I am getting better. My musicianship is getting better. Grad school has started. My fitness still needs work. I'm broke as Hell, but I paid or my summer class and am finally getting the horn of my dreams. Things are getting better.
I really hope that I can keep this momentum going. And I hope to one day take a specific person I know out for a cup of coffee, and some conversation.
My dreams are to help everyone. But can I be greedy about a specific goth she/they? Just.... please?
This is it. Starting monday, I am going to take my life back as much as I can. Upping my fitness. Annihilating fundamentals musically. Training my ears. Getting nutritional help. I am going to transform myself into the fucking person the child version of myself would have idolized. I start grad school in late June. This will be a huge step in my goal of fixing public education, so that EVERY student can have the opportunity to find themselves and create their path towards self actualization.
Fuck capitalism. Fuck racism. Fuck classism. EVERY young person deserves to have the spark of inspiration nurtured instead of snuffed out.
My goal? To create an educational experience that will drive people towards a future like Star Fleet instead of fucking annihilation.
I will become the best version of myself and find other educators like me, and we will plant the seeds of the future. Or I will DIE trying!
I'm coming to terms with the fact that I identify highly with the Carl Jung ideas of psychoanalysis and how they also align with gender identity, regarding the Anima and Animus within us all. So, yeah. Spectrums and shit make the most sense, so hit that sliding scale wherever the Hell you want to your fancy.
I just need to remind myself that things are better and not to base life on things that realky make no sense.
I'm broke as hell, my credit is a little fucked right now, and I'm in terrible shape.
But: I'm about to start grad school, I am getting my financial aid back, I'll have time to take care of myself physically, and I have huge aspirations to do as much as I can to make public education a beacon of self actualization.
Although at ny age, I really wish I was already established and working hard and living life. Things are stressful a lot of the time. And my social life suffers because of it too. Wich also causes my mental health to suffer.
But I just need to remind myself, that things are getting better.
"... “I’m taking action because I feel desperate,” said U.S. climate scientist Peter Kalmus, who along with several others locked himself to the front door of a JPMorgan Chase building in Los Angeles. A recent report found that the financial giant is the biggest private funder of oil and gas initiatives in the world.
“It’s the 11th hour in terms of Earth breakdown, and I feel terrified for my kids, and terrified for humanity,” Kalmus continued. “World leaders are still expanding the fossil fuel industry as fast as they can, but this is insane. The science clearly indicates that everything we hold dear is at risk, including even civilization itself and the wonderful, beautiful, cosmically precious life on this planet. I actually don’t get how any scientist who understands this could possibly stay on the sidelines at this point.” ..."
So I am having to appeal with my school to receive the federal loans I am already approved to receive, because I have a lrevious degree and my credit count is high. My initial appeal was already declined, and I feel like I'm going to be sick. Classes started today, so I guess I'll keep going until they drop me from my classes due to non-payment? Because I can't afford to pay for classes and keep a roof over my head.
Someone: Why does Remoraid, a fish, evolve into Octillery, and octopus?
Pokemon nerd: In addition to both being based on projectile weapons (a gun and a cannon, respectively), Remoraid and Octillery are both based on aquatic animals with suction cups, thematically tying them together
Someone: Why does the skinny, snakelike Dragonair turn into Dragonite, a larger dragon with limbs?
Pokemon nerd: It’s based off a Korean legend about a serpentine creature that can become a true dragon over time.
Someone: Why does Exeggcute, six eggs, evolve into Exeggcutor, a palm tree with three coconuts?
Black Ghost aka Juodasis Vaiduoklis is a bronze sculpture sculpted by Svajunas Jurkus and Sergejus Plotnikovas located at the port of Klaipėda, Lithuania.
I just want employers to pay a fair wage and provide a safe working environment, so people can work and be able to afford to put money towards their dreams, without the fear of being homeless. Why is that too much to ask?
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