hey so this is going in my next phoenix wrong but honestly it's gonna be at least a full year until the next one comes out and i don't wanna sit on this one forever so have a sneak preview i guess
inspired by seeing this actual line of dialogue kristoph says
also we can add to the list of terrible things about ben sha p-word that he is a nightmare to lipsync to
I've been feeling really stressed because of this scene.
This is my biggest fear. The idea that the people you think of as friends only barely tolerate you, and you're just too dense to pick up on it. And it would be my own fault for not being more socially aware.
I'm too conscious of the fact that I would *not* pick up on social cues like this. How many people talk about me like this when I'm not around? How many people would gladly be rid of me? The fear of this possibility consumes me. It regularly has me afraid to reach out to anyone. It causes me to isolate myself. I'm not sure more socially capable people could ever understand the horror of this. I can't get it off my mind.