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Such a fucking loser. I’ve literally failed at being a functional human being. I wish I was dead

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Just because of my looks, I lose my self confidence every single time.

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Dear diary...

As stupid as it sounds...

I really wish I was pretty.

Because I know I'm not.

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I've been fighting for so long but I am tired I dont know how much longer I can do this for.

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I just want to do is cut myself again because I am alone, lonely and deserve it

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Trapped in the world where no one chooses me. Trapped in the body that no one desires. Cursed with the face that repulses everyone.

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I legit cry when I look at myself in the mirror and feel so much disgust. I’d rather die than have the body I have right now

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I'm feeling so disgusting and gross tonight... Even more than other times.

I hate this body I'm trapped in...

I wish I could just crawl out of it.

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“I often stood in front of the mirror alone, wondering how ugly a person could get.”

— Charles Bukowski, from Ham on Rye

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Fuck I wish I was at least a little attractive.

Or bearable at least.

I'm just so gross to look at.

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I wish I could go to sleep and just not wake up

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"I'm so tired of looking into mirrors just to see the reflection cry".

The Number Twelve Looks Like You, "If These Bullets Could Talk"

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i cannot explain how much i hate my appearance

i want to rip my face off and put on a new, prettier one

i want to replace my whole body

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I cannot put into words how much I absolutely HATE this body I'm in.

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lots to discuss w myself in shower therapy tonight