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Who woulda thought I’d be coked out at my grammas house sittin up on TikTok at 4am

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I can’t feel my face when I’m with you. But I love it.

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I am actually obsessed with weird people. Probably cus I’m weird. All my friends a lil weird. All the people I genuinely like are a lil weird. But actually what even is normal???? Yeah that doesn’t exist. I guess I just like people that don’t pretend to be “normal”

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I can’t wait for this man to slut me out!!! Cus what?! This shall be a great way to end 2021

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Damn track is really over. I feel sad but relieved. I am tired of being so busy and working so hard. Every semester felt like I was drowning. I can be normal. A feeling I only had in the summertime. Now that can be me year round

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Ahhhhhhhhh Jasmine… the one who broke my heart. Well she’s back. But I have reservations because her going ghost on me really hurt my feelings and pride. Because I thought things were good, but then everything came to a halt.

Well I felt the same feelings as soon as I saw her. When I walked into that liquor store all the feelings hit. I just sat with her while she worked and had the time of my life. She has a calming presence. I feel peaceful when I’m around her. It feels easy to be around with her. Flirting with her is effortless. I just feel like I can be myself and not pretend to be cool.

Jasmine is really an icon. Just good vibes all around.

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And not me wanting to fuck a man!!!! Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!! But also I really enjoyed sucking dick that one time. I feel like I’m reverse coming out. I’ve been gay for so long and I’m just now opening myself up to the thought that I might like to fuck some dudes.

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Shiiiiiiiiit here we go again.! I wish my brain could chill the fuck out. Idk if I should blame my brain or my heart. But I guess the side of my brain that is controlled by my “heart”... whatever that fucking means. Well fucking Kay simply cannot get any better. And then every time it somehow does. I have never met someone so sure of themself. Their morals, their values, their vibe. It’s the music taste I’m also obsessed with. I have never liked someone who listens to Courtney Bennett, noname, still woozy, Greentea Peng, and Richard Wilson. I have never been with anybody that’s non binary or poly. I mean idk how they identify, but I know to use they/she pronouns. The polyamory thing was weird to me for like 30 seconds, then I was like “oh cool”. I wish I lived in pa so that I could be their partner. Cus like I’m interested even though I have a lot of questions, and don’t fully understand it yet. I’ve never known a polyamorous person. But since I don’t live in philly, I just gotta enjoy every opportunity to fuck that I can because that shit is magical. Every time is somehow better. I love someone that tells me what to do. I enjoy being submissive even when I’m in control. I like to be in control in a submissive way I guess? But when she fucks me!!!!!!!!! I can tell she loves it, which makes me cum even harder. Last Saturday was so much more intimate than usual. I felt vulnerable during it, which made it even better. Fucking with my chain on also took shit to the next level. The way she used it to pull me closer while I was fucking her.! Jesus. Every time I do my homework I can’t help thinking about her. All the Greek letters used in my hw for my electric machinery class make me think of the tattoo she has on the back of her arms in Greek letters. I noticed them while she was riding my face. Such a great weekend!

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11:59 be whoopin my ass

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I fucking hate taking things slow, like why can’t we hang out all day every day?

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You plant love, love will grow. You plant fear, fear will grow.

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Shitttt I know you hurt me way back when, but I’m sorry I hurt you unintentionally. I can’t wait to see what the future holds. Right person wrong timing the first time. We both needed time to elevate and become better versions of ourself.

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It’s getting to that point of the semester where you have to be mentally tough. Rn I feel weak as hell. This too shall pass. Hopeful it’s just pms

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Please

Don’t let me get heartbroken again.

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I need to stand up for myself. No amount of nudes or playlists can change the inevitable

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Can we talk about the fuckin badddddddddddyyyyyyy from Long Beach. Hottest girl of my life deadass. No cap.

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Feelings dump post hookup #hotgirlsummer

I was in north philly for some pussy and it turned out to be amazing! That Leo/libra combo go crazyyyy. She was mad cool. Flirty, cool, confident, and we was FUCKKKKKINNNNN. That shit was so good, but a little too fast paced at times. She likes it rough and intense, and so do I but I like to build up to that. I have been having constant sex flashbacks the last 3 days. If I lived in philly I would 100% try to date this girl. Her vibe was immaculate. I say this all the time, but she’s not your typical white girl. She was direct with everything she wanted. No ambiguity or guessing games. I liked that. I liked the simpleness of it. It’s the latte art for meeee. I’ve always dreamed of falling in love with my barista. She listens to ivy sole and noname and saba, plus other people I haven’t heard of. She actually wants to be happy in like and doesn’t just follow the social norms. That’s something I wish I had more of in me. Every girl I meet in my lifetime is better than the last. I’m going to constantly be upgrading until I find my wife.