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Sometimes home is a person

#welcome home #personal thoughts #spilled words

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Lucunya aku masih menunggumu padahal kamu tidak sedikit pun berniat untuk kembali kepadaku

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It's free to be happy, but why sometimes it's hard to do.

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“your gut instinct is not a liar, those initial feelings exist for a reason, sit on them if you need to, process whether your feelings are valid or just projections, but never dismiss your intuition when the signs are staring you in the face and your nervous system is agreeing.”

— iambrillyant

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It hurts to miss someone we should have forgotten.

#i miss you #stillfeelhurt

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Ketika rasa kecewa yang terus datang kerana kehadiran yang tidak pernah dihargai

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She's tired.

She's tired of the psychological mind games and people pretending to be someone they're not.

She's tired of the shallow conversations with people that only care about themselves.

She's tired of attention from men with hidden agendas.

She's tired of being treated like an option when she should have been treated like a priority from the first conversation.

She's tired of spending countless nights questioning her own self worth.

She's tired of people not respecting her boundaries and forcing her to do things she's not ready to do.

She's at a point in her life where she wants to be loved correctly or be left alone completely.

~ Cody Bret

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The reality is that you will grieve forever. You will not ‘get over’ the loss of a loved one; you will learn to live with it. You will heal and you will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered. You will be whole again but you will never be the same. Nor should you be the same nor would you want to. ~Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

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Until now the feeling is still the same. Missed you a lot but I know where I stand.

#im hurtin

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Somebody asked me if I knew you. A million memories flashed through my mind but I just smiled and said I used to.

-- Wiz Khalifa

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Jardim Botânico VIII: Tropical beauty

Lisboa 2023

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Why do we love if we get hurt? And now we just to be strangers again

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You never know how I'm fuckin to sick trying to act cool not to miss you, not to cry standing fine with a big smile.

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Tell me how can i unlove someone who give me all my first experiences?

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I don't know if it's just me, but most days, it's when I'm all alone that I feel most peaceful and free. Don't get me wrong—I enjoy the company of family and friends. I feel alive at parties and I don't mind sharing stories. It's just that I find it addicting, being apart from the crowd. Because when I'm by myself, the world just feels a lot bigger and quiet. It spins a lot slower that it seems like I can actually catch up with it for once. I can think of my dreams without limitations and the pressure of expectations crushing me, I can just close my eyes and be the person life didn't allow me to become, even for just a little while.