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Hello everyone, im back. I currently just went through severe binge ed, anorexia, and bulimia throughout the past years and had to serve an intervention for it. I am now fat and plan to do this all over again if thats what it means in order to be happy. I will do this.

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happiness will come when skinny does

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40359) I can't even tell if I'm thin or not. I honestly don't know.

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40358) It's gotten to the point that I don't know if my stomach hurts because I've eaten too much, or if it's because I haven't eaten enough.

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(photos compiled by justmodels-exohexoh)

Take a look at these ‘before and after’ pictures. These are three of Victoria’s Secret’s models. Rosie Huntington-Whiteley, Adriana Lima and Alessandra Ambrosio.

Look at the massive difference between the top set of pictures and the bottom set. Pretty drastic, right?

Are the ‘after’ pictures more beautiful than the ‘before’ pictures? Of course not. These ladies are beautiful with or without makeup and photoshopping. But these pictures have a lot to say.

How many times have you opened a magazine or a catalog and wished you looked like the models inside? How many times have you, whether you wanted to or not, judged your self-worth on how closely your face, your body, your clothes matches the ones you see on TV or in print?

Pictures like this are a much-needed reminder that no one, not even Victoria’s Secret Angels, truly looks the way that they’re represented. Having uneven skin, messy hair, dark circles, chapped lips, pudge all that stuff is 100% normal. Just because you don’t have the money to airbrush these so-called ‘imperfections’ away does not make you any less amazing! It does not impact your self-worth at all.

Please remember to constantly question what you see in the media. Please remember that none of it is an accurate representation, and most of it is researched and designed to make you feel bad. Why? So you’ll go out and spend money to try to ‘fix’ yourself. It’s all about money. But you don’t need to be fixed! These girls are beautiful either way. 

And so are you.

Love, 

Amber

BE BRAVE! JOIN THE BODY PEACE REVOLUTION!

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39174) They say you are what you eat. If this is true, I guess I really am nothing.

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39166) I get a sick satisfaction when people around me get bigger, and i get thinner. I'm disgusted with myself, but I can't stop.

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39096) No one understands me. It's not like I don't want to eat. I just can't.

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38399) Everyone keeps asking me how I lost so much weight. I tell them I stopped eating fast food and stopped eating at night.... I really just stopped eating.

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38138) Kids at lunch ask why I don't eat. Kids in class ask why I am always so cold. I keep wondering when they will put two and two together, but they probably don't know as much about eating disorders as me.

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36836) You can always lose the weight the healthy way; but going down this road, you'll never gain back what you emotionally lost.

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last message on this blog

sorry to say but i will no longer be posting on this blog, anorexia has taken over my life and i will praay that no one copies the actions of my own. be happy in your own skin because you don't know when your health will go downhill and a disease will overcome your life. be happy and live your life, you'll enjoy it much more that way, stay strong<3

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starting tomorrow i will begin eating approx 1000 calories a day, body has stopped functioning properly and weight loss is very rapid. be healthy, it'll pay off

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day 71, accomplished

breakfast- yogurt (35)

lunch- apple (80)

dinner- stuffed chicken (350)

snacks- 3 yogurt (105)

calorie intake: approx. 570

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day 70, accomplished

breakfast- half slice of toast (50)

lunch- apple (100)

dinner- stuffed chicken (300)

broccoli (40)

snacks- 2 yogurt (70)

calorie intake: approx. 560

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day 69, accomplished

breakfast- half slice of toast (50)

lunch- apple (110)

dinner- salmon (250)

snacks- 2 yogurt (70)

calorie intake: approx. 480

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day 68, accomplished

breakfast- yogurt (35)

blackberries- (65)

dinner- chicken (200)

broccoli (50)

snacks- smoothie bar (80)

calorie intake: approx. 430