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i hate that moment when you hear something that kills you inside, but you have to act like you’re fine

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You can literally feel what makes you sicker and you can keep choosing it out of obligation and familiarity or you can slow down and ask yourself if you truly think you can survive it and if surviving is all you wanted to do

And then you start to understand what people meant when they say you can't help anyone else if you can't help yourself

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t.s - the prophecy 🌙🖤

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Me trying to flirt: hey how are you dealing with the crushing weight of reality?

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I think killing myself will fix me lol

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#therapy

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Mary Oliver, from Long Life: Essays And Other Writings originally published in 2004

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I wanna be soft with someone and not regret it after

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”I know nobody cares but I finally cleaned my room after a whi-“ ME!!!! I CARE!!!!!!!!! I CARE SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOURE AMAZING!!! KEEP GOING!!!!!!!! IM PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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 oh, by the way: fuck distance and fuck timezones.

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If you’re reading this please know that you are here and you do matter, you will never be worthless

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Heal so you can recognize a genuine relationship with pure intentions when it shows up without sabotaging it.

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honeymoon phase but it isn’t a phase and we’re just deeply in love and devoted to each other for all of eternity <3