Oh, my Clematis
Please, stay by my side
My Clematis
♡ - ♡ - ♡ - ♡
Time-lapse Below
I can't stop feeling giddy over this drawing, honestly, I haven't felt really inspired to draw just did whatever, but this drawing really brought me out of my art block :D
DO YOU THINK THE REASON TILL DOESN'T LOOK AT IVAN IS BECAUSE HE'S ASHAMED OF HIMSELF?
BECAUSE HE RAN AWAY THAT NIGHT? Was he shocked to see Ivan back at Anakt Garden? Did he think he'd just leave without him? Did he put two and two together and realized Ivan gave up his freedom for him?
Does he feel guilt every time he sees Ivan? Does he know how miserable Ivan is? Does he think he's the source of his torment? That Ivan deserves someone who actually loves him? All the while never even thinking of applying said notion to himself?