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#my huge project at work finished so now im like #chilling hehe

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@stamour asked: ❛  but can i trust you?  ❜

"If there is anything I've learned in my life, its to never fully trust anyone," Lottie hummed with bittersweet smile, rubied eyes rolling to glance up at the night sky outside of her rented-studio. "BUT -- I think you can trust me; who will I tell your secrets to except to my paints and brushes?" It was lighter than her previous words, smile sinking into something more genuine and kind. It was true after all - Lottie had no one to gossip to, she couldn't bring attention to herself so openly like that as a kindred. She lost that opportunity when she lost her beating heart and natural blood.

"I promise my art supplies don't gossip to the press." the vampiress winked, playfully as she dipped her brush into a vibrant pink on her palette. Secrets could make their way into the portrait of them though, that was always her favorite thing. A true portrait held someone's soul not just their reflection.

#hello hello! #hope this is alright!! #excited to write with your Love!

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*  ―  VAMPIRIC STARTER PROMPTS .  

* tw for mentions of blood / drinking blood / death + murder .

Human. 

❝ that’s a lot of blood. ❞

❝ so you drink [human] blood ? ❞

❝ how long has it been since you fed ? ❞

❝ bite me. ❞

❝ you just bit me ! ❞

❝  i don’t believe in vampires. ❞

❝ i want to be your familiar. ❞ 

❝ can you turn in to a bat ? ❞

❝ you don’t have a reflection ! ❞

❝ so do you sleep in a coffin ? ❞

❝ you’re gonna need a bigger coffin. ❞

❝ so, how old are you really ? ❞

❝ your skin’s always so cold. ❞

❝ if you need to feed, you can bite me. ❞

❝ you can bite me, i trust you. ❞ 

❝ what does it taste like ? / what do i taste like ? ❞

❝ you’re [not] a monster. ❞

Vampire.

❝ drink this, you’ll feel better. ❞

❝ i’m [not] a monster. ❞

❝ i haven’t fed in awhile. ❞

❝ it’s dangerous for you to be here when i’m like this. ❞

❝ i want you to be my familiar. ❞

❝ forget what you think you know, vampires exist. ❞

❝ no, that’s a myth. ❞

❝ i’m not going to eat you. ❞

❝ you call it a myth, i call it a bad stereotype. ❞

❝ your taste so sweet / bitter / good / bad. ❞

❝ your blood smells so sweet / bitter / good / bad. ❞ 

❝ it’s been awhile since i tasted fresh blood. ❞

❝ you’re so warm. / i forgot how warm living is. ❞

❝ you have to invite me in. ❞

❝ i think i just killed someone. ❞

❝ honestly ? i’m terrified i’m going to have to spend eternity alone. ❞

Actions.   ( add a + to reverse the action ! )

[ BITE. ]  the sender bites receiver on the ( neck / wrist / thigh / bodypart ) to drink their blood.

[ TURN. ]  the sender turns the receiver into a vampire.

[ BLOODLUST ]  the sender has gone too long without feeding, base instincts taking over, the receiver finds them. 

[ COFFIN. ]  the sender stumbles upon the receiver sleeping in a coffin. 

[ STAKE. ]  after finding out the receiver is a vampire, the sender tries to stake them. 

[ MIRROR. ]  when passing a mirror, the receiver notices the sender does not have a reflection. 

[ OFFER. ]  after noticing the receiver hasn’t fed in a few days / weeks, the sender offers to let the receiver feed from them.

[ MESS. ]  the sender finds the receiver covered in blood that certainly isn’t their own.

[ LICK. ]  the sender licks blood from the receiver’s wound / finger.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑷𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑶𝑴 𝑶𝑭 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑶𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑨 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺. ( all of these are taken from the song lyrics from the musical of the same name. feel free to change pronouns and adjust to your needs! )

❛  remember me once in a while — please promise me you'll try.  ❜ ❛  where in the world have you been hiding?  ❜ ❛  stories like this can't come true.  ❜ ❛  close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams.  ❜ ❛  and you'll live as you've never lived before.  ❜ ❛  let your darker side give in.  ❜ ❛  who was that shape in the shadows?  ❜ ❛  is this what you wanted to see?  ❜ ❛  now you cannot ever be free!  ❜ ❛  fear can turn to love, you'll learn to see.  ❜ ❛  i shall give you one last chance.  ❜ ❛  it's useless trying to appease me.  ❜ ❛  you're only saying this to please me.  ❜ ❛  if he knew the truth, he'd never, ever go.  ❜ ❛  it was an accident ... simply an accident.  ❜ ❛  why have you brought me here?  ❜ ❛  what you heard was a dream and nothing more.  ❜ ❛  i'm here, nothing can harm you.  ❜ ❛  i'm here with you, beside you, to guard you and to guide you.  ❜ ❛  promise me that all you say is true, that's all i ask of you.  ❜ ❛  you're safe, no one will find you.  ❜ ❛  all i want is freedom, a world with no more night, and you, always beside me, to hold me and to hide me.  ❜ ❛  all our fears are in the past.  ❜ ❛  why is it secret? what have we to hide?  ❜ ❛  [name], what are you afraid of?  ❜ ❛  you were once my companion, you were all that mattered.  ❜ ❛  why can't the past just die?  ❜ ❛  don't make me do this. it scares me.  ❜ ❛  we'll be parted forever, he won't let me go.  ❜ ❛  am i to risk my life to win the chance to live?  ❜ ❛  do i have any choice?  ❜ ❛  i know i can't refuse, and yet i wish i could.  ❜ ❛  don't think that i don't care, but every hope and every prayer rests on you now.  ❜ ❛  you! why did you let this happen?  ❜ ❛  but can i trust you?  ❜ ❛  i love her! does that mean nothing?  ❜ ❛  the world showed no compassion to me!  ❜ ❛  did you think that i would harm her?  ❜ ❛  why should i make her pay for the sins which are yours?  ❜ ❛  this is the choice — this is the point of no return.  ❜

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"The blood is rare && sweet as cherry wine. . ."

— LOVECURSD | | | | independent && selective vampire original character inspired from vampire: the masquerade lore && other vampire media.written by blossom (she/her | 24 | PST).

exploring themes of : finding hope in humanity, unrealistic love, deception, betrayal, rebirth, rediscovering oneself, reclaiming agency, self-loathing, && self-love.

[lovecursd]

"The blood is rare && sweet as cherry wine. . ."

— LOVECURSD | | | | independent && selective vampire original character inspired from vampire: the masquerade lore && other vampire media.written by blossom (she/her | 24 | PST).

exploring themes of : finding hope in humanity, unrealistic love, deception, betrayal, rebirth, rediscovering oneself, reclaiming agency, self-loathing, && self-love.

#self promo ; ooc

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@cxncordia asked: Do you think I'm a good person? - From the Sheriff, Amir.

Lottie didn't k n o w. The concept of the Sheriff role was so new and. . . frightening. Powerful. She hoped he was. After all, in the world of darkness, how many kind souls had she met? And so she replied, naively so.

"I think all people are able to be good. Do you think you're good?"

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&. 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬.

( this is basically just a very self indulgent list of various fluff, angst, and suggestive themed dialogue sentence starters. )

❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜

❛ i’m trying to fix your hair, so hold still. ❜

❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜

❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ i thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. ❜

❛ here, give this a try and tell me what you think. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ working together again, it’s just like old times. ❜

❛ how is it you always know what i need, huh? ❜

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ i can’t imagine losing someone like that. i’m sorry. ❜

❛ you know you can always talk to me. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ so, what do i owe this pleasure? ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜ 

❛ it’s okay, you can touch me. i won't break. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜

❛ we can't keep doing this. ❜ 

❛ just relax and let me take care of you. ❜

❛ thought you’d be lighter without all that blood. ❜

❛ i had it under control. you didn’t need to do that. ❜

❛ everything looks so beautiful from up here. ❜

❛ you treat all your ladies like this? ❜

❛ well? how do i look? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ i’m scared of ending up alone. ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ how long has it been since you've slept? ❜

❛ you are losing my interest, and that’s very dangerous. ❜

❛ i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight. ❜

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜

❛ i’d say we make a pretty good team. ❜

❛ i'm here for business — not pleasure. ❜

❛ if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. ❜

❛ you'd look better down on your knees. ❜

❛ fine, keep acting like you hate me. ❜

❛ kiss me again. ❜

❛ are you asking me out on a date? ❜

❛ just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ well, i do feel better now that you're here. ❜

❛ i'm not drunk enough for this. ❜ 

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ i was wrong about you. ❜ 

❛ the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. ❜

❛ you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? ❜

❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜

❛ books mean more to me than people anyway. ❜

❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜

❛ how about a kiss goodnight? ❜

❛ i don’t have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

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@notfrsale liked for a starter!

"I haven't heard of . . . the Bane Clan." Lottie admitted tentatively. Dark eyes flickered to lock with the other's gaze. "Is it something bad?"

Everything as a vampire was brand new - and after being locked away for so long (in human terms) - she didnt know the ins and outs of vampirism. Was this another common knowledge thing she should know?

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@indeath liked for a starter!

"You're beautiful," Lottie commented, her voice genuinely enchanted sounding. Passion always survived even if her ribs ached with bloody hunger and her Beast clawed at her undead heart. Because, right now, Naur's features in this certain lighting on this particular day. . . caught her attention. Pulled her away from her hungered mind for a moment. "Could I paint you?" she asked tilting her head.

When was the last time she had properly painted? She'd gotten so used to doing art on the go from hotel to Air BNB. Her oil paints were untouched, packed up in a suitcase. Waiting. Yearning. Another Beast of a different nature pricked its head up. The Artist.

#hello!! #hope this is alright!! #naur's unnatural features got lottie shes intrigued #shes ready to make a muse out of him

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@dhmpire liked for a starter!

Lottie didnt have as much time on her hands (despite having the rest of eternity) to watch television and film like she used to. Dealing with life changes of dying and becoming a blood thirsty monster did that. Prowling nights, sleeping days; feasting ; hungering. It took over one's life. Just like now, the vampiress was hunting, stalking the city she once knew - LA - in a part she didnt know well - expensive and rich. Growing up she was used to flickering light posts and holding her pepper spray close. Here, it was far too nice, far too bright even in the dead of night. It was disappointing for the Beast that whispered in her ear. You deserve to feast, Lottie-love. On everything. It made her sick - or was that the hunger?

However, when she spotted the familiar features of the star of one of her favorite dramas Violent Delights, she couldn't help but the rush of s o m e t h i n g. It felt like she was a teenager again, butterfly wings tickling her ribs in genuine excitement. It almost felt like a heartbeat. Starstruck and distracted, Lottie didnt think of her Beast that clawed at the edge of her psyche. No, for a moment, she felt human.

"Oh my gosh, you're Love Park!" she beamed.

#hello!! #hopefully this is alright #lottie loves dramas so i thought for sure she'd watch love in something!! #let me know if that doesnt work though and i can totally write something else up!

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@cxncordia asked: "Are you trying to get us in trouble?" (From Alejo)

Wide pupil-blown eyes widen even more, and bloodied ruby-red lips part in a gasp. The Beast clinging to the back of her mind was distracted by the others' voice long enough for Lottie to pull away from her meal. The human tumbled from her grasp, fainting to the floor as the vampiress panted. "N-No?" she offered to the other. It was undeniably naive and cowardly as she pressed back into the wall behind her. "I wasnt going to-- I was just hungry."

#hello hello!! #hopefully this is alright!

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*  ―  VAMPIRIC STARTER PROMPTS .  

* tw for mentions of blood / drinking blood / death + murder .

Human. 

❝ that’s a lot of blood. ❞

❝ so you drink [human] blood ? ❞

❝ how long has it been since you fed ? ❞

❝ bite me. ❞

❝ you just bit me ! ❞

❝  i don’t believe in vampires. ❞

❝ i want to be your familiar. ❞ 

❝ can you turn in to a bat ? ❞

❝ you don’t have a reflection ! ❞

❝ so do you sleep in a coffin ? ❞

❝ you’re gonna need a bigger coffin. ❞

❝ so, how old are you really ? ❞

❝ your skin’s always so cold. ❞

❝ if you need to feed, you can bite me. ❞

❝ you can bite me, i trust you. ❞ 

❝ what does it taste like ? / what do i taste like ? ❞

❝ you’re [not] a monster. ❞

Vampire.

❝ drink this, you’ll feel better. ❞

❝ i’m [not] a monster. ❞

❝ i haven’t fed in awhile. ❞

❝ it’s dangerous for you to be here when i’m like this. ❞

❝ i want you to be my familiar. ❞

❝ forget what you think you know, vampires exist. ❞

❝ no, that’s a myth. ❞

❝ i’m not going to eat you. ❞

❝ you call it a myth, i call it a bad stereotype. ❞

❝ your taste so sweet / bitter / good / bad. ❞

❝ your blood smells so sweet / bitter / good / bad. ❞ 

❝ it’s been awhile since i tasted fresh blood. ❞

❝ you’re so warm. / i forgot how warm living is. ❞

❝ you have to invite me in. ❞

❝ i think i just killed someone. ❞

❝ honestly ? i’m terrified i’m going to have to spend eternity alone. ❞

Actions.   ( add a + to reverse the action ! )

[ BITE. ]  the sender bites receiver on the ( neck / wrist / thigh / bodypart ) to drink their blood.

[ TURN. ]  the sender turns the receiver into a vampire.

[ BLOODLUST ]  the sender has gone too long without feeding, base instincts taking over, the receiver finds them. 

[ COFFIN. ]  the sender stumbles upon the receiver sleeping in a coffin. 

[ STAKE. ]  after finding out the receiver is a vampire, the sender tries to stake them. 

[ MIRROR. ]  when passing a mirror, the receiver notices the sender does not have a reflection. 

[ OFFER. ]  after noticing the receiver hasn’t fed in a few days / weeks, the sender offers to let the receiver feed from them.

[ MESS. ]  the sender finds the receiver covered in blood that certainly isn’t their own.

[ LICK. ]  the sender licks blood from the receiver’s wound / finger.

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starter call!

#work is slowing down so i finally am back to try to focus on roleplaying a bit! #ive polished up lottie's about a bit but nothing major changed!

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𝗦𝗨𝗣𝗘𝗥 𝗦𝗣𝗘𝗖𝗜𝗙𝗜𝗖 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗗𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗢𝗡𝗦

WHAT DOES YOUR MUSE SMELL LIKE? oil paint & blood. a hint of orange blossom water.

WHAT DO YOUR MUSE’S HANDS FEEL LIKE? icy. like someone had just been out in the cold playing in snow. they're calloused in places from paint brushes and charcoal and clay.

WHAT DOES YOUR MUSE USUALLY EAT IN A DAY?  she is starving herself most days. she will drink once maybe twice if shes in a place that wouldn't notice.

DOES YOUR MUSE HAVE A GOOD SINGING VOICE? no. she tends to be a bit pitch deaf and will sound out of sync with songs.

DOES YOUR MUSE HAVE ANY BAD HABITS OR NERVOUS TICKS? bites her lip (made worse with her long fangs now).

WHAT DOES YOUR MUSE USUALLY LOOK LIKE / WEAR?  she looks normal. jeans, a top, maybe a brand-name bag. with isaac she often was drenched in high end names and silky soft dresses. she prefers to be comfortable and casual than fancy.

IS YOUR MUSE AFFECTIONATE? HOW SO?   she is affectionate in everything she does. one part is genuine, another part is guilt. she is usually not touchy unless she knows your muse well and feels safe with them.

WHAT POSITION DOES YOUR MUSE SLEEP IN?   lottie sleeps curled in on herself, on her side. she does toss and turn quite a bit. she's a restless sleeper even in undeath.

COULD YOU HEAR YOUR MUSE IN THE HALLWAY FROM ANOTHER ROOM? no. her footsteps are soft as a cat's.

#headcanon ; lottie

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Lottie’s vampire traits and habits ;

Prone to starving herself. She is oftentimes scared of Isaac finding out she did something wrong (left blood at a scene, fails to stop herself from drinking a person dry, etc).

Because of this, Lottie is usually frenzying when she drinks, she’s desperate and hungry.

She is a messy eater, usually looking monstrous after feeding with blood everywhere.  

It takes a lot of willpower to pull herself away from a meal and when she does she usually runs away.

Usually, she drinks of humans who are traveling as well. Usually is a Roadside Predator rather than an AlleyCat Predator type.

Her fangs are a bit long and sometimes she knicks her own lips with them.

She has never been fed on by another vampire ; she’s fed on other vampires though.

Her Beast sounds like Isaac, both tempting and scolding her.

After feeding, she is prone to being disgusted at herself, seeing herself as what she knows she is, a monster.

Her eyes are dark brown/dark red but when she feeds they dilate til they look black.