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confessing something, the truth is, and although it may sound strange, I feel proud that this quarter I didn't cry about my grades :3, and the truth is that these years of school I have been crying about my grades when my friends have told me several times that they are literally Well, I know that I don't get "bad" grades as such, currently the lowest grade I can tell you I get in something is 8 and here the highest grade is 10, but normally I just get 9- 10 although the truth is I feel like I'm always crying because my parents have told me since I was 8 -9 I have to get a 10 in everything because the educational system here is asshole so I don't even get the maximum because I'm very stupid, but if I get a 10 then I don't deserve it because I don't have the brain to get a 10, Literally about 5 years ago they forced me to tear up my diplomas because I didn't deserve them, and my mother's husband always goes around saying "10 is necessary, 9 is a failure and 8 is for stupid" So I have always been under pressure to get enough because in the end (and I do understand that) it will affect my future if I don't have enough, but the truth is that these last two years I have been very bad, because currently I was already crying for very small things, one time I got very bad for failing a point on an exam, I mean if the exam had 25 points I got 24 and that's why I ended up having to miss my biology class because I couldn't calm down when basically no one there got 25 points and the truth is that I feel that if I didn't cry this quarter it was because of my friends, because since I have known them they have helped me a lot by accepting that it is not bad not to get a ten and I'm not going to die if I don't get it, I don't need to worry so much about it because I'm not someone who has bad grades, currently I'm still envious of people who are happy with a 6 or a failing grade but At least this quarter I didn't cry because I got a nine (not like the other that I was like Four hours crying lol) but I know I can improve so that in the next one I get a ten in everything

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oh gosh , this is super relatable.

I grew up in a rather strict household where i’d hide all the things that had even just minus one on them such as worksheets , quizzes , and tests. it scared me to show my parents something other than a perfect score , and i’d BAWL my eyes out if i got even just one thing wrong , God forbid two things wrong.

but then they started to accept that i can’t be all perfect all the time. so , hooray?

i hope it changes for you too <3 !!

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that demon slayer girl with pink n green hair is pretty ngl... 💫

MITSURIIIIIII 💕💕💕💕 !!

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literally begging and praying that i get into a new character soon I DONT WANT TO FIND KOKICHI ATTRACTIVE ANYMORE 💀💀 💫

YOU WANNA SEE ATTRACTIVE CHARACTERS

DEMON SLAYER HAS IT ALL (KNY)

CAUSE DAMN THEY’RE FINE 💕💕💕💕💕

( shuichi saihara who? — JKJK I LOVE HIM SO MUCJ )

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favourite: kokichi comfort: kokichi least favourite: kokichi wish they didnt exist: kokichi mood :/ 💫

so. true.

he’s a menace. but like

he’s YOUR menace.

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imo no, maki is not a goth girl but kirumi would be

live laugh love goth kirumi 💫

YESSSS

THEIR NAMES ARE LITERALLY SO SIMILAR ✌🏻

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Hi cosmic! How are you? Here I appear to acuse my dear friend! :3

--------------------------- Okay so imagine something, imagine that your are normally I a couch doing nothing, just there in your Phone and the a notification appears and that says "I talk again whith him"

Well, That was exactly what happened to me and if I'm honest I barely accuse my friend right now because if I had accused her at the time this thing would be full of insults, but now I am relaxed so, let's get the context! :D

Well, you know the problems that my friend has with a person who starts with A, whom I'm going to call Almond for privacy, but well, I don't know how far she tellbyou, but to summarize it a little, the guy went back to his ex for like the 27th time. one day after telling my friend "I promise you that I'm not going to go back to her, I'm going to go to therapy " And from there, they didn't speak again for like a month, but two weeks ago my friend told me that she felt very worried about him because they had told her that he was having a bad time and that she wanted to tell him, like,if he needed help she was there, because they were supposed to have stayed friends and yeah, And well, she had the idea of ​​telling him that but having someone else send it to him and well, I told her that it wasn't bad because it's normal to worry about people, I mean, she's human, she has feelings, but that she should just say that and that It was preferable not to talk to him again, because I know her and I know that she still hasn't gotten over it and I know that if she talks to him they will end up coming back and this will be a cycle. Well, she sent the message and about five later she sent me the message that she spoke to him again, oh cosmic, if you knew how we all scolded her for what she told us, but what do you think? We don't change her mind because she is more attached than ANYTHING, I mean, if you have attached yourself to something in your life, you are not even on the heels of how attached she is, to him I promise you that this is another level 😭😭☝️ And he keeps asking me and asking me if I think he's going to come back with her and things like that, and the truth is that every time I tell him that if I fly with him it's going to end up worse, he says to me like, "Oh, it's not that time." changes" and this time we are going to be able to have something" I mean obviously is going to change like after the 30th time he hurt you I mean super reliable that he is going to have something when basically he doesn't even surpass his ex with therapy (which to worsen the Things Almendra's ex is very manipulative so we are lost cosmic) but wow here the worst thing is that my friend wants to use another person so that Almond comes back to her (and here I do feel that that is wrong) look at the other person we are going to name him minion so as not to confuse things

Well, a girl asked my friend as a favor to socialize (hook up) with Minion to get information, but in the end my friend wanted to have something with Minion outside of getting information from him, only since he still doesn't get over Almond, well that's it. The problem is that on Wednesday he told me "Almendra would get jealous if I was with Minion so he would do things to get me back" So now she has the plan to go out with Minion just to make Almendra jealous, and here the truth is, I don't like that she does that because well, I mean it's using someone and to be honest it's not right because at the end of the day that person also has feelings and life and you can't grab it as if it were a toy and that's it.

But to be honest I think that no one (not even me) knows what to do with my friend on this issue, I mean I really want to get into her brain and rearrange her neurons but it wouldn't even be possible. (๑-﹏-๑)

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WOAH. lotta spilled tea ( -O o O-) !!

gosh , this is basically the plot to some gacha stories that became copied and pasted around the internet. but instead of the ending turning out well because of some external force pulling the strings , the choices to a good ending are up to the people it’s revolved around.

my best advice? even if you’ve tried already , keep telling her that things will end up badly if she just uses another guy’s feelings just to get another guy. it’s a cheap move , and it NEVER ends well. she needs to learn to let go , leave , and carry on with her life.

it’s hard being attached to someone and not getting attention and love from that person. but it doesn’t mean that suddenly everyone else’s thoughts and beings disappear , creating something to win that person.

another piece of advice , try to support her IN GETTING BETTER , not in manipulation ( though , you guys ARE doing well in trying to help her get better ). things take time , but you’re right. she should try staying away. there are plenty of fish in the sea out there , and that guy’s just one of ‘em. if they’ve been at this for awhile , he’s really , really not worth it.

KEEP TRYING !! you’ve got this !! \(°v°)/

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COSMIC, YOU ARE THE MISSING ONE, DAMNED 😭😭

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LMAO

yeah I’m just one of those writers who get offline for awhile and then just reappear randomly :,)

HOPE UR DOIN’ WELL

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COSMIC, MY CELL DID SHIT AND AND... I LOST ALMOST EVERYTHING, AND I CREATED THIS NEW ACCOUNT 😭😭😭

I missed you cucarachin

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FR IH CRAP

TY :(( I MISSED U TOO :((

(p.s. : i am answering these inbox messages SO OUT OF ORDER.)

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CUCARACHIN????? ARE YOU OK???

KINDA

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sometimes I wonder if I have a growth problem or something lol And look, here's an anectode? (I don't know whether to say it like that xd) well it happens that I use insoles in my shoes and my shoes have a little heel and it's not really because I want to be taller or anything, it's just that that's how my parents bought school shoes haha, So the other day I was hanging out with my friends and first of all, at this moment, they confessed to me that they have to look down on me I mean down cosmic, they have to lower their head to see me 😭 and well if it doesn't make me confused because I don't I have to look up you know I mean I can see them normal lol, but now I know if it's because I bend down their head to see me or what's up I mean wtf, but they told me to take off my shoes because they wanted to see my height well aha natural and well lit if you take off my shoes you take off about 5-8 cm of my height so yes I was already half short for them I became a dwarf out of nowhere lol like they even say me "Akio, are you serious?, you are very dwarf" but they were very shocked and everything and I was just like "they didn't know or what?" The funny thing is that I'm currently the biggest of the group ☝️🤓 by months but in age I'm ahead of them, I mean taking into account that today is 17, in 10 days I'll have my birthday and that would make me 2 to 8 months older than my friends muahaha, I mean, I can easily dress up as a grandma and tell them "respect your young elders" although I have already told them that before but I don't know why they are still shocked that I am short in stature lol I mean, they have compared me to many people who look taller than me and when they see that they are taller they stay like 😨 the truth is I stay like that too but taking into account that I haven't grown since 2021 I don't know what to think (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑)

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CONFESSION : i am really short 😭

like it’s crazy

i shoulda drank more milk when i was younger :(

i have this friend that’s shorter than me , and probably u as well. don’t worry , just stay healthy aight? :))

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none of you will know how it feels to be a maki kin while having kokichi as my comfort character NONE OF YOU 💫

IT CAN HAPPEN 💕💕

I THINK THE DYNAMIC’S CUTE OK <3

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my saying that Shuichi is the pretiest men in the world after telling me that she didnt know how people can find a fictional character prettry because their are literally drawings and they dont know how them will look in real life, but if you ask her why she thinks that Shuichi is pretty she make you a bible (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑) (clue: Shuichi is a fictional character)

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YES. BUT LOOK AT THE GOOD COSPLAYS, SOME OF EM ARE JUST SOOOOOOO PRETTY 🤩

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We miss you

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tyyy :((

i feel rlly bad for just completely saying “ bye lmao ” to this blog , my interests have been shooting every which way and like — AND LIKE — I’M SORRYYYYYY

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Did you miss me? 😍😍😍

(the school will finish me first 😭🔫)

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WHERE WERE U LIKE U DISAPPEARED FJJWKSMFMW

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i left discord and i feel good because i was able to say goodbye to them! 💫

ayyye , happy ending!!!

good 4 u <3 💕💕

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500 posts!

WAIT WHAT

#500 posts #tumblr milestone