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i find the dash very comfy even when i don’t have time to write here TT___TT

#uhm i'm rlnzlers on twit if u ever wish to know

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mentally? im climbing a rock in the genshin impact wilderness as a sexy anime character

#i am also just physically there and not writing #a f2p botw anime gacha ripoff you can play with your friends is actually something that can be so personal #anyway. it's a very good game girl help im trapped in the anime

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and i am what i am, a natural disaster pick me up at three, send me off to sea and maybe i'll come back for you

#grouplove always.... #『 ʟᴇᴛ's ᴅᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴏʏ ᴅɪᴠɪsɪᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴇʟᴇʙʀᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɪʀᴏɴʏ. 』 - jams.

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simply thinking about my friends here today hope ur doing well love u!

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what i have learned about hal is they have extensively over-researched dumb shit that would only be useful in a horror movie situation and they do not always emotionally process a dangerous situation in a normal way. and you know what? it works out for them

#them: of course i have a contingency plan for if anyone ever breaks into my house. it's no home alone shit but it's honest work #of course i know how to snap a ziptie and pick a lock with a hairpin wikihow is RIGHT THERE #they seem like they would be paranoid but they are actually just weird #anyway them also: i have to bury a body rn i will comment on my mental state later

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[cody ko voice] damn maybe i’m mr. struggle 

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#hal when they're like i dont need sleep anymore ive evolved past the need for sl #『 ɪᴛ's ɴᴏ ʙɪɢ sᴜʀᴘʀɪsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴀʏ. 』 - isms.

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yeah alright-- fair criticism; the execution been particularly tom-cruise-mission-impossible. to no real surprise, the killer rounds the corner into this blood-slicked bathroom they’d trapped themselves in--can tell by the movement of light, the low breathing behind a mask. footsteps near silent--the way the ghostface had killed the others before they had even let go of the generator. instinct would press them as far back into the locker as possible, stifle breath--but they know better by now than to expect mercy.

“wow,” more of a breath than an expression. “just like middle school,” comes deadpan echo from within the locker. admittedly, this was comically stupid--considering the circumstances. you heard two screams, two instances of the starless sky opening up to swallow your friends. so that leaves two; whatever, you’re probably next. might as well commit to the bit. naturally, you do what you always do--you start talking.

“y-yeah, well.” tips chin up just so in the dark space, like there’s any dignity to be regained from this predicament. “i’m embarrassed for your party city costume every day, but my mom raised me to mind my fucking business--”

bad plans come so easily to you. if this guy wanted to get close enough to breathe on you, who are you to deny him a good time? teeth sink into cheek. heel of shoe and elbow catch all the force against the locker door as they throw their weight. adrenaline burst and nerves and they’re not sure whether the door has impacted with anything when they come stumbling out.

𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐈𝐃  𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓,  the dirt beneath his boots having absorbed pool after pool of blood.  gore forms a treacherous sludge  -  his trials rife with savagery.  two survivors remain and merely a single generator hopelessly rumbles and clunks.  desperation is thick in the air, he can feel their morale slipping into the surrounding void.   

in his peripheral, ghostface notices the door of a locker open and close.   lips curve, laced with a particular bitterness because 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢  𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍  𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠  𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛  𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗  𝚝𝚘  𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔  𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢  𝚌𝚊𝚗  𝚑𝚒𝚍𝚎  𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖  𝚑𝚒𝚖.   𝐇𝐄’𝐒  𝐍𝐎  𝐅𝐎𝐎𝐋.  fearless, he’ll gut them while their screams ring pleasantly in his ears.   his footsteps are silent, closing in on the survivor.  shadowy cloak appears first in front of the door and he brings his mask into view through the slits he knows they can see him through.   

        “ I’m embarrassed for you.  of all the places t’ hide … I almost wanna let you try again. ”

starter  /  @luciditaes​​

#hGFSDGfsd god sorry this is late thank u for the starter!!! #left this open did not want to assume whether he dodges the locker stun LMfdGsdf #hal shut up challenge #『 ɪf ɪ'ᴅ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴏꜰ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴄʜᴀʀᴍɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴀʏ. 』 - ic.

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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑    𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐒    :    HAL GRADY.

𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐑    𝟎𝟎𝟏    :    𝐓𝐇𝐄    𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄    .

NAME    :   henry ‘hal’ grady.

EYE    COLOUR    :     dark brown.    

HAIR    STYLE    /    COLOUR    :    dark brown, thick, somewhere between wavy and curly. usually shoulder-length, uncontrollable and doing big waves all over the place. generally not styled but ends up like a lion’s mane, big swoops of hair and sometimes styled back.

HEIGHT    :   5’9”.

CLOTHING    STYLE    :   somewhere between thrift shop bisexual art hoe and florida grandparent. rolled up jeans, big sweaters, patterns, hawaiian shirts, 3 wolf moon shirts unironically, big jackets and windbreakers, sneakers or boots. piercings in lip, brow, and ears. sometimes funky bits of jewelry and the most obnoxious sunglasses they can find.

BEST    PHYSICAL    FEATURE    :    hal vc: touch my hair.

𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐑    𝟎𝟎𝟐    :    𝐓𝐇𝐄    𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄    .

FEARS    :    disappearing and people not knowing what happened to them. failure/being a disappointment to the people they care about. rejection/that people won’t like them and their issues when they get past the aloof/funny exterior.

GUILTY    PLEASURE    :    i don’t think hal is super ashamed of what they’re nerdishly into like oh u think mmos are lame bet you wouldn’t say that shit to me at LAN. sorry you hate fun with your friends. u don’t believe in bigfoot? cringe. on a vaguely more serious note? messy choices at parties.

BIGGEST    PET    PEEVE    :   someone interrupting their train of thought. it’s the adhd. auditory things also like mouth noises and too many people talking around them. 

AMBITIONS    FOR    THE    FUTURE    :   this is a hilarious one. but they eventually find their niche in chaotic vigilante journalism and vlogging.

𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐑    𝟎𝟎𝟑    :    𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒    .

FIRST    THOUGHTS    WAKING    UP    :    weighing the pros and cons of going to class.

WHAT    THEY    THINK    ABOUT    MOST    :   m y s t e r i e s.

WHAT    THEY    THINK    ABOUT    BEFORE    BED    :   mysteries but then every cringe social moment they’ve ever had.

WHAT    THEY    THINK    THEIR    BEST    QUALITY    IS    :    their sense of humour.

𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐑    𝟎𝟎𝟒    :    𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓’𝐒    𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑    ?

SINGLE    OR    GROUP    DATES    :   either is fine.

TO    BE    LOVED    OR    RESPECTED    :   respected.

BEAUTY    OR    BRAINS    :    brains.

DOGS    OR    CATS    :   dude hell yeah.

𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐑    𝟎𝟎𝟓    :    𝐃𝐎    𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘    …

LIE       :      yeah, small ones about themselves sometimes. they usually don’t lie when it’s important or about things they believe.

BELIEVE    IN    THEMSELVES    :      to some degree, like a hubris degree. but also they absolutely don’t. they are a self-assigned sidekick character  they refuse to put worth in themselves.

BELIEVE    IN    LOVE    :    maybe lowkey.

WANT    SOMEONE    :       yeah but if anyone even treats them nice it’ like wait wait wait i have to go home immediately.

𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐑    𝟎𝟎𝟔    :    𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄    𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘    𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑    …

BEEN    ON    STAGE     :    yeah they do small shitty gigs with their band.

DONE    DRUGS     :     yeah we have definitely had fun at parties. not used recreationally outside of those settings too often though. weed more likely but they don’t actually like to be brain hazy.

CHANGED    WHO    THEY    WERE    TO    FIT    IN    :     not really. they can kind of chameleon in a party setting, and are capable of wearing a lot of masks, but for the most part they do not give a fuck if you think they’re weird. they know this and they are still going to wear the hawaiian shirts.

𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐑    𝟎𝟎𝟕    :    𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐒    .

FAVOURITE    COLOUR    :     orange.

FAVOURITE    ANIMAL    :    geckos, axolotls, anything a little funky.

FAVOURITE    BOOK    :     they aren’t great at focusing on reading but literally probably gets into national geographic.

FAVOURITE    GAME    :     board game? connect four. card game? uno. video game? probably smth nostalgic to them like l4d or halo.

𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐑    𝟎𝟎𝟖    :    𝐀𝐆𝐄    .

DAY    THEIR    NEXT    BIRTHDAY    WILL    BE    :     june 15th.

HOW    OLD    WILL    THEY    BE    :    verse dependent but like in the 20s generally.

𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐑    𝟎𝟎𝟗    :    𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐇    𝐓𝐇𝐄    𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄    .

I    LOVE    :           lamp. (shut the fuck up and take this seriously pl)

I    FEEL    :            terrified.

I    HIDE    :            insecurities.

I    MISS    :            my friends.

I    WISH    :            i hadn’t found out.

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘 /  @traumantic THANK u legend

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆 /  where am i tagging gives me anxiety i tag my friends i like reading these

#『 ɪᴛ's ɴᴏ ʙɪɢ sᴜʀᴘʀɪsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴀʏ. 』 - isms. #yeah buddy?

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cant bring myself to delete LOVE LOSES 

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if i look like i’m spacing out it’s to dead or alive’s you spin me round (like a record)

#this is both and ic and ooc post #the other half of the time my brain is spacing out to right round (flo rida)

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hey everyone im fucking howling at this

#spn spoilers #????? #did you guys hear the impala went to heaven but cas went to gay superhell

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ok first of all i didnt "miss" the red flags i looked them and thought yeah thats sexy

#hwGJSDKG YEAH #『 ɪᴛ's ɴᴏ ʙɪɢ sᴜʀᴘʀɪsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴀʏ. 』 - isms.

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muse aesthetics: horror edition.

repost, don’t reblog.  bold whatever applies

gothic horror.   gaslights. corsets.  ballrooms.  candlelight.  mist.  starless nights. full moons.  cobbled streets.  horse-drawn carriages.  mysterious strangers.  bogs.  moors.  forests.  mountains.  castles.  velvet.  silver.  brass.  gold.  jewels.  domino masks.   the opera. dangerous romances.  tragic romances.  violins.  roses.  lilies.  empty graves. crosses. cemeteries. snow. ice. the gallows.  crows.  ambiguous illness.  fangs.  pointed nails.  something howling in the night.  capes.  gloves. top hats.  straight razors.  lightning.  pipe organs. underground caverns.  bats.  mice.  rats.  ravens. cats.  pearls.  attics.  talismans. axes.  wood. isolation in a room full of people. vampires.  werewolves.  ghosts.  coffins.  western europe.  eastern europe. bones.  churches.  catacombs.  mausoleums.  spiders.   books.

classic horror.   black and white.  powder puffs.  red lipstick.  winged eyeliner.  white kitten heels.  black lace lingerie.  icy blue eyes. rain.  abandoned cars. skeletons.  acid.  poison. voyeurism. switchblades.  strangling.  overcoats.  looking over your shoulder.  trans-atlantic accents.  private detectives.  dinner parties.  haunted mansions.  alcohol in glass decanters.  cobwebs.  perfect blonde curls. kitchen knives. shock.  cellars.  dust. dark alleys.  empty streets. driving at night. horn-rimmed glasses. radiation.  zombies. serial murder. paranoia.  the city.  witches.  the devil.  cannibalism.  conspiracies.  amulets.  abject terror.  the american south.  the american northeast.  england.  analog cameras.

slashers.   bloodbaths.  massacres. wanton nudity.  newspapers. leather jackets.  letterman jackets.  converse sneakers.  obscured faces. social unrest.  bonfires.  lakes.  babysitters.  suburbia.  high school.  lockers.  dead leaves in the fall.   jack-o’-lanterns.  outdated television sets.  nightmares.  psychiatrists.  hospitals.  unstoppable forces.  gunfire.  police.  landline telephones.  household objects turned into improvised weapons.  halloween.  secrets.  revelations.  character masks.  scrunchies.  queerness. wild curls.  jeering children.  parties.  fire.  swearing+. revulsion.  california.  the american midwest.  ambulances.

paranormal horror.   malevolent spirits.  seances.  spells.  missing bodies.  hidden graves. white noise.  static.  flickering lights.  rings of salt.  demons.  poltergeists.  dark histories. old buildings.  cold air.  mausoleums.  wells.  urban exploration. a dog barking at something you can’t see.  black ooze.  old photographs.  faces you can swear you’ve seen before but can’t for the life of you figure out where.  dark bodies of water.  crucifixes.  priests. possession. exorcisms.  dolls.

cryptid & urban legend horror.   aliens.  blinding light.  dark woods.  driving at night.  claw-marks.  bite-marks.  men in black.  memory loss.  dismembered bodies. sewers.  flashlights. cell phones.  video cameras.  cars with tinted windows.  abandoned houses.  unlabeled cassette tapes.  bugs.  big cities. urban crimes.  clowns.  something rustling outside your window.  glowing light. unsolved mysteries. suburbia.  mirrors.  the american pacific northwest.  the american midwest.   hiking / backpacking.

thrillers.   daylight.  fluorescent lighting.  morgues.  asylums. unwavering eye contact. tension.  lit rooms with no one inside them.  a dog digging in the newly-planted flower bed.  steely gazes.  paperwork. anagrams.  codes.  convicted killers.  missing persons.  law enforcement.  federal agents.  small towns.  suspicion.  paranoia.  subdued terror.  dimly-lit parking lots.

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tagging: aaaa who hasn’t done it aaaaa

#all encompassing hal aesthetic is just Liminal Space Suburbia #i like the idea of sleeper signal being like it follows in the like... aesthetic department of reds and blues #and also in the way where the time period feels slightly weird like some 80s-90s looks and decor and then #modern smart phone shit and the internet but like that part isn't important #/ q slur mb? i am not sure who is and isn't comfy w that umbrella term

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about bliss

#i hate tHSFIHJGSFDG #me and moe pictured incapable of not making thats cringe jokes #hal vc today on thats cringe... joseph seed diss track

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i am once again writing hal into fc5 as the Dead Journalist Crew 

#dead truly as in Watch This [vlogs our way into a dangerous situation] #i just like vaguely vigilante internet journalism for hal outside of small town slasher scenarios

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hal vc: i dont know how to make good decisions in dating and at this point i’m too afraid to ask

#they are simply whiplash are we catching feelings and pining or are we thinking abt doing something regrettable #diff relationships w genders i feel. they have Usually questionable taste in men and they do know this but does it stop th #but w/ girls and w/ like gentler people in general it's like hold on im pining out a rainy window rn #something about the way they perceive themselves that they are unwilling to look at. but also i think they've had one like... #Good Relationship with a friend that went down in flames one time and now they're like Dating? No. I am Vibing. I Am So Happy Vibing Do Not #if they do Like You yes we have to go through the ten stages of pining with different soundtracks #u won't see something cool and admirable out of me until we're in a terrible horror movie situation then im about to bust out