Iโll be writing these characters and this setting on Disco/rd now! Much love to all the VAINGLORY writers, I hope weโll reconnect in other groups down the road!
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๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / @morbidrevelerโ (jaskier)
"๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐?" Leonie asks, stepping into the lounge and archival section of her practice. The back rooms are for treatment, medical suites, even a space equipped for a surgery (though human need not know this). Leonie puts a smile on her face, and hopes itโs a welcoming one.ย โI take walk-ins for consultations, so donโt worry about an appointment.โ She shrugs, rocking back on her feet. She could do anything from provide textual help, or a full physical workup, the opportunities are endless.
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๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / @godwearyโ (ben)
"๐๐๐๐ ๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐ ๐๐ ๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐,โ she says seriously has she pulls books out of boxes she had had brought to Estonia for The Harvest.ย โI donโt get a lot of... of publicity, and I want to reach as many people as I can, especially where medical care is scarce.โ She knows Ben would be able to see past the surface of that statement, because as much as it was true, she also wanted to expand her knowledge, come into contact with more species, fill in more physiology guides for her research.ย โIโm not going to get an opportunity like this for another thousand years.โ
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goreamourโ:
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ฝ๐ฐ๐น๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฐ๐จ ย ๐ช๐ฐ๐ป๐, ย ๐ต๐ฌ๐ฝ๐จ๐ซ๐จ.ย ย moonshinersย wasย busyย mostย fridayย nights,ย however,ย aย roughย stormย failedย toย bringย inย theย crowds.ย serenaย hadย doneย herย bestย asย aย hostess,ย surely,ย distractingย herselfย fromย theย troublesย backย homeย inย estonia.ย everyย dayย sheย movedย closerย toย forgivingย herselfย forย whatย happenedย toย ivanย (ย herย mortalย loverย )
lookingย towardsย theย sameย boothย sheย alwaysย did,ย aย smileย peekedย onย herย lips.ย movingย towardsย theย rusticย lookingย boothย herย eyesย peekedย toย theย viciousย rainย bouncingย offย theย windows.ย ย
โ ย โโโ ย youย studyย onย fridayย nights?ย thatโsย notย soย fun. โย herย accentย wasย bubblyย andย herย toneย couldย bounceย offย theย walls.ย ย โ ย heโsย notย here. โย sheย saysย softly.ย notย thatย sheย expectedย theย otherย toย leaveย atย thatย veryย moment.ย serenaย ย hadย watchedย calebย andย robinย fromย afar,ย hisย embarrassingย slipย upsย andย herย softย glances.ย
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โด muse: serena ย rose ย briar ย โ flashback ย thread ย โ ย robin @lowgloriedโ!
๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, she can stay here as long as she needs to, she can use her magic in little ways that would be a poor idea around humans, sheโd been carded once and never again, the food is good and she likes the atmosphere and the staff. Robin jokes that her GPA wouldnโt be as strong without this place.ย
She would be lying if she didnโt also like the owner. Caleb Ochoa is easy on the eyes and heโs been very kind to her since she started coming here to study and eat and be among a supernatural crowd. Robin would be here no matter the day, hell she likes it better here than her little apartment. Better ambiance.ย
โI guess it depends on your idea of fun! I find all of this fascinating." Robin replies with a laugh, eating a potato wedge and giving the hostess (Serena as she recalls from her name card) a cheeky smile.ย โIโm the youngest in my program, and Iโm trying to be fast-tracked through because Iโve exceeded qualifications.โ She doesnโt say it to brag. Robin has had her nose in medical texts since she was a child, and received her GED a week shy from her sixteenth birthday. Sheโs already done an intensive vet tech program before jumping ship to medical school to get into surgery.ย
Robin tries not to pout when Serena tells her Caleb isnโt here.ย โAw, and where is the big boss man tonight? Iโm missing him asking for magical consultations on my between-chapter breaks.โ
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Season 1 | Episode 1 | 001 | Vegas & Leonie
Vegasโ hand hovered over the expanse of books in front of her, features laced with awe and fascination. When she had heard about the new practice opening nearby, she couldnโt help but be drawn to the prospect of acquiring new information for her own collection of medical tomes, texts, and encyclopedias. Her medical education had been interrupted when she had been turned, making it nearly impossible for her to be around injured humans without fear of harming them due to her newfound strength and hunger. Vegas had spent a great deal of time studying from home, trying to finish her studies with an added interest in the supernatural. After all, she had learned how to be a vampire from a werewolfโshe needed all the help she could get. While she hadnโt felt great about compelling the humans into letting her shit for her tests, she had gotten her first certificate the right way and she had never been prouder. In fact, she still had the certificate preserved in her home.
After spending over a century in and out of both human and supernatural-run clinics, the vampire had granted herself a hiatus of sorts, challenging herself to pursue something new. However, her first love had always been nursing, and it was only right that she continued her education and kept up with new information and technologies for her inevitable return to the medical field. Vegas found herself practically salivating over the collection of Leo Duhaimeโs works in the practiceโs waiting roomโsome she hadnโt even known existed until that moment. Duhaime had changed her life when she first started learning about the supernatural, giving her something to be excited about when she was first coming to terms with immortality. She had been so caught up in her discovery that she hadnโt even realized someone had been trying to address her.ย
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โIโm sorryโwhat was that?โ
@lowgloriedโ
Leonie had easily acquired and refurbished a office space for her practice, making use of her good friend Robin Ochoa to place charms on the outer door so that the supernatural community would know this to be a place of healing (as well as security charms, one could never be too careful).ย
She has always enjoyed seeing people engrossed in her bookshelves of medical manuals of many disciplines; Leonie has studies many areas of medicine, both human and supernatural, and all of these had homes on her shelves. Which is why she now holds onto her patience with a small smile on her face watching the other woman take in her books with apt attention.
"I asked if you were familiar with the author,โ Leonie repeats, motioning at the bookshelf.ย โYou seemed very excited when you saw them.โ She has been standing in the doorway for a few minutes, to see if the blonde would notice her (she was waiting after all, Leonie assumes, to see her).ย โIs there anything I can do for you today?โย
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as old as the universe and benjaminโs only ever seen the kind of wound robin had that night once. it was the epitome of a BLACK HOLE, absorbing all light he put out of his hands. void. this magic was powerful, enough to make the angel doubt himself for just a moment. it took longer than heโd like to completely heal the wound ( and she was out like a light for a couple of days ), but heโd gotten the job done.
heโd be lying if he said he wasnโt thinking about what sheโd just said. that it might come back. might. that his powers werenโt strong enough, but they were foolish thoughts. human thoughts. anxiety he shouldnโt even have. he stops pacing back and forth. takes his nail out of his mouth and lets out a sigh. โ itโs not. and even if it does, iโll close it again. it was a one time thing. โ
a one time scar that looks like a very dark birthmark. but everythingโs working fine. he doesnโt sense any abnormalities in her body save for the extra energy that ran through her veins. the mark wasnโt something he could get rid of, however. it was concerning, but perhaps it was just a sign that such magic shouldnโt be used lightly. โ you know being immortal doesnโt save you from being hurt, right ? โ
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๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. Whether it be excitement or nervousness Robin cannot tell, and ultimately must categorize it as new territory to re-examine later. The fact that sheโd said it out loud though, is enough of a testament to how much this scared her. Succeeding was one thing, but success that required intervention of the divine was something else.ย
Robin runs a finger over her scar, lightly, knowing itโs slight curve, by heart even though it has only been with her for three days.ย โI hope youโre right,โ she says, but when she looks at him she wonders over the doubt in his eyes.ย โIโm glad you were there, I know Iโve thanked you already, but... I have no idea how that would have gone if Leonie hadnโt reached out.โ
Sheโs appeasing Caleb, resting in bed for a few days, though she itches to return to her work-- what work she can do now that her human patients are gone-- new work to keep people healthy and sane. She would be closer now, taking a room at Leonieโs practice. Temporary, temporary. How long can she tell herself this is temporary before itโs pure denial?ย
At Benโs words Robin frowns.ย โSure it does. That was part of my ritual,โ she replies.ย โI covered my bases, magic certainly begs to be specific.โ She turns, tugging her blanket more securely around her legs, crossed on the bed where sheโs sitting.ย โI sought the same natural invulnerability has my husband and his kind. But I havenโt... tested it yet. Iโve scared him pretty badly with the... void wound.โ
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The other womanโs touch set chills down Sunnyโs spine. It was gentle and inviting, something Sunny needed right now.ย โItโs not that Iโm uncomfortable,โ she rambled, biting her bottom lip.ย โGrowing up people were mean about my background so I justโฆ took on a nickname in hopes theyโd be less horrible.โ Although she wasnโt uncomfortable with her name, Hallโs words made any doubts about herself melt away. โI just needed to get out. Iโve been working and studying almost all hours of the day, I thought even if I met a few friends here itโd be a win.โ She hoped it wasnโt too obvious she was avoiding her last question. If Sunny was being honest she wasnโt overly sure what it was she liked. Of course, sheโd had sex, she was an escort at one point, but none of that pleasure was directed towards her โ she was just a toy to them.
๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.ย โSo strange how the times change,โ Hall muses, gently stroking her hand down to Sunnyโs neck.ย โThat uniqueness has become a negative thing.โ Hall pouts sympathetically.ย โI remember when someoneโs background and culture were something others felt was interesting... itโs a shame that others treated you so poorly you felt you had to change yourself.โ
Hall looks her over again, for a third time, wondering what might keep a girl like this from opening up. It was not her place to pry, merely her intention to cast any unsavoury experiences to the wind, overwhelm her lovers with rich experiences and the attention they deserve.ย โYou sound like a hard worker, Marisol,โ Hall says,ย โI hear friends sometimes help you learn new things... Iโm wondering if youโd like me, to help you figure out what you like, since you seem a little uncertain.โ
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The wolf nods at the mageโs words, inhaling the nicotine from his cigarette and exhaling the smoke. He was never much for science, he was a lawyer focused on vigilante justice, but he trusted Robinโs words. After all, living in darkness during his fighting days really fucked him up.ย โMakes sense. Sun gives off vitamins and shit.โ He flicked the ash off his cigarette, offering the mage a smile.ย โYes, my lovely wife. Poor thing has been ghastly pale since I met her. Iโll have to have her stop by sometime to make sure she doesnโt turn into a ghost or something. I fear she might become translucent,โ he jokes.ย
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๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, nodding in agreement.ย โYes, vitamin D. And as for how it affects your sleep, hormones in your body tend to shift by how much light youโre getting.โ She has had to make several tinctures to ensure that no one was suffering the ill effects of no sunlight, and sheโd have to speak to Serena about selling some in her shop. A grin plays at her lips.ย โYouโre pulling my leg,โ she laughs lightly.ย โBut do get in touch if you need anything, Iโm working out of Dr. Duhaimeโs office since... well since the humans disappeared.โ She sighs.ย โIโm Robin. Doctor Ochoa, Caleb Ochoa is my husband.โ
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It had been a while since Asmodeus had a quicky in public. He was a people pleaser and had been taking his time to care for his partners. The demon let out a quiet groan against Hallโs lips, surprised by the sudden gesture but only for a moment. His grip on her tightened slightly, forehead pressed against hers when they pulled away. The gears in his head began turning, golden eyes searching for somewhere the pair could get in a quick fuck. Asmodeus was no stranger to such public affairs but finding a location that would be comfortable for both party members was important to him.ย โWhy donโt we make our way to a love seat, yeah?โ
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๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, and she gives a little purr in agreement. With that in mind, she relinquishes her hold on him, seeking instead to look a finger through one of the various straps of leather he has on en lieu of a shirt. It seems befitting, and she could never disagree that Asmodeus never looked under dressed for anything.ย โRemind me to invite you over sometime soonโ she says, quietly and just for him.ย โI have a feeling this little romp will make me want you to throw me around properly.โ
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hebe felt the sudden surge of energy before she picked up on anything else , but she was drawn to it like a moth to flame. she was out walking her familiar , an aardwolf hyena named esperanza , and the wise shadow graced animal was quick to pick up on the overwhelming burst of energy that had the air around them practically vibrating. the two of them took off at an equally inhuman speed in the direction of the source only to be suddenly tossed backwards like a rag doll and stunned into immobility briefly.ย
it had been a long time since the goddess had actually come across anyone that could cause her any real damage , much less toss her several feet into the street and render her virtually brain dead for several moments. she hit the ground hard , her skin getting scraped in the process yet almost immediately healing , and remained where she landed as she processed what was happening. her eyes flashed gold as she focused in on the vampire equivalent of a nuclear reactor several feet away , a genuine look of horror on her face as she watched her agony.ย
the screams were gut wrenching , the electric warbling and crackling white hot pain against her ear drums , but after a few moments of taking in all of the womanโs distress she finally sprung into action when she heard the otherโs strangled pleas for help. it was certainly one of the more difficult tasks sheโd ever been put to, but hebeย fought her way through what was something of a barrier created by the electricity swirling around the other.
the goddessโ eyes reflected the sparks flying around them and even though she was definitely being hit the sting only drove her to push harder. upon getting close enough to tackle the vampire hebe didnโt even think about it , she lunged forward and wrapped her arms tightly around the girl. as the goddess of youth she is capable of not only fully healing most species , she is also able to retract or absorb their energy and life force as well as an area which is her first plan and attempt to help the over charged vampire quite literally short circuiting on the sidewalk.ย
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. All she sees is their glow, their life force, and that is what she sees now when the other woman approaches. Lily is too far gone to differentiate between energies, half-blinded by the flickering of her own overcharge body, the spasms of electricity coursing through her in her state of distress. She wants help, she needs help, but she would rather die than hurt someone by accident, and she thinks she has when she sees the woman get thrown.
โNo!โ she screams, clutching at herself as she chokes out more sobs. Lily staggers a few feet back, looking on in horror until the woman gets up.ย โGet away!โ she screams again, body going tense as another wave of shocks spasms though her.ย โYouโll be hurt!โ she cries, blinded by her tears and the flickering behind her eyes.ย
What she doesnโt expect is to be tackled, a clipped scream leaving her raw throat as she hits the ground with a weight that would surely bruise later. Lily is sobbing, throat hardly letting her get in a proper staggered breath, but the woman whoโd jumped on her, Lily can feel that womanโs arm around her, and whatever she doesn, whatever she is, with a final overwhelming crackle in the cold night air, the surge begins to calm.ย
โI canโt breathe!โ Lily gasps, still hyperventilating and crying, now against the hard wet ground, a moan of despair leaving her throat and a forceful fit of coughing. Lily clutches at her throat and her ribs, caught in the memory of the injuries heโd given her. She is still distraught, but now the powerful energy she wielded that could reset nervous systems and blackout cities is contained, and this is just a panic attack.ย
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โโ๊ฑสแด สแด๊ฑ สแดแดษด ษชษดแดสแดแด
ษชสสส แดแดแดษชแดษดแด ๊ฑษชษดแดแด ๊ฐษชส๊ฑแด ๊ฑแดแดแดแดษชษดษข ๊ฐแดแดแด ษชษด แดสแด แดแดสแดส.
She has no agenda, exactly, but still she waits. Times passes easily, Sappho amusing herself with spiked blood and the lips of whatever girl has caught her attention for the time. She takes two of them into a private room, but merely plays the role of director โ watching and wantingโฆbut refusing herself the joy of joining. She knows there will come a time during the night where her restless thirst will win out, but she enjoys the game. The longer she waits, the more eager she becomes, the better it will be.ย
The leather straps wrapped around her body feel like someoneโs grip if she allows her mind to wander far enough. She lets that idea run through her thoughts some. So far, none of the girls have stood out to her as the oneย or ones who will earn her little reward. But, Sappho is very near her wits end, and allows herself to be engulfed by a group of eager girls whoโs soft fingertips all but beg to touch her skin; she indulges them to an extent.ย
Sappho finds herself scanning the group around her, watching hungrily as two of the girls begin to kiss each other at her request. Sheโs just decided on taking every single one of them to bed, to finally quench her thirst, when she catches the wide eyed expression of one of her girls โ looking just behind Sappho. She is about to turn when familiar fingers are pulling firmly at her jaw. It takes Sappho a moment to breathe all of Hall in, and she closes her eyes as she leans against her forehead.ย
ย ย ย โKimmy.โ She breathes, quiet enough so only they can hear. A wave of need hits Sappho, and her knees nearly buckle at itโs strength.ย โย ฮ ฮณฮปฯ
ฮบฯฯ ฮผฮฟฯ
ฮบฯ
ฮฝฮทฮณฯฯ . How Iโve missed you.โ And she is placing sweet, wanting kissed on the Hallโs beautiful collarbone, pulling back only so that her eyes can devour the sight of her. She fills all of her senses with the woman in front of her, and allows her lips to spread, as an excited laugh bubbles up from her chest..ย โ I think I may have been waiting for you.ย โย
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. A chuckle leaves her throat when the smaller woman leans in, not to kiss her mouth, but her collarbone. Hall tugs at the poetโs chin, her other hand winding around her waist to hold her, like a dancerโs pair.ย โIโm shocked I didnโt pick up your scent earlier,โ Hall muses, and leans in once her age old companion has had a few seconds to drink her in, to kiss her well and properly on the lips.ย
It isnโt an indulgent kiss, hardly drawn out nor vulgar even in the presence of other party goers, but it is insistent, searching. Hallโs fingers press into her flesh, and parts her lips against the other vampireโs in an embrace that might have onlookers blushing, confused by the sentiment, and wondering whether five hours had passed since they last saw each other, or five centuries.ย โDonโt tell me youโre disappointed with the pickings,โ Hall says when she pulls back, a smile on her face befitting a wild cat.ย โYou look ravishing.โ
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐: Leonie Duhaimeย ย ย ย ๐๐๐: 28 / 525ย ย ย ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐: 5ft6ย ย
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: Expert Medical Practitioner, doctor of many frields.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐:ย Structural Invisibility; she can manipulate the opacity of her skin, cardiovascular system, cartilage and muscle, rendering all invisible. She cannot make her bones invisible. This ability is transferable; if she touches someone she can control the opacity of the same structures, this is useful for her work in medicine allowing her to analyse a patient or research specimens non-invasively.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: Autism Spectrum Disorder; specialized interest in medical research and practice (gifted in her field), difficulty showing empathy (conveyed as a bad โbedside mannerโ) has scripts for such occasions.
She is very clinical in her thinking and expression, even in sexual situations, everything is related to the body and its incredible functions, she is fine with and enjoys being touched as long as she is aware she will be touched, either by being told or seeing it.
Due to the limitations of diagnoses until the ~2010โs leonie does not have a modern understanding of her autism in settings before that time.
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๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ is a medical practitIoner and researcher specializing in care of supernaturals. She is a brilliant and dedicated doctor who has only recently, in her several hundred years of life, understood her particular neurodivergence to be that of Autism.ย
She had spent most of her life accepted and considered among her pack and closes companions as brilliant and loyal, but to outsiders and those who have not had the privilege of being treated by her, she has been known as rather odd.
Shortly after her 28th birthday, in 1523, she was gifted the bite by the pack of werewolves with whom she had taken up residence. Leonie has structural invisibility which allowed her to become highly advanced in her studies of supernatural as well as human physiology. When touching someone she can manipulate the opacity of theirr biological structures and examine them internally and non-invasively.
In 2020 she is 525 years old, and has been travelling the world and learning learning learning. She is a brilliant doctor and has taken care of human and supernatural beings alike the whole time. She is still in touch with her original pack and their descendants, but has travelled extensively over the years and made connections with Caleb Ochoa in the last few hundred years and has found much community with his pack.ย
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In her wolf form, Leonie stands at about 215 cm in height and 425 cm in length, her fur is charcoal grey and dark russet brown, with a dark greyish brown which continues to her underbelly and paws.
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๐ท๐ฐ๐๐๐ด๐ย ๐๐ฐ๐ย ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐๐ด๐ป๐ย ๐๐๐ธ๐๐ด๐ณย ๐ต๐พ๐ย ๐ฐย ๐๐ฐ๐ฝ๐ดย ๐ฒ๐พ๐ฝ๐
๐ด๐๐๐ฐ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ฝ.ย heย hadย knownย herย andย heย wasย growingย tiredย ofย whatย seemedย toย beย herย harsh games.ย โ ย โโโ ย youโreย asย bloodyย stubbornย asย theย firstย dayย iย metย you.ย โย aย smirkย onย hisย faceย couldย beย seenย asย genuineย ;ย however,ย heย wasย onlyย aย manย ofย crookedย smilesย andย untimelyย chuckles.ย heย isย nowย asย equallyย confused,ย betrayed?ย no,ย butย heย couldย tell thatย aliceย wasย genuine.ย ย โ ย jeeze,ย โย heย pullsย backย whileย placingย hisย handsย inย hisย pockets.ย ย โ ย neverย figuredย youย asย theย coldย type.ย โ
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐-๐๐๐๐๐๐. A flicker of view, where she seems to be looking up at him from a different height. With surprise-parted lips, Alice tries to read his face, but heโs more erratic than she has the ability to read. She reaches out and grabs his arm, looking up at him imploringly. It hurts to try to remember, to fight against that wall of blackness that blocks her past from her present, offers naught but her first moments as a vampire.ย โI should know you,โ she says, squeezing his arm, her gaze is almost apologetic.ย โShouldnโt I?.โ
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can i get a medical trigger warning for your last post please? well written but woah
Yes absolutely, consider it done! If youโre already part of Vainglory, please know you are welcome to come to me privately if you need something specific tagged.
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Electroconvulsive therapy didnโt become a thing until 1938, meaning smeyer really didnโt do any proper research for her characters. The following is a low-down on the treatments Alice received while institutionalized. Alice was admitted with symptoms of delusions (and hysteria), seizures, and migraines.
๐๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข-๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐ฆ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง: ๐๐จ๐ญ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐๐.
Effective at easing tonic-clonic, grand mal, and myoclonic seizures.
Difficult to dose due to a long half-life.
Side effects include; depression, lethargy, loss of appetite, nausea/emesis, paresis (weakness of voluntary movement) of the limbs/eyes/vocal cords, and delirium (confusion, abnormal speech, memory loss and trouble concentration).
๐๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ฌ: ๐๐ก๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฅ ๐ก๐ฒ๐๐ซ๐๐ญ๐.
A minor sedative to reduce anxiety.
Does not suppress epileptiform discharges.
Can be used to treat insomnia.
๐๐๐ข๐ง ๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐: ๐๐จ๐๐๐ข๐ง๐.
Alice experienced migraines often, after seizures (visions).
She would be given codeine and left in a pitch dark room until the pain subsided (usually within 24 hours).
Her dosage would be replenished every four hours until the symptoms stopped.
These migraines would occur at least once a month.
๐๐ฌ๐ฒ๐๐ก๐ข๐๐ญ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ: ๐๐ฒ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐ฒ.
Warm baths used to calm excited and agitated behaviour.
Patients could expect a continuous bath treatment to last several hours to several days, sometimes even overnight.
Most effective environment was quiet, low light, with audio stimulation.
Cold packs used for those showing signs of, โexcitement and increased motor activity.โ
Cold water slowed the blood flow to the brain, decreasing mental and physical activity.
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Limb holders, typically padded leather, would restrain her wrists and ankles.
If especially agitated, use of a straight jacket was commonplace.
Alice was in a near constant state of sedation, the time she was conscious enough to retain much is debatable. The medication left her largely unable to perform basic tasks on her own, and kept her sleeping most of the time. Her head was shaved when a bout of lice struck her ward.
Essentially due to the symptoms of her medication (delirium, lethargy, paresis), humiliating in some cases (incontinence), and inhibition to act of her own volition (change her own clothes, choose when to eat, when to go to bed, etc), and extreme isolation during hydrotherapy treatments, Aliceโs only psychological defense was to dissociate, leading to an extreme case of ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ย She does not recall much of the year leading up to her institutionalization, nor the duration of her treatment. Her memory is also a little foggy up until regaining consciousness after surviving the Bite, and waking up alone as a newborn vampire, with an onslaught of powerful visions. The memories arenโt gone however, they are merely repressed due to the emotional trauma she endured.
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Within the context of Vainglory, and given Aliceโs suppressed ability of interdimentional travel, her worst โfitsโ (visions) and later dissociations actually sent her to the Mirror World (the Noctis homeworld) as some kind of astral projection. She called it Wonderland and thatโs where she met Hatter many times throughout her older childhood and teens, eventually visiting for extended periods of time.
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