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❥ 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌 𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒 , 𝐕𝐎𝐋 . 𝟐 [ 𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂 ] .
the second installment of sentence starters based on random lyrics from random songs in my playlist . vol . 1 can be found here !! some lyrics have been modified to be more usable . change gendered language & add context to your needs . happy roleplaying !! ♡
“ i’m searching for something , but i can’t feel nothing . ”
“ you can find me dancing in between the raindrops , trying to find a way to make the pain stop . ”
“ the stars are always taunting me at night , reminding me that i’m not the only life . ”
“ why hide your expletives under your breath ?? ”
“ all my love is gone & the hate has grown . ”
“ baby , i’m the reason why hell’s so hot . ”
“ it’s you & me every time i dream . ”
“ i’m dying to see if it’s real , if it’s sweet , if you taste just like a cherry . ”
“ i can feel the pain , can you ?? ”
“ i realize the time that i’ve wasted here . ”
“ let me take you everywhere i go . ”
“ i know that i can’t find nobody else as good as you . ”
“ i’ll put a curse on her & you . ”
“ but when i love you right , i love you right . ”
“ better start believing in myself . ”
“ you’re across from me & it’s hard to breathe . ”
“ you could convince me to stay up all night with you . ”
“ ain’t no looking back now , you’re dead & gone . ”
“ they say i made it now . ”
“ baby , we’re a classic . ”
“ i told you i’d change , even when i knew i never could . ”
“ tell me what i’m waiting for . ”
“ i thought that you’d remember , but it seems that you forgot . ”
“ i turned my temple into a prison . ”
“ when i’m away from you , i miss your touch . ”
“ i’m afraid i’m gonna fuck it up . ”
“ sometimes , i don’t wanna know they’re right . ”
“ was spending all my nights alone , waiting for you to call me . ”
“ a million years won’t dry away my eyes . ”
“ your body’s got me out of my mind . ”
“ don’t do this to me , that look in your eyes … ”
“ watch me make you promises i can regret . ”
“ it’s hard for me to blame you when you were already lost . ”
“ you’re the only one i want by my side when i fall asleep . ”
“ take me to a different view . ”
“ give me just a little truth . ”
“ i want you on top of me like a cherry . ”
“ hate to see you with someone new . ”
“ you coloured me blue . ”
“ ’til the end , i got your back . ”
“ it’s been difficult for me to trust . ”
“ another story that’s sad & true . ”
“ i’ve been waking up with your voice in my head . ”
“ all i ever wanna do is stay here . ”
“ i just wanna be the one , but to you , we’re already done . ”
“ stay with me tonight , i’ll be your alibi . ”
“ too much darkness for a rainbow . ”
“ i need you more than i should ever say . ”
“ could you pick me up around noon - ish ?? ”
“ i’m gonna give you all i have forever . ”
“ i’ll be fucked up if you can’t be right here . ”
“ i gave you all of me but now you don’t want to be involved . ”
“ i just can’t believe it . ”
“ marie antoinette , ’cause you’ve lost your head . ”
“ i want a wedding like a broadway show . ”
“ i’m tired of always waiting . ”
“ baby , i’m the reason why bad’s so fun . ”
“ ain’t no way that i can leave you stranded . ”
“ how am i supposed to live without you ?? i refuse . ”
“ we can skip this town & get away for now . ”
“ so , do you love me ?? ”
“ we should rendezvous sometime , mon chéri . ”
“ i want you , i want you . ”
“ only thing in my pocket is my passport . ”
“ this is not supposed to be a way of living . ”
“ you’re saying something & i’m thinking one thing . ”
“ i’m with you to the casket . ”
“ you broke my heart just for fun . ”
“ everything i need is on the ground . ”
“ everything means everything & nothing means nothing . ”
“ all you ever wanna do is take all my clothes off . ”
“ i need you to stay . ”
“ my instability’s a trademark , copywritten in all my decisions . ”
“ i’d put it all on the line for you . ”
“ now i’m all alone , cryin’ ugly . ”
“ i feel so far from you now . ”
“ divine intervention moves in stealth . ”
“ you can’t avoid the consequence , so don’t get upset . ”
“ all i do , i do it for you . ”
“ i’ll give you everything forever . ”
“ i don’t wanna hear you say , ‘ i don’t love you , anyway . ’ ”
“ you’re such a dream . ”
“ you took my love & just left me numb . ”
“ i feel like you can’t feel the way i feel . ”
“ is it love you need ?? ”
“ now it’s eight in the morning , hate in the morning , all because of you . ”
“ funny when you want it & suddenly you have it , you find out that your gold’s just plastic . ”
“ humanity is begging to end . ”
“ i’ve always been a black sheep living in a daydream . ”
“ you’re running out of time . ”
“ you leave me underdressed & out of time . ”
“ what goes up must come down . ”
“ i know it’s hard , but we need each other . ”
“ i hope you believe it . ”
“ a hundred thousand hearts will know my cry . ”
“ you’re the reason i believe in love . ”
“ tell me , why’d you have to hit & run me ?? ”
“ we’re all out looking for god , so we never see it in ourselves . ”
“ you had to be the one to let me down . ”
“ this don’t feel like home . ”
“ i see you changed your number . that’s why you don’t get my calls . ”
“ think i’m getting butterflies , but it’s really something telling me to run away . ”
“ grab your things , we’re goin’ to paradise . ”
“ i know that i’m acting foolish . ”
“ i feel so used . ”
“ it’s hard to tell what the prayer compelled . ”
“ you ain’t never left me empty - handed . ”
“ as eternity’s starting again , i’ll be hanging on all that you said . ”
“ even when you’re gonna crash , i’m still gonna ride with you . ”
“ terribly terrible , you’re a villain . ”
“ my world’s been hectic , seems electric . ”
“ all my love is gone . ”
“ i’ve been thinking back on you & i . ”
“ i’m romantic for the sake of my demise . ”
“ i’m gonna be there for you . ”
“ i don’t wanna hear you say , ‘ you don’t love me , anyway . ’ ”
“ falling for exteriors ; as appealing as they might be , i know i’m afraid . ”
“ does your heart not bleed ?? ”
“ i worked my whole life just to get right , just to be like , ‘ look at me , i’m never coming down . ’ ”
“ you know i’d die for you . ”
“ i move mountains on my own , don’t need nobody’s help . ”
“ i’ll take that if that’s all you’re asking for . ”
“ every single minute i’m without you , i regret it . ”
“ you know that i know that i can’t live without you . ”
“ i don’t want to go to sleep & see your face . ”
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TWIN PEAKS: FIRE WALK WITH ME (1992)
- dir. David Lynch
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“ we’ve all gone crazy lately . ” said @0sborns
she doesn't answer immediately, simply exhales a deep puff of cigarette smoke as she leans back on her chair and tucks one leg underneath her. maybe it's because, deep down, she does not wish to discuss this specific topic ( maybe she just doesn't want to remember ). before she left, her mother said there was no point in looking back, because it wasn't like you could ever change or get those memories back. there ain't no time machine around, sweetheart, - would chim in Wayne from time to time as well - better keep those big blue eyes starin' ahead. maybe, she's still not good at talking to other people without being properly high.
" the world's fuckin' crazy. i don't think there's anyone safe from it, " Maxine will shrug to pretend a display of idleness, but her bitter and anxious tone will give her away, either ways, " there ain't nothing wrong with this, though, i don't think, " she adds, making the line of white powder on the table dissapear in one quick snort, " everybody does it. and if you think this makes me crazy, you can go fuck yourself, hard. i've seen crazy. real crazy. "
there is a small pause in her words, wiping her nostrils with her fingertips, before she leans back on the chair again and says, " so, pretty boy, what's your definition of crazy? "
#0sborns#drug mention#drugs tw#just casually snorting c///ke with harry just chillin#klsjklfs tysm for the ask!!! c:
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❥ 𝐄𝐋𝐓𝐎𝐍 𝐉𝐎𝐇𝐍 [ 𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂 ] .
sentence starters based on lyrics from various songs by elton john. some lyrics have been modified to be more usable . change gendered language & add context to your needs . happy roleplaying !! ♡
“ it’s a little bit funny , this feeling inside . ”
“ i’m not one of those who can easily hide . ”
“ i don’t have much money , but boy , if i did … i’d buy a big house where we both could live . ”
“ i know it’s not much , but , it’s the best i can do . ”
“ yours are the sweetest eyes i’ve ever seen . ”
“ it’s lonely out in space . ”
“ i’m not the man they think i am at home . ”
“ mars ain’t the kind of place to raise your kids . ”
“ it’s cold as hell . ”
“ all the science , i don’t understand . ”
“ it’s just my job five days a week . ”
“ i think it’s gonna be a long , long time . ”
“ don’t look at it like it’s forever . ”
“ between you & me , i can honestly say that things will only get better . ”
“ while i’m away , dust out the demons inside . ”
“ it won’t be long before you & me run to the place in our hearts where we hide . ”
“ time on my hands could be time spent with you . ”
“ picture my face in your hands . ”
“ live for each second without hesitation . ”
“ never forget i’m your man . ”
“ cry in the night if it helps . ”
“ i simply love you more than i love life itself . ”
“ i guess that’s why they call it the blues . ”
“ you can always count on me for sure . ”
“ that’s what friends are for . ”
“ i’ll be on your side forevermore . ”
“ prima donna , lord , you really shoulda been there . ”
“ one more beer , & i don’t hear you anymore . ”
“ we’ve all gone crazy lately . ”
“ you almost had your hooks in me , didn’t you , dear ?? ”
“ you nearly had me roped & tied . ”
“ you’re a butterfly , & butterflies are free to fly . ”
“ it’s four o’clock in the morning , damn it !! ”
“ i’m sleepin’ with myself tonight . ”
“ someone saved my life tonight . ”
“ you could never know what it’s like . ”
“ there’s a cold , lonely light that shines from you . ”
“ you’ll wind up like the wreck you hide behind that mask you use . ”
“ did you think this fool could never win ?? ”
“ i’m still standing after all this time . ”
“ i’m pickin’ up the pieces of my life without you on my mind . ”
“ once , i never could have hoped to win . ”
“ you’re starting down the road & leaving me again . ”
“ if our love was just a circus , you’d be a clown by now . ”
“ i can’t light no more of your darkness . ”
“ i’m growin’ tired , & time stands still before me . ”
“ it’s too late to save myself from falling . ”
“ don’t let the sun go down on me . ”
“ although i search myself , it’s always someone else i see . ”
“ don’t discard me just because you think i mean you harm . ”
“ these cuts i have , they need love to help them heal . ”
“ you had the grace to hold yourself while those around you crawled . ”
“ i would’ve liked to know you , but i was just a kid . ”
“ your candle burned out long before your legend ever did . ”
“ loneliness was the toughest role you ever played . ”
“ you flirt with any old face that comes along . ”
“ i won’t be your whipping boy . ”
“ i was thirty , i look like fifty , but i feel like sixty - three . ”
“ you’re dirty , but you’re worth it . ”
“ i’m on a losing streak . ”
“ i can’t seem to get much sleep . ”
“ until i saw your city lights , honey , i was blind . ”
“ change is gonna do me well . ”
“ living in the city ain’t where it’s at . ”
“ i can bitch because i’m better than you . ”
“ what have i gotta do to make you love me ?? ”
“ what have i gotta do to make you care ?? ”
“ what do i do to make you want me ?? ”
“ what have i gotta do to be heard ?? ”
“ why can’t we talk it over ?? ”
“ sorry seems to be the hardest word . ”
“ something tells me you’re not satisfied . ”
“ you’ve got plans to make me one of four or five . ”
“ i guess this kind of thing’s just in your blood . ”
“ this vicious cycle’s getting out of hand . ”
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“ let’s go on a ride . ” said @reveira
" what, you tryina flirt or somethin'-- "
her voice is agitated, it completely undermines the attempt at an idle joke -- she hates how easy she can show how her emotions work, on her face, on her tone when she's nervous. Wayne said that was bad, that it meant people would read her like a fucking book.
fucker's rotting six feet underground and she isn't, so maybe she's doing something better than he did.
without a second word, she's climbing into the passenger's seat of his car, fingernails dig into palms that she then rubs against her jeans to get rid of the sweat. and in her mind, she thinks --- they're dead, and i'm not, they're dead, and i'm not. and like a song on fucking repeat, those words seem to lose all meaning as time goes by. maybe she should be dead too ( maybe she will be dead, what with all the coke benders and sleepless nights ). maybe bobby lynn was right, maybe dying young and pretty like marylin fucking monroe, or nancy goddamn spungen would be a blessing in disguise.
because once you get over to the other side of trauma, it fucking eats you alive.
" just go. drive, " she orders, curls her legs against her chest and rubs her nose repeatedly as he floors it. and once she's sure they've gone far away from the bar, several blocks down sunset avenue, Maxine finally stops looking through the rearview mirror as if someone was following them.
" you gotta think i'm nuts, right? " she exhales heavily, leans back on the seat and closes her eyes, " i didn't mean to scream like that ... just, that old man. i swear he looked just like -- " but he's dead, and so is that ugly fucking hag, and Maxine is alive, and that's what matters. she won. she always liked to win, " i'm not nuts. i've just had a rough night. thanks for the ride, hope you're not some serial killer guy, 'cause i'm too tired to run your head over with this car."
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❥ 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐈𝐀 ( 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 ) [ 𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂 ] .
sentence starters based on lyrics from songs featured on chungha’s first studio album , querencia ( 2021 ) . some lyrics have been modified to be more usable . suggestive themes are present !! change gendered language & add context to your needs . happy roleplaying !! ♡
“ get up . are you dizzy ?? ”
“ follow me . faster . ”
“ i don’t mind the filthy gazes . ”
“ let’s go on a ride . ”
“ get on my bike , let’s go . ”
“ get out my way . ”
“ i’ll show you how i like it . ”
“ do it my way . ”
“ raise your head & look at me . ”
“ when i say it’s done , it’s freakin’ over . ”
“ i’ll be the strongest thing , don’t miss it . ”
“ i’m sicker than all of them . ”
“ gossiping lowkeys don’t bring me no fun . ”
“ sit back & watch me ride . ”
“ you know how i like it . ”
“ your eyes make my heart flutter . ”
“ you can find me , right ?? ”
“ i hope you’re different from them . ”
“ the masquerade is ending . ”
“ if you want it , move , honey . ”
“ i want to enjoy this moment for a long time . ”
“ you’re exactly what you’re meant to be . ”
“ why are you judging me ?? ”
“ i think the scars are healing , then . ”
“ the feeling’s back again . ”
“ i’m out of luck , out of time , i’ve been out of my mind . ”
“ you left , but you still can’t leave her behind . ”
“ can’t you see that i’m trying ?? ”
“ she keeps weighing us down . ”
“ i keep wondering if you wanna stay . ”
“ i keep trying to fly on faith . ”
“ you’ve always got an attitude . ”
“ shine for me , tonight . ”
“ i want to leave this place without anyone noticing . ”
“ i feel you between the light & the darkness . ”
“ you’re always next to me , all the time . ”
“ why are you so clumsy ?? ”
“ give yourself over to me . ”
“ come to me . ”
“ stay tonight . ”
“ stay by my side . ”
“ stay . ”
“ you don’t have to stop . ”
“ tell me what you want to do : run away , or stay . ”
“ tell me that you’ll stay here tonight . ”
“ tell me that you will . ”
“ i couldn’t stand that you might’ve been in someone’s bed , with some — … that you just met all over you . ”
“ you can’t breathe when your eyes are fixed on me . ”
“ i know you think that i don’t see it , but i do . ”
“ your body keeps me awake . ”
“ i’d give it all for a taste … ”
“ i want you & i know you want me , too . ”
“ no more games . ”
“ come through , & i’ll make your dreams come true . ”
“ i’ll keep you so turned on . ”
“ don’t make me dream of you . ”
“ this bar’s about to close . ”
“ you said you’d take me home . ”
“ park the car & come on in . ”
“ i’ve got whiskey , i’ve got gin , & lingerie . ”
“ do you see me as a fool ?? ”
“ you make me so confused . ”
“ every day is the same : boring . ”
“ i’ll be however i want . ”
“ don’t hide those passionate eyes . ”
“ every time i get near , your love escapes from me . ”
“ i hate your existence sometimes . ”
“ i saw a ruby in you . ”
“ i swear , i didn’t fake it . ”
“ when we’re together , we create a revolution . ”
“ blessed are the eyes that get to see you in life . ”
“ tell me what you’re willing to do . ”
“ you are my spring . ”
“ you belong to me . ”
“ no one told me it’s okay to not be okay . ”
“ i’ll be a light that shines on you forever . ”
“ i will keep every memory we shared in my heart . ”
“ finally , i think i’ve found my place . ”
“ there were no flowers on the path i’ve taken . ”
“ you know you messed up . ”
“ you should have loved me at my worst . ”
“ this place didn’t make me . ”
“ i gave my all to you . ”
“ there are times where i can’t see things that i should . ”
“ i’m always lacking , but you make me complete . ”
“ i’m relieved by just hearing you breathe . ”
“ when people around me are laughing , i feel like the only one among them who’s lonely . ”
“ i’m tired of everything . ”
“ please , hold me tight . ”
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" ain't that tragic. "
drawl of her voice exhales thick cigarette smoke as she glances at the woman sitting at the far end of the room from where she sprawls on the bar counter. at this time of the evening, nobody prowls the establishment for nothing other than falling unconscious on the tables after a night of drinking, thus, only the strange woman remains inside. Maxine knows most customers by heart, and they know her too, and so a new face is foreign to her.
" how the fuck did y'end up in this shithole, babe? " shifting to dangle her bare legs over the edge, she pours herself another shot of whiskey, remains of white dust on the counter brush her fingertips, and she licks them with idleness of someone who has no desire to work at all tonight, " outta all the nice bars in sunset strip, you end up at kit's? you poor fuckin' soul. " @amygone
#amygone#HI HOPE THIS WORKS ANGEL#meet maxine : OF model and part time bartender at the shittiest bar in LA jskld
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Miss maxine ? An OF girly . She’s been at the top 5 of all creators for two consecutive years
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ACT I: YOU'RE A FUCKING SEX SYMBOL.
MAXINE MINX. of the film X and its sequel maxxxine. as written by nosta (26), both set in the 70's and adapted to the 21th century adult content industry.
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