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SLAY THE PRINCESS VOD UP NOW (we will be revisiting that game in a few days for sure!!!)

#ill show you two shots

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doodle of the bastard as a gift for my friends who love him

#ONE OF THE FRIENDS WAS ME !!!! #I LOVE HIM !!! #jrwi #jrwi riptide #chip jrwi

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we are all caught up now !! r we rocking w the fnc ??

gonna post all my fnc fics here eventually just like gimme a sec 🔥🔥

#jrwi #just roll with it #jrwi fnc

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more fnc (but this time it hurts)

major tags: fish and chips , major character death , one shot , hurt no comfort

word count: 1,732

summary: and gillion hated how his hands shook, how his chest rattled, but he knew that it was the only way forward, the only meagre chance that he had, to getting chip back.

and gillion nodded. “you have.. you have a deal.”

the words burned his throat, and struck acid in his mouth, but he spit them up at price, and price only smiled, mirth brimming in his uninjured eye.

aka i'm SO SORRY in advance lol

#jrwi #jrwi riptide #just roll with it #chip jrwi #jrwi chip #just roll with it fanart #writing #jrwi fanart #jrwi spoilers #jrwi fnc #jrwi fish and chips #jrwi gillion #gillion tidestrider #just roll with it gillion

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here it’s always raining

pairing: chip/gillion genre: slight canon divergence warnings: riptide 98 spoilers , minor depiction of wounds wc: 2k

he didn’t really know when the situation got real for him. 

when it finally clicked in his brain that gillion was dying. 

his skin was flushed red, something that chip thought he’d never see, as the boy usually blushed a dark teal, and his veins ran with blue-toned blood. but as he lay back in the little sailboat that the three captains were sailing on, his breath rattling out of his chest, chip glanced at him with worry, his eyebrows set. 

gillion’s shirt had been open since they’d left zero, an easy way for chip or jay to check on his wounds, and make sure the cursed wounds scraped across gillion’s chest didn’t get any worse than they were right now. 

and every time chip looked at gillion, his breath threatened to catch in his throat, and guilt poured into his stomach, swimming around like unsettled nausea. knowing that whatever gillion was going through, it wouldn’t ever be enough for him to properly complain the way that he had the right to. 

the boy’s head was tipped back, his green and pink hair barely skimming the edge of the water. every breath he took, chip was worried it would be his last. his chest heaved up and down, and chip watched, his eyes trained on gillion, and gillion alone. 

at some point, maybe it was a couple hours, gillion’s head turned over to face chip, an exhausted, pained smile on his face. 

it made chip’s heart hurt. 

“i can feel your stare,” he stated, his bright eyes amused, if not still haunted. “you’ve been staring ever since we left. is it because i turned into a bird after you convinced me you were a bird and now you’re making sure i don’t do it again? ‘cause i really want to be a bird again.”

despite being pained out of his mind, gillion was still somewhat himself. chip felt his stomach settle as he grinned back, trying to mask his absurd amount of concern. “staring? me? at you? you’re flattering yourself here man. yeah, you may be dying-” and his voice caught slightly, and he really hoped gillion was too exhausted to care, “but i’ve got better things to do than to stare at you, totally.”

a lie. 

but gillion, if he did notice, didn’t comment on the way chip’s voice stumbled and broke, or the way that he so obviously lied directly to his face, only gave him a smile, that damn smile, the one that was supposed to reassure both him and jay, the one that told them that he was all right, but in reality he was dying and he was keeping it all to himself. 

“i just,” chip blew out a breath. “we’re just worried about you. i know it’s hard to believe, but we really need you. and we don’t really want you to die just yet. i’m sure jay would agree with me.”

she was close enough that she could hear them, and although jay was currently rowing like her life depended on it, her red-orange hair flowing in the wind, she managed to nod in agreement, even if gillion’s head was turned the other way.

“i’ll miss you both,” gillion said, and it was so quiet, chip almost missed it. 

“what dy’mean?” chip asked, rummaging in his bag for a fresh set of bandages. “mind if i–” he gestured towards gillion’s bloodied wounds, and gillion only nodded faintly, before continuing to speak. 

“when i die, i’ll miss you both,” he sighed, staring up at the sky. he’d become too exhausted to move this morning, and it sent a chill down chip’s spine.

they didn’t have a lot of time. 

but he needed to keep gillion’s spirits up. “when you die, what happens to that deal we made about your sister?” he asked, a grin lifting the edge of his mouth, as he carefully peeled away the wet bandages away from the still-bleeding wound. 

his fingers brushed against gillion’s skin and he winced as gillion gave a hiss of pain, almost flinching away from chip. 

whatever mood gillion was in seemed to shift suddenly, after processing chip’s joke, and he squinted at chip, attempting to sit up as best he could. “i changed my mind!” he said, stubbornly, his eyebrows furrowing. “i’m going to live.”

reaching around his back, chip carefully retied the bandages, tracing it lightly with the tip of his finger, so lightly that it barely ghosted the claw marks that were prevalent, even through the cloth. 

jay sat ahead of where the two were, rubbing her arms now, no longer rowing the boat. she must’ve gotten tired. and chip nodded to her. “is it my turn?”

“please, god-” she muttered in response, and switched spots with him. 

but gillion wasn’t finished yet. he kept going. “really i think this is the most - most special… thing that's ever happened to me. if it wasn’t for you two, i don’t know what i’d be doing right now. probably a lot more killing people.”

chip barked out a laugh as he grabbed the oars. “for what it’s worth, gil, you guys know that you're .. not just the best thing that happened to me, but maybe like .. sometimes it feels like the only good thing to happen to me. you know? the only thing that didn't get ripped away, tragically . for now.”

gillion fell silent for a second, and jay continued to look absentmindedly away into the distance, checking her navigation spyglass periodically, to ensure they were on the right track. 

“well you got- you got a lot going on for you, chip. i just think you're scared to see it sometimes.”

slowing his rowing, chip looked at gillion. “we’re not gonna let you die man.”

night fell quickly. and gillion refused to sleep, exhausted beyond belief, but still terrified of what lay before him. chip didn’t blame him. how could he? 

“you sleep first, jay.” chip said, casting a worried glance at gillion, who was staring up at the night sky. “i think you need it the second-most, seeing as it’s your home that we’re headed to right now.”

jay gave chip a tired grin, and punched his shoulder lightly. “i am.. i’m kind of scared,” she whispered, looking out onto the inky sea. “not scared, actually, just more.. anxious. i think the island will have changed, and i don’t know what to expect, other than my mother.”

“you've got us now.” chip rested his arm on her shoulder and stared out at the water with her. “and if things go south, we’ll run like hell and never look back.”

she was silent for a second before she leaned her head on the arm chip was resting on her shoulder. “is it bad if i want to look back? they're my family, still. even through all this.”

chip chewed on his bottom lip, watching the moon reflect over the sea. “no.. i mean, you’re askin’ me this? i’ve been looking for my family for years. i think i’d be a pretty big hypocrite if i told you not to feel connected to them.”

jay didn’t say anything else, but the two of them stood there for a moment longer, her head on his arm, and her hair brushed back. then she sighed, and lifted her head, giving him a little nod. “i’m sleeping then. wake me up in a couple hours, please. don’t stay up all night. we need you. now more than ever.”

“yeah. ‘course.”

she’d made a little makeshift bed, with her overcoat and stared at it for a second, before lying down, her head tucked onto her arms. 

chip patted her hair, smoothing it back from her face. “sleep well. for gillion’s sake.”

“i’ll try my best.”

the boy in question hadn’t moved from where he sat, his gaze focused on the moon. 

chip had suggested earlier for him to pray to lunadeyis, the only goddess that gillion had devoted his life to. and with his face illuminated by her glow, he definitely seemed to be taking him up on that offer. 

his eyes were closed, but chip knew he wasn’t asleep, and so he moved to sit next to him, careful in the way he touched the other boy, his shoulder gently brushing the other’s skin. 

carelessly, thoughtlessly intimate. 

but chip ignored the burning on his skin, and laid back with gillion. gillion’s eyes cracked open, and he turned his head, ever so slightly. 

“do you really think i’ll die?” he asked, his voice faint. barely above a whisper. 

and chip looked at gillion, feeling his heart burn. “if you do,” he whispered back, his ears burning with the preemptive embarrassment of his next words, “i’ll go to the afterlife and drag you back up myself. and i won’t look back until you’re up with me.” he cleared his throat. “with us.”

“i think you care too much to not look back for me,” gillion replied, quietly. the waves hitting the boat were louder than his voice. “you’d look back.”

“i’d drown the world for you,” chip said, looking up at the moon. “whatever she has to say about it can wait.”

there was an exhale, maybe a laugh, from gillion, as he looked up at the moon too. “she loves me, i’m sure of it.”

“she has a funny way of showing it.”

“like you could show it any better. this is all i’ve known.”

“are you challenging me, tidestrider?”

“so what if i am?”

and gillion looks so indescribable in the moonlight, like lunadeyis herself was shining down on him. and chip exhaled shakily, his eyes moving around gillion’s face, gillion’s face. 

“i don’t want to hurt you,” chip breathed, sitting himself up, finally, to face gillion. “i’m scared i’ll hurt you more.”

“i’ve been through worse,” gillion cracked a grin, a pained smile. “so just quit your talking and come prove yourself already. we’re wasting time here.”

chip would’ve laughed if he wasn’t so damn anxious. “so i can?” he clarified, one last time, taking in every feature of gillion’s face. 

gillion only leaned his head back and looked chip in the eyes, daringly. “don’t stop now, before you’ve even started.”

and fine, chip leaned over, one hand on the railing that gillion leaned up against, the other hand carefully at gillion’s side. and gillion couldn’t move very much, but he felt it, the ghost of gillion’s touch on his fingers, as he finally, finally kissed him. 

and he could feel gillion’s head tilt up to meet him, and chip closed his eyes, incredibly aware of how he was positioned, and thinking mostly about not wanting to make gillion hurt any more than he did. but gillion seemed to melt underneath him, and he tasted like the ocean, salty and sweet, and it reminded chip of home more than anything else. 

of course, now that they’d started, how could he stop?

eventually chip pulled away, examining gillion’s face, their noses almost touching. his eyes half lidded, gillion only stared up at him, looking at chip with an expression that threatened to shine down to his very core. and chip burned, his face glowing red. 

“i’m waiting for the part where the dream goes wrong,” breathed gillion, looking up at him. 

and chip smiled. he smiled and smiled. 

“well thank god you’re awake, aren’t you?”

“i don’t think you proved anything at all. i think i won.”

“what the hell? i definitely won that, i dunno what you’re talking about. there’s no winners in kissing but if there was, it was definitely me.”

“you’re gonna tell the injured and dying man that he just lost? when i’m at the end of my life, and about to- to walk down the tunnel into the light, and you’re gonna tell me that i lost?”

“you’re damn right i am! because i won! you know that bird you saw earlier? that was me!”

“what? wait what? wait say that again? no shot.”

#jrwi #jrwi riptide #just roll with it #chip jrwi #jrwi chip #just roll with it fanart #writing #jrwi fanart #jrwi spoilers #jrwi fish and chips #jrwi fnc #gillion tidestrider #jrwi gillion

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you can hold my hand (if no one’s home)

pairing: chip/gillion  genre: slight canon divergence warnings: riptide 90 spoilers , they kiss sorta lol , minor depiction of injury wc: 913

it’s terrifying how lifeless gillion looks in the water. chip’s eyes burned as he held his breath, scanning around frantically for something, anything to do, to free him from the unconscious vice admiral’s grasp.

kuba kenta may have been killed on impact by gillion, but the sheer will of the enormous creature transcended life and death, and so somehow he was still holding on to the other unconscious boy.

and gillion looked awful. his armour, which he’d left back at rufus’ place, was unable to protect him from any of the damage that kenta had given him. the strikes across his chest, the same as the ones chip kept seeing in his sleep, were scorched, bubbling and angry and red. his head leaned back, his eyes closed, scratches all along his blue arms. 

it felt so wrong, to see gillion looking this awful underwater. the water was where gillion should have felt the safest, should have the most advantage, should be trying to get chip to break his concentration and breathe on accident. but he lay still, his neck in the teeth of kuba kenta’s large grip. 

there was something happening around them, jay was in the water too, along with the blonde girl with a horn in her forehead, that jay seemed to know. but chip ignored the both of them and swam towards gillion, where the two girls were trying to pull both the vice admiral and the co-captain up. 

gillion looked almost ragdolled in the vice admiral’s grip, and chip swam over now too, his eyes streaming in the salt water, scanning for anything that could help the two. 

they were still sinking, and both the blonde girl and jay were falling with them, despite their best efforts to swim upwards. chip patted his pockets, coming up empty, before swimming down to reach the pair, getting his hands on jay’s bag, and tugging it towards him, searching inside of it. 

pulling out a glass bottle, chip stared at it, before looking up at jay, and jerking his head towards gillion, thinking furiously in his mind. “i’m gonna give this to gillion, i’m gonna give this to gillion, i’m gonna give this to gillion.”

the bracelets that linked jay and chip ensured that she would hear his message, and she stared at him for a moment, her orange hair floating around her in the water, before nodding. 

chip swam down to the two of them, gently tugging gillion out of kuba kenta’s teeth, wincing to himself as his fingers gently brushed along the indents that the vice admiral had left in his skin. moving to uncork the bottle, he suddenly realised that if he was to open it, the liquid would spill everywhere, and therefore be rendered useless. 

suddenly aware that jay was able to read every single thought that floated across his mind right now, chip tried to push away the solution that entered his thoughts, feeling a flush bloom across his cheeks. 

he pulled his knife out, and desperately tilted the bottle, trying to make a hole for gillion to drink out of, instead of the first thing that he’d thought of. 

a sudden, but not harsh kick interrupted his thoughts, and jay was behind him, glaring at chip, with the most ‘what on earth are you doing?’  face he’d ever been given. 

he knew that she’d heard his original idea, and she pointed at gillion with her chin, gesturing for him to hurry up. 

and chip looked back at gillion, who shouldn’t be this still, ever, and put his knife away, before uncorking the bottle and shoving it into his own mouth. 

pushing as much of the potion into his cheeks as he could, he could feel the magic swirling around his tongue, and pressing against his throat, and he shook his head to himself before swimming closer to gillion. 

thankfully, he didn’t have to worry about gillion swallowing any water. it was just the same as air to him, and chip mentally prepared himself as he tipped gillion’s head towards him, his hands warm with embarrassment.

his cheeks puffed with the potion, chip pulled gillion close, and carefully opened the other boy’s mouth, prying his lips apart, before pressing his own against them, forcing the potion down the triton boy’s throat. he could feel gillion’s chest expand underneath him, and chip’s embarrassment mounted as gillion’s breath hitched. 

eyebrows scrunched in concentration, his eyes shut, chip didn’t stop until his mouth was empty, and carefully, so he didn’t accidentally inhale any saltwater, pressed his lips shut, and pulled away, examining gillion for any sign of life. his lungs burned with exertion from not breathing, and he didn’t know how much longer he could stay like this, holding his breath, his hair floating around him.

and when gillion’s eyes opened, chip’s shoulders slumped with relief, and he wiped off his mouth, storing what was left of the potion back in jay’s bag.

his inability to face gillion, combined with his need to breathe air made him look up, and swim as fast as he could, breaking the surface of the water and drinking in the ocean air, thankfully. 

and just as a precaution, chip furrowed his eyebrows, and thought to jay, ‘we are not talking about this. if you bring it up, i swear to god, jay, i will-’

he didn’t know what he would do, but he would definitely jump off the ship to avoid looking at gillion.

#jrwi #jrwi riptide #just roll with it #chip jrwi #jrwi chip #just roll with it fanart #writing #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide spoilers #jrwi fnc #jrwi fish and chips #gillion tidestrider #jrwi gillion

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gonna post all my fnc fics here eventually just like gimme a sec 🔥🔥

#jrwi riptide #jrwi #just roll with it #jrwi fnc

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fnc oneshot (the worms have taken over my brain)

major tags: fish and chips , hurt/comfort , one shot , there was only one bed trope , fire imagery

word count: 3,220

summary: “don’t stay up too long,” he said, instead of a goodnight, and headed below deck. he passed gillion on the way down and watched him for a few moments, shell in one hand, sword in the other, dancing as though sword-fighting came naturally to him. his hair shone in the moonlight, and chip was unable to keep a little grin off his face.

clumsy in actuality, the way gillion fought was exceptionally graceful. one would never be able to know how often gillion managed to trip over his own feet on a daily basis.

aka there was only one bed (but i turned it into hurt/comfort on accident)

#jrwi #jrwi riptide #just roll with it #chip jrwi #jrwi chip #just roll with it fanart #writing #jrwi writing #please do not spoil in the tags #i beg of you #jrwi riptide minor spoilers ? #jrwi fanart #jrwi fnc #jrwi fish and chips #gillion tidestrider #jrwi gillion

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when careful meets carefree

major tags: gillion/chip , howl's moving castle au , minor lizzie/ava , minor jay/ensa

word count: 21 chapters, ongoing

summary: gillion didn’t miss the way chip’s nostrils flared, but chip only pressed his lips together, stepping closer to gillion, so he could finally, finally look at him like he was there, standing in front of him. “i’ll tell you what, gil. you’re really starting to get on my last nerve. call me a coward one more time, i dare you. i’m a lot of awful things, a liar, a cheater, but i’m damn well not a coward.”

barely breathing, gillion didn’t break his gaze. “then you’re a liar.” he spat. “the most unhonourable thing to be.”

aka gillion is basically cursed to have body dysmorphia and chip is the wicked wizard that everyone keeps talking about

#little reminder that i posted this #JUST POSTED CHAPTER SEVEN #jrwi #jrwi show #jrwi riptide writing #just roll with it fish and chips #fish n chips #jrwi fnc #jrwifanart #jrwi riptide minor spoilers ? #i wrote this before i watched episode 21 btw

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jrwi riptide doodle dump (ft an obscene amount of fnc kissing)

#NO SPOILERS PLEASE #jrwi riptide spoilers #just roll with it #jrwi #jrwi riptide #jrwi show #jrwi fnc #fnc #albatrio

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YOU. YOU. WHEN WHEN WHEN WHENNNN YOU WHEN YOU WHENNNNNN

(aka i’m literally so norm with when careful meets carefree. my main is @/someoneihavelovedbutneverknown. i fuckin love howls moving castle and fnc. this is barely contained btw)

oh anon you haven't seen anything yet

#carefulmeetscarefree #just roll with it show #just roll with it writing #jrwi riptide #asks

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chapter two is now up !!

in which gillion is compelled to explore his prophesy

when careful meets carefree

major tags: gillion/chip , howl's moving castle au , minor lizzie/ava , minor jay/ensa

word count: 21 chapters, ongoing

summary: gillion didn’t miss the way chip’s nostrils flared, but chip only pressed his lips together, stepping closer to gillion, so he could finally, finally look at him like he was there, standing in front of him. “i’ll tell you what, gil. you’re really starting to get on my last nerve. call me a coward one more time, i dare you. i’m a lot of awful things, a liar, a cheater, but i’m damn well not a coward.”

barely breathing, gillion didn’t break his gaze. “then you’re a liar.” he spat. “the most unhonourable thing to be.”

aka gillion is basically cursed to have body dysmorphia and chip is the wicked wizard that everyone keeps talking about

#just roll with it riptide #just roll with it show #just roll with it #just roll with it fanart #just roll with it writing #just roll with it riptide writing #writing #chip jrwi #jrwi chip #howl's moving castle au

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when careful meets carefree

major tags: gillion/chip , howl's moving castle au , minor lizzie/ava , minor jay/ensa

word count: 21 chapters, ongoing

summary: gillion didn’t miss the way chip’s nostrils flared, but chip only pressed his lips together, stepping closer to gillion, so he could finally, finally look at him like he was there, standing in front of him. “i’ll tell you what, gil. you’re really starting to get on my last nerve. call me a coward one more time, i dare you. i’m a lot of awful things, a liar, a cheater, but i’m damn well not a coward.”

barely breathing, gillion didn’t break his gaze. “then you’re a liar.” he spat. “the most unhonourable thing to be.”

aka gillion is basically cursed to have body dysmorphia and chip is the wicked wizard that everyone keeps talking about

#rb

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Fish n Chips Pride and Prejudice au

Gillion as Mr Darcy, standoffish but actually cares so much, just doesn’t know how to show it

Chip as Elizabeth, bold and doesn’t care about societal rules

I’m just thinking about the ball and Gillion and Chip dancing with each other while the rest of the crowd falls away

Thinking of Gillion talking at the ball and not realizing that he’s being harsh since customs are different from where he’s from

Think of either Jay or Lizzie as Jane and just giving advice to Chip on courting and smacking him for when his pride gets the better of him towards Gill

Thinking of “You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.” “I must learn to be content with being happier than I deserve” “Till this moment I never knew myself.”

Thinking of Gill’s prejudice towards humans and Chip’s pride about his place in society as an orphan who raised above his station already but is still tied to that part of his background

God I want to write this so badly but if someone else already has or is planning on it please please send my way, I love this idea so much, fnc as Darcy and Elizabeth would be perfect

#I AM GOING TO THEOW MYSELD OFF A BRIFGE OP #YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOUVE SONE #jrwi #riptide #OFKGIFIUDSHHDHGHHHHH

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when careful meets carefree

major tags: gillion/chip , howl's moving castle au , minor lizzie/ava , minor jay/ensa

word count: 21 chapters, ongoing

summary: gillion didn’t miss the way chip’s nostrils flared, but chip only pressed his lips together, stepping closer to gillion, so he could finally, finally look at him like he was there, standing in front of him. “i’ll tell you what, gil. you’re really starting to get on my last nerve. call me a coward one more time, i dare you. i’m a lot of awful things, a liar, a cheater, but i’m damn well not a coward.”

barely breathing, gillion didn’t break his gaze. “then you’re a liar.” he spat. “the most unhonourable thing to be.”

aka gillion is basically cursed to have body dysmorphia and chip is the wicked wizard that everyone keeps talking about

#anyway uh boost #jrwi #jrwi riptide

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when careful meets carefree

major tags: gillion/chip , howl's moving castle au , minor lizzie/ava , minor jay/ensa

word count: 21 chapters, ongoing

summary: gillion didn’t miss the way chip’s nostrils flared, but chip only pressed his lips together, stepping closer to gillion, so he could finally, finally look at him like he was there, standing in front of him. “i’ll tell you what, gil. you’re really starting to get on my last nerve. call me a coward one more time, i dare you. i’m a lot of awful things, a liar, a cheater, but i’m damn well not a coward.”

barely breathing, gillion didn’t break his gaze. “then you’re a liar.” he spat. “the most unhonourable thing to be.”

aka gillion is basically cursed to have body dysmorphia and chip is the wicked wizard that everyone keeps talking about

#just roll with it riptide #just roll with it show #just roll with it #just roll with it fanart #just roll with it writing #just roll with it riptide writing #writing #chip jrwi #jrwi chip #howl's moving castle au #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #jrwi gillion #gillion x chip #chip x gillion #jrwi fnc #just roll with it fish and chips #jrwi fish and chips

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coloured :3

hello

i have been on the chip jrwi agenda (just watched riptide 15)

#jrwi riptide spoilers #jrwi riptide #jrwifanart #jrwi show #tw blood #chip jrwi #jrwi chip