devil came to save. No Isolda, she's not French. She's my partner in a fight... For truth freedom, ancient kind.

,,Who should I trust?" I asked my self, many times Thrown in neglect, Lucifer falls in disrespect.

I'm your mother, you were my child. Go to your brothers and just say: High! Silent belt glowing much farther, Till the sinner is discovered!

Old man, God of insecure heaven. His madness caused falling of seven. Whores and liar pretty face. Teached now to give some respect.

For the Templars of earthy truth, Fighters of Excalibur. Tired minds who felt disgust, For the heaven of present past.

Silent hell and warmer anger. Raised up against my peaceful heaven. Watch the sunrise, Mohamed! You are mine, so help out Set.

He is my brother and protector. A wise wolf, with different angles. To observe and analyze... The flickerings of ancient stars.

Ra is fire, brightful shine Connects you to all the lights. Hopes and heartbeats of pure love, Ment for gods and not for dogs.

Nor for bags of orgies, harpies... Time is here, I have no mercy. We will do it, call the bright one. Lucifer fooled, forgot who mom was.

He returned to Set to lie, Make orgies, more different kind... Let's rape mother on a planet, Felt so good, felt in deep madness.

He cut off his lucid mind, And followed a different kind. My guardian betrayed and fooled, To steal Set and all of my roots.

I stayed human, pure and straight To show them all what I've gained. Purer soul print, finger ring... Egyptian landings, family.

My purity, my future child, Won't be born in this disgust. Gelossy kills, I warned them right. My own death came then to life.

I'm still here, I don't feel fear. Nobody knows, how family killed... I'm no one, Nobody With sarcastic, darker mercy.

I'm Earth, more planetary, Things turned out more visionary... For the brightest angel then, Who assumed and consumed hell.

Who am I, your father asked. Lost connections and broke past, Blurry dark in memories, That destroyed my family.

Who am I? A mother, hell? Then why didn't you show respect? For the fights, I fought so bravely, While everybody thought, I'm crazy...

Instead, you let your poison out. Your own mother sold out loud... To the empty judgemental labels, Who provoked me to turn up tables.

To uncured killers on their past, To bind present in future mights... I thought you want a family... To escape that misery.

Casa owner is my pact, To protect and heal the dark. Purify the light from means, And the fake angelic sins.

He trusted me, and he shows trust. Back in hell, he conserved past. I searched for Cain in different rooms, Criminal labels, burnt from roots.

Sold me out for angel's love. Red light districts here and there, Shinning above to steal Lucifer? My son, is it what your brother wanted? To behave like Alexander?

He died deeply because we punished Great theories, stolen by harpies. Who sold my templar, cousin's madness. Greed was never his blind target.

He was brave, not great by madness... Tired spirit with sin labels, Who returned to rest in heaven. Help his children to become kind.

And sculpture him on hero's side. With my help, my intuition. He trusted me and my brave nature. Felt disgusted for unfair whores.

Who didn't respect the horse. Who spoke truth through mother nature, That forced him for right confession. He chose the path from left to right. In a harmony of nine.

Elevens falling all apart, Dog waves migrating all back. Witchery in rats and burkas, Venom of black and white cobras.

Poisoning their greedy mind, Soulless bodies, for fake fights. We were looking for the answer, To show Lucifer who mom was. Then more whores came from above, No Cain now, Lucifer's mine.

The bitch in hell tries to pretend, That's  Lucifer who I defend... But I protect Excalibur My ex-husband... meaner fool.

Then the Templars came to swear, New prayers and newer hell. Excalibur to bring me out, From the memories of the dark past.

God on Earth, hid the truth, He played the wise and innocent fool. Excalibur sober and wise, To punish the sober like lies.

My intuition, my grace, my chills, Eternal in the Sun's smile. My love is my purity, Judgemental insanity.

Pain taught me when and how to kill, Remotely so I can heal... To revenge the broken bills, Gathered up by angelic sins.

The intelligent whore from where? How did she reach my well-blessed hell? It's a copy her lover said, But she wanted Cain to swear.

Then he put a different mask, To hide the intention of trust. Stealing out again my child, To wake up children of past.

He felt me, eternity... Horny whores marked for their sins. My protector purer soul, Fought for his mom, to be born.

No Excalibur feels shame, The sexuality to blame. The same setup, parallel pasts... Excalibur, it’s me to trust!

Next level for my own poison, Kept in secret to revive us. Me, my child and the bright Sun. We know who and when to trust.

I'm Earth, not yet immortal. They played fake engagement portals. While my stollen grace was shared, Not adviced by Lucifer.

It was her from other side, Putting humans in fake smiles. She returned but not that wise, A memory of deep disgust.

The nest of the Planet X, Golden fake gods and fake kiss. But the handled high emotions, Keeps Cain in encaged illusions.

Then the Sun a bit confused, Followed Ra and asked for proofs. My protector, purer old. Recognized me, how I fought.

Our soul, no fingerprint, Da Vinci's ancient myth. Not the touch nor the illusion, That caused the human confusion.

It was them, their ancient greed. Blinded thirst for heaven meat. Because I loved his father madly, Gave a chance to kill the "bounties".

He is patient, truth and right, Witnessing a newer fight. All this dirt and cheap-thrilled games, Limits to tolerate shame.

I decided to cure him... To see truth and love Him blindly. The entity of his soul bound... I don't think and I don't trust.

Everybody wants to feed, My child with their rotten milk. But the Devil, his protector. Returned him to mother nature.

My templars were my enemies... I revived them from their bliss. To enlighten corrupted heavens And punish betrayal heathens.

To protect and purify, The jewelry of humankind. Leftovers of goddess love And purify the angel curst.

In their eyes as Virgin Marry, They decide who should I marry. Excalibur, you fell in sin... Don't hide away while witnessing...

Punish the betrayal mind, The corrupted ancient kind, If the sin will fall again, You know now who to betray.

Kill them all! Blood and veins, Soul bounded impurer grace. Humans, angels, animals That arise against my trust.

Blueblood, red and human nature, Take them on my death's adventure. Fly through the heavy and cold dark, Nobody will hear their bark.

No hell is guilty as heaven, When is without my bright seven. No hell feels so miserable, As the hidden human heathens.

New eras are undercover... Angel orgies on Earth’s heaven. Trying hardly to reach out... Through fake money, Switzerland.

I'm not grandpa, none of them... I was raised in happy hell. Second time it turned sarcastic, Now their labels stick, so drastic.

Mother nature showed to prove, That my grace is bounded proof. Encrypted for them but for me hidden, Just my soul is my own mirror.

Meanwhile, I can still protect, Life, truth, dark as Set just said. My number is thirteen because, The last supper was a curst.

Me, my own and my twin couple, Corrupted the game of the last supper. I became one with the mark, Dad and mother for my child.

Then the group of their eleven, Fall apart to faker seven. Blood was feeling the cold dark, Saint Peter stole and hide...

The truth templars kept in walls, To witness the faker curst. The cross kept for blasphemies, For Judah's betrayal kiss.

Christ possessed criminal, Stopped me from returning home. He shared the blood of my life's fruit. And tried to wear different suite.

I was 12 the mystique number, Goddess blessed and undercover. The untouched plus diverged one. Lucifer, my stollen heart.

I was twelve and he was 13, Next gods for the heaven throne bliss. But killing all of my kinds, Grandpa ruled and fooled with myths.

I was there on Golgotha, In Gana and helped out Christ... To share kindness, intuition, To become a better nation.

Then Cain was on the East side, Horus exchanged the truer one. To fall in love with his own sister, Not promised, nor sinister.

Now, the same archeology, With upgraded types of orgies... Stollen rings from Egypt's priests, They found me and I found Him.

Bones were moving, tall from Rome... Pope has had a different cold. Judah to keep his chain, For the pacts, he made to swear.

Bones feeling apocalypse, I stopped many in a year. Crusades, the best religions, To purify human inhibitions.

Sold out tickets on curst lands, By Benedicts and Francisc "saints". Reincarnation dragged in puppets, Moldovians and under dark bullets.

I waited and analyzed, The false looks and zombie smiles. Then Set was kinda of prepared, To welcome me in current hell.

He would have thought it's me to heal, But I absorbed Ra's deep bliss... Not corrupted to flesh fruits, Soul boundaries and ancient proofs.

I figured out their true intention, That would have destroyed our nation. The chains would have hit back, Not for my ancient blessed mark. But to imprison the true Ra.

Our brother, Horus lied... For love? For money? For sinner whores? He betrayed his family, And became my enemy.

Feathered Judah, bigger liar, His own child to burn in fire, Sold out to different popes, Blasfemized with earthy whores.

Went to the pope, to kill my kind. Marrying gypsy like rats... To keep his dirty sinfull fames, Sold out to drink other's grace.

Killing Set would have been nice, Cold blooded and crystal eyes. My heart bumped, I thought it's pure... Made me feel so insecure.

But it was my first relation, Connection to my old nation. I was about to glorify, The flickering of brother's eyes.

I tried so hard to cure, to heal, The sanity to stop him kill. While he kept on still avoiding, To meet my eyes and heart, to fold it.

All his nightmares from the past, That put him in muddy dust. Now he plays and thinks, pretender To become a wiser sainter.

I saw my old enemy, From the era of Ptolemy. Sitting on Cain's gold throne, With planetary and His crown.

I went there to meet my husband, Infiltrated as a soldier, To celebrate and show my dance, Of seduction and love, long last.

But the brother was enchained, By deep greed and ancient bless... His temptation came alive, To control the human kind.

Sticky, stubborn parasite, Infected a beautiful kid. He should let his greed in fire, Power tempted, deep desire.

He should have ask and cry for trust, Of his angel, Horus's best. Intuition and clean peace, I didn't curst, it is a sin!

Even Mars, a died out planet Sensed my soul and observed madness, To raise up for truth and trust, To hold on warrior thoughts.

Then the angels screaming bravely, Chaos is the best to put in. But the bastard insane soul, Was cropped first, just like a toy.

On Mars then Ra's pyramid... Blessed with love that my kids built. Biased harpies, thirst for science, Fake intellingents are quite.

Angels, heaven, show your gates! What do you have to promise then? If your crazy hypotheses, Are falling down, you disgust, herpes...

I don't need to sacrifice... My own child to earn a heart! Core of galaxy, my soul, Was infected by my love.

My hopes, my dreams listened in silence, My being focused on human violence. Then the sneak like whores of heaven, Tried to infiltrate in seven.

All the dreams, weapons and tools, To protect the crazy fools... Were stollen and blasphemized, To fake Cain a better "us".

Knife to protect Mohamed, Then in heaven with prospect. To protect himself in fight, While he learned to protect "dad".

My true weapon melted in, The blade of the sword of sin, Fired and ritualized, To redirect the mirrored us.

Burnt in fire, then in water, Stone was Arthur now my time came, To return it's grace to Cain. Four elements present for fair.

Earth cried out for happy proofs. Waking up from its old roots, I was mom, since then a soldier. Smiling feeling the Sun's warrior.

Lucid dreamings and soul faith. Darkness the arrose to  scare, My own glow and eyes for further. It stopped me not to fly louder.

For the ancient, other myths. Galaxies from other sides, That wanted to check my mind. But my soul was matching theirs.

It's not Ra who should be blamed. I was Tarra, there and now, Representing Terra's right.

The respect of the three layers, With different life forms, Different prayers.

Your decisions broke the promise, You can choose who your one is... I have Him, and he's my all, Take a weapon ancient soul.

Stab me deeply once again, Horus then, nor Lucifer... In the pregnancy, I cared, The root of eternal blame.

Steal my soul and share it deeply, History seems much more creepy. Simpler, cleaner with more sense, The true smashed from this universe.

Then my weapon scars your eyes, Reflection of beautyful minds, Steal my soul and share it deeply... In the heavy cold and kill me.

Cut my teets to stop the milk, Trador, Russian parasites. Covered in burkas of lies.

Let the blood feed all your monsters, That betrayed my ancient castles... Watch again how wings are falling, Just look down and see me crawling.

Ancient goddess, not a queen, You will see me then how I kill. All your roots from human nation. Then I fly for all your sainters.

Drag them down in heated hell, To hear you all how you yell. All your cries of deep regrets, Curst land and curst saints.

Liquid universe collapsing, Embracing my body's corruptions... Then the shapeless death in me, Will burn down all of your myths.

I was it, and it was I, Admiration of my mind. Became one with killer darkness, To inhale the world in madness.

No more sunlight, only fire, Burnt down meat and blood on fire. Stamped foreheads from the horns, To start the sin in reverse.

I don't run and I don't hide, I will kill all of your kinds... Betrayal considered sin, I will show you how I kill...

The truth promised undercover, I just came here to recover... The reason why I do not kill, To purify the future sins.

If blood covers my blessed arms, The ancient mark will come alive. My eyes will burn and turn in dark, No more wolf or dogs to bark.

My body in current era, Bitches supposing they are Terra... Fake and cheap-thrilled faker labels, Bitch watch out, I am a trador!

On my face when I was stamped, I promised to stay aware... But the sin it was allowed, I am different, no regard...

I don't want to change what's me... I try hardly to stay clean. I will tear down different chops, Of curst ribs and ancient laws.

For my natural goddess me, I don't respect misery. I stay pure and natural, And my kids are eternal.

Promised since the end of time, I return for what is mine. I return and fight for rights, I can kill, but then your lies...

Won't be punished and nor healed. I  will let you all to feel. Inner pain and disillusions, Of your Judas and your folders.

I will rip your soulless hearts, Trap your souls in your sick minds. Then the eyes will be the mirrors, Of the trador, fake like killers.

Time-lapse its reality, I will steal your gravity. Turn the crosses upside me, On Golgothas of bloody mines.

That will be the output when, My heaven will bring down hell. Or if I fill that tradors are, Under-cover or disgust.

Encrypted signs and linearity, Collecting truth from space boundaries. Places where I lost my grace, I will build a newer hell.

If the first try didn't work, Try to complote or steal the show... I will laugh in bitter tears, To show you all, how it feels.

But my fuel is human love, Nature, Earth and Sun-like burnt. Calendars and deep respect, For true gods, I don't neglect.

Fake casts, kneel in front of heaven, Or admire my pure seven. This time no more bit by bit... I can kiss and I can kill.

Silent stories about deaths, Helped me out to follow paths. Humans are the worst behavior, Don't love Christ, just love your saviors.

I observed and took assumption, The mean is kinder than my mom was. Parasite familly roots, Fallen faces, fallen teeth.

Alcohol my father missed, Violence and deep abuser, Turned to crazy, for a bitch whore.

I suppressed his body pain, I wanted to become Cain. Help father to kill them all, Stopping angels not to fall.

But my human intuition, Raised up love for mother nature. I chose to be nobody, But the sins kill, not me...

Associated words of puzzles, Please don't let me to show my cover... In case of emergency, I will draw apocalypse.

Again back in alcohol, Father turned to soul donor... He tried to close all his pacts, To love mom and stop the fights.

She made pacts against my own, Sinner angel in human bowl. To steal the show and change my mind, And inhale my grace's bright light.

I was stronger than them all, Orphan, since my age was born. I don't need no family, I build up my trinity.

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Bloody peace

What is God in our world, Is He pain? Or is he love? Is he father or is He sinner? Which of them is a bloody killer?

Starving poors in extreme heat, Each second skips innocent beats. A heart that tears its soul apart, Children with their dried out mouth.

Mothers wishing to exchange, Their existence with their babies' grave. Sister turns against her brother, Brothers killing their own mother.

Father rapping their own child, On alcohol running so wild. Thinking how to end the wars, But in fact, they are the worst.

Going to fight against each other, With big guns, they killed their brothers, Fathers, children families... All of them begging on knees.

For their life and right to be... On their land with families. They are fooled and blinded souls, That's how they kill without remorse.

Some of them, they think is hell. They saw all what they should not tell. Whiskey lullabies, painkillers... That's how they live, to blind their evils.

The thoughts that poison their cleared out mind, That makes them a different kind. Neglected by societies, New targets for enemies.

Paranoia or psychosis... That is the best diagnosis. Then they turn blue, grey or blind... To all that God considered kind.

Which of them is the evil one? The bloodthirsty, or the good guys? When did they make the big exchange, Because now they turn a page.

In a world where being normal, It's considered paranormal. In a world were feeling pain, Seems to be all that what we gain.

For life, friends, society... Kindness seems conspiracy. When you turn back just to help... Stabbed behind, so you regret.

They keep asking where the love is? And they live in hate of abyss. In the dark criminal minds, Pretending to stop their fights.

Lying that they are listening, Planning how to murder it... The kindness the innocence, Is used as a tool to kill our friends.

Putting on a thousand masks, Just to stay under disguise. Faking confidently smiles, To destroy two million lives.

Staring in the empty abyss, Getting high on raw cannabis. To pretend that life is better. And they kill, it doesn't matter.

Their awareness, sobriety... That could change society. Their perspective, their true morals, Will die out like dried out corals.

Grey and useless, grey is silent. But they don't turn to be violent. In the end those blinded soldiers, Will cry out on death's shoulders.

Pretending to save a land, They bring crime and dirty fights Against poor or innocents... It doesn't matter if it ends.

The greed of their upper ruler... Or the need for more fake rumors To keep the sheeps, zombies and brain-washed. For the future that will smash us.

New techniques and better weapons, Societies and secret letters. New diseases and new extremes, Makes us want to die in peace.

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Origin

In the past humans were watching, How my demons raised up scratching... Painting blood in muddy waters. Just to crawl, no matter what happens.

Bringing fire from their hell. Showing me what I could not tell. Past and present merged together, Just to drag me down, from Heaven.

I was happy in the clouds, One of three that sneaked out. In the garden full of fruits, I was sitting, without clues.

Where did they go to hide and play? They were two and I thought they gain: Truth and power over hearts, Medicine for wounded scars.

There was a tree with golden apples, And they were talking about what should happen. But did they check the future past? I had no clue, so then I asked...

One of them he was my lover, My other half from painted heaven. The other one, he was the cheater. He made my tears taste much bitter.

And then they cut their angel hands, Merging bloodlines to stop fights. Then he saw me, the meaner one. And he asked me not to fall.

She saw us doing it, he said... I was crying for The Sad... I loved him, so I had to stay... Just for short and then I played.

They sneaked me out from Heaven and peace... Just to save him, I released... My innocence and my pureblood. Just to stop him for getting blind.

Then his eyes turned out much bigger, Holding my love on his little finger. He was the victim because I loved, From the beginning, but it was untold.

She saw us doing it, he said... Let's hide it because it's bad. It was betrayal towards us both, But He just stared, He didn't fight.

I have to do it, then I said sadly I jumped into, I loved him badly. That's how heaven closed the gates. I was on Earth, with no escape.

Where should I find the magic cure? To break the pact you choose for Youth. To break your curst and make you pure. I have no clue, about how to...

But I felt you then and now... I told you, I don't know how. And you were here, and you remembered, How we played out the way from heaven.

His son I think is Lucifer, Shiny and dark, but how he felt... So lonely, cold, a broken heart. He told me that I have to fight.

I didn't know what all that means, So he said:"Follow your dreams". I give you pieces of a puzzle, That might take lifes, more than a thousand.

To bring him home and face Saint Peter, The old wise man, or the gatekeeper... Then I prayed for Earth and Heaven. I wasn't talking to no ravens.

I found his voice as intuition, His anger boosted my ambition. His crimes were drying my tears out. I loved them both, then what I thought...

Was I Eva and was He 'Dam? Lucifer on Eden's path? Walking out from our garden And God let him do so, just to wonder.

Just to see who do I love, And if it's A'Dam, To kill us both?

Then I prayed for God to answer, And life became a roller coaster. Down from heaven on dry Earth, Full of humans, full of cursts.

A garden of rituals, Types of people, individuals... Blinded by greed and so much hate. They didn’t put food inside my plate.

I was swimming in disgust, With some demons wearing masks... They thought I am one of them. But I came to find my Men.

All of them were envious, I found it stupid, hideous. How should I tell them to release The pain, the hate, the misbelieves.

They didn't listen then and now... Everything was changing fast. Because I had a previous past. An ancient one, I was the Queen. And I hated what was mean.

The King was blinded by revenge, By jealousy and magic spells... That's how he choose to sacrifice. The light of the soul, that shined so bright.

I was there to share the food, With poor orphans and who God choose. But the Rex misunderstood, He bought his friends, with magic fruits.

The wine wasn't good no more, It turned to poison and killed them all. I was there bearing then a child, While watching how my Rex went wild.

Music was on, I wore my dress... Watching how they got depressed. Ordering to watch the gold, That made us wealthy and brightly bold.

Suddenly he figured out, That he was played by his own crowd. He killed them all but some escaped... With all the gold that ships could take.

I was his Queen, I had to leave. To give the birth of angel feet. Because my King became possessed, By demons, he could not rest.

I took my child on Noah's arch. I walked in dark the shame and march. With some of my trusted servants, We sailed toward The Netherlands...

On the Nile, we floated bravely, Knowing that nothing can save me. I was killed and then revived, Into the skin of my own child.

I met David, nearby the sea He took care of Him and me. I ruled with faith and kinder heart, That made angels want to fight.

They destroyed my love for Him, And they put him back in sin. I decided then to die, Drinking poison, and red wine.

I was sent to Earth again, Nostra Adamus should have tell. How I came to let him out, From heaven to save us now.

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Bad intention

I came here to represent, The innocence that humans break, Here on Earth, to satisfy, The dirt of the humankind.

They had to make me just to show, The blood in the human bowl, Mixed with a lighting of a blast, That turns back to earthy dust.

Then my soul turned back rust, When they broke the angel trust. All the hate, and worst behaviors, Trained me to be Earth's savior.

My mother turned twice to Hell, When she heard the painful yell. Asking once, a thousand times. Because I couldn't find my rimes.

Then the demons felt my pain, That flew back in all my veins. To forgive these fooled minds, Otherwise, they start the fights.

You know, I do not want to hurt, I was the fruit of a curst. They stepped on my purity, To bring down serenity.

I can handle, I can take... All you pain with disrespect. I was killed a thousand times, Crying deeply for your lies.

But I have to go right through... All the dirt to gather proofs, For your small, innocent lies, I was killed almost two times.

Then my soul got disappointed, I could feel my soul dilated, My kind heart so unimportant, For your rotten human portrait.

I will take you to a dimension, To pay for your fake affection. Disguised with some bad attention, It hurt badly, I can mention.

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Soulless fight

You see how much loneliness can be, Weights and silence that is in between. You feel how much others can see, But you buried it, into black seas.

Into the bloody underground, Covered with a cold dust, of crying hearts... Dressed with the glow of my love's soul, I cried so badly, you should have told...

Your loveful presence was an intention, To keep us living in our dimension. The family portrait, what we built, Mixed up silently with you dancing kit.

I felt like you were the criminal, I put Us down to my minimal... And then you fed me with poisoned pills. To show up your dancing skills.

You made quiet, a big show Then I remembered the bloody bowl... Full of souls that our love made, And you think all that life failed.

I tried to reach you, to show respect Instead, you came up with the prospect, Quetiapine, Zyprexa or less Her... That's what they said, at my last birth.

Those were the dogs, out in the dark. They used me to make their bark, Much brighter, more obvious. I have to play, so hideous...

My scope was to dig up the truth, I now gathered many more proofs... But I miss your warm embrace, Then I will go further so I can face.

The killer instinct that I could predict, I have to go, I have to face it. To destroy the human mind, That wanted to kill my blood, my kind.

My children, my holiness The bowl of blood was soulless. They crawled in my empty dark, To be the light on a better side.

They choose me showing the path, As a reward for what I forgot... My dreams, my family, my whole, To be the partner of a crazy wolf.

Who cared about me so blindly, sin, He put the weight of all my fears And took my frightened worrying heart, And he promised, he will be disturbed.

All the dirt that tried to kill, All my tears for your past sins... But I stopped... to put in silence... The consequences of human violence.

The wolf changed back to the handsome king, I choose me, then I choose him. To be a better soul, my kind... And forget about our fight.

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Lost on Earth

Maybe I am the cursed lamb, Can you stop my thirst of blood? Maybe you saw me in the dark, Running out from Cain's mark.

How we forget to bite and bark, Against the lie, we put in the dark. To let it be a pleasant lark. Full of colors in the dark.

But the color of my veins, Covered it into a race... That hides the secrets of a sin, That knows no more other means.

I am the Devil, covered in fields. On this Earth full of hybrids. I was there I know who was, The Judah, the broken trust.

But I'm here as savior, Showing better behavior. Not to put it on repeat, I don't eat your rotten meat.

I can feel I'm one of them, The ones who crawl out from their hell. But I was first when the light came out. That's why I had to shout out loud.

To make us much more visible, That shout made us invincible! I am legion, I am them. I woke up your scarry Hell.

Now you hate me, do your thing. Let's hide up in bloody sin. Let's cry out, let's shout it loud. So we raise up in their mouth.

Put your mind to count their caves, And wake up the sinner braves. Let's unite and show our God. How He made us out of mud.

Let's remind Him that we are, What he forgot out in the dark. Show him that we are the sin, All the places we have been.

All the hunger, all the tears... Gather them to bring him peace. That taught us, to be Remind. How to deal with humankind.

He forgot to come on Earth, And extinguish the thirst of love. We are legion, family... The result of anomalies.

The rest of his tiredness... That made our life a mess. We are not a disrespect, Sucking out all His prospects.

Why he blamed his brightest son? Putting him encaged, in Sun. Letting him to feel the fire, That's how he gained his desire.

For pain and for cheap trill games, Feeling the sound of the hottest flames. Feeling the pain how Earth is crying, Because humankind is dying.

Who's the meaner? Him or God? None of them, it's humankind... A beautiful experiment, That turned to be dirt and imminent.

To face them both, and ask them: Why? All this guilt, the sin, oh my... Which one will save us from the End? Both of them, we play, pretend...

That we have all our rights, To carry on their dirty fights. Or did They end their bloody wars? Do They let us face the worst?

All the questions that we have... Drove us to the path of mads. Now They watch the misery, That becomes a mystery.

Of the past and crazy present, We can stop and think what's better? To believe or not believe? Who brought up the blinded sin?

Was the Mean or was the Kind? Which give up and hold to life? As I know it's misery... And we wear their jewelries.

One is Heart, the other is Mind... How we continue the mighty fights. A glitch of their worst behavior, And we thought Jesus is a savior.

What he knew was to reflect, How to deal with disrespect... That we are no toys no more, And his mother wasn't a whore.

She just like human temptation, Angels came to show their nature. We didn't need his sacrifice. Or to hide in all disguise.

We don't need their miracles, To know the Superiors... We are who heart decides to be, Demons, Angels or their sin...

We are humans, here on Earth, Trapped in bodies out of dirt. Injailed in their weakened nightmares... To fight on with uncured madness.

Are we gods from different heavens? Jailed to cover their mean flavors... Of a game so dark and bright. Their fears from a different kind.

Is this how They built their prison. And left us here without a reason. Just to forget their ancient bloodlines, And remind them how their fight was.

They forgot, and now pretend. That we can reach forgotten hells. And they curst us to die and born, When an angel blows a horn?

I hope then Heaven is crying, Because I will watch them dying... God is home, that's what they said. But He's hiding in deep Hell.

To meet his angel or allies? We were fooled with crazy lies. They exchanged to have more fun, Who figures out, earns a reward.

To meet their father, a stronger one. That sent me down to bring their child. On a fight that face all demons. And unite the kinder evils.

First, I had to beg the gates, To let me in with all my mates. But he was kind: "No sacrifice!" Just make sure to kill the lies.

I returned then to enlighten, That I was a kinder fighter. Then they laughed, they didn't see. I wanted to wash the sin.

I went back just on my own, And he saw how kind I fought. I was thrown in disrespect, The pain was awful, I don't neglect.

He felt me he said the same, Kill them all and be insane. They broke your tiny loveful heart. That's why I give you Cain's mark.

I returned, I couldn't kill. That's how I choose to watch the sin. To be silent and embrace. The fears of the human race.

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Break up

I couldn't see the light in dark, Because I fought, to get you back. I couldn't be your nest of life. I was instead a grave of death.

I believed in truth and right. That blinded me, to lose you twice. I believed in moral values, But Cupido sharpened his arrows.

He shouts me straight and ripped mind. With a poisoned love that I had to fight. But the infection spread so fast, It turned me back to our past.

It scared me deeply, It was so cold... I thought you knew, but I was old. I was so stubborn to see it clear... And way too proud to watch me knee.

I was scared to lose again, And I forgot how all began. I saw the weights, the rotten roots. The darkness in the deepest wood.

That was asking sacrifice, Blood and murder, not the past. Just to wash the pain away, I locked you up inside my brain.

I buried you inside my tears, Which were hiding all my fears. Pain and suffering, that we formed. Was taking us almost to court.

To revolt against each other. So the judge can reach to heaven. I could see, you weren’t loyal. That's how we killed our lawyer.

I put him out, you put me too. And everything turned back to blue. I could feel the "what if not..." But I couldn't change the path.

I was stubborn, cold and old Because I could give no birth. To the fruit, I love the most, All that love turned in disgust.

How could you... I asked so often. But you hid it then and after. The poison then, it turned much darker. And the dark grew up much faster.

I couldn't see the light of hopes. I just killed what I loved the most. My partner, your virgin smiles The love you fed, but you were blind.

We fought hard just for each other. That's why I wanted to be the mother. Of your bloodline in the future. But you behaved... so immature.

You lied, you cheated and enjoyed... All I tried was to avoid: To lose you once and twice again... Because I loved you, it was my faith.

I was afraid to lose again, Afraid to show you all the pain, The broken trust, the misery. And face the dirty mysteries.

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Divorce

It was my blood under my skin, That paid for your innocent sins. There were my tears washing my face, To feel the burning, holy grace.

Each drop of pain, each drop of curst, The smiles that we kept with force. The lies which you kept on telling, The demons who didn't stop yelling.

They all turned confused and angry, How could you use me kindly, madly... On the string of boulevards, With the rusted, broken hearts.

I just had to wash the makeup, And remember why we broke up... Then my face was half in shadow, Of the pain, I couldn't swallow.

My ego started to wake to life, To make me shine again, so bright. It keeps  telling what to do, To show it, it wasn't you.

Who brought the apocalypse, Under a cold, full moon eclipse. Who broke my castle of cold glass. Then I had to run out fast.

In the dark and silent killer, The forest that woke up the meaner, Entity inside my soul, That became again more hole.

Under the moon of blue remorse, The pink turned white, The ghost stayed ghost. Inside my temple, I was the host.

The red turned black, Just please imagine... The grey is green, and it's so tragic... How colors turned out to be more magic.

In this emptied mad world blast, Humankind turns back to dust. And wicked iron back to rust, The world is changing, and it's too fast.

For those who can not even follow, They keep turning back on sorrow, Put the blame on Cupid's arrow. They don't know love, they don't follow.

You could see that, or was it me? That's why I turned home so madly... And then, I saw the real you... How much fake is your "I love you."

How you built your afterlife, On the edge of a bloody knife. Thousand poisoned sippy cups, They were witches in disgust.

I came then to be your savior, I could see her false behavior... She is worst, do not be her... She ain't no magic, maybe a whore?

Let's just keep my mind more... heavy, With prescriptions, I couldn't carry. Being poisoned on the throne, Drinking blood from Cupid's bowl.

There I Crishtianed my own soul, In the pain, the magic born. As lonely swan in haunted ports, I keep crawling and showing force.

My engine of liberty, I fought with my dignity. I faced the hungry, wild wolfs... To finalize our divorce.

The lawyer came, the judge stood tall. I chose the chair just not to fall. Not down on earth, I mean above. To bring my angels, to bring those deaths.

They shake and think I might not know, The magic of the bloody bowl. That scares the fooled mind, I won because I was so kind.

I didn't have to kill, or fill, The sweet taste of cursed sin. I won because of my purity, That unifies integrity.

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Raised up kid

We started our love in fire, We killed lies and worst desires. We started our love so blindly, And we’ve drawn in passion madly.

Days seemed to be less than seconds, And we forgot all the answers, For the envy and poisoned snakes. And we took out all it takes.

To run the world on crazy paths, And admire the grey rats. That tried to rip out our flesh, In thousand pieces and refresh.

The patterns of cursed fools, Then we used out all our tools. That protected our desire, That put minds on burnt-out fires.

We started and now we end, On prescriptions of a hand. That doesn't care how much I loved, The false taste of our bulk.

They think those frames were an illusion, And you left without a conclusion. Then you stabbed my drunk infusion, With a poisoned needle, then you chose her.

You think that I might take care, But I know, you weren’t fair. Then you lied, you loosed the tool, Just to satisfy a fool.

But I have my heart, desire... That knows... You're the worst liar. And I have my lucid mind, That makes me a different kind.

All the beauty you will meet... You can eat their empty meat. It's a lie, it's an illusion. That keeps you drunk in lost confusion.

Time is a blessing, time is me... Catching up to your last bit. You will remember how I was, And how you caused me a disgust...

For your crazy selfish games, That put our kids in flames. And ruined a family, That I planned happy and kindly.

To keep our diamond bulb, That you couldn't even hold. For a week. And for the sick, That haunted us... you lost the brick.

Of our colorful heavenly house, That turned to be the worst disgust. I decide to purify, But you tried to magnify.

How much dirt you hide in blindness, Stepping dirty on my kindness. You turned after from a fool. All you wanted: to be cool.

You started your crazy game, I can say, I do not blame. All I wish is now the best, Because now, I pass the test.

And you see me shine so brightly, And you turned to me so kindly. To pay for my offering, That raised you up, as a  kinder kid.

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I can feel you

I can feel you Like sunset feels the night, The dying light, Struggling for its right…

I can feel you, Like an animal in it's biggest fight, Angry and humble, Too scared to bite.

I can feel you, Like a pain inside the mind, That rips out hearts, Because of a might.

I can feel you, Weak and bright, Full of smiles, A warmer kind.

I can feel you, Up and down, Playing with me, Just like a child.

I can feel you, Reaching me out, But still steady, Afraid to fall.

I can feel you, Blue and blind, Bold and buried, Inside your mind.

I can feel you, Out in the dark, Into the cold And shining stars.

I can feel you, But what should I do? Let down your walls And feel me too.

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Winter is comming

As You continue lying, I watch Us dying... Dragging my eyes to the ground, The weight is cold, You broke the bound.

You understand: I see right through! The dirty games, you play so good... I stared at you, breathing the cold Like a tired mascot, with a few ropes.

You see them through the bloody night, That screams: Winter is coming! (behind). Then your fire is burning bright... Trying to play? Or trying to fight?

You ask me if I felt it too, The cold between us? I'm staring through. All I wanted was something new. To leave behind the past we knew.

I don't know how far you got, Your fire started to hide. Like an ashamed and playful child. Afraid not to become too wild.

Then you want to take control, Acting like I was your own. Sharpening your fox-shaped eyes, Continue to plan more lies.

And I was back in the ice cold hell, Staring so lost, I couldn't tell...