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oh fuck me im weak

unearthing a starcicle drabble cause i need fluff

my fucking drafts are calling to me like the damn devil

#‘take a break’ I MISS STARCICLE OKAY!!!!! #i need to be sedated #mad ramblings

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my fucking drafts are calling to me like the damn devil

#‘just a sentence or two’ #‘get that idea out rea quick’ #my computer feels evil rn #mad ramblings

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anyway I miss starcicle*

*just put out an 8k chapter on them not 3 days ago. Also has several wips focused on them in her drafts

i hate being an author and an artist because I can never say “I miss my guys” like… then go write about them? maybe draw something? idiot

#LET ME BE STUPID!!!!!!!! #LET ME MOURN SOMETHING WITHIN MY GRASP!!!! #mad ramblings

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i hate being an author and an artist because I can never say “I miss my guys” like… then go write about them? maybe draw something? idiot

#it’s torture #let me miss my blorbos and stupid rarepairs in peace #sometimes you wanna be the one consuming content of your fellas okay #mad ramblings

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"I feel so normal about him" well I dont. move

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The devastating difference between how much time it takes to write something vs how fast people read it lol

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GUEST COMMENTS ON AO3 HAVE BEEN TURNED BACK ON LETS GOOOO

#i missed my guests :( #mad ramblings

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q!slime:

#saw this on twitter and started LAUGHING #tell me im wrong #qsmp #qsmp slimecicle #slimecicle #mad ramblings

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REVERSE TROPE WRITING PROMPTS

Too many beds

Accidentally kidnapping a mafia boss

Really nice guy who hates only you

Academic rivals except it’s two teachers who compete to have the best class

Divorce of convenience

Too much communication

True hate’s kiss (only kissing your enemy can break a curse)

Dating your enemy’s sibling

Lovers to enemies

Hate at first sight

Love triangle where the two love interests get together instead

Fake amnesia

Soulmates who are fated to kill each other

Strangers to enemies

Instead of fake dating, everyone is convinced that you aren’t actually dating

Too hot to cuddle

Love interest CEO is a himbo/bimbo who runs their company into the ground

Nursing home au

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i dont like taking breaks :(

turns out i am a little more tired than i thought so i’m going on a mini break to restore the writing juices, should be picking back up monday!!

#its been one day and im already dying #hate doing things for my own good #but ill do it #mad ramblings

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Nice whumpy thing: when people are intensely pragmatic about their injuries illnesses.

“Listen, if I pass out…”

“If you let up pressure, I’ll bleed out. So just, don’t move.”

“I know it ill hurt, just do what you need to.”

#….ideas

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turns out i am a little more tired than i thought so i’m going on a mini break to restore the writing juices, should be picking back up monday!!

#take care of yourselves folks! #mad ramblings

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fic planning be like:

#:)

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to you, it’s a shitty sentence. to some random bitch 500 miles away, it’s a fire line that’ll haunt them for the next 17 years.

you don’t know how impactful your writing is because it’s been in your brain for far too long now. you’ve stared at it for hours and repeated “this sucks” over and over again to the point that you killed your capacity to feel anything about your work.

but trust me, once you get your shit out there, someone’s gonna go over that paragraph you hate and go “jesus fucking christ” and put the book down to have an existential crisis.

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trying to figure out if posting a sneak peek of a starcicle doodle will give me the motivation to actually finish it or will it cause me Guilt when it takes me forever to

#hmmmm #decisions decisions #mad ramblings

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it’s making me insane- ch. 6 pt. 2

He steps closer, reaching around Charlie to open the cabinet beside his head. Charlie leans forward and into his space while Étoiles retrieves some bowls. He lets him, pausing for a moment to set the bowls on the counter. In the little space between them, Étoiles is quiet and honest.

...

“Charlie, I just want you around, okay? Do you understand or do we need to get you another skull so you can hear me better? Are you missing the bones in your ears, too? I. Want. You. Here.”

Me, the author of immi: but what if they hugged at this moment? Imagine

Hope you like!! it's missing a lot but i'm still very happy with this. It is very self-indulgent and not necessarily canon but Charlie sits on the counter with Étoiles standing in front of him often enough that it might as well have happened like this at some point <3

(shout out to this post for pushing me to finally draw my own fic lmao)

maybe i'll draw the actual scene one day haha, but for now just them~

#i need to draw them again #reblogging this for me

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

WHAT!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!

(Shut up right now bout “backgrounds”, why apologize for creating? For trying? For succeeding? Why apologize for art that you put love and care into?)

the colors- the POSE oh my god this is unreal I’m not looking at this I’m hallucinating

the details of the clothes being just scraps to the tail wrapped around ètoiles’ bicep kill me like… wait I wrote that..

And this might seem like such a minor thing to gosh over but I love how you draw tears it’s sososososo good omg

brb now i need to write fluff after seeing the angst that’s my fault

Thank you so much for bringing this moment to life, I can’t get over it

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Couldn't tell what lighting looked best

Anyways

@mad-c1oud I finished itttt >:DD

I'm still trying to get better with backgrounds I'm a work in progress 😔

#WAHHHHHHHHHHH #YOU DREW THIS!!!! #AND YOU DREW IT CAUSE OF ME WAHHHH #I’m such a freakin sap this has me wanting to cry #starcicle #fanart for me #also a minor detail I love is étoiles right hand scrunched at Charlie’s back #i adore that